Episode 1: Ji Dongzhixin——Baby, there is nothing better than you
From the hospital to the car, Qin Zixin didn't say a word.
Ji Lingtian, who was sitting in the driver's seat, tried to break the deadlock, but was interrupted by Qin Zixin as he opened his mouth.
"Go home first!" Qin Zixin leaned on the back of the chair, her words showing fatigue,
Knowing that Qin Zixin must be given some time to calmly think about the problem, Ji Lingtian said nothing and drove out of the hospital.
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As soon as Ji Lingtian and Qin Zixin stepped into the house, they saw Guan Mu and Qu Ranran waiting anxiously in front of the hall door.
"Ling Tian..."
"sister……"
Guan Mu and Qu Ranran surrounded each other.
Ji Lingtian's eyes were always fixed on Qin Zixin, his face darkened slightly.
Guan's mother said anxiously, "I heard from the servant that you and Xinxin went to the hospital early in the morning. Did something happen?"
"Yes, sister, why are you and your brother-in-law going to the hospital? You don't know how to..." Qu Ranran looked at Qin Zixin's belly worriedly.
Qin Zixin spoke with a slightly gravelly voice, "Mom, Ranran, I'm fine. I'm a little tired. I want to go back to my room to rest first."
After hearing what Qin Zixin said, Guan Mu and Qu Ranran were stunned.
Qin Zixin immediately walked to the second floor.
When he saw Qin Zixin walking towards the second floor, Ji Lingtian chased after him anxiously.
However, Guan Mu and Qu Ranran blocked Ji Lingtian in front of them.
Both Guan Mu and Qu Ranran had doubts on their faces.
Qu Ranran asked worriedly, "Brother-in-law, why did you take my sister to the hospital so early in the morning?"
"Yes, Ling Tian, why did you go to the hospital?"
The questions from Guan Mu and Qu Ranran made Ji Lingtian stop in his tracks. His handsome face darkened and he asked Guan Mu in a cold voice, "Have you already known about Zi Xin's pregnancy?"
When Ji Lingtian asked her this question, Guan's mother was stunned for a second before she weakly answered, "Well, yes..."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ji Lingtian frowned and his voice burst out from between his teeth.
Qu Ranran answered for Guan's mother, "Because I want to give you a surprise..."
Ji Lingtian was angry but helpless. Finally, he sighed heavily and said coldly, "Don't you know your sister can't get pregnant?"
Qu Ranran said, "I thought my sister's health had recovered..."
Ji Lingtian said sternly, "Even if she has recovered, with her body, pregnancy is still extremely dangerous. The best way to ensure safety is to terminate the pregnancy."
"What..." Qu Ranran was stunned on the spot.
Guan's mother asked murmuringly, "Then why did you take Xiaoxin to the hospital..."
Ji Lingtian gave Guan's mother a definite answer, "For Zi Xin's health, I will not allow her to keep the child."
Guan Mu and Qu Ranran were stunned at the same time.
Ji Lingtian has hurriedly walked to the second floor.
Guan's mother and Qu Ranran looked at each other, and then Qu Ranran said, "Brother-in-law, do you mean you don't want children?"
"No wonder Xiaoxin looked so bad when he came back. It couldn't have been..."
Qu Ranran shook her head, "Sister will be so sad that she dies."
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"Xinxin, Xinxin..."
Outside the door, Ji Lingtian knocked anxiously but patiently on the door.
However, Ji Lingtian knocked for a long time, but there was no sound in the room.
Because he was worried about Qin Zixin inside, Ji Lingtian finally opened the door.
At the first moment, Ji Lingtian rushed to the bed and hugged Qin Zixin, who was sitting on the bed in a daze.
"Baby, don't do this, it will make me uncomfortable if you do this..."
Qin Zixin seemed to be a soulless being, leaning on Ji Lingtian's shoulder in a daze, with no expression or words.
"You should understand that I made such a choice..."
"So, you are afraid that I will give birth to a child with a genetic disease, so you don't want this child, right?"
