Episode 1: Ji Dongxin - The Final Ending: Unexpected
Chapter 369
Qin Zixin stared blankly at Ji Lingtian's handsome face, still unable to believe the sudden change before her eyes.
Ji Lingtian gently pressed Qin Zixin into his arms, caressing her thin back tenderly with his big palms, "Since it is a misunderstanding, let's make it clear... After experiencing so many things, in the days to come, we can actually
Cherish each other more."
Leaning in Ji Lingtian's warm and thick arms, Qin Zixin didn't want to let go at all...
However, the inexplicable sourness in her heart made her slowly push him away at this moment.
He was a little surprised that she pushed away and looked at her with a frown.
Qin Zixin lowered his head, swallowed the lump in his throat, and then said to him in a serious tone, "Ling Tian, have you really thought about it?"
"Xinxin..."
Ji Lingtian wanted to help Qin Zixin, but Qin Zixin took a step back.
Qin Zixin distanced herself from Ji Lingtian and looked at Ji Lingtian sadly with red eyes, "Are you sure you still want to follow me?"
"certainly!"
"But we will still encounter many problems..."
"We can solve anything." Ji Lingtian promised.
"But Lingtian, have you ever thought about it... After we got back together, we didn't have many happy days. What we felt most was tiredness."
Qin Zixin's words made Ji Lingtian slightly stunned.
Qin Zixin turned his back, no longer facing Ji Lingtian, and said to himself, "Lingtian...Actually, after being with me, many of your feelings have changed...As you told me before, I will no longer
I am no longer simple and kind. I am deep and calculating. I am completely different from when I was seventeen years old..."
Ji Lingtian sighed softly, "Xinxin, I admit that you have indeed changed a lot from when you were seventeen years old... But as time goes by, not only you, but also me, have changed. I shouldn't unilaterally accuse you of changing."
Please forgive me for my immaturity at the time... After living for such a long time, feelings have always been my weakest point."
Qin Zixin shook his head, "I know you very well... In fact, as early as the beginning of our relationship, you had already discovered that getting along with me was not as happy as you imagined. You looked into the root cause and finally found that it was actually because of the passage of time.
The passage of time has caused great changes in both you and me... Although we still love each other deeply, we can no longer find the same feelings as before when we are together with each other."
"Xinxin, my love for you has not changed..." Ji Lingtian confessed in a low voice.
"You haven't changed...but you have to admit that you don't feel much about the current Qin Zixin."
Qin Zixin's words once again stunned Ji Lingtian.
Qin Zixin slowly turned around, faced Ji Lingtian's solemn face, and said hoarsely, "Lingtian, let's let each other go..."
Ji Lingtian shook his head.
Qin Zixin spat out with sourness, "Please don't stay with me for the sake of responsibility..."
Ji Lingtian's face became darker and darker, and he looked at her darkly.
Qin Zixin looked into his dark eyes as deep as pool water, and said slowly, "Although I misunderstood you and Ren Qingle, but the feeling of a woman is right... you have always hoped to find it in me.
It brings back the feeling of the past, but at the beginning of our relationship, you have already discovered that I am no longer the girl you liked back then, and I can never get back the good feeling I had back then... But you are a very responsible person
Man, no matter how shallow it is, or the suffering I suffered for you in those years, you know very well that you have a share of responsibility for me, and you cannot let go of me, because all my unhappiness in this life is because of you, family and friends.
You are not allowed to leave me alone."
"Why do you think that?"
Ji Lingtian tried to approach Qin Zixin, but Qin Zixin had already moved away, keeping her distance from him.
Qin Zixin kept shaking his head and retreated until his body reached the wall, "Ling Tian, I beg you, don't give me sympathy, don't pretend to love me now, and don't pretend that you live happily with me.
...Although you are doing this for me, do you know that I, who pretend to enjoy your love for me, am actually not happy..."
Ji Lingtian finally stopped moving forward, and his gloomy look showed how worried he was at the moment.
Qin Zixin stared at Ji Lingtian blankly, and said sadly, "Go find your own happiness... don't waste your time on me anymore. I have never blamed you or held you responsible for the past.
