Gu Yuchen was sitting on a chair outside the ward with a tired face. When he saw Qin Zixin coming out of the ward, he immediately regained his energy and rushed to her side, "How is it?"
Qin Zixin's voice was slightly gravelly, "Imperial minister..."
"Um?"
"I have something to tell you."
"Okay, you say."
"I……"
"Huh?" Gu Yuchen helped Qin Zixin, confused by Qin Zixin's expression that he hesitated to speak.
"I may have to stay and take care of Ji Lingtian."
Gu Yuchen's body visibly stiffened.
Qin Zixin lowered his head and apologized, "I don't know how to tell you...but his current situation is very bad, and I can't let him face this alone."
Gu Yuchen slowly let go of Qin Zixin's hands on his shoulders.
Qin Zixin looked at the depressed face guiltily and said in a hoarse tone, "I'm sorry..."
Gu Yuchen's dim eyes slowly turned to Qin Zixin, his voice trembled slightly, "Have you decided yet?"
"Um."
"So, are you planning to start over with him?"
"I haven't thought about feelings. Now I just want him to get better..."
"What if he spends his entire life in a wheelchair?"
"Then I will take care of him for the rest of my life."
Unable to accept this fact, Gu Yuchen shook his head, "Zixin..."
There were faint tears in Qin Zixin's eyes, "Imperial minister, please forgive me for making such a decision. I know it will definitely hurt you, but I have no choice...I have no choice to leave him like this."
Gu Yuchen closed his eyes in pain, took a deep breath and said, "Actually, when you came out just now, I had a hunch that you would make such a decision..."
"I really plan to have a new start with you, but..."
"I know that Ji Lingtian is the calamity you cannot survive in this life." Gu Yuchen took Qin Zixin's words.
"I'm sorry, Imperial Minister..."
Gu Yuchen sighed softly and caressed Qin Zixin's guilt-filled face, "Fool, don't say this... You gave up on Ji Lingtian, which shows that you are a woman who can afford to let go, and you plan to take care of her now."
Gu Yuchen, it's because of guilt and responsibility... If you can really ignore the paralyzed Ji Lingtian now, then you are not the Qin Zixin I like."
"Imperial minister..."
"Okay, do what you want to do..."
Qin Zixin choked and said, "I'm sorry."
Gu Yuchen smiled and coaxed, "Stop talking, I'm going to cry again later. I can't bear to see you crying..."
"You shouldn't be so nice to me, I don't deserve you to treat me like this..."
"Fool, you didn't force me to do anything for you. I did everything willingly. You don't need to blame yourself..."
"you are stupid……"
"You are stupid. If you let me, an excellent man, go without you, you will definitely regret it in the future..."
Qin Zixin was amused by Gu Yuchen's words, with tears of laughter filling her eyes.
"Come on, give me a hug..."
"Yes." Qin Zixin leaned into Gu Yuchen's arms.
Gu Yuchen closed his eyes in pain and kissed her hair, "If he dares to hurt you again, I will never let him go!!"
The sun was shining brightly, and Qin Zixin pushed Ji Lingtian for a walk under the green shade of the hospital.
Ji Lingtian suddenly said, "Am I being selfish? I want you to take care of a paralyzed person like me?"
"Don't say that. It's my own decision to stay and take care of you."
"I know that Gu Yuchen has left L.A...Did I destroy your happiness?"
Qin Zixin stopped the wheelchair suddenly, lowered her body and squatted in front of him, eye level with him. "Don't think so much, you just need to smile more every day to make yourself happy."
"I'm very happy now... With you by my side, I even feel that paralysis is worth it..." Ji Lingtian looked at Qin Zixin affectionately.
"Stop talking nonsense, the doctor said you still have the possibility of recovery."
"Well, as long as you are by my side, I will be full of confidence."
Qin Zixin smiled slightly. "I'll push you away for a while."
"Okay... By the way, where is Qianqian?"
Qin Zixin replied, "Aji went to pick up your mother, and she followed."
Ji Lingtian was shocked, "What?"
Qin Zixin's steps stagnated, "I'm sorry, I told your mother and Guan Hao about your whereabouts."
