Epilogue Does she really not want to see him again? 5000
In the gray sky, the first light snow since the beginning of winter slowly fell as winter gradually entered.
Qin Zixin stood quietly in front of the porch of the villa. She looked up at the sky, letting the white snow slowly fall on her cheeks and clothes.
The thin and pale face showed a beautiful smile that was rare in these days.
She carefully stretched out her delicate palms and let the snowflakes fall on her palms.
She focused on what was in front of her as if it were the only thing in the world worth caring about.
For her who grew up in city T, if she hadn't deliberately gone to the mountains, she might never have had the opportunity to see such a beautiful snow scene in her life.
Therefore, when the nurse Xiao Ai told her that it was starting to snow outside, she couldn't wait to drag her weak body out of the villa she had moved into.
She closed her eyes intoxicatedly, standing in the open space with flying silver snow, enjoying the rare and beautiful scenery.
"Miss Qin, come inside, you can also enjoy the snow in the house!" Xiao Ai said worriedly.
"Xiao Ai, let me stay for a while. It'll be fine in a while." Qin Zixin didn't even open her eyelids and just kept standing in the same posture.
"Then I'll help you with that dress." After saying that, Xiao Ai quickly walked into the house.
It was not that she had never thought that her weak body was not suitable for standing in the ice and snow for a long time, but her unstoppable curiosity made her refuse Xiao Ai's concern.
Maybe...maybe this was the first and last time she saw the snow falling. How could she miss it? Qin Zixin couldn't help but think sadly.
"Are you dressed like this to enjoy the snow in the snow?" The sudden deep male voice made Qin Zixin open her closed eyes.
She slowly turned her head and saw the person she expected.
"Guan Hao."
"Long time no see, Zi Xin."
"I knew it was you... Except for you, no one can hire so many authoritative doctors from cardiothoracic surgery to treat me."
"Come into the house, let's talk inside."
"Um."
…
In the villa, Xiao Ai made a cup of hot coffee for Qin Zixin and Guan Hao each.
Guan Hao looked at Qin Zixin's pale face and sighed, "You should have let everyone know about this earlier."
Qin Zixin smiled and shook his head, "There is no cure, so why should everyone worry about me?"
"But you simply can't bear this alone at this time."
"I can bear it, have you forgotten? I have never been defeated by anything." At this time, Qin Zixin still managed to hold on to her smile, pretending to be relaxed.
"You are just too strong."
Qin Zixin still smiled and asked, "By the way, how is Ranran doing these days?"
"What you should be more concerned about at this time is yourself."
"Am I not still sitting in front of you safe and sound?"
"Ranran is not okay...she hasn't been able to find you. She is very worried. She has not had a good appetite these days and is thinner than before."
"How can this be possible? She is pregnant now. If she doesn't eat well and sleep well, it will affect the baby in her belly."
"You don't have to worry too much...she won't be hungry after all. She's just worried about you all the time."
Qin Zixin lowered her head apologetically, "Now you take good care of her."
"Of course I will, I am her husband."
Qin Zixin nodded and looked at Guan Hao with a smile, "Actually, I really envy your love. Even when you were at your lowest, you never gave up on each other and always loved each other deeply."
Guan Hao was silent for a long time and asked quickly, "Zixin, have you read the newspaper my brother published?"
Qin Zixin nodded lightly, "I saw it two days ago."
"Then you know that he has published the same apology in the newspapers with the largest circulation in more than 60 countries around the world, right?"
Apology, yes...he apologized to her in front of the whole world and asked for her forgiveness!
She clearly remembered that there was only one short sentence published in the newspaper——
Wife, I'm sorry, forgive me for what I did in the past, please give us another chance, let me apologize for the past, and give me a chance to take care of you for the rest of my life - Ji Lingtian@Qin Zixin.
What was published in the newspaper was such a simple sentence, but it occupied the entire front page of the newspaper.
She knew that the whole world was reading this newspaper, and she also knew that the whole world must be discussing his deep love, but who knew that there had been no life long between them.
A faint smile spread across Qin Zixin's pale face, and he said lightly, "Don't he get along very well with Ren Qingle?"
"You should know very well that Ren Qingle is just using it to stimulate you."
"Ha..." Qin Zixin laughed long and hard, "No matter what, he is with Ren Qingle, isn't he?"
"But they have broken up."