, everything I do is done for you willingly, you really don’t need to blame yourself for me.”
"We can solve all problems together in the future..." Ji Lingtian's voice was hoarse.
He admitted it...he finally admitted it.
He loves her, but actually it's more out of responsibility.
It is impossible for him to treat her badly in this life, he is such a person who values love and justice.
My heart hurts like a knife...
Qin Zixin was almost speechless and choked, but she still faced him with the strongest attitude, "If we could solve the problem together, we wouldn't have so many disputes before..."
"This is just a running-in period. We will get along more and more harmoniously in the future..."
"Don't deceive yourself!!" The tears finally flowed down. After getting back together with him, she was always so useless and cried at every turn. "You don't love me anymore, Ling Tian." She bit her lip and said painfully.
Show the facts.
From the first time he told her, "She is no longer the Qin Zixin she used to be," she already felt that he didn't have much love for her now...
It's just that she has been unwilling to admit it because she has always been afraid of losing him.
But after more than a month of thinking, she finally figured it out...
It turns out that there is no happiness if you force yourself. I am so cautious, evasive, and unwilling to admit it. In fact, I am just deceiving myself.
Real and sincere emotions will not be mixed with any impurities...
For example, the love they had more than ten years ago, at that time, they trusted each other so much and had the same understanding of each other. There was no dispute or friction at all. Even if there was, it was a sweet dispute. They have never been as tired as they are now...
…
To be honest, not only was he tired, she was tired too.
Ji Lingtian listened quietly to Qin Zixin's explanation.
"Ling Tian, in fact, when the photos of my affair with Gu Yuchen were exposed, you had already planned to divorce me, but in the end, reason defeated your sensibility. In the end, you chose to listen to Guan's mother and play tricks on me for the rest of your life.
...Don't deny that your choice to be with me has something to do with Guan's mother talking to you that night, because whether you love someone or not cannot be pretended..."
Ji Lingtian said nothing and acquiesced to what she said.
At this moment, Qin Zixin walked slowly in front of Ji Lingtian, and she choked with sobs and said to him, "Can you give me your phone?"
Ji Lingtian paused for a second, but still took out his phone.
After taking the phone, Qin Zixin opened the text message on the phone.
As she expected, his cell phone was full of text messages from Guan's mother and Qu Ranran.
She casually opened a message about her mother——
Ling Tian, go pick up Xiao Xin. It's just a small matter caused by a misunderstanding. You can't be angry with Xiao Xin.
Qin Zixin opened another one, and it was about Guan Mu——
Ling Tian, no matter what you think now, you can't let go of Xiao Xin... She has suffered so much for you, and you can't let her down in this life.
When she saw this text message, the tip of Qin Zixin's nose felt sour for a while, and then she opened a text message sent by Qu Ranran to Ji Lingtian.
By coincidence, she opened a key text message——
Brother-in-law, I have already helped you think of a way to coax my sister back... If you go to my sister rashly now, my sister will definitely ignore you, because she will be angry that you have disappeared for more than a month, but if you follow the instructions
Do what I say, and I guarantee that my sister will forgive you, that is, you find a lawyer to draw up a supplementary marriage agreement for you. I have thought out the contents of the agreement for you...
After reading this text message, Qin Zixin handed the screen with the text message on to Ji Lingtian and said hoarsely, "I guessed it right..."
Ji Lingtian didn't look at his phone, but walked straight to the floor-to-ceiling window of the room.
Time suddenly seemed to have stopped.
Qin Zixin bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from sobbing.
Gazing at Ji Lingtian's majestic back with blurred tearful eyes, Qin Zixin's heart felt very sour.
Ji Lingtian calmly looked at the bustling city outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and said softly, "Xinxin... I have indeed never been tempted by Ren Qingle, but I must also admit that I no longer feel tempted by you."
Qin Zixin covered her mouth, not allowing herself to be vulnerable in front of him at this moment.