"Why tell them?"
"Escape is not an option, they are all your dearest people."
Qin Zixin's words silenced Ji Lingtian.
She was deeply afraid of Ji Lingtian because she was afraid that her relatives would see his disabled state. Qin Zixin couldn't help comforting him, "No matter what you become, they still love you."
…
Guan's mother came with Guan Hao. At noon, everyone stood in Ji Lingtian's ward.
Guan Mu's expression was sad, but she did not dare to say anything to Ji Lingtian for fear of irritating him.
Guan Hao's tone was much softer than when he usually argued with Ji Lingtian, "I feel relieved to see that you are okay."
Ji Lingtian apologized, "I made everyone worried."
Qin Zixin felt that after the accident, Ji Lingtian's temper had calmed down a lot, and he also knew how to love others.
"Fortunately, Zi Xin is by your side. Otherwise, if you keep running away like this, your legs will be useless." Guan's mother said with emotion.
Qianqian, who was next to Guan's mother, also said, "Yes, grandma, daddy doesn't listen to anyone, only mommy."
Guan's mother smiled lovingly, "Zixin, thank you for taking care of him."
Qin Zixin smiled awkwardly, "I didn't do anything. I just pushed him out to bask in the sun. The nurse did a lot of things for him."
Qianqian smiled, "Yes, as long as mommy stays with daddy, daddy will be happy..."
Qin Zixin blushed when her daughter said, "Qianqian..."
Guan Hao smiled heartily, "It seems that my brother is a blessing in disguise... This marriage should be divorced, right?"
The sudden topic brought everyone's attention to Qin Zixin.
Qin Zixin's face suddenly turned pale, as if she was avoiding the topic.
Qian Qian giggled and said, "Mommy, you won't divorce Daddy, right? Uncle Gu is gone, and I heard him say he wishes you and Daddy to be together!"
Qin Zixin gave Qian Qian a complaining look, "Qian Qian, children, don't meddle in adults' affairs."
Qian Qian said "Oh" obediently.
Not wanting to stay in the ward and face the continued questioning from the Guan family's mother and son, Qin Zixin immediately made an excuse, "Well... I'll go to the doctor to get Ling Tian's test report from yesterday, and you two can chat."
"Mommy, I'll go with you..."
"Okay, let's go!"
…
After Qin Zixin and Qian Qian walked out of the ward, Guan Hao Junyi had a smile on his face, "How is it? Brother, my acting skills are good together, right?"
Guan's mother stood aside and smiled kindly.
Ji Lingtian stood up from the wheelchair, shook his hands and moved all the muscles and bones in his body, "I knew I couldn't hide it from you... Tell me, you know I'm fine, why are you pretending to come to l.a?"
"I came to see you... I haven't seen you for so long, so I asked Hao'er to come with me."
Facing his mother, Ji Lingtian's tone was no longer as indifferent as before, "If you're not feeling well, don't wander around. What can happen to me?"
Guan's mother said, "I just want to see if I can help you..."
Ji Lingtian's lips curled up with a hint of evil, "You just need to keep it a secret for me, I can handle it myself."
Guan Hao smiled contemptuously, "Really? Why do I feel that Zi Xin still doesn't mean to forgive you?"
Ji Lingtian glared sharply, "Are you here to tear me down on purpose?"
"I don't dare... I just came to see how my elder brother kidnapped my sister-in-law."
"Don't talk about kidnapping, she is my wife, and we are not divorced yet!!"
"But I heard from Ran Ran that my sister-in-law signed a divorce agreement with you. It was you who refused to divorce, and now you are pretending to be paralyzed and relying on her..."
Ji Lingtian moved his tall body in front of Guan Hao, narrowed his shrewd eyes and looked at his younger brother, and reminded him with a smile, "If you want to make fun of me, then feel free to make fun of me, but if you dare to
If you leak anything in front of Xin, I guarantee you will not have a good time."
Guan Hao glanced sideways at Ji Lingtian, disapprovingly.
Ji Lingtian only uttered one word slowly, "'m'."
