To stay away from him is to retreat completely 5000
noon.
Qu Ranran, who was sitting by the window reading a magazine, was suddenly startled when someone hugged her waist.
"baby……"
Guan Hao's lazy voice came.
Qu Ranran turned her face, and the tip of her nose accidentally touched Guan Hao Junyi's face. She immediately stuttered, "Ah, you... you are back!"
God knows where she was reading a magazine just now. She was in a trance, so she didn't even know when he would come back.
Guan Hao kissed Qu Ranran's cheek gently and said in a low voice, "What are you thinking so absorbed in?"
At this moment, she should have been panicking, but Qu Ranran covered it up with her clever coquettishness, "I'm thinking of you, who told you to get off work so late!"
Guan Haoning looked at Qu Ranran's delicate face with sensitive and cunning eyes, "Really?"
"Even if it's not, do you want to ask me clearly what I was thinking just now? President Guan Da, do you think you are overdoing it?" Qu Ranran responded teasingly.
Guan Hao didn't seem to think much, and responded with two words that were more like words of endearment, "Naughty mouth!"
Qu Ranran then pulled Guan Hao to stand up.
As if out of habit, she thoughtfully helped him loosen the tie around his neck and started the conversation by saying, "Uh, Guan Hao, I want to discuss something with you."
Guan Hao wrapped his arms around Qu Ranran's slender waist, enjoying her thoughtfulness in helping him unbutton two shirts. His hands naturally caressed her hips and responded softly, "Huh?"
Qu Ranran raised her bright clear eyes, her bright eyes met Guan Hao's dark eyes, and her calmness escaped, "Your mother called us many times to ask us to go back, but you have been busy with work, even if you go back
You have to fly to City T from time to time, and I’m thinking that you are often away from home, so why don’t you let me take time to spend time with your mother now!”
Guan Hao tightened his grip on Qu Ranran's buttocks and said with a hint of displeasure in his voice, "She doesn't need company, she's used to being alone."
Qu Ranran glanced at Guan Hao, "You really don't understand the old man's thoughts at all... The children are busy working every day. Even if they make a lot of money and can provide the elderly with a good life, many old people would rather not have such a good life. As long as they
My children are always with me.”
"Ran Ran, I know, but I don't want you to leave me." Guan Hao quickly hugged Qu Ranran into his arms and whispered affectionately.
Qu Ranran leaned on Guan Hao's shoulder.
There was his faint and pleasant masculine scent in her nose, which made her nostalgic as always.
However, the image that flashed through her mind at this moment was the jar of medicine in the closet drawer...
Pain spread in her heart, making the tip of her nose sore. Qu Ranran leaned against him and slowly closed her eyes.
After a few seconds of hesitation, she hugged his broad back, as if she was afraid that her voice would accidentally reveal her mood if she spoke too loudly. She gently escaped, "I can't bear to let you go, but the days ahead will be long, and we are still afraid."
Don’t you have time to be together every day? It’s your mother. Last time I overheard her saying that her birthday is coming next week. I think she is quite lonely. Why don’t you let me go back to stay with her first and wait for her birthday?
You come back again..."
"After all these years, I really haven't spent much time with my mother..." Guan Hao said this with deep self-blame and guilt.
Qu Ranran's voice was also full of sadness, "Guan Hao, you must spend more time with your mother. Look at me, even if you want to spend time with your father, you have no chance..." She really misses her father. At this moment,
If the old man was still here, she could take off her disguise and vent all her sadness and discomfort in front of her father.
Guan Hao buried his head in Qu Ranran's neck and rubbed her ears for a while. His tone was still inseparable, "It's better to wait for me to go back together, baby, I'm used to holding you to sleep every night."
Pampering, deep love, affection, nostalgia...
This is what Qu Ranran can feel from Guan Hao's low words at this moment...
But just such a feeling made her feel as if she was in an ice cellar at this moment, and her heart was chilled.
What superb acting skills. If he were to act, he would probably be able to achieve what he is now in the business...
If she didn't know anything, she might have been completely moved by him at this moment...
Qu Ranran murmured, "They say a little goodbye is better than a wedding. I would like to test how much time you will spend thinking about me when I am not with you..."
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afternoon.
Qu Ranran returned to Sister Chen's apartment.
This is her home now, a haven where she can relax temporarily.
At this moment, "Miss, Miss..."
Sister Chen called her twice, and Qu Ranran, who was sitting on the sofa, recovered from his absent-mindedness, "Uh, Sister Chen, I'm sorry, what did you just tell me?"
Sister Chen said with concern, "This is the third time you've been distracted all afternoon. Miss, are you too tired recently?"