As if Ji Lingtian didn't dare to face Qin Zixin, he turned his back to her and escaped quietly, "I don't know what caused me to lose this feeling. Maybe it was the change of time or other factors, but
When I pretended to be paralyzed and brought you back to me, the relationship between us gave me more and more feelings that there are many things and we can never regain the tacit understanding we had before. You are even a little bit to me.
Strange... Sometimes I even wonder, are you lying next to me the same Qin Zixin that I was attracted to back then?"
She knew that what she heard at this moment were all from his heart...
He finally told her what was in his heart...
"Xinxin, I can't hide it from you... I don't trust you as much as I thought. For example, when the photos of you and Gu Yuchen* broke out, I was really angry because I really believed it to be true at the time.
I thought you 'betrayed' me again..."
"I have not betrayed you. Gu Yuchen and I have been innocent from beginning to end..."
"I know……"
Qin Zixin's voice was slightly astringent, "I have never done anything to make you feel sorry for you."
Ji Lingtian asked quickly, "Do you know why I argued with Guan Hao a few days before the photo broke out?"
Qin Zixin shook her head in confusion. She did remember that Ji Lingtian and Guan Hao had a fight at that time and scared them to death...
"Because Guan Hao's concern for you made me jealous. I even suspected that you were not innocent when you were with him..."
Qin Zixin said hurriedly, "That's because you misunderstood... Guan Hao told me that many of his intimate actions towards me at that time were all because he knew that you were watching us at that time, and he wanted to force you to admit that you cared about me.
The fact...he didn't know you were controlled by m at the time."
She suddenly understood why he was so "animalistic" that day. It turned out to be because of this incident...
No wonder he treated her like punishment that day no matter how hard she struggled...
Tears of grievance and sadness gathered in Qin Zixin's eyes. She took a deep breath and wiped away the tears on her cheeks, "So, after we got back together, you have lost your trust in me, and you no longer have the same trust in me as before."
heat."
Ji Lingtian turned around and looked at her gloomily.
There were still residual tears on Qin Zixin's face, but her expression was still so determined.
She has never been used to showing vulnerability in front of others, and she won't do it now, and she won't do it in the future.
Ji Lingtian walked to Qin Zixin step by step... The room was so quiet that he could only hear his footsteps.
Finally, he came to her and looked at her deeply, "Xinxin, although there are still many problems between us, I am not willing to separate us like this. I firmly believe that all problems will be solved in the future.
…Follow me to Paris, and we will have the wedding we have always dreamed of, reshuffle our feelings, and start everything over again.”
Qin Zixin looked at Ji Lingtian.
This man standing in front of me seemed very close, but yet very far away.
It was only at this moment that she discovered that his thoughts were actually very mature. It was because he had thought deeply that he would repeatedly choose responsibility and tolerate her.
He is a good man, but he no longer belongs to her.
"I won't go to Paris with you, so there won't be a wedding." Qin Zixin looked at Ji Lingtian and said bitterly but firmly, "Please let me choose for once."
Ji Lingtian lowered his eyes and looked at Qin Zixin.
"What I mean when I say there will be no wedding is that our marriage will also end." Qin Zixin held her breath and spoke clearly.
There was suddenly a long silence between the two.
"I know that doing this will make you feel unbearable and make you feel ashamed of me." Qin Zixin was the first to break the silence, "But I have really thought about it for a long time. It is no longer suitable for us to be together. Love has long since passed between us.
We are only together because of family affection, there will be no physical love at all... I think if I hold a wedding with you now, we will both resent ourselves in the future..."
Ji Lingtian interrupted her and said with a stern face, "That's your wishful thinking, Xinxin, I always believe that we can start over...I didn't spend a month hesitating whether to continue to follow you.
, but I am thinking about how we can get along better in the future. We have solved the misunderstandings for thirteen years, what problems are there that we cannot solve?"
All problems that can be seen can be solved, but if there is a problem in the heart, how should we solve it?
He has no interest in her anymore, so how can he force himself to stay with her for the rest of his life?
Thinking sadly, Qin Zixin did not say anything.
"Don't think too much..." Ji Lingtian looked at Qin Zixin deeply and said calmly, "We will hold the wedding as usual."