Qin Zixin's dry words made Ji Lingtian anxiously pull away from Qin Zixin and explain nervously, "Baby, I'm just telling you this to dispel your idea of keeping the child. The reason for my decision is just for
Consider your health... If you are healthy, I will keep the child at all costs, even if he will be like Qianqian after birth..."
She had been holding back her grief, but at this moment she could no longer suppress it. She reached the bottom of her depression and cried sadly, "Why is God so cruel to us?"
"It has always cared for us. At least we haven't missed each other, right?" Ji Lingtian soothed with extreme gentleness.
Qin Zixin looked at Ji Lingtian with tears in her eyes, feeling aggrieved, "But I want to keep the child...Lingtian..."
"I know, I know..." Ji Lingtian hugged Qin Zixin lovingly into his arms and comforted her softly, "But we can't take such risks... Have you ever thought about what would happen if you wanted to have this child?"
And if there is any danger, what should I do?”
Qin Zixin's tear-stained face looked slightly moved.
Ji Lingtian took advantage of the victory and pursued, "Are you willing to let me worry about you every day for these ten months? Are you willing to let me see you on the operating table on the line between life and death?"
Qin Zixin shook his head.
Ji Lingtian kissed her lovingly, "Baby, we already have enough. Please forgive me for not having the courage to ask for more, because to me, nothing is more important than you."
At this moment, more tears overflowed from Qin Zixin's eyes, she was so moved by what he said.
Suddenly, she felt that she was the one who was selfish...
She focused on herself and her children, but ignored his feelings.
Put yourself in his shoes, if he risked his life in order to achieve a beautiful thing between them, how could she watch him achieve this beautiful thing? Her choice must be the same as his...
Ji Lingtian was still expressing his apology and guilt, "Xinxin, don't be angry with me..."
Qin Zixin shook her head, stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly, keeping herself close to his warm body.
Seeing her reaction, he knew that his persuasion had been effective...
He finally breathed a sigh of relief and hugged her back with satisfaction.
She leaned on his shoulder, her voice hoarse from crying just now, "So, you want to have a vasectomy for me?"
"You know?"
"I heard what my mother said. She overheard you discussing this issue with Lu Ji once."
Ji Lingtian hugged Qin Zixin tightly, "You have mentioned to me several times that you want a child. I can't bear to refuse you, but I have no way not to touch you... The best way to avoid yun cannot be 100% contraceptive, so in the end
The only safe and effective way is for me to undergo ligation surgery."
Qin Zixin burst into tears and smiled, "You are so stupid..."
"Um?"
Qin Zixin hugged Ji Lingtian tightly, "There are many ways to avoid pregnancy..."
"Don't even think about it, I won't let you have a sterilization operation, sterilization is not good for women..."
"There is also a way to avoid vasectomy..."
"Um?"
Qin Zixin slowly retreated from Ji Lingtian's arms, held his face, and said with a smile, "I can go to the ring..."
"Take the ring?"
Qin Zixin nodded, "It is an avoidance measure that can ensure the progress of married life but avoids being distracted. Its biggest advantage is that there is no need to take other avoidance measures..."
Ji Lingtian's eyes lit up after hearing this, "You mean, after I get the ring, I don't have to..."
"Yes……"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier..."
"I didn't know you were going to have a sterilization..."
"..."
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In the hall of the villa, when the whole family was present, Ji Lingtian announced to everyone that he and Qin Zixin would choose not to have children.
The result of this choice is sad, but no one has any objections, because no one can put Qin Zixin in danger.
In the room, Ji Lingtian said to Qin Zixin, "I have made an appointment with the doctor, and I can have surgery this afternoon."
Qin Zixin nodded, not letting himself have the slightest chance of regretting it.
Ji Lingtian hugged Qin Zixin lovingly and said, "I will stay with you during these days."
"The headquarters has just moved here. You have a lot to do...I'm fine. Mom and Ran Ran will take care of me after the surgery last night."
Ji Lingtian whispered affectionately, "I will leave these to Guan Hao to help me deal with it. Nothing is more important than you."
Qin Zixin smiled slightly, "Okay... I see that Xiao Ai brought a bunch of documents from City Y for you to deal with. I guess there is no way to let Guan Hao take your place when dealing with these documents... You go handle your affairs first.