Guan Hao's expression suddenly changed, turning into a gentle smile, "Brother, you really think too much, how dare I make fun of you... I came with my mother to help you." Who could imagine that Guan Hao, who has always been far-sighted, also has a handle.
Falling into Ji Lingtian's hands made Guan Hao panic.
"Yes, Ling Tian. Ranran is about to give birth. Hao'er came to see you. He will go back to accompany Ranran tonight."
Ji Lingtian said to his mother, "You should also follow him back. I can handle Zi Xin's matter myself."
"With Zi Xin's personality, I'm afraid it will be difficult... Even if she is with you now, if she knows the truth later, I'm afraid..."
Guan Hao's words set off alarm bells for everyone. Guan's mother said worriedly, "Yes, Zi Xin has a stubborn temper. I'm afraid that Zi Xin won't forgive you..."
"What does it matter if you don't forgive me? She won't be able to escape then..."
Guan's mother frowned, "How do you say this?"
Ji Lingtian said proudly, "The secret must not be leaked."
"Can't you tell mom?"
Guan Hao spat out in disdain, "Mom...haven't you guessed what my brother is thinking?"
Guan's mother asked expectantly, "What are you thinking about?"
Guan Hao glanced at Ji Lingtian, "If Zixin is as pot-bellied as Ranran, do you think Zixin can still escape the palm of my elder brother's hand?"
"ah……"
Ji Lingtian smiled brightly.
Guan Haoshan said, "It's a bad move, but it's the most feasible way."
…
Qin Zixin walked into the ward with the examination report and told everyone, "Ling Tian's examination report is out and the situation is quite optimistic... The doctor said there is nothing wrong and he can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."
Guan's mother pretended to be relieved, "That's good..."
Qin Zixin handed the examination report to Ji Lingtian, "Look, the doctor did not conclude that you will definitely be paralyzed. She said that if you insist on physical therapy, there may be a chance that your spinal nerves can be repaired."
"I will stick to physical therapy."
Qin Zixin smiled and nodded, "Yeah."
Qian Qian came to Ji Lingtian's side at some unknown time, blinked at Ji Lingtian, and said naturally, "Daddy, Mommy is by your side, you have to behave well."
Ji Lingtian winked at Qian Qian and smiled, "Daddy will definitely do it."
Guan's mother smiled and said, "Since Ling Tian can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, I will accompany you back to Y City!"
Qin Zixin suddenly turned to look at Guan Mu, "Huh?"
Guan's mother explained, "You have to take care of Ling Tian, but I'm afraid you won't be able to take care of yourself and Qian Qian, so I went to Y City to take care of you."
"Aunt, no need. You go to New York to take care of Ran Ran... She will give birth in more than a month, and I don't feel at ease without you by her side."
"But……"
"Yes, grandma, you don't have to worry about mommy and me, there are servants at home to take care of us!"
Guan's mother was naturally acting in front of Qin Zixin when she said these words. Since Qin Zixin said this, she walked down the steps and said, "Well... well, I will stay in New York first. If anything happens, you can call me."
Call me."
Qin Zixin nodded.
Guan's mother exchanged glances with Ji Lingtian and asked him to behave well so that she, an old man, would not go to Y City to interfere with his affairs.
"Mr. Ji, young lady, young lady, you are finally back..."
The servants happily welcomed him out of the hall of the villa.
Qin Zixin pushed Ji Lingtian into the villa hall and said with a smile, "The flight was delayed because of the bad weather."
The servants were all stunned when they saw the male master sitting in a wheelchair.
Ji Lingtian naturally didn't care what the servants thought, but in order to be realistic, he had to show a solemn look. He was going to find time to educate the servants, so as to avoid acting in front of the servants and make people feel more confident.
The servants helped him together.
Qin Zixin was deeply afraid that the servant would offend Ji Lingtian's usual pride, so he hurriedly said, "You should do whatever you need to do... Mr. Ji just suffered a little leg injury, it's nothing."
When the servants heard that Ji Lingtian was only slightly injured, they all breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and went about their business.
Qianqian rubbed her eyes and said, "Mommy, I'm so sleepy, I want to go to bed..."
Qin Zixin nodded, "Go quickly, no one wants you to sleep on the plane."