Until he finished speaking, Qin Zixin's heart was still aching.
He doesn't understand her at all...
He thought that as long as he stayed with her, he would give her the greatest compensation. Little did he know that what she wanted was never compensation, but a deep love.
"Did you hear what I said?" Ji Lingtian asked Qin Zixin, whose eyes were dull.
Qin Zixin replied aloud, "I heard it, but I don't agree with your decision." Qin Zixin murmured and continued, "You think you are treating me well, but in fact you don't care about me at all.
feelings.”
Ji Lingtian looked at her silently.
"Although I'm very touched that you did this to me, love doesn't require pity and sympathy." Qin Zixin raised her eyes and looked at him, "Do you really think you won't be tired after acting for a lifetime?"
Ji Lingtian remained silent, his face becoming increasingly gloomy.
Qin Zixin continued, "Love and sympathy are two different things, and I don't need sympathy."
"Xinxin..."
"Let's go... ask a lawyer to draw up a divorce agreement." Qin Zixin lowered her eyes and said lonely.
"Why are you insisting like this?" Ji Lingtian's tone was full of helplessness.
"Because love has gone far, you and I have no choice." Qin Zixin said sadly.
Ji Lingtian didn't say anything anymore and just looked at Qin Zixin quietly.
The two fell into silence again.
After a long time, Ji Lingtian slowly said to Qin Zixin, "I still hope you can think about it carefully..."
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Qin Zixin was the only one left in the hotel room.
Ji Lingtian has left, and there is still a faint remnant of his breath in the room.
Qin Zixin sat on the bed with her knees in her arms, staring blankly at the red diamond ring on her left hand.
Suddenly, she reached out and gently picked off the ring.
However, the ring seemed to be embedded on her ring finger and she could not take it off.
So she got off her bed and walked into the bathroom.
I washed my hands with water and finally took off the ring after a lot of struggling.
Looking at the ring shining dazzlingly under the light, Qin Zixin felt a sore nose.
She knew that she was failing again at this moment, so she took a few deep breaths to get rid of the pain in her heart, then took the ring and walked out of the bathroom.
Finding a suitable box in the room, she put the ring in the box.
Walking to the window, she saw Ji Lingtian's car still parked downstairs of the hotel.
There is a branch of "Lingtian" in France, and it is very convenient for him to come in and out.
Is he worried about her? That's why he hasn't left yet?
She doesn't need to worry about him. She has gone through the toughest days and she has long since learned to be strong.
…
In the dark carriage, Ji Lingtian leaned tiredly on the back of his chair.
The driver respectfully asked Ji Lingtian, "Mr. Ji, do you want to go back to the hotel to rest."
"No, stay here for a while."
"good."
Outside the quiet carriage, there is a constant flow of cars and people on the street.
Ji Lingtian looked towards the car window.
Lyon at night has a romantic atmosphere unique to France, but it makes single people feel even more lonely.
…
Qin Zixin leaned on her head calmly, feeling no longer as uncomfortable as before.
Her mind went blank, she didn't want to think about the present or the future, she just wanted to stay quietly like this.
A sudden knock on the door interrupted Qin Zixin's thoughts.
Thinking it was the hotel waiter, Qin Zixin stood up and opened the door...
She was listless, but the moment she opened the door, she froze in place.
"you……"
It's Ji Lingtian.
He hasn't left yet.
Ji Lingtian looked at Qin Zixin calmly, his thin lips slightly parted, "It's too late and I can't find any other hotel to rest in. I want to stay at your place for one night, is that okay?"
Too late?
Hotels in Lyon should be open 24 hours a day, right?
His reason is too far-fetched.
However, she did not expose him.
Opening the door, she let him in.
Ji Lingtian took off his suit jacket, loosened his tie, and sat down on the sofa.
Qin Zixin stood not far from him and said quickly, "Are you afraid that I will have random thoughts when I am alone?"
Ji Lingtian stood up and walked to Qin Zixin, "I'm worried about you, but I'm alone and don't know where to go."
Qin Zixin nodded and said nothing.
