Huangfu Mingxuan was leaning on the tree at this moment, his eyes turning into sharp blades inch by inch, as if slicing Pu Liuzhi's heart.
Pu Liuzhi suddenly laughed loudly: "Impossible? Why is it impossible? Just because I am your aunt... Just because you have always thought that I am just your aunt for the past ten years, or because for more than twenty years, I have always been your aunt.
Mrs. Huangfu in the eyes of others, so that’s why it’s impossible?”
He lost some sense of control and roared: "Things in this world...are never controlled by people, so how can it be said that it is 'impossible'?"
Huangfu Mingxuan couldn't accept it: "No..."
"Why not? Mingxuan... I'm sorry for you, I can't live up to you, that's why my mother works so hard to make it up to you! Do you know that the first time I saw you, I almost couldn't recover?
Come on, I was so stunned that I almost cried in front of everyone...Have you ever thought about my feelings?"
"It's my fault... that you have endured so much and endured it for so long, but have you ever thought about it? How am I living behind the scenes that you have never seen? From the time I was pregnant for ten months
, to losing you... have you ever thought about how I got here? In the past ten years, you have been by my side every year, but I can't do anything... to do anything for you that a mother should do. How do you know?
, my heart? Does it hurt?"
The words "impossible...impossible..." broke her heart once again.
Huangfu Mingxuan's eyes were cold, looking at Pu Liuzhi crying in front of him, he couldn't accept it... Even though he heard what she said with his own ears, he still couldn't accept it.
"Do you think... my mother is happy in her life? You are often by my side, but you have never called me mother, and I can't let you call me mother. Can you understand this feeling? You
How do you know I'm not in pain? Even though I'm... your mother, but I can only hear you call me aunt, do you think I'm having a good time?"
"It's not that I don't want to...for so many years, I have thought about you all the time. You appeared in Huangfu Mansion ten years ago, and since then I have not wanted to recognize you all the time. Do you think it is easy for me to be a mother? Mother, too
Who can understand this feeling of constantly living in self-blame?"
"Why?" Huangfu Mingxuan finally said coldly.
"Why...why...hehe..."
Pu Liuzhi took two steps back, "How can I explain clearly the reason for this matter in life... I can only say it's a 'wrong marriage'. Do you recognize your mother? Now that the words have been spoken... Do you recognize your mother?"
...If you recognize me, I will tell you!" Now that I have said it, I will not stop doing it.
In this world, everyone she knew was dead...or had lost their traces and was gone. The people she wanted to see would never come back. She would never see Lian Jian again in her life. In this case, she was still suffering.
What are you sticking to? What are you hiding?
"This entire Huangfu Mansion... is about to be yours. What do you want to know? Mother will tell you tonight!"
Heartbroken, I gasped without stopping: "I still remember... when I saw you for the first time, I almost didn't dare to recognize you. I thought it was a fake. You know, I didn't dare
I recognized you... I thought you were dead, you know?"
"When you were just born, I gave you..." He suddenly took a breath, his chest hurt so much that he couldn't speak, and he sat down like this.
He was holding his hand on the stone table in the courtyard, panting and with tears in his eyes.
Just like that, he looked at Huangfu Mingxuan in pain.
Huangfu Mingxuan put his big hands on the tree and said, "Continue talking."
At this moment, Pu Liuzhi was gasping for air, stuck on the half-sentence, and looked directly at Huangfu Mingxuan.
The secret she has been keeping so hard, a relationship that cannot be known to everyone, I want her to continue to tell...
Looking at Huangfu Mingxuan: "Call me mother..."
Huangfu Mingxuan was silent at this moment.
Call her mother? A sudden relationship... Aunt becomes mother? Want him to call her mother?
ridiculous……
In the past twenty-seven years, he has never thought that he had a mother. Even the wet nurse who first brought him up said that he did not have a mother. His mother died when she gave birth to him...
And his father has never said that he has a mother. Who is his mother? He has thought countless times about what kind of woman she is? Maybe she is gentle, kind, and ordinary.
But he never thought that more than twenty years later, his mother would stand in front of him, talking about what happened back then.
He had never thought that the woman in front of him, his aunt, was actually his mother.
"Heh." Yingqi's eyebrows knitted together and he slowly stood up straight.
"Are you going to say it or not?"
If she didn't tell him, he already knew so many things today, and he would have to find out what happened back then. Whether she told him or not... he would know it eventually! All this was just a matter of time.
But now, asking him to call her mother... is impossible.
"Aunt, I'm waiting for you to say."
The word "aunt" reached Pu Liuzhi's ears at this time, and her heart, which had finally calmed down, began to hurt again...