"Um."
Qian Qian turned around and went to the second floor sleepily.
At this time, Qin Zixin leaned over and asked Ji Lingtian, "Are you tired? Do you want me to help you go back to your room to rest?"
"good."
Qin Zixin then said to a subordinate standing outside the door, "Aji, come here and help me..."
…
With Aji's help, Qin Zixin helped Ji Lingtian on the bed in the bedroom.
Ji Lingtian is tall and strong, so it is naturally difficult to lift him up, so Qin Zixin is still panting at this moment.
Leaning on the bed, Ji Lingtian apologized, "Thank you for your hard work."
Qin Zixin shook his head, "It's nothing... You can sleep for a while. I'll go downstairs and ask the maid to make something to eat. You didn't eat anything on the plane."
"good."
Qin Zixin turned and left.
After Qin Zixin left, Ji Lingtian took out his cell phone and called his secretary.
The secretary was very excited when she received the call from her boss, "President, are you back?"
"Well, how is the company these days?"
"It's operating normally, but there are a lot of annoying companies calling and saying they are willing to buy Lingtian's shares... I don't know how to deal with them."
"You can refuse directly now."
"OK."
"By the way, I won't go to the company in the near future. Unless there is something important, I will leave it to the vice president to take care of anything unimportant."
"yes."
After ending the call, Ji Lingtian raised his eyebrows and imagined the beautiful days ahead.
At this moment, a slight sound of footsteps came.
Ji Lingtian quickly pretended to close his eyes. He could already tell from the footsteps that the person was Qin Zixin.
Qin Zixin walked into the room and saw that Ji Lingtian was already sleeping. She was going back to the room to get something, but she suddenly sat on the edge of the bed.
"Open your eyes, I know you're not asleep."
Ji Lingtian slowly opened his eyes. Couldn't he? Did she hear him calling?
really……
"I just heard you talking on the phone..."
Ji Lingtian's heart shattered with a thud.
Qin Zixin sighed, "I was going back to the room to get something, and I overheard you talking on the phone... I heard you mentioned the company. Are you talking to your secretary on the phone?"
"Yeah." Who is Ji Lingtian? He is someone who remains calm in the face of a mountain collapse, so his expression has not changed at this moment.
Qin Zixin looked worried, "I heard you seemed to be talking about the company... You don't still want to sell 'Ling Tian', do you?"
It turned out...she didn't hear clearly, she only heard this.
Ji Lingtian smiled in his heart, but there was a sad look on his face, "As I am now, it is useless to keep 'Lingtian'..."
"How could it be? Even if you are in a wheelchair, you can continue your career!"
"You support me in continuing my career?"
"Of course, you worked so hard to make Lingtian what it is today, how could you just give up?"
"But I'm like this now..."
Qin Zixin instinctively reached out and held Ji Lingtian's hand, "Don't belittle yourself now... In the eyes of the world, you are still perfect."
When she touched his hand, he felt a sense of joy in his heart.
"Even if you don't want to go out and face everyone now, don't sell 'Ling Tian', you will regret it later."
Ji Lingtian showed that he was finally convinced after Qin Zixin's hard persuasion, and nodded, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
Qin Zixin smiled slightly and said, "Let's leave Lingtian to your company's vice president during this period. Anyway, there are no important projects in the second half of the year, and the vice president should be able to handle it."
"Um."
"Then I'm going out. I'm going to pack my luggage."
Qin Zixin stood up.
"Wait a minute." He suddenly said.
Qin Zixin turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"
"I...I want to go to the bathroom."
"you want……"
Ji Lingtian had evil hidden in his heart, but on the surface he was very embarrassed and said, "Deal with the little one."
There are usually nurses to help Ji Lingtian in the hospital, but at home, this is the first time Qin Zixin has faced any kind of problem.
Qin Zixin couldn't help but blush, "Then...I'll get you a urine bag."
"No, I'm not used to using that thing."
"What should we do?"
Ji Lingtian supported his upper body and said, "Help me go to the bathroom!"
"But I..." Qin Zixin was so embarrassed that her cheeks were hot and her speech was slurred, "I... I..."