Perhaps it was because the previous topic made them awkward to get along with each other, Qin Zixin immediately broke the silence and said, "Do you want anything to drink?"
Ji Lingtian said, "I can do it myself."
"Okay, I'm going to bed. If you need anything, just help yourself."
"Um."
g, pull up the quilt.
Not wanting to disturb Qin Zixin's sleep, Ji Lingtian turned off the lights in the room and sat alone on the sofa in the room.
Qin Zixin actually didn't want to sleep, it would make the atmosphere awkward, so she found out the reason.
Slowly opening her eyes, the dim light allowed her to see him sitting on the sofa smoking.
She didn't know why, but at this moment, she could feel that his mood was also low.
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The next day.
When Qin Zixin woke up, the room was already bright.
Ji Lingtian was sleeping on the sofa. His tall body was squeezed into the sofa that was not long enough, and he seemed to be sleeping very uneasily.
Qin Zixin brought a blanket from the room, covered him gently, and then went into the bathroom to freshen up.
…
Qin Zixin came out of the kitchen and saw that Ji Lingtian, who was lying on the sofa, was no longer there.
She placed the freshly made fruit salad on the dining table and searched around with her eyebrows raised.
The next second, Ji Lingtian walked out of the bathroom.
He was fresh and fresh, obviously he had just washed up.
Qin Zixin smiled at him, "You're awake..."
"Yeah." Ji Lingtian twisted his neck as he spoke.
Seeing Ji Lingtian's actions, Qin Zixin asked with concern, "Did you twist your neck?"
Ji Lingtian nodded, "I didn't sleep well last night, maybe my neck flashed."
"The sofa is so short that it's hard to sleep on it. You can come and sleep on it." Qin Zixin just finished saying this, but she felt that she had said the wrong thing and hurriedly explained, "I mean the hotel's *
It's very big, you sleep on one end and I sleep on the other, so it won't get in the way of each other."
Ji Lingtian didn't say anything, he just asked, "You got up so early?"
Qin Zixin smiled and said, "There is nothing in the hotel. I saw there were fruits and salad dressing in the refrigerator, so I made a fruit salad. Do you want to eat it together?"
"OK!"
Qin Zixin then divided the fruit salad on the plate into two portions and handed one portion to Ji Lingtian opposite.
Making fruit salad does not require any skills, but the fruit salad made by Qin Zixin is the most delicious fruit salad Ji Lingtian has ever eaten.
Only the slight sound of plates clattering was heard in the restaurant.
Qin Zixin was the first to speak out, "I plan to go back to New York tonight."
Ji Lingtian put down the tableware at his hand, his tone and expression were serious, "Are you really not planning to hold a wedding?"
Qin Zixin knew that he was asking her seriously, but his strong sense of responsibility prevented him from accepting this fact.
"Now that you've made your decision, don't regret it easily..." Qin Zixin answered like this.
Ji Lingtian's eyes gradually darkened, but he made no sound.
…
In the afternoon, Qin Zixin went shopping in a supermarket in Lyon.
Ji Lingtian had already left the apartment in the morning, and she didn't know where he went.
After buying some gifts for the children and some food to cook for tonight, Qin Zixin pushed the shopping cart out of the supermarket.
In front of the checkout counter, Qin Zixin was about to pay the cashier. Unexpectedly, a sudden nausea hit her, and she immediately rushed out of the supermarket and started retching on the roadside.
Her morning sickness was still so severe...
Since I only ate some salad in the morning and couldn't vomit anything, my morning sickness turned out to be worse than usual.
"How are you?"
Ji Lingtian didn't know when he came to her side and patted her back gently.
Hearing his voice, Qin Zixin's body visibly trembled.
Ji Lingtian handed the water to Qin Zixin.
Qin Zixin took the water, rinsed his mouth, and then looked at Ji Lingtian, "Why are you here?"
"I didn't see you when I went to the hotel."
"Oh, I'm buying something at the supermarket."
Ji Lingtian gently supported Qin Zixin and said, "Your face looks very bad."
"It's like this every time I vomit, it's okay."