After more than twenty years of secrets, she had dreamed about meeting each other many times at midnight, and it turned out to be like this.
"Mingxuan..." He raised his head from the table and looked directly at Huangfu Mingxuan with eyes filled with tears.
…
Separated by a wall, as if separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, the voice inside came out clearly and without missing a word. Qi Minghe had been holding on to Huangfu Yiyu's robe, and now they were tightly pulled together.
"Yiyu."
Huangfu Yiyu stood calmly, his charming eyes flashing through his eyes, and his whole body was filled with an indescribable aura.
In the darkness, I really stopped and listened.
Her hand tightened due to nervousness, and he turned back, then took her hand and pulled her closer to him.
Qi Minghe felt his breathing become rapid, and in the next moment, he fell into Huangfu Yiyu's arms.
He suppressed his evil aura, hugged her affectionately, and then listened quietly here with a touch of amusement.
Listening to the loud breathing coming from inside, as well as the sound that is difficult to calm down!
…
"Why am I your mother and why can I give birth to you? This old incident in the Huangfu Mansion has to be told from more than 20 years ago. I am just an ordinary lady, but the most valuable thing is that I have
A grandfather who is a Taifu! Who is the Taifu... The Imperial Master is also the most eloquent person in the capital..."
"My grandfather, who was the Grand Tutor, was quite compassionate, so he asked me and Xuechun's mother, my biological sister, to go to the Grand Tutor's house to be guests... They said they were guests, but I didn't know until later.
At that time, there were two or three girls in the Taifu's mansion who were about to get married... They just asked me and my sister, your aunt, to pick up people's wits!"
"What's funny is that, as fate would have it... the banquet held in the Taifu's Mansion at that time was all attended by young men from well-known families in the capital at that time. The young masters invited did not know what my grandfather had in mind, so he
We toasted and drank freely, and chatted happily, but there was also a flower lantern show during the banquet. We were allowed to attend the family banquet, and we guessed lantern riddles together. My sister and I got lost in the garden, and fate... it really was fate... in the garden
I was the first to encounter integrity and integrity alone."
At that time, the scenes of more than 20 years ago are still so vivid and vivid in my memory...
"Huangfu is clean, Huangfu is honest, the two most popular young men from aristocratic families in Bianjing City... At that time, Huangfu Mansion was already as famous as it is today. We can only look at it from a distance but not dream about it. The funny thing is that I didn't know what was happening in front of me.
The two men are the famous eldest son Huangfu and the second son. I thought they were young men from some family..."
"At that time, I was just a little cardamom girl. When I saw them, I naturally panicked. My face turned red and I didn't know what to do. I suddenly fell into their eyes and they laughed. I also
He was just so naive... He actually got into trouble with them and asked them why they were laughing. When I asked them, they were really stunned, so Lian Zheng really laughed like that, but
At that time, Lian Jie gently raised his hand to cover his lips, taking care of my face, so he held back his laughter gracefully."
"That night, just like this... the three of them met. Perhaps no one had ever dared to speak to them like this. Even at the table, my grandfather treated them with some courtesy, let alone the young lady from the Taifu's house...
...Anyway, we met by accident and remembered me. What's funny is why three people met at the same time? The cheerful and unrestrained nature of the honest government, the gentle and polite nature of the honest government, and my youthful ignorance...
"
"At the Hundred Flowers Lantern Festival, everyone was invited onto the flower boat. On the lantern boat, the three of us met again by chance. I still remember that Lian Zheng said something to Lian Jie at that time. He said, 'Isn't this what happened just now?
Girl?', Lian Jie happened to look up at me at that time, with a smile in his bright eyes, which immediately broke into my heart. And in the garden, his forbearance when I was at a loss.
Such humility without a smile made me lose my heart all of a sudden..."
"But at that time, I didn't know that just when I was looking at Integrity, Integrity was also looking at me... Can you imagine the scene at that time? The boat was full of lanterns, and only the three of us were standing in this corner.
Inside, the colorful lights shone on my face, leaving a slight blush. At that time, I almost didn’t know whether it was because the lights were too red or my face was too red... In the end, it was because I had integrity in my eyes.
Or I was favored in the eyes of Integrity."
That past event was so unbearable to recall that it almost created the past that was constantly being cut and sorted out.
Huangfu Mingxuan listened calmly. No matter how much he wanted to be calm, he couldn't listen anymore: "Then what!"
Then...what happened...why did it become what it is now?