God, men and women cannot be intimate...
Although she and Ji Lingtian had been loving and intimate before, it seemed like a long time ago, and she simply couldn't face him now.
When she thought of such a scene, her cheeks turned red and hot unconsciously.
Qin Zixin said anxiously, "Otherwise I'll call Aji or the servants to come up..."
Ji Lingtian said seriously, "What if it's night?"
"At night...at night..." Yes, if he wanted to pee at night, who could she call?
"Forget it, just give me the urine bag..."
"good."
Qin Zixin hurriedly took the urine bag brought from the hospital and handed it to Ji Lingtian, "You know how to make it yourself?"
"I'm weak from the waist down and I'm afraid I won't be able to reach."
"Then let me help you sit up."
Qin Zixin sat on the edge of the bed and helped Ji Lingtian sit up.
Ji Lingtian held the urine bag and looked at it for a long time.
Qin Zixin asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Ji Lingtian sighed, "I never thought I would need to use this in my lifetime."
Qin Zixin's throat suddenly felt hard.
"Just avoid it!"
Qin Zixin stood up slowly, facing away from him.
She listened carefully to the movement, but found that he didn't move for a long time.
She finally couldn't help but ask, "Are you okay?"
Ji Lingtian leaned on the head of the bed and replied, "I won't do it anymore... What does it look like for a grown man to do this?"
Qin Zixin slowly turned around and saw him leaning on the bedside with a slumped face, the urine bag still beside him.
Ji Lingtian looked straight ahead without focus, "You go out... I want to be alone for a while."
"Ling Tian..."
"It's not convenient for you to take care of me after all... I'll hire a nurse to take care of me tomorrow!"
Qin Zixin hurriedly came to Ji Lingtian and said seriously, "The nurse can't take care of you 24 hours a day..."
"Then arrange three or five caregivers. Anyway, I can afford them." Ji Lingtian's tone sounded a little self-indulgent.
"sorry……"
"Fool, why are you saying sorry to me?"
"I didn't consider your feelings... let me help you go to the bathroom!"
"You don't dislike me?"
"I don't dislike you, I just..." Qin Zixin blushed in embarrassment, lowered her head and muttered, "I just feel it's inconvenient."
"With our familiarity with each other, do we still need to worry about this?"
"I……"
"Don't worry, as long as you help me into the wheelchair, I can slide the wheelchair into the bathroom to solve the problem."
Hearing Ji Lingtian say this, Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay... I'll get the wheelchair." She thought he wanted her to hold him up, but my god, she was really thinking wrong.
…
Outside the bathroom door, Qin Zixin's face turned red.
Although the person was sliding his wheelchair in, she was still a little worried that it would be inconvenient for him, so she waited for her outside the bathroom door.
"Zi Xin."
A sudden voice startled her, "Huh?"
It turned out that Ji Lingtian had already used the bathroom and came out.
"what are you doing here?"
"I...I'm afraid it will be inconvenient for you..."
Did she really dare to come in when it was inconvenient for him? Ji Lingtian laughed in his heart.
"Hey, what are you laughing at?"
"I laugh at how cute you look when you blush."
"Why am I blushing!"
Ji Lingtian smiled and rolled his wheelchair towards the big bed.
Qin Zixin turned around and walked into the bathroom in embarrassment. When she saw that the toilet had been flushed and there was no residual liquid outside the toilet, she scratched her head and couldn't help but admire him deeply.
This guy was really accurate. She thought he would be wrong... This evil part of a man is really amazing!
…
Qin Zixin came to Ji Lingtian and said to him, "Let me help you go to bed and rest now!"
"Um."
Ji Lingtian supported the wheelchair, relying on his arm strength, and stood up little by little with Qin Zixin's help.
However, no one expected that due to a slip in the wheelchair, Ji Lingtian's body suddenly fell to one side. Qin Zixin was afraid that Ji Lingtian would fall to the ground, so she quickly hugged him and fell to the bed...
It was such a coincidence that when the two fell on the bed, she almost fell off the bed. Fortunately, he hugged her in time.