Ji Lingtian said sternly, "No, I can't let you go back to New York alone if you're like this... I'll go back with you."
"No need, I've already bought the ticket."
Ji Lingtian frowned and said, "But your current body is not suitable for flying."
Was he worried about the child in her belly?
She is so stupid. Whether he loves her or not, she is still his flesh and blood, so of course he cares about her.
"But I have been away from home for a long time... Qianqian will be worried if she hasn't seen me for so long."
"I'll go back."
"Um?"
"Since you don't want me to send you back, then let me go back..."
Qin Zixin was stunned, "What are you going to tell Qianqian when you go back?"
Ji Lingtian said, "I can convince her, you don't have to worry."
Qin Zixin was silent for a long time, and finally nodded, "Okay... I'll go back when she feels better." To be honest, she really hasn't been feeling well these past two days, and she doesn't know if it's because she didn't get enough rest.
"Then I'll take you back to the hotel..."
"Wait a moment……"
"Don't you even want me to take you back to the hotel?"
"No, I mean my things are still at the checkout counter and haven't been paid yet... I bought some things for the children, please help me take them home!"
"Okay...you wait for me here, I'll pay."
After giving instructions to Qin Zixin, Ji Lingtian walked into the supermarket.
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Two days later, New York.
Inside the house, the atmosphere was solemn.
Everyone looked at Ji Lingtian intently, never expecting that Ji Lingtian would return to New York alone.
Guan's mother said anxiously, "Ling Tian, why didn't you bring Xiao Xin back?"
"Yes, brother-in-law, aren't the methods I taught you useless to you?"
"What does it mean for you to come back alone?"
Facing the questioning from Guan Mu and Qu Ranran, Ji Lingtian did not answer. He only left the sentence "I will explain to you later" and got up and left the Guan House Hall.
Guan Mu and Qu Ranran chased after them, ready to question Ji Lingtian, but were blocked by Guan Hao.
Guan Hao shook his head at them, and then said to Guan's mother and Qu Ranran, "Let me ask him."
Guan's mother and Qu Ranran gave up questioning.
…
As soon as Ji Lingtian returned to the room, there was a knock on the door.
Having already guessed who the visitor was, Ji Lingtian said calmly, "Come in."
The person coming is Guan Hao.
He looked at Ji Lingtian with a stern expression, "So, what do you mean by not bringing Zi Xin back?"
Ji Lingtian said coldly, "You don't need to worry about my affairs."
Looking at Ji Lingtian who was taking off his watch and preparing to rest, Guan Hao said coldly, "Are you sure that Zi Xin is alone in New York?"
"She knows how to take care of herself." In fact, he sent someone to take care of her secretly.
Guan Hao looked at Ji Lingtian keenly, "Have you and Zi Xin made any decision?"
Ji Lingtian loosened his tie and unbuttoned two shirt buttons.
"divorce."
"Divorce?" Upon hearing Ji Lingtian's words, Guan Hao's eyes widened in surprise, "You mean you want to divorce Zi Xin?"
"It's the result of our mutual deliberations.'
"Are you crazy?" Guan Hao scolded angrily, "How can you be worthy of Zi Xin by doing this?"
At this moment, Ji Lingtian quickly threw the watch aside.
Expensive watches with the best quality fall into pieces in an instant.
Ji Lingtian glared at Guan Hao fiercely, "That's enough... I don't need you to explain the matter between Qin Zixin and me!"
Guan Hao was not the impulsive type, so he just remained silent at the moment.
Ji Lingtian walked to the wine cabinet in the room and poured himself a glass of strong wine. After drinking the glass in one breath, he spat out angrily, "Don't say anything to me anymore that I need to be responsible for her. I've had enough!!!"
Guan Hao remained silent.
Ji Lingtian's face was calm, but his anger was clear.
After Ji Lingtian's emotions gradually calmed down, Guan Hao spoke, "Brother, when Ran Ran and I were at the lowest point of our relationship, I was once confused and wandering just like you, and just like you now, I doubted whether I still loved Ran Ran deeply.
