If I figure it out, I will go to city a to find you.
I just miss you...
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Yan Liang probably never thought that Liang Xicheng would hold her hand and say such words under such circumstances. He was such a proud and arrogant man. She thought her words were unpleasant enough, but in fact they hurt her.
Who says it’s not a double-edged sword?
While stabbing him, she felt uncomfortable in her own heart. Shu Xi Moutin
But he didn't turn around and leave, nor did he lose his temper with himself. Instead, he just said to himself in such a pleading tone, in a low voice - I just miss you.
Yanliang's nose and hair felt astringent, and her throat felt like something was constantly rolling around. Those sharp emotions were also impacting the coldness and hardness in her heart, the stubbornness that she had finally built up.
It was just a few simple words, but Yan Liang sadly found that he still couldn't resist Liang Xicheng like this.
"…………beat"
She tightly grasped the corner of her clothes and said nothing. The high arrogance she had before was like a balloon being popped instantly. She didn't know what else to say. There were too many sharp words in her throat.
inside, but I don’t have the strength to utter another word.[
Liang Xicheng tightened his grip on her hand and simply pulled her into his arms. His big palms held her lower back tightly. Yan Liang struggled in his arms.
He frowned, and the corners of his eyes were stained with a bitterness that he couldn't ask for. He held her in his arms, resting his chin on her shoulder, and his deep voice was filled with suppressed pain.
"...I know that you are unhappy and uncomfortable. I know that I am sorry for you, but I can't leave you indifferent. In my heart, Liang Xicheng, you will always be my only wife. I
You should know the reason for my marriage to Ye Qing. I don’t dare to ask you to understand me. I know that between Liang and you, I chose Liang first. But it’s not because I really can’t let go of the fame and fortune.
Power, if I'm not strong enough, I can't protect you. Yan Liang, I never knew that it would be so difficult for a man to have a woman, but it's really so difficult for me to want you. This
This feeling of not getting what I want has been eroding my sanity every day for more than a year."
"Yan Liang, I have been thinking that when you come back, when you come back, I can guard you from a distance, watch you, help you arrange everything you need, and then get closer to her step by step. I
I have always believed that you still have feelings for me. But when I see other men approaching you and feel that you always want to drive me away, I can't help it. I can't control my emotions and want to rush to you.
You hug me into my arms. I have never been such a person, but when I am facing you, there is nothing I can do..."
"I have never said so many words to a woman. I used to think arrogantly that love is a luxury for people like me, but it is also something I disdain, but it is so hateful.
For those who never believe it, the arrival of love will be even more fierce."
Love is the strangest, yet most magical thing in the world. Don’t believe it. It will always suddenly land in your life in a way that you cannot guard against. It will struggle to the death, but it will never end.
The consequences of not accepting it.
"…………"
Yan Liang felt even more uncomfortable. If he could talk coldly to himself, if he could turn around and leave arrogantly, if he could ignore his own thoughts and feelings...
But he didn't. He carefully explained to himself and confessed his feelings. For such a proud man, in front of outsiders, others always looked up to him, but now he spoke to himself in such a tone.
She felt uncomfortable and felt very bad in her heart. Some words came to her lips, but she finally swallowed them back.
"...If I say this to you, will you not be tempted again? Yanliang...I just want you to pity me. I have said so much to you for this purpose. Don't talk to me like this again. Don't
If you treat me like this again, I am not thinking about continuing with Ye Qing, but I still want to have you in such an unjustifiable way. I just want you to always stand by my side. Everything I have done, I dare not
Said, it's all for you, but I want to give you better everything from beginning to end. I failed you once, and from now on, I want to make it up to you twice as much. Give me a chance, eh?"
"…………"
The resisting movement finally weakened at this moment, as if someone was constantly pulling on her soul. The rational soul was telling herself that she should not sink in anymore, but the emotional soul had been blocked.
I couldn't say a word, and the rest was probably just emotion.
"...Yan Liang, I didn't protect you well a year ago. A year later, when you come back to me, I want to protect you and never let you shed a single tear or make you sad."
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Yanliang's hands hanging by his side tightened slightly. She took a deep breath and finally said, "...Tell me this, you want me to stay by your side, but what do you want me to do?"
What kind of identity should I stay with you? Liang Xicheng, I can't be that kind of mistress who can't see the light of day."[
"...I don't know what you think, but we have... gone through so much. You said this to me, and I want to treat you rationally."
She pursed her lips and twisted her eyebrows. After neutralizing the negative emotions and the kind of touch in her heart, what was left was all rationality. "Liang Xicheng, thank you for speaking your true feelings to me. None of us are."
I'm a kid, I admit, I have emotions about what you just said, but if you really hope that I can... give you a chance, I hope you will also give me some time to think about it, you
Go back to the city, don’t stay in the city anymore, leave me alone, give me half a month,”
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⊙※☆Water sprout☆※⊙
When Yanliang came home from get off work, she smelled the aroma of vegetables as soon as she walked in the door.
She changed her shoes at the entrance and walked into the kitchen. Qin Muhua was making soup. She turned sideways and saw her daughter coming back and smiled slightly, "So early today?"
"Um."
Yan Liang stretched out her hand and pinched the bridge of her sore nose, stepped forward, picked up her apron, and wrapped it around her, wanting to help. Qin Muhua opened her door and said, "Let's go to the living room and watch TV. Oh, by the way, I'm going to buy groceries today.
I bought a newspaper, you go and read it, it’s in the living room.”
Yan Liang thought that her mother had asked her to read the newspaper in person. There must be some important news. She nodded. Feeling hungry, she reached out and grabbed a piece of meat and stuffed it into her mouth. Qin Muhua patted the back of her hand with a smile.
, "You haven't washed your hands! Why are you still acting like a child?"
This kind of atmosphere makes both mother and daughter feel warm.
Qin Muhua has always been very sensitive to the changes in her daughter. She feels that Yan Liang seems to be in a good mood today, and there is something hidden between her brows, but it is obviously not as bad as before.
Yan Liang went to the living room, sat on the sofa, picked up the newspaper from the coffee table, spread it out and saw that the most eye-catching headline was actually from the Ichiba family.
In fact, the title is very cryptic - the daughter of a wealthy family in the city is rumored to have been taking drugs for half a year.
Ye Qing was not named, but there was a long description below, as well as some blurry photos. Anyone who knows the Ye family will probably know that the heroine in this report is Ye Qing.
Yanliang's heart skipped a beat. She suddenly remembered something, and her hand holding the newspaper tightened subconsciously.
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When Ye Qing came to the hotel that day, she felt that the arrogant woman's face was not as rosy as it was a year ago. At that time, she didn't think too much, but
Now when she saw this report, she felt that Ye Qing was probably really taking drugs.
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——...I have no conscience and tried every means to turn her away after marrying Ye Qing. I didn't even want to look at her. I also took risks and set her up on a path of no return...
The words Liang Xicheng said to her a few hours ago flashed through Yan Liang's mind. The corners of her eyes twitched and she frowned.
So, does Ye Qing’s drug abuse have anything to do with Liang Xicheng?