Fan 2 'Threads Into Thoroughness' - Deep Love: I hope you can see that I can
Chapter 482
She knew that she had misunderstood Ran Ran, and she felt very guilty. She should accept his accusation, but she could not admit her mistake to him, because she was wrong to Ran Ran but not to him.
Seeing that her eyes were slack, as if she was unconscious, he took her into his arms and coaxed softly, "Okay, let's talk about it... Let's go home first, and we'll talk about other things when we get home."
Qiao Si didn't respond, letting Qiao Che hug her and get into the carriage.
As soon as he got into the car, Qiao Che kissed Qiao Si on the forehead, "I may have spoken in a harsh tone just now, so don't take it to heart..."
Qiao Si still leaned on the back of the chair with her eyes blank, but tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes.
Seeing the tears she shed, he stopped starting the engine and wiped away her tears sadly, "Be good, don't cry anymore... I don't mean to be mean to you, I just want you to understand that we will have a long time together in the future.
If you have any concerns, you should tell me first. You came to Ran Ran rashly like this. Although Guan Hao didn't say anything, he just said that you were in a bad mood and asked me to come here to pick you up. But have you ever thought that you are so suspicious?
It will also make Guan Hao misunderstand Ran Ran."
Qiao Si took a deep breath to contain the pain in her heart. He didn't know that every word he seemed to comfort was actually stabbing into her heart like a sharp sword.
What she cares about, he doesn't understand.
She didn't respond to him, so he had to escape gently, "Let's go home first."
She still didn't respond, just stared blankly ahead.
…
On the way back to the villa, Qiao Si's tears gradually stopped.
Qiao Che also gave Qiao Si some time to think quietly, and remained silent the whole way.
It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived at the villa.
Rachel was already at home after school. When she saw her daddy walking in from outside with mommy in his arms, Rachel pouted, "Mommy, you promised to pick me up in the afternoon, but you didn't come to pick me up."
Qiao Si, who had been in a daze, finally came back to her senses.
After coming back to his senses, he realized that he had arrived at the villa, and his daughter's cute little face was right in front of him.
Qiao Che picked up Rachel and coaxed softly, "Sorry, sweetheart, mommy and daddy are busy this afternoon."
Rachel noticed that Qiao Si's eyes were red and her beautiful eyebrows furrowed, "Mommy, are you crying?"
"No." In front of the child, Qiao Si regained consciousness.
"But your eyes are red."
"Oh, maybe mommy just came back from outside and sand blew into mommy's eyes." Qiao Si said without forgetting to rub her eyes.
Rachel believed it and said to her father, "Daddy, there is sand in Mommy's eyes. Please help her blow it out."
"No need." Qiao Si took Rachel from Qiao Che's arms and said with a smile, "The sand has come out."
"oh."
"Sweetheart, what did you learn in school today?" Qiao Si hugged Rachel and walked to the sofa, caring about Rachel as usual.
Rachel hugged Qiao Si's neck and said happily, "Today the teacher took us outdoors to teach us how to identify beneficial insects and pests. It was fun..."
"Are those bugs beneficial?"
"that is……"
…
In front of Rachel, there was no flaw in the relationship between Qiao Si and Qiao Che. During dinner, the three of them talked and laughed as usual.
This can't help but make Qiao Che think that today's incident is over.
Now that Qiao Si has realized her mistake, Qiao Che is unwilling to say anything more. Therefore, Qiao Che plans to proceed with the proposal tonight as originally planned.
However, he originally wanted to give Qiao Si a surprise, but now he could only take Qiao Si to his carefully prepared proposal scene.
After instructing the maid to take good care of Rachel, Qiao Che returned to the room and prepared to implement tonight's proposal plan.
But when he saw Qiao Si in the room, holding her chest and standing in front of the window, meditating alone, he realized that today's events seemed not to have passed yet.
He closed the door gently, walked over, rested his head on her shoulder, and hugged her from behind, "Would you like to follow me to the place I carefully prepared?"
His face was close to hers. His face was warm, but hers was cold.
Only when he held her hand did he realize that her hands were like ice cubes. He immediately withdrew from the embrace, held her hands tightly, and asked her softly, "Why is your body so cold?"
She glanced at him calmly, and opened her dry lips with difficulty, "My body has always been like this." No matter what season, her hands and feet were always cold, but he had never noticed it.
He rubbed her hands and accused her, "It's cold, so I don't know how to wear an extra layer of clothes." As he said that, he took off his suit jacket and put it on her shoulders.