Do you want to continue with her... But every time I give up Ran Ran, my heart becomes irritated and I feel like the whole world has failed. I believe that if you choose to give up this relationship, your consequences will only be one
——It’s too late to regret it.”
"I feel very tired, really tired..." Ji Lingtian put down his wine glass and pinched his eyebrows painfully, "This kind of life is not the life I want to live..."
"Don't you think you are happy being with Zi Xin?"
"I don't feel unhappy...but many times, I ask myself, am I with her now for family affection or love?"
"You shouldn't doubt your love for Zi Xin."
"I'm afraid that I can't do it, you know?" Ji Lingtian squinted his eyes and stared at Guan Hao, "A lot of times I can't tell whether I'm really happy or if I'm acting... I'm afraid that one day it will be revealed.
I will hurt her and make myself even more uncomfortable."
"Brother, your love for Zi Xin is definitely not for family affection..."
"I don't know, I really don't know..." Ji Lingtian was so frantic that he wanted to roar, "She is no longer the Qin Zixin I once had a crush on..."
"If you are blaming Zi Xin for not trusting you and running away from home alone, I think you should understand Zi Xin, she..."
Ji Lingtian overcame Guan Hao's words, "Not only because of this incident, but also many things that happened in the past... There are many things that make me feel that if she and I continue to walk together, we will only become more and more tired."
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Qu Ranran stood outside the door and clearly heard the conversation between Ji Lingtian and Guan Hao.
Guan's mother came over and asked softly, "How is it? What did Ling Tian say to Guan Hao?"
Qu Ranran was in a daze, but she came back to her senses when she heard Guan Mu's question and said, "Brother-in-law said he doesn't know if he still loves my sister."
"What?" Guan's mother widened her eyes in shock.
"She said my sister has filed for divorce from him... and they are considering it now."
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I don’t know if it’s God’s will.
On the fourth day after Ji Lingtian left, Qin Zixin's body turned red...
The doctor told her that the child could no longer be saved.
The doctor performed a uterine evacuation surgery on her and asked her to stay in the hospital for a few more days.
She did not choose to be hospitalized and left the hospital like a zombie.
She didn't cry once after leaving the hospital, but she didn't know how she got back to the hotel.
At this moment, she was sitting on her head in a daze, with a glass of cold boiling water next to her.
She kept telling herself not to cry. She was already thirty years old, so how could her tear ducts still be so developed...but tears still slipped out of her eyes unsatisfactorily.
She finally buried her head in her knees and cried bitterly.
…
Ji Lingtian was on his way to send Qianqian to school when he received a call from his subordinate.
Qian Qian still asked him when mommy would come back as he did a few days ago...
Since he came back from France, he has been unable to answer Qian Qian.
When he received the call, he was very lucky that someone saved him, otherwise he really didn't know how to answer his daughter, but he never expected that the call he received would be such unfortunate news.
Yes, it's sad news...
When he heard this, the square disc missed the target and almost hit a passerby.
Qian Qian was startled and kept asking him what happened...
He didn't dare to tell his daughter, so he called his subordinates and told him to fly to France immediately, so he could send his daughter home as quickly as possible...
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After more than ten hours of flight time, Ji Lingtian arrived in Lyon, France.
Qin Zixin was already in the ICU ward, with various tubes inserted into her body, and her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood.
Ji Lingtian scolded the subordinate he sent to take care of Qin Zixin, but the fact was that he didn't care about this subordinate at all... He was responsible for taking care of Qin Zixin, but Qin Zixin had a miscarriage, how could he stop it?
When the doctor learned that the patient's husband had arrived, the first thing he said to Ji Lingtian was, "How do you take care of your wife?"
For the first time, Ji Lingtian was willing to be scolded without being scolded into silence.
The doctor scolded, "Don't you know that your wife has had two heart surgeries? It's not easy for her to get pregnant and keep her pregnant, but you let her stay alone in France? Do you know that someone like her has such a strong heart?"
Is it extremely dangerous for a pregnant woman with a history of heart disease and no one to take care of her?”
Ji Lingtian's voice was hoarse and his eyes were red, "Doctor, can I go in and see her?"