Only when Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief did he realize that not only was she pressed against him, but her lower abdomen was embarrassingly pressed against his groin.
This picture... is simply enough to make people daydream about it.
"Yes, I'm sorry...I pressured you..." Qin Zixin was incoherent because of shyness.
"It's okay, you forgot that I have no feeling in my legs."
"Oh... Then, let me go!"
God knows, he held her so tightly that his masculine scent lingered all over her.
Who would have expected that at this moment, Ji Lingtian would use the power of his arms to press Qin Zixin closer to him.
Qin Zixin was stunned for a second, "You..."
Ji Lingtian's deep black eyes stared at her for a moment, but he did not speak.
"Let me go, let go..." Feeling the temperature of his body gradually rising, she said with embarrassment and annoyance.
Ji Lingtian was unwilling to let go and asked in a slightly low tone, "Is this how you discuss me hugging you?"
"Let go of me first and then talk!"
"I won't let go...I want to hold you like this for the rest of my life."
"Hey...I told you I would take care of you."
"Then will you still ask me to divorce you?"
"We haven't left yet!"
"But you want to leave me..."
"That was before, but now that your body has not recovered... I will not divorce you." Oh my god, wherever he put his hands, it seemed like they were covering her hips.
this……
Qin Zixin was almost ashamed to death.
Ji Lingtian still said seriously, "So, if my body can recover, you will still leave me, right?"
"Let's talk about this later. Let me go first..."
"If you are going to leave me as soon as I get better, then I would rather be paralyzed for the rest of my life."
"Bah, bah, bah, what are you talking about? You won't be paralyzed for the rest of your life..."
"Zixin, I know I feel a little wronged by asking you to be with me in this situation, but I really don't want to let you go again..."
What he said was so affectionate and touching, which made her confused and fascinated for a moment.
He slowly raised his head and clasped her head with both hands...
At the critical moment when he was about to kiss her, she quickly reached out and pushed him away, jumping out of bed quickly.
He subconsciously wanted to get up, pull her into his arms, kiss her, and then make love...
Fortunately, his remaining sense prevented him from doing such a regretful thing.
You know, he can't be too hasty with her, otherwise he will definitely scare her away...
After Qin Zixin jumped out of bed, she opened a distance of three meters from him.
Looking at Qin Zixin who was out of breath due to nervousness, Ji Lingtian apologized, "I'm sorry, I just..."
"I hope there won't be a next time."
Turning around, Qin Zixin left without saying anything else.
Ji Lingtian suddenly sat up from the bed and punched the bed in frustration.
Qin Zixin didn't talk to Ji Lingtian again until dinner time.
"Mommy, where will you sleep tonight?"
Qianqian starts the conversation during the meal.
Qin Zixin replied, "Where can I go to sleep? Of course I will sleep with you."
Qian Qian's mouth rounded in shock, "You won't sleep with daddy?"
"Qin Ziqian, mommy didn't say that children should not interfere with adults' matters?"
"But... Daddy needs someone to take care of him at night. If you are not with Daddy, who will take care of him?" Qianqian asked again without fear of death.
"Qin Ziqian!!"
Qian Qian, who was warned by her mother's eyes, immediately lowered her head and started to pick up the rice.
Ji Lingtian never spoke, but Qin Zixin's every move was all in his eyes.
…
After finishing the meal, Ji Lingtian was pushed into the room by the servant.
As soon as the servant left, Ji Lingtian got up from the wheelchair.
Damn it, I just tested her today, but I didn't expect her reaction to be so big... She actually ignored him at night.
It seems that he really overestimated himself. If he wants to conquer her, he may have to have endurance...
Walking to the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, Ji Lingtian's handsome face was stern and she was thinking about the remedy. At this moment, there was a knock on her door.
He sat back in the wheelchair and responded, "Come in."
What surprised Ji Lingtian was that the person who came in was Qin Zixin.
Ji Lingtian came to her in a wheelchair, his voice obviously lowered, "I thought you were still angry with me."
Qin Zixin shook his head, "Let's not talk about this anymore... I'm going to take a shower and rest. If you need anything, just call the servant at the door."
"good."
After saying that, Qin Zixin turned and left.