"Huh...then? Then the Hundred Flowers Lantern Festival was over. My grandfather didn't expect that people from the Huangfu family would ask people from the Taifu Mansion about me. This was really unexpected. I was really happy at that time. At the end
Only then did I realize that the people I met by chance were the eldest and second young masters of the Huangfu Mansion that day. Who can understand this feeling? The legendary handsome young master, a man who cannot be reached, actually remembered me and was still asking about me... My...
At that time, I really didn’t know what to do. What can I do to a young girl in her prime?"
"Although my grandfather is not happy to see this situation, the target is actually me... instead of the young lady from the Taifu Palace. It is possible to marry into the Huangfu Palace. What a rare opportunity is this?"
"The next time we met, it was under the flower shelves of Taifu's Mansion. When my grandfather with gray beard saw me coming, he smiled and excused himself and left, leaving me and Lian Zheng alone. Lian Zheng... Lian Jie was dragged here by Lian Zheng.
As a companion, but how did I know what was going on at that time? In my heart, as long as I could see Lian Jie. He just smiled as always and said, "Brother, that girl is here." He didn't know that I heard this
As I spoke, a blush appeared on my face, and my heart was beating loudly. That feeling...people who have never experienced such love will never know it."
"What Lian Zheng said to me at that time...I don't even remember it. I just remember that under the flower stand that day, the three of us gave up our identities. I laughed so happily. I was so amused by Lian Zheng's words. 'From then on
I've never seen a girl walking as recklessly as you. I still remember what I said to him at the beginning. It's obviously you... You're so big that you can't stand well, so how can anyone block you?
In the middle of the road, you actually laughed at me for not looking at the road... You...' I pretended to be angry at that time, laughing so happily, and said, 'You were the one who laughed most wantonly in the end. How can you be such a eldest son?'"
The memories of the past are the best, but it's a pity that what happened next happened.
"Later, during that meeting, my grandfather was watching from behind and almost decided on my marriage. I was anxiously waiting for a month to get married. At the end of my birthday, everyone looked at me differently and congratulated me on marrying into the Huangfu Mansion. What a shame.
The glory... Who could have imagined the upcoming wedding ceremony on the ten-mile long street? I was also happy, but unfortunately, in the end, I cried and fainted in the room... Wrong marriage, wrong marriage... I thought in my heart,
I thought that with my status, I would only be able to marry the second son of Huangfu Mansion, but I never thought that Lian Zheng would actually like me and love me so much that even if I wanted to pick the stars or the moon, he would pick them for me. Unexpectedly...
…I am willing to condescend you to marry me.”
Pu Liuzhi looked at Huangfu Mingxuan who was already stunned, with tears in his eyes: "In his eyes, I am just a girl who doesn't know etiquette. Why does he insist on marrying me if he is honest? I don't want to see him, but everyone else
They all thought I was shy... I really didn't want to see him, why me? Why... it was me? What I like is obviously integrity... Huangfu is honest! When we first met in the garden, he covered his mouth and refused to smile.
When I was young, he was the one I liked... Under the Hundred Flowers Lantern Festival, when I saw God under the lanterns, the one I loved... was just him."
Why... why is it a mistake in marriage? This is really a big joke.
"I thought I could change, but it's a pity that no one understood my thoughts. When we met again, it was the wedding night, the red hijab was lifted, and Integrity's hot and joyful eyes were reflected in my eyes. He said, 'Girl Liu Zhi,
You have finally married into the Huangfu Mansion. From now on, you will be the only young lady in the Huangfu Mansion, do you agree?" He smiled so freely and affectionately, but I couldn't understand it at the time, so I raised my hand and gave him a slap.
This slap woke him up and woke me up. His warm smile suddenly solidified, and all his deep feelings were filled with sorrow. He smiled and pretended to be relaxed and made such a promise to me, but I was young.
, gave such a reaction.”
"That night, we slept in separate beds, and in the days to come, he never forced me. He went out to do business, and even if he encountered the best things, he would still bring them to me, and if he saw beautiful gadgets
, he would still buy it just to make me laugh. He would sit next to me and stroke my hair gently when I fell asleep. He would sigh in the dark and call my name again and again, Liu Zhi
...However, what I was thinking about most was integrity. I listened to his sigh in the dark, but I sneered in my heart that he deserved it. I threw away all the rare treasures he brought me, but he gave me the most valuable thing in the world.
Good love, he thought that one day I would understand that I could fall in love with him, but he didn't know...how could I?"
"I secretly went to Bi Lian's former residence, I went to see Lian Jie, I secretly listened to him playing the flute, I cried in front of him, I looked at him and said anxiously, 'Sister-in-law, girl, why are you crying?', but I went crazy.
I hugged him like crazy, stood on tiