Episode 1: Ji Dongzhixin——Ending: At least separation can keep
Mr. Ji, I investigated my wife’s call records in the past few days. She has been in frequent contact with a mobile phone number ending in 618. After my investigation, I found that this is the number of a private detective agency...
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At night, Ji Lingtian sat on the sofa in the room, drinking red wine alone.
The room seemed cold because there was no Qin Zixin, and everything was cold.
He thought quietly while waiting for Qin Zixin.
I don't know how long it took, but the door was opened and Qin Zixin walked in from the outside.
When he accidentally saw Ji Lingtian sitting on the sofa in his nightgown and drinking, Qin Zixin was slightly startled, a little surprised, and walked towards him.
She came to him and asked, "It's almost one o'clock, are you still not asleep?"
Ji Lingtian put down his wine glass and said with a magnetic voice, "How can I sleep if you don't come back?"
His words were as indulgent and gentle as ever, but they made her throat feel bitter.
Sleeping next to her every day, he is actually helpless, right?
When you say such touching love words every day, are you actually imagining her as another woman in your heart?
Qin Zixin smiled foolishly in her heart.
To prevent the sourness from rising in her throat, she immediately smiled and walked towards the closet in the room while saying, "It's all your daughter's fault. She keeps asking me to chat with her these days... Maybe it's because she just came to New York to go to school, and she's a little uncomfortable with it.
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Ji Lingtian didn't say anything, just looked at her from a distance.
Qin Zixin took out a clean set of pajamas from the closet, turned to him and said, "I'm going to take a bath... Don't wait for me, you go to sleep first, I want to take a good bath."
In the past few days, she actually didn't spend much time together... During the day, he was busy organizing the new headquarters, and at night, she stayed with Qian Qian or Guan Mu, so their time was always missed. Of course, this missed time was her fault.
Deliberately done.
Although it was very uncomfortable to be with him like this, she was still hesitant to accept his "mercy"...
Yes, she had no way to show off her cards with him without hesitation, but she also had no way to accept his responsible care. Therefore, she was at a loss and could only choose to escape temporarily...
She thought, maybe, she could think about it tomorrow...
When Qin Zixin walked to the bathroom holding her pajamas, she didn't expect that a warm body suddenly pressed against hers.
She froze in place, still being held by him from behind.
His strong arms surrounded her, and his hot breath brushed against her ears.
She felt a little itchy and struggled slightly, "Ling Tian..."
But he whispered in her ear, "Stay with me..."
"I don't want to..."
Subconsciously speaking these words, she instinctively wanted to escape, but her body was tightly imprisoned by him.
He tightened his arms tightly, making her unable to move in his arms, and said in her ear as if unwilling to do so, "It's been more than ten days..."
"I...I'm not feeling well yet."
"I know, so you can help me."
His voice was vague, as if he was controlled by desire.
She was afraid that if she continued like this, she would get out of control. At this moment, she used all her strength to struggle away from him, and then jumped far away.
Suddenly losing the warmth and softness in his arms, his eyebrows furrowed, and his depressed eyes staring at her clearly showed desire and dissatisfaction.
Qin Zixin said, "I'm not in the mood today."
His dark eyes narrowed into a straight line, and a slightly cold voice escaped, "Then when will you be in the mood?"
"I..." Qin Zixin froze in place, a little at a loss.
At this second, Ji Lingtian stepped forward and firmly grasped Qin Zixin's slightly trembling body, "Are you hiding from me?"
"No, I..." Oops, she didn't know how to explain it to him.
Without warning, he picked her up, who was helpless at the moment.
"Ah..." She was startled and screamed.
He held her in his arms and walked straight to the entrance to the room.
She saw that his eyes were stained with the scarlet color of desire, and she was a little scared, but she couldn't find a reason to resist him.
However, there was really no way she could do such an intimate thing with him under such circumstances...
Men can have sex without love, but women cannot do it...
Being thrown on the bed by her, he struggled hard, but her strength was no match for him after all. Under his offensive and guidance, she gradually lost her struggle...
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Qin Zixin fell asleep* in Ji Lingtian's arms.
It felt so good to wake up next to him, and the moment she opened it, she didn't want to move even a moment, she just wanted to stay close to him like this.
His heartbeat was right in her ears. It sounded so powerful. His body was incredibly strong, and every inch of his muscles was so strong...
She stared at him quietly, her heart still feeling attracted.
While he was sleeping, his usually strict and resolute facial lines relaxed, making him look a bit like a big boy.
She didn't know why, but she didn't want to think about anything else at this moment. She just wanted to nestle in his arms and continue to sleep like this...
Closing her eyes, she found a comfortable position, pressed against him, and fell asleep again.
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When Qin Zixin opened her eyes again, Ji Lingtian was no longer beside her.
Out of instinct, Qin Zixin sat up hugging the quilt and hurriedly looked for Ji Lingtian's figure around her.
Suddenly, she heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom. Knowing that he was taking a bath in the bathroom at the moment, she breathed a sigh of relief and leaned on her head.
When her heart gradually calmed down, she realized that she had been so scared just now.
I don’t know since when, she has become accustomed to him being next to her when she wakes up in the morning...
Her nervous reaction just now was emphasizing her habits and attachment...
Yes, she couldn't exclude herself from his life because she couldn't live without him...
However, when you love someone deeply and that person is with you because of responsibility, your deep love will appear so sad...
Yes, she is pathetic...
On the one hand, I know that continuing like this will only make me more and more miserable, but on the other hand, I don’t want to give up the happiness I have in front of me, even though these happiness are all illusions...