Looking at Qin Zixin's leaving figure, Ji Lingtian's eyes dimmed.
…
Qin Zixin came to Qian Qian's room and leaned against the bed tiredly.
Qian Qian was taking a shower, and the water in the bathroom made a splash.
Qin Zixin fell asleep on the pillow and frowned in confusion.
She almost fell into it today...
It's no use to her, she can't stand a little bit of his seduction.
The words he said were affectionate and sincere. She really wanted to believe them, but...
Can she still trust him?
Thirteen years ago, she had heard his most touching words of love, but what happened to her in the past thirteen years? His love for her was abandoned like worn out shoes, and he waved her back and forth.
I never cherished her at all...
How can she trust him again with these past experiences?
"Mommy..."
Qian Qian didn't know when she came out of the bathroom in her pajamas after taking a shower.
Qin Zixin came to his senses, "Huh?"
Qian Qian climbed into bed, pulled up the quilt, and asked, "Are you really not going to sleep with daddy tonight?"
Qin Zixin dragged her cheeks and lay on the bed, "When did you see me sleeping with your daddy?"
Qian Qian followed her mother's example and lay on the bed with her chin on her hands, "But daddy's situation is different now..."
Qin Zixin said angrily, "Then I can't take care of him 24 hours a day!" If he wants to take advantage of her, who knows if he has evil intentions.
"Okay... Then you can sleep here. I have to go to school tomorrow morning, so I'll sleep first."
"Um."
Qian Qian immediately lay down.
The more he thought about it, the more confused his mind became. Finally, Qin Zixin simply picked up her pajamas and walked into the bathroom.
…
After taking a shower, Qin Zixin finally came to the door of Ji Lingtian's room uneasy.
"Did he call you?"
Qin Zixin asked the servant standing outside the door.
The servant shook his head.
Qin Zixin frowned slightly. Logically speaking, he needs help from someone when taking a shower or sleeping. Why didn't he ask someone to help him?
After standing in front of the door and hesitating for a long time, Qin Zixin finally reached out and knocked on the door.
"Come in."
Hearing his reply, Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief.
Gently pushing the door open, Qin Zixin walked in.
Far away, Ji Lingtian was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his back looking so lonely and lonely.
"Ling Tian."
Ji Lingtian still looked at the floor-to-ceiling windows and said faintly, "Are you still not asleep?"
Qin Zixin came behind Ji Lingtian and replied slowly, "Get ready to sleep."
"Go ahead. You are tired after taking care of me all day. Go to bed early."
"Aren't you going to sleep?"
"I want to stay a little longer."
"Then just call the servant when you want to sleep!"
"Um."
Ji Lingtian's back made Qin Zixin feel indescribably sad. She knew that her change of attitude might have hurt him, but she wanted to be soft-hearted.
If her heart is too soft, she will be greedy to get more, but she knows that she will never get what she is greedy for from him.
"Xinxin."
He suddenly called her and turned to leave.
Qin Zixin's footsteps stopped and he heard him turning around in his wheelchair.
She turned her back to him and her body was slightly stiff.
"I won't hurt you again."
"Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"
"I just want you to know that I did do too many things to hurt you in the past. If you won't give me any chance because of this, I will respect your choice."
Qin Zixin turned around suddenly and looked deeply at Ji Lingtian.
Ji Lingtian's dark eyes were deep, full of regret and affection.
"Ling Tian, can I ask you a few questions?"
"you say."
"If I told you about my illness half a year ago, would you, who was still full of hatred for me, put aside your hatred and take care of me like I take care of you now?"
Ji Lingtian replied without hesitation, "I can."
"Are you telling the truth?"
"I love you, Qin Zixin... It's not because I realized it after I lost you, but this love has always been in my heart. It's just that I have never been willing to admit defeat, and I don't want to admit that I 'betrayed' you at that time.
I still care so much."
His words brought tears to her eyes.
He looked at her tearful eyes and said hoarsely, "Do you know why I was obsessed with Ran Ran in the past?"
Qin Zixin shook his head.
"Because she has a face that looks very much like yours... When I first met her, I almost thought she was you... Her innocence, liveliness, kindness and innocence are all very much like the Qin Zixin I met thirteen years ago...