She admitted that the warmth of his body was on his suit, and when it covered her body, it made her feel very warm. However, she did not want the warmth at this moment.
She calmly took away his suit jacket and gave it back to him. She whispered, "In the afternoon, you kept asking me what concerns I had in my heart. Now I will open my heart and talk to you."
Faced with her distant reaction, he frowned.
She put her suit jacket on his arm, then turned to look at the floor-to-ceiling window, and said softly, "You know when you first mentioned in New York that you planned to live with the Guan family in the future, I refused.
The reason?"
His face darkened a little, and he knew what she wanted to say.
"That's right, because Ran Ran, I don't want you to meet Ran Ran in New York. I even think that you want to move to a closed house. This is also to be under the same roof with Ran Ran, so that you can see each other every day.
"
Qiao Che explained with a dark face, "If I really had this idea, when Aunt Qing invited me to move to Guanzhai in the past, I would not have refused."
"You are a smart man. You know very well that it is not appropriate for you to move to a closed house, but if you take me with you, it will make sense."
"You are thinking too much."
"I admit that I may be overthinking, but don't you want me to tell you the concerns in my heart?" She turned her head and looked at him standing in the backlight. The dim light made his face look darker.
He nodded, "Okay, you continue."
She looked directly at him and continued, "After moving to New York, I really thought that the happiness of my life had arrived...I waited until I met the person I loved all the time, and lived with the person I loved in a fairy tale castle.
place, but..." Joss paused, looked around, and suddenly laughed, "It turns out that this happy palace like a phone call was built by you for the woman you once loved, and I live in it.
In this place that does not belong to me, I suddenly felt that my happiness turned out to be just a irony."
Qiao Che sighed, seeming a little helpless, "I admit that my original intention of building this villa was for Ran Ran, but I didn't see my heart clearly at the time. You know very well that what we need to care about is the present, not those irrelevant things.
The important thing is past."
He dismissed the past between him and Ran Ran as irrelevant, and she admitted that her heart was touched at this moment.
"I know, and I also know very well that I shouldn't dwell on the past, because you can't tear down this villa and rebuild it for me, but you can never understand that I, who have always watched you pay for Ran Ran, will never
I haven’t eliminated my jealousy towards Ran Ran.”
He walked into her, caressed her gently, and looked at her deeply, "You don't need to be jealous at all, because the person standing next to me at this moment is you."
Qiao Si closed her eyes, "How can I not be jealous? You never danced with me, but you danced romantically with her in the villa in T city. You never gave me anything, but you gave her a house like this.
The villa is like a fairy tale palace, and you even said the words 'I love you' to her first..."
Qiao Che was slightly stunned because he didn't expect that she was thinking about this.
She took a deep breath, softened her choked voice, and smiled foolishly, "Brother, do you know? The reason why I gave up Cheng Yao and chose to be with you was not because I was really moved by what you did during that time.
Me, it’s because I really can’t let you go... I’m useless, no matter how much I change, I’m still the same Qiao Si I used to be, crazy about you, crazy about you, and just want to be with you forever..."
"I know……"
Qiao Che wanted to go forward and hug her, but Qiao Si pushed him away and backed away. Tears finally rolled in her eyes disobediently. She opened her eyes wide with all her strength to prevent tears from slipping out of her eyes. She choked.
He said, "I don't regret going to see Ran Ran today. Although I may have hurt Ran Ran, if doing so will prevent you and her from seeing each other again in the future, I am willing to bear the unreasonable reputation."
The tears in her eyes hurt his heart, and he said in a low voice, "Sisi, I admit that I have always been slow in terms of emotions. I didn't know that you have so many grievances hidden in your heart..."
Qiao Si shook her head vigorously, "No, you are not slow about feelings. The charm and courage when you pursued Ran Ran are what all women in this world long to have. However, you will never use such courage against me.
, because I will never be the person you care about most..."
"It's not like that..." Qiao Che stepped forward desperately, hugged Qiao Si's weak body tightly, and kissed the hair on her head, "Baby, how many times do I have to tell you before you understand who I care about the most?"
It's you..."
Qiao Si leaned in Qiao Che's arms, her tear-filled eyes lost their original focus, and she spat out hoarsely, "I don't know how I can believe that you only love me from the beginning to the end..."
"Let's get married." Qiao Che held her weak body and asked her to face him, "Let's register now..."