Qu Ranran lazily leaned on the sofa and nodded lightly, "It's indeed quite tiring." She was exhausted both physically and mentally.
Sister Chen laughed out loud, "Mr. Guan, you should be more restrained. Your energy seems to be much worse than the last time you came."
Although Sister Chen misunderstood, even Sister Chen could see that she was not good, not at all...
But, what can she explain to Sister Chen?
She chose her own path, and she had no hesitation in being with this person. Now if she told Sister Chen that this person might actually have other purposes for her, and that he didn't really love her at all, then she would be so embarrassed.
, and she was even more afraid of seeing Sister Chen’s sad eyes for her...
Qu Ranran pretended to smile shyly, "Stop teasing me, I have something serious to tell you."
"good."
Qu Ranran sat upright, held Sister Chen's hand, and said with a smile, "I may go to the United States tomorrow."
"Ah?" Sister Chen was shocked, "So soon? Didn't you say that Mr. Guan will stay in T City for another week or two?"
Qu Ranran nodded, "He wants to stay here, I will go to New York alone."
Not sure whether he wanted to be happy or sad... He finally agreed to her returning to the United States alone.
She was happy because she finally didn't have to face him day and night these days... You know, acting is really tiring when you're heartbroken.
The sadness is because of his agreement... If he is really reluctant to give up, with his arrogant and domineering and strong attitude, he will not nod in agreement.
Thinking about it, she is more of use value to him. Even if she may have physical desires, men's desires can often be unintentional, so even if she doesn't, he won't fall in love with her. Maybe this is
He agreed with her reasons for returning to the United States.
Sister Chen was very sensitive and asked worriedly, "Miss, what's going on? Are you having a conflict with Mr. Guan?"
At this time, Qu Ranran was glad that she didn't say anything to Sister Chen today, because Sister Chen's worries at the moment had already made her feel guilty.
Qu Ranran said easily, "Nothing, it's his mother's birthday soon, so I just wanted to go back and spend time with his mother for him. He doesn't have time..."
Sister Chen chuckled, "Miss, you have really grown up, and you have actually learned how to manage a mother-in-law and a daughter-in-law... You said before that Mother Guan is good to you, and it was Mother Guan who encouraged you and Guan Hao to get back together again. I think you will
The days in the Guan family will definitely be happy and happy."
"Yeah." Qu Ranran smiled. No one knew, but her heart was bitter.
She must admit that returning to the United States to accompany Guan's mother was just an excuse for her to escape Guan Hao. How could she know how to manage a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law as Sister Chen said...
Yesterday, she originally considered having a showdown with Guan Hao to make it clear, but she finally canceled the idea because she didn't want to give up.
A bottle of medicine jar really hit her hard, but if we really want to say what it means, we can't say it is 100%...
She had imagined that if he simply did not want children for the time being and was afraid that she might misunderstand him for a while, wouldn't her questioning completely ruin the journey she and he had made today?
Although the chance of this happening was very low, she was unwilling to accept it. Even if the fact turned out to be that she was using such far-fetched reasons to comfort herself, she still wanted him to give her an explanation, and even more importantly, she wanted him to give her an explanation.
You know, she is not something he can play with at will.
At this time, Sister Chen suddenly patted her head, "You didn't say you would go back to the United States. I forgot... Miss, when I was sorting out the old things of the master these two days, I accidentally found a letter that the master left for you.
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"letter?"
Sister Chen nodded, "Yes, it's stuck in the photo frame where you and the master were taken together. I only discovered it today when I accidentally knocked down the photo frame."
Qu Ranran was confused, "What letter?"
Sister Chen stood up and said, "I'll get it and show it to you."
"good."
A minute later, Qu Ranran tore open the yellowed envelope and took out the letter inside.
Sure enough, it was Qu Yaoting's handwriting. It seemed that he had written it with great strength when he was critically ill. The handwriting was deep and shallow, which seemed to reflect his weak energy and physical fatigue at that time. It also made Qu Ranran feel sour when seeing such handwriting.
Ranran……
When you read this letter, Daddy may have left you for a long, long time...
My dearest daughter, how are you doing? The only person in this world that Daddy cannot worry about is you, because for this society, you are too simple and kind.
My dear daughter, you should already know by now that Daddy has done so many bad things. You must be very disappointed with Daddy in your heart, right?
Daddy doesn’t want to explain too much to you, because in your simple world, you shouldn’t get involved in the darkness of Daddy’s generation. Daddy doesn’t want the filth of this society to pollute the kind and beautiful you.