"Do you know how to cherish her now? Do you know that she almost died?"
Hearing the word "death"... Ji Lingtian's body trembled heavily. He couldn't believe it. The almost fatal pain spread in his heart.
The doctor said, "You can't go in to see her yet...she hasn't passed the 24-hour critical period yet, please wish her a long life!"
Regardless of Ji Lingtian's identity, the doctor took off his mask after scolding him, sighed, and left the corridor.
Long after the doctor left, Ji Lingtian still stood there blankly.
The subordinate stepped forward and said to Ji Lingtian, "Mr. Ji, madam - when she had the miscarriage, the doctor asked her to stay in the hospital for two more days, but she didn't want to. She went back to the hotel alone... Because she just had a miscarriage, my wife's
She was very weak. She fell in the bathroom and fell into a coma... I immediately sent my wife to the hospital. The doctor gave me first aid. The doctor said that my wife went into shock several times, but luckily she survived.
But my wife's heart is beating very slowly. The doctor said this is a sign of heart problems... The doctor said that my wife needs to be observed for 24 hours. If the kinetic energy of the heart can gradually increase after 24 hours, my wife will not
There will be any problems, but if the weakness continues, the lady may have a heart attack... And the doctor said that in a situation like the lady's, if the patient's own survival consciousness is very weak, the lady may not wake up..."
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Late at night, in front of the transparent glass window, Ji Lingtian quietly looked at Qin Zixin lying inside, his eyes were bloodshot.
He had asked the doctor three times to see her, but the doctor refused all times.
When he rejected him for the last time, the doctor said to him, "You don't know how to cherish her when she is good. Now that something has happened to her, what's the use of cherishing her?"
When the doctor accused Ji Lingtian like this, Ji Lingtian did not refute. He just looked at Qin Zixin in the glass window wordlessly, silently enduring the doctor's accusation.
He really deserves to be scolded. He has never regretted the decision he made so much and hated himself so much as he does now.
Perhaps because he saw Ji Lingtian standing in front of the glass window without moving a step, the doctor finally allowed Ji Lingtian to put on sterile clothes and enter the ICU ward.
In the white and cold ward, only Qin Zixin was lying there quietly...
If it weren't for the slight mist on the tube inserted into her nose, he would have thought she wasn't breathing at all.
Because she is so energetic...
Her face was so white that there was no trace of blood, and her long eyelashes covered her beautiful and lively eyes without any trembling...
When he held her hand, he was shocked by the coldness of her body.
Her body seemed to have no warmth at all, no popularity at all.
Ji Lingtian held her hand tightly, fearing that tears would well up in his eyes for the first time.
"Xinxin..."
He called her name, but she didn't respond at all. If he hadn't held her hand tightly, she would have fallen from his.
"Xinxin, Xinxin..."
He called again several times, but she remained motionless and breathless.
For the first time, he was so at a loss...
It seemed that only she and him were left in the whole world, and endless regret wreaked havoc in his heart.
Her electrocardiogram was displayed ticking on the computer screen next to the hospital...
Her heart was beating so weakly, as if it didn't exist at all...
Ji Lingtian closed his eyes in pain, and his eye sockets began to heat up.
He is a murderer, and he indirectly killed his own child.
Before entering the ward, the doctor told him that he was very lucky to be a father, because people like Qin Zixin who have congenital heart disease and are able to maintain pregnancy without causing physical stress are a blessing from God.
It is also a gift from God...
But he doesn't know...
He even ignored her and left her alone in France for a month...
He is not a good person...
He doesn't deserve her...
He once said that he would give her the happiness that the whole world looked up to, but he failed to fulfill his promise and only caused her great physical and mental harm...
"Xinxin, wake up... can you open your eyes and look at me?" Ji Lingtian called hoarsely to his side, "The doctor said you must survive this twenty-four-hour dangerous period... Everything is my fault.
"Wake up, you can scold me or hit me, but don't just lie there and say nothing like now, okay?"
"Xinxin... wake up, I beg you to wake up and look at me... Xinxin..." Ji Lingtian's painful voice resounded throughout the ICU ward.