, I’ll be fine if I stay in the room, we’ll go to the hospital in the afternoon.”
"Well, don't think so wildly."
"Go for it!"
Ji Lingtian kissed Qin Zixin on the forehead before leaving the room.
Qin Zixin watched Ji Lingtian leave. Just as he was about to sit down by the floor-to-ceiling window, he saw Qu Ranran walking in.
"sister……"
Qin Zixin smiled calmly at his sister.
Qu Ranran came to Qin Zixin with a worried look on her face, "Are you okay?"
Qin Zixin shook his head in confusion, "What's wrong?"
"I'm afraid you can't figure it out... Brother-in-law making such a decision is the most correct decision."
When she learned that Qu Ranran was here to comfort her, Qin Zixin smiled, "Fool, I've already figured it out..."
Qu Ranran held Qin Zixin's slightly cold hand tightly, "Have you really figured it out?"
Qin Zixin smiled and nodded, "My thoughts are not mature enough. I should be concerned about his thoughts."
"It's all my fault... If I hadn't encouraged you to have a child, you and your brother-in-law wouldn't be facing such cruel choices now." Qu Ranran blamed herself.
"It's not your fault. I decided to get pregnant on my own. I thought my body was fine... But we have to ignore some concerns. I am a patient with congenital heart disease. If I can give birth to Qian Qian smoothly, I should
I’m satisfied.”
"Through this incident, I can be more sure that my brother-in-law really loves you... He has thought about this issue rationally before, but he doesn't want you to be sad, so he wants to carry out the vasectomy behind your back."
"I know." When he said this, Qin Zixin's voice was full of self-blame. "I shouldn't misunderstand him."
"I wish you could figure it out..." Qu Ranran reached out and hugged Qin Zixin, "So, you will go to the hospital with your brother-in-law in the afternoon?"
"Um."
Withdrawing from the hug, Qu Ranran gently held Qin Zixin's shoulders, "Sister, don't worry, remember that your brother-in-law is by your side."
Qin Zixin kept smiling and nodded.
…
In the study room, Ji Lingtian was dealing with documents brought from City Y to be processed.
Suddenly, a regular knock on the door interrupted his thoughts.
Without raising his head, he said, "Come in."
The visitor is Lu Ji.
"Mr. Ji."
"Yeah." Ji Lingtian responded calmly.
Lu Ji stood in front of his desk and hesitated to speak.
Ji Lingtian seemed to see through Lu Ji's hesitation and asked, "What makes you so reluctant?"
"I come to resign to you."
"Resign?" Ji Lingtian frowned slightly and leaned back on the chair, "Why do you suddenly have such an idea?"
"Because I'm sorry, Mr. Ji, for your respect for me over the years."
"Why do you say that?"
Lu Ji bowed his head apologetically, "Because there is something I haven't told you...I feel very sorry for you."
"Then say it!"
Lu Ji then spoke slowly.
Ji Lingtian's face didn't show much emotion after hearing this. He just looked at Lu Ji deeply.
Lu Ji lowered his head, extremely apologetic, "I know that what I did has indirectly hurt you and your wife. I have wanted to explain it to you and your wife many times, but I still can't muster the courage.
, I am afraid of destroying the master-servant relationship we have had for so many years..."
Ji Lingtian picked up the cigarettes and lighter on the table, lit a cigarette, slowly exhaled the smoke, and said, "Since you want to hide it all the time, why do you think of being honest with me now?"
Lu Ji's voice was hoarse, "Because I want to atone for my sins."
"how?"
Lu Ji raised his head, his face full of remorse and guilt, "She should have been in despair, but I gave her hope. I thought it was for her own good, but when I found out from her father that she was there and not...
After I became unhappy, I realized that everything I did hurt her even more."
"You do know how to show mercy to women."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Ji... I know that I made a very serious mistake, which not only hurt you and your wife, but also hurt the brotherhood between our master and servant for so many years... So, no matter what punishment you give me, I am willing to do so.
accept."
Ji Lingtian narrowed his eyes, looked at Lu Ji slyly, and spoke coldly with his thin lips, "Are you sure you are willing to suffer any punishment from me for a woman?"