"Whether he and Ren Qingle broke up or not is none of my business... From the day I left Y City, that's when I completely excluded him from my life, so I won't care about him anymore.
It’s over.”
"I can understand your thoughts... but you have to know that with his arrogant character, being able to say the words 'I'm sorry' to you in front of the whole world is enough to show his sincerity."
Qin Zixin sniffed her nose, suppressed the sourness on the tip of her nose, and spat out with a forced smile, "Guan Hao... Now I am just a person who goes to bed and doesn't know whether I will wake up tomorrow. I just want to be peaceful."
I want to spend this time peacefully and draw a happy ending to the rest of my life.”
"You should let my brother stay with you."
"No need...I haven't been with you for so many years. When I die, let me continue to be aloof!"
"You really don't want to see my brother again?"
Qin Zixin swallowed the sobs in her throat and nodded, "I don't owe him anymore... just let the past go with the wind!"
"Zi Xin..."
"Stop talking, Guan Hao, I know you and Ran Ran have been helping us... But not everyone in this world is so lucky to pursue the love they want. If you miss it, you will miss it. Without me,
Life, maybe, will be better for him."
Guan Hao sighed heavily, "Forget it... everyone has the right to choose. If your heart has decided to do this, then I respect your decision."
"Thanks."
Guan Hao stood up, "I can't stay out for too long, Ran Ran is still waiting for me in the hotel."
"Well, go back quickly... take care of her."
"The doctor will arrange surgery for you in the next two days. You...be mentally prepared. I will find a way to see you then."
"No need, Guan Hao... You and I both know that it was very difficult for me to have a successful heart transplant operation back then. I will still face the same problems this time. Moreover, even if I am as lucky as I was this time, the operation was successful in the end.
But my body’s rejection will also make me continue to live in pain... If the final outcome is death, why not let me live it easily like this?"
Guan Hao frowned, "Are you willing to let go of Qian Qian, willing to let go of Ran Ran, and willing to let go of all of us?"
"As long as they are good, I can leave without any worries."
"But I can't bear such a responsibility... If Ranran knows the fact that I hid you one day, maybe she can understand that I didn't tell them your news out of respect for your wishes, but she will definitely blame me for not telling them all.
I will do my best to save you."
Qin Zixin finally nodded, "Okay, I will listen to you and perform the surgery."
"Take care of yourself."
"Wait a minute, Guan Hao, I also want you to agree to a request..."
Guan Hao stopped leaving and said, "Say."
Looking at Guan Hao's tall back, he said, "No matter what the result of my operation is, I hope you will do something for me..."
Ji Lingtian has been back to Y City for three days.
Since returning from London, he has stayed in his villa and has not taken a step out of the house.
The tsol project has been completed perfectly, but he was absent from the much-anticipated completion dinner held in New York last night.
The whole world is guessing that he is decadent for love at the moment. In fact, he doesn't know if he is considered decadent now.
I can’t find the energy to do anything and feel that life is meaningless…
I don’t want to go to the company, I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep...
Suddenly, it seemed like he was the only one left in the world, lonely and deserted.
He thought she would come back after being published in the newspaper, because she had never been far away...
But it wasn't until today that he realized that it turned out that after she left, she had no intention of coming back...
It's not a joke, it's not a show of emotion, it's just that she is completely far away from his world.
Yes, what is there about a person like him that is worthy of her nostalgia?
He didn't know that she was sick, and he didn't know that she left Gu Yuchen to leave completely... He didn't care about her at all, otherwise the way she looked at him before she left with Gu Yuchen that night could tell
See the determination in her eyes...
It turns out that when she told him about the child that night, she didn't want to get back together, but she just wanted to make it clear to him so that he could let go of the resentment in the past...
Why has he never understood her mood? Why has he never discovered that their lives are already so close that they are inseparable?
When she completely left his world, he was not happy at all. He was even heartbroken to death. Why was he never aware of this feeling before?
He could no longer live without this woman in his life.
Why are you still repenting now?
In fact, it was not that he didn't understand it in the past, he had once been in a state of drunkenness and dreaming, thinking about starting over with her in the middle of the night, but he was still unwilling to lower his attitude...
Finally, she left bruised and desperate, but he was even more unhappy than before. How stupid this was!
He has missed too much, and he can no longer hide in the ivory tower and watch indifferently, watching the people he cares about most in his life...