Qiao Si shook her head, "I won't marry you now?"
"Why?"
"Because of your feelings for me, my heart is still not convinced until now."
"Then I'll wait for you...I said I would wait until the day you nod your head and agree to marry me."
"However, my heart is very confused now. I suddenly found that I am very tired when I am with you. I am afraid that I will not last until the end..."
"No..." Qiao Che pressed Qiao Si tightly into his arms, his voice hoarse, "I don't allow you to say such things, we will grow old together."
She leaned into his arms, her tears soaking his expensive shirt. She burst into tears and said, "Toru, I think we should be separated for a while..."
Qiao Che shuddered, slowly pushed her away, and looked at her in disbelief.
She looked at him without blinking with tear-filled eyes, and said seriously, "I think I need to take some time to review myself, and I also need to give you some time to think clearly about your heart... I think, God
If it really favors us and thinks that you and I are a couple, it will definitely make us figure it out during the days we are apart..."
Qiao Che narrowed his eyes and said coldly, "I said, I will never let you leave me again, no!!"
She sniffed, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and laughed, "Don't be like this... Qiao Si, who is so willful and immature now, is not a Qiao Si who can spend a lifetime with you, but she always has a distant feeling for Ran Ran.
You are not the Qiao Che I want to spend the rest of my life with. We need to calm down with each other for a while and think carefully..."
The determination in her eyes made him understand that she was very rational now.
His face turned dark, his dark eyes narrowed into a straight line, and he looked at her coldly, "I won't let you leave."
Just the thought that she might leave him made his heart ache.
He knew very well that he cared about her more than anything else.
He can't live without her.
He hugged her tightly again and whispered in her ears with a low and hoarse voice, "I can't live without you..."
She hesitated for a few seconds, but still hugged him. However, within a few seconds of such a hug, her calm voice came, "Give me some time, let me think about it quietly..."
At this time, Qiao Che stayed in the study, while Qiao Si thought about it in the room.
Qiao Che's decision was still not to let Qiao Si leave, and Qiao Si's decision was still to leave alone for some time to think quietly.
The two of them sent Rachel to school together. On the way back in the car, Qiao Che was silent all morning, "You still decide to leave?"
Joss nodded calmly, "I think we need this time to calm down."
Qiao Che was so manic that he wanted to pull his hair out. He yelled angrily, "I was calm from beginning to end!!"
She looked at his gloomy profile and whispered softly, "Just think of it as letting me go out and relax."
Qiao Che held her hand tightly, "Do you insist?"
"yes."
Qiao Che suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road, banged the steering wheel frantically, and gritted his teeth and said, "What on earth do you want me to do, woman, so that you can give up on such a decision?"
She rarely gets angry unless she is really angry.
Judging from the hostility radiating from his body, he was really angry with her.
Realizing that his behavior just now might have frightened her, he hurriedly coaxed, "Let's talk about what we have to say, and don't mention the matter of going alone to relax. I'll put down my work and take Rachel to go with you to relax, okay?"
"
She knew that he was trying his best to keep her, and she was actually very touched by this, but she thought clearly that the problem between them could not be solved by him staying with her 24 hours a day.
He may not know yet that when he came to pick her up today, he defended Ran Ran several times when he spoke...
She believed that she might be too sensitive. As long as the word Ranran was mentioned in his mouth, she would inevitably be jealous, but she had never really seen through his heart.
It was reluctant and sad to be separated for a while, but if it could bring peace at the moment and be together without distraction in the future, she didn't think it was a wrong decision.
"Che, listen to me... We have been so loving these days, but have you ever felt that we still haven't reached the same level of connection as Ran Ran and Guan Hao, Sister Xin and Mr. Ji..."
"You think too much."
"No, you also said that I am immature, irrational, and often make trouble without reason."
"That's just angry talk..."
"That's not an angry talk, it's because you feel that I haven't met your ideal requirements for a partner... But let me tell you, even if we are together in the future, my personality will not change, because I am not Ran Ran.
I was bullied by my family since I was a child. I can't be as kind, generous and elegant as she is. I am just Qiao Si, a willful, trouble-making young lady with a bad temper, and sometimes even not kind. You should also consider it clearly. This kind of me is really you.
A future partner in reason?"
"Sisi..."
Qiao Si caressed his handsome face and said with a smile, "Che, if you love someone, you must love everything about him. Even if I treat you the same way, I really hope that one day, you look into my eyes and I
You can be like that when I look at you." It's all love.