"Yes." Lu Ji looked at Ji Lingtian firmly, "From the day I chose to protect her, I knew that today would happen, so I will not regret it."
"What if I take your life?"
Lu Ji has sworn to serve Ji Lingtian from the day he became Ji Lingtian's bodyguard, so even if Ji Lingtian wants his life, he will not have any objection.
It is precisely because of Lu Ji's intentions that Ji Lingtian has trusted him so much over the years.
Lu Ji replied without any hesitation, "If you want it, I'll take it."
Ji Lingtian looked at Lu Ji leisurely, but the next second, he saw Lu Ji turning around and about to leave the study.
"Where to go?"
"Do what Mr. Ji wants me to do."
"If I really want you to die, why wait until now?" Ji Lingtian's lips were thin and cold.
Lu Ji was startled and turned around slowly.
Ji Lingtian sneered, "Do you think I can't find out what you concealed from me?"
Lu Ji was panicked, "Mr. Ji..."
Ji Lingtian glanced sideways at Lu Ji, his cold eyes exuding a sharp and shrewd light, and said in a cold voice, "Actually, I had doubts about this matter after it broke out... You sent me there that night, so if something really happened,
If it happens, the only problem will only be on you."
"Then why, Mr. Ji..."
"Why not expose you?"
Lu Ji nodded blankly.
"Because if I don't protect you, your fate will be to be sent to prison by Ren Jianjun."
Lu Ji looked at Ji Lingtian in disbelief, "So, Mr. Ji, you are doing it for me..."
At this moment, Ji Lingtian stood up and stood condescendingly in front of Lu Ji with a cold and solemn air, "I will not kill you this time, but the brotherhood between us will stop here from now on."
"Mr. Ji..."
Ji Lingtian turned his back and said calmly, "Let's go, I don't want to see you again."
Looking at Ji Lingtian's cold back, Lu Ji's eyes were red and filled with tears of gratitude, "Thank you...Mr. Ji."
Ji Lingtian never looked back.
Lu Ji turned around and slowly walked out of the study, but the second before he stepped out of the study, he suddenly said, "If I find her, I will tell her the truth. No matter whether she can accept it or not, I will stay by her side... I will
Look at her and I will never let her step into the world of you and your wife again, I promise."
Ji Lingtian still responded to Lu Ji with a cold back.
Lu Ji took a step forward and finally left.
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afternoon.
In the carriage, Qin Zixin asked Ji Lingtian, "Why don't you say anything?"
Ji Lingtian, who was sitting in the back seat with Qin Zixin in his arms, shook his head, "It's okay."
"Ling Tian, it's because I didn't think about things from your point of view before, that's why I misunderstood you... I'm sorry."
Ji Lingtian lowered his head and kissed his lips, "Why do you say such things again?"
"I feel that I am not very sensible most of the time, which is why problems often arise between us."
Ji Lingtian smiled softly, "Fool, it's none of your business..."
"Then what are you thinking about? Your eyebrows are always locked." Qin Zixin raised her hand and stroked Ji Lingtian's slightly frowned eyebrows.
"nothing."
"By the way, I haven't seen Lu Ji all day today... Isn't he your personal bodyguard? Why did the person driving the car today change to the driver at home?"
Ji Lingtian looked out the window, "You will never see him again."
"Ah?" Qin Zixin stood up from Ji Lingtian's arms in shock, "What's wrong with him?"
"Don't be nervous..." Ji Lingtian hugged Qin Zixin and returned to his arms, "He resigned."
Qin Zixin's clear eyes widened even more than before, "How... how is it possible? He has been loyal to you for so many years, and I have never heard that he wanted to resign. Why did he suddenly say he was resigning?
Have you resigned?"
"It's going to rain. Mom wants to get married. Since it has nothing to do with us, let him go!"
"What a pity. I think the people from Lu Ji are pretty good... It's not easy for people like you to cultivate such confidants."
"If you tell me again, I will think that you can't let him go?"
"I hate it. I just feel sorry for you... Besides, you are the one who is reluctant, right?"
At this moment, Ji Lingtian blocked her with a kiss...