He swore that he would find her, no matter how long it took...
But, can he ever see her standing in front of him safe and sound again?
…
Ji Lingtian stood outside the door of the children's room, knocking patiently. "Qianqian, Qianqian... it's Daddy, please open the door quickly."
There was no sound in the room.
"Qianqian, if you don't open the door, Daddy will be very worried about you... Just open the door and let Daddy in, okay?"
A low and low voice came faintly from the room, "Daddy, I don't want to see you."
"Okay, how about you eat? Daddy asked aunt to bring you food."
"I won't eat it!!"
"Qianqian, daddy will be worried if you act like this."
The next second, Qian Qian opened the door angrily and stared at her father, "I hate you, Daddy, I hate you... It was you who made Mummy go away, so Mummy refused to come back."
Ji Lingtian sighed heavily, hugged his daughter into his arms, "I'm sorry."
Qian Qian leaned into her father's arms and sobbed, "It was you who made Mommy leave... If you didn't get together with another woman or divorce Mommy, Mommy wouldn't leave..."
Ji Lingtian gently pulled away from his daughter and said sincerely and seriously, "Qianqian, you have to believe that Daddy has never thought about divorcing your mommy."
"You have..." Qianqian accused cruelly, "You and Mommy have signed a confidentiality agreement a long time ago and agreed to divorce in six months... You have wanted to divorce Mommy for a long time."
"How did you know there was a confidentiality agreement?"
"When you were in New York, I asked Mommy once if she would divorce you, and Mommy told me about the agreement... She also told me that she used to love Daddy very much, but Daddy, you
Don’t want her…”
A wave of sadness surged into Ji Lingtian's throat, and his eyes were inexplicably moist. He asked with difficulty, "What else did your mother say to you?"
Qian Qian burst into tears and said, "Mommy also said that you will marry the aunt named Ren in the future. I hope I will not be biased against Aunt Ren and respect your decision."
After finally persuading Qian Qian to go downstairs for dinner, Ji Lingtian was about to have dinner with his daughter when his cell phone suddenly rang.
The number displayed on the phone was from Ren Qingle, and Ji Lingtian directly chose to refuse the call.
However, the phone kept ringing, and Ji Lingtian finally pressed the answer button.
Finally, he agreed to Ren Qingle to go out and meet her.
…
At night, Ji Lingtian's private club.
There are no reporters or idlers here, so they can talk freely.
Ren Qingle's always confident face lost its former luster at this moment. She lost a lot of weight, and her nose turned red when she saw Ji Lingtian. She bit her lip for a long time before she said, "Are you not going to see me again?"
"There's a lot going on in my family."
"What happened to Qin Zixin running away from home?"
Outsiders seem to only know this situation.
"Yes, I'm looking for her."
"So you searched for her with such high profile in the newspapers?"
"If I hadn't been so high-profile, she might not have read the newspaper."
"What now? She must have seen you looking for her. Has she returned to you?"
"I will find her eventually."
Ren Qingle smiled foolishly, "So, I am just a passer-by in your life from beginning to end, right?"
Ji Lingtian chose to spit out cruelly, "I tried to be with you, but... I'm sorry."
"I don't want to be sorry..." Ren Qingle shook his head in pain, looking at him with aggrieved eyes filled with tears.
Ji Lingtian stood up and stared at Ren Qingle, "You will definitely meet someone better than me."
"Of course I will meet better people than you, but I will never be able to love them as much as I love you."
"What compensation do you want?"
"I have everything, I don't need any compensation from you."
"Then...take care."
Ji Lingtian took a step forward and walked out of the box.
However, just when Ji Lingtian was about to step out of the box, Ren Qingle suddenly hugged him from behind.
Ren Qingle held him tightly with her hands and cried out, "I hate you... I hate you for using me to stimulate the people you care about. I also know that you may not have me in your heart at all... But since you gave me the bracelet
From that day on, my heart couldn't stop falling in love with you... I thought about giving up, and thought about using marriage to force you to make a choice, but in the end, I was humiliating myself... I thought I really
I can let go, or even lock myself at home, forcing myself not to come to you, but I still miss you, and I still can't stop missing you... I don't want to be separated from you, Ling Tian, please, don't leave me...
"
"sorry……"
Closing his eyes in pain, Ji Lingtian pulled Ren Qingle's hands away, "I have already given that person what you want."
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