...So I tried my best to be nice to her, even though I knew she was not you at all, but I still wanted to be nice to her, because I really wanted to go back to thirteen years ago..."
Tears fell from Qin Zixin's eyes, running down her cheeks and wetting her entire delicate face.
"Zixin, there were so many misunderstandings between us that we missed these thirteen years... In fact, as early as when you told me that you had two abortions and both were stillborn because your body did not allow it, I
I have thought about restoring the lost beauty between us...but I still can't give up my pride, so I have been hesitating. After that, we were separated for more than a month. That day I came back early. I originally wanted to open my heart to you.
We wanted to talk about our affairs once, but that day you gave me the divorce agreement, and you also told me that you were dating Gu Yuchen... I was very angry that night, but I didn't have the courage to chase you, because I knew that I had hurt you.
You are too deep..."
Thinking of the sad scene when she left that night, it still touched the softest chord in Qin Zixin's heart. Who knew how lost she felt that night, because she thought she and he would never see each other again...
"I couldn't bear to leave you, so I asked my servant to ask you when you would come back. I thought that as long as you were willing to come back, there would be a chance between us. However, you left a letter and revealed to me that you would never come back again.
After the message came back, I finally realized that I had lost you forever, but I simply couldn’t live in a world without you... So, I went to London like crazy to find you, and it wasn’t until I found Gu Yuchen that I
I know, it turns out that you are terminally ill. You will never be able to imagine how much I hated myself at that time. I wanted to kill myself..."
Qin Zixin asked him choked with tears, tears flowing out of her eyes. "Why didn't you tell me these things before?"
"You know I'm a person who doesn't understand explanations at all..."
"If you were willing to say this to me in the first place, maybe I wouldn't agree to date the imperial minister... Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
He came close to her and quickly hugged her body.
She was stunned for a moment, but did not resist directly, but her body gradually softened, and finally she squatted in front of him.
He stretched out his hand to touch her wet face and asked sourly, "Baby, are you still willing to give me another chance for us to start over?"
"If it were before, I might not agree, but now..." She looked at him deeply with tearful eyes, and smiled suddenly, "You are paralyzed, and I don't know how long my heart can last, maybe
...I can get by just fine."
"So, you agree to start over with me?"
Qin Zixin nodded vigorously.
Ji Lingtian's handsome face spread into a smile. God knows how much he wanted to get up, pick her up and cheer at this moment, but...
At this second, Qin Zixin reached out and hugged him. She let herself lean on his shoulder, closed her eyes tightly, and felt his body temperature, his breath, and his warmth.
He couldn't think anymore and just hugged her tightly.
Her choked voice whispered in his ear, "I love you, Ling Tian..."
He slowly pulled away from her and looked at her tear-stained cheeks. Suddenly, he grabbed her head and kissed her hard.
This was the first time in thirteen years that they had kissed each other sincerely, even though they had not had sex in the past thirteen years.
She was raw, but he was full of desire.
His tongue led her tongue to experience the purest kiss between a man and a woman...
She gradually put her arms around his neck, clinging to him, imitating his desire for more.
They are like people who have never found water in the desert, longing to see an oasis, so they try their best to suck in the sweetness of each other...
He was burning wildly and intensely, as if the switch of his body had been turned on, and he was out of control...
She was a little overwhelmed and wanted to leave, but he held her tightly, not allowing her to retreat...
Spin, grind, lick, bite...
His kiss was full of extreme possessiveness, as if he wanted to engulf her...
…
It wasn't until a long, long time later that he let her go with satisfaction. Her lips were already red and swollen from his kiss, and she was panting at the moment.
He stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms and placed a gentle kiss on her hair.
She hugged him and leaned in her arms...
For the first time in the past thirteen years, she felt so relaxed physically and mentally, for the first time she leaned in his arms so calmly and peacefully, and for the first time she found the warmth she had not seen for a long time...
She wants to be with him, forever and ever.
ps: There will be another 3,000 words updated during the day today, and another 10,000 words the day after tomorrow. You guys can enjoy it these days.