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Hospital.
Although she maintained a happy mood all the way and tried to drive away all the sadness, when faced with the white walls of the hospital and the unique smell of the hospital, Qin Zixin had to admit that she still couldn't accept it.
Such a decision.
However, she didn't want Ji Lingtian to be in trouble, and she knew that such a decision was the best decision for the whole family, so she had no choice.
"Go, the doctor is already inside...I will wait here for you to come out."
Qin Zixin nodded with a sore nose.
Ji Lingtian kissed Qin Zixin on the cheek, "Be good..."
Qin Zixin tried her best to widen her eyes to prevent tears from gathering in her eyes. She turned around with a smile and walked towards the doctor's office.
Who knows how uncomfortable she is at this moment...
A little life was growing healthily in her belly, but now she wanted to kill it cruelly...
I once gave birth to Qian Qian under such difficult circumstances, but now I have no way to save this child...
It's not that she is useless, but the responsibility she shoulders now is much greater than before.
In the past, she was alone and had no worries. Even if she died on the operating table, no one would know. Now she has a family who loves her, a husband who loves her deeply, and a daughter who needs her...
If she is responsible for this child, she cannot be responsible for the whole family, so she has no choice.
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Qin Zixin did not expect that when she was in despair and her mood reached its lowest point, she would see Gu Yuchen in the doctor's office instead of the doctor.
Gu Yuchen came to her from behind the doctor's desk. "Zixin."
Qin Zixin was stunned, "Why are you here?"
"Are you referring to how I ended up in your surgeon's office?" Ji Lingtian smiled faintly, "You forgot that I told you that I know many doctor friends, and the doctor who performed the surgery on you is also me.
Known.”
"How did you know I was in this hospital?"
"You have always been here for examinations... I once said hello to him and asked him to call me if you come to the hospital again, so I know you will come to the hospital for surgery this afternoon."
"You...you're looking for me?"
"I'm waiting for you here..." Gu Yuchen stared deeply at Qin Zixin's surprised face, "I'm sorry that I didn't keep my promise not to appear in front of you again, but I really have something important to talk to you about.
explain."
"You tell me, I'll listen."
At this moment, Gu Yuchen put his hands on Qin Zixin's thin shoulders and looked at her lovingly, "I want you to be mentally prepared."
"I'm fine, just tell me."
Knowing that Ji Lingtian was outside the door, Gu Yuchen did not beat around the bush, but said directly, "You should know about Ren Qingle's departure from New York, right?"
Qin Zixin nodded, "The last time I met her on the street...she told me that she was leaving New York. She also said that she would go to a remote place in India to teach..."
"Yes, she has gone to India."
Qin Zixin was quite surprised, "She really went?"
"Yes, she left with satisfaction."
"Satisfied?" I don't know why, but the word used by Gu Yuchen made Qin Zixin feel very uncomfortable.
"Because she got what she wanted."
Qin Zixin frowned incomprehensibly, "What do you mean by that?"
Gu Yuchen said, "Have you never wondered why her attitude suddenly changed like this?"
Of course she had doubts, but she didn't think too much about it. There was obviously something in Gu Yuchen's question at this moment, which gave Qin Zixin an ominous premonition.
Qin Zixin said directly, "If you want to say anything, please just say it... I don't want to waste time."
"good."
At this moment, Gu Yuchen took out a recorder from his pocket, pressed the button on the recorder, and asked the recorder to start playing the recording inside.
The office was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. The sound played from the recorder broke the tranquility at the moment——
"I still remember the first time I saw you, I was deeply involved in it. Unfortunately, it was too late when I met you. I couldn't abandon my family and responsibilities and choose to spend time with you... Let each other's thoughts stay in my heart, no more,
better."
The sound in the recorder stopped abruptly at this moment.
Qin Zixin looked at Gu Yuchen in disbelief, "This..."
"Yes, this is Ji Lingtian's voice."
"Why did he say this? Who did he say it to? And why do you have such a recording?"
"I stole this recording from the recorder in Ren Qingle's hand... The person who gave this recorder to Ren Qingle was Ji Lingtian, on the night when Ren Qingle was about to commit suicide."