However, as Qu Yaoting's daughter, Daddy really feels guilty for not being able to give you a comfortable life. However, Daddy really hopes that my daughter can be strong and live bravely no matter what difficulties she encounters.
Daddy will definitely protect you in heaven.
Ranran……
Daddy has always wanted you to give Guan Hao a child. In fact, it is not that Daddy wants to covet Guan Hao's wealth and power, but that he wants to use this child in exchange for your comfort for the rest of your life...
Daddy must remind you that if you are happily married to Guan Hao now, then hold on to him. He must have made a lot of determination to choose to be with you, so you have no doubt about his sincerity, but if you
If you are not together with Guan Hao or you find that Guan Hao has never had feelings for you, you must decisively choose to separate from him and never get entangled with him, because he is extremely dangerous to you...
My dear daughter, there are many things that Daddy cannot explain to you clearly, but you must listen to Daddy. Everything Daddy does is for you...
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It was like a night of passionate love after a life-threatening love affair. The fatigue all over her body could not make Qu Ranran sleep more, but instead made her sleepless all night.
She will go to the United States tomorrow...
Looking at the gradually brightening sky, Qu Ranran turned over sadly and stared at the person she loved beside her with nostalgia.
He was so innocent and harmless in his sleep, and his child-like face impressed her even more than when he was awake.
When she was twenty years old, he broke into her life as a husband...
She had never been in love before, so she fell into the tender love he weaved so easily.
That bottle of medicine really gave her a big blow, just like the glass bottle of happiness she held so carefully. On her and his love road full of thorns and twists and turns, it was broken again and again and repaired by her.
, broken again, and repaired again, until this time it was completely broken into pieces and could no longer be repaired...
Her heart really hurts so much...
She loved so humbly. For him, she even let go of the past and just wanted to manage this relationship with him. Who would have thought...
She is still such a stupid person. Even now, she is still reluctant to give up. Even after seeing her father's letter, she made her current decision after much hesitation...
It's not that she doesn't believe her father's words, but her father doesn't know how difficult it is for her to make up her mind to completely cut off contact with him at this moment, and she even can't do it at all...
However, love will not go to her head. Since she knows it is a tiger's den, she will not jump in again, so after going to the United States, she will definitely find a way to escape...
She just didn't expect that after stumbling and going around in circles, she and he would still end up being two strangers in this world...
If you don't love it, don't love it. Life without him may be her real life...
Qu Ranran took one last deep look at the sleeping Guan Hao, and slowly closed her eyelashes with water droplets floating on them.
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The sky is bright.
Qu Ranran moved in Guan Hao's arms.
Without falling into his arms, she stood up slightly and picked up the clothes scattered on the floor. After putting them on, she got out of bed and walked into the bathroom.
After washing herself, she patted her cheeks with water, as if she wanted the cold water to remind herself that she must be more awake.
I don’t know if it was because she woke up that he woke up too...
When she was about to turn around and leave the bathroom, she was suddenly hugged tightly by him from behind, with his arms across her waist.
She moved a little, but the person behind her didn't seem to allow her to break away, and her breath was tightly pressed against her.
"Ran Ran..." The always cold voice was tainted with Qingyu's low voice. She seemed to respond in a daze. Gradually, she was gently kissed on the back of her neck. Gradually...
…
Guan Hao is like a man-eating beast. When he knows that his prey is about to escape, he simply bites the corpse without leaving any bones.
Therefore, if she had not decided to go to New York, Qu Ranran would definitely need to stay at home and have a good sleep today.
At this moment, Qu Ranran was sitting in Guan Hao's car taking her to the private airport, and the two started a harmonious conversation.
The topic was naturally started by Qu Ranran, a person who tried hard to conceal his feelings...
"Guan Hao, when I'm not here, you're not allowed to smoke too many cigarettes, you're not allowed to leave early and come back late, you're not allowed to have your eyes wide open when you see a beautiful girl, and you're not allowed not to call me..."
Guan Hao's eyebrows were filled with a smile, "There are so many uncertainties?"
"Yes, you must comply, otherwise you will not be able to enter my room when you return to New York!!"
This made Guan Hao unhappy and frowned, "Can I make a protest first?"
Qu Ranran said very nicely, "Well, tell me."
"You said I'm not allowed to stare blankly when I see a pretty girl. Baby, when have I ever lost my temper like this?"
"Well, actually, this one is the most important one... Just because it didn't happen when I was here doesn't mean it won't happen when I'm away. Besides, you are very good at attracting bees and butterflies, so please abide by it first.
This one.”
"..."
"Also, no matter how busy you are, you must call me sooner or later..."
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