What should she do?
Why hasn't she decided yet?
As the days drag on like this, does it make her seem more and more selfish?
Yes, if you really love someone, how can you imprison him and make him stay by her side forever?
Let him go, and at least there will be happiness, and we won't tire each other out from playing a lifetime of drama...
Qin Zixin closed her eyes in pain, and there were already slight tears in her eyes.
Suddenly I remembered last night...
At first it was just a taste, but he suddenly wanted more...
When he moved inside her body, she could feel every stroke of him being so violent, as if he was out of breath...
She didn't know why he was angry, maybe it was because she had been avoiding and rejecting him these days... He exerted such force, but she didn't feel much pain, because what hurt more was her heart.
Who knew that when he was galloping, for a second, her mind actually sketched out a picture of him and Ren Qingle together...
Yes, actually he didn't know whether he and Ren Qingle had a relationship or not, it was always a dull pain in her heart.
Ren Qingle once personally admitted that she was pregnant for him. If Ren Qingle is of good character as Gu Yuchen said, then Ren Qingle should not lie...
She has been avoiding this matter for so long, just because she doesn't want to admit that there may be someone else hidden in his subconscious.
But at this moment, she finally had no way to escape...
Loving someone should not be about responsibility. A relationship maintained by responsibility will only make both of you unhappy in the end...
Thinking of this, Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief.
When tears uncontrollably gathered in her eyes, she had already made a decision.
A sound of pushing the door from the bathroom made her panic and quickly wipe away the tears around her eyes...
He walked out of the bathroom with the fragrance after bathing. When he saw her waking up, he walked towards her and sat gently on the edge of the bed.
"woke up?"
"Yes." She nodded, deliberately lowering her head to prevent him from seeing her slightly red eyes.
He kissed her lovingly on the cheek and said, "Get up, I'll go down with you to have breakfast."
Seeing him getting up and walking to the floor-length mirror to put on his shirt and suit, she looked at him and asked, "Why did you get up so early today?"
"Well, I have several meetings waiting for me today, and I may not have time to come back for lunch at noon."
"oh."
"Also...I won't be back in the afternoon. I have to go on a business trip in the evening."
Qin Zixin was about to get off the bed when she heard him mention the word "business trip". She was stunned for a second, sat on the edge of the bed and murmured, "You... you are going on a business trip!"
Ji Lingtian stood in front of the floor-length mirror, buttoning the cuffs of his shirt, and answered in a steady tone, "I have something to do and I have to go to France."
"oh……"
"I'll be there for three to five days. If you need anything, call me."
Qin Zixin stood up from the bed in a daze, and her thin figure came to him. She walked past him, who was tying his tie at the moment, and pretended to ask casually, "Are you going to France to discuss projects?"
"Um."
She asked again, "Didn't you say there are no big projects this year?"
"It is a large project that has been launched temporarily, and the government has not announced it to the outside world."
"oh."
She, who usually tied his tie and drove the car with ease, was a little clumsy at the moment and had a hard time helping him do it.
He put on his suit and looked high-spirited.
She looked at him, feeling slightly sour in her heart.
She is not stupid. Even Guan Hao said there would be no big projects in the second half of the year. How could the government suddenly come up with another project? If there really was such a project, why didn't Guan Hao compete? She hadn't heard Ran Ran say that Guan Hao had no plans for these two projects.
He was going to France tomorrow...so, obviously, his excuse had obvious flaws.
Why did he suddenly think of going to France?
Is it for Ren Qingle?
He and Ren Qingle dated in France before, could they be in France again this time?
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Because it was still early and no one had gotten up yet, Ji Lingtian and Qin Zixin were the only ones in the restaurant.
Ji Lingtian was in a good mood, which could be seen from the faint smile on his face throughout the meal.
Qin Zixin had no appetite, but in order to cooperate with Ji Lingtian, she had to eat all the food on the plate.
After breakfast, the servant brought Ji Lingtian's briefcase over.
Ji Lingtian kissed Qin Zixin on the cheek and was about to go out.
However, in front of the foyer of the villa, Qin Zixin suddenly called out to Ji Lingtian.
Ji Lingtian stopped and looked back*.
Qin Zixin trotted up to Ji Lingtian, stretched out her hand and saw Ji Lingtian hugging her tightly.
Ji Lingtian put down his briefcase, stretched out his arms to hug her, chuckled, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Qin Zixin looked up from Ji Lingtian's arms, with a faint glimmer of water in her clear and beautiful eyes, "I can't bear to let you go..."
Ji Lingtian gently held Qin Zixin's delicate face, kissed her long eyelashes hanging with water, and gently comforted her, "Fool, I'll be back in three to five days. It won't be too long."
Qin Zixin stared at Ji Lingtian blankly, tears falling like broken pearls.
He seemed unable to bear it, and hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and face, and said distressedly, "Okay, okay, okay... If you don't want me to leave, I won't let this project go... I'll stay at home with you, okay?"
Even if you stay at home with me, your heart is not here, so what's the use of me forcing you to stay?
This voice came out sadly from the bottom of her heart, and Qin Zixin felt that her heart was bleeding.
Thirteen's bitter love, coupled with more than a year of getting along, they always spent time in misunderstandings and frictions... Happiness, it seems, has never really been close.
If God was guiding her to make a choice at this moment, then what else could she hold on to?"
Qin Zixin quickly stretched out her hand to wipe the disobedient tears from the corner of her eyes, and smiled through her tears, "I'm so useless, I'm still like a child. I'm fine, you don't have to accommodate me... I'll wait for you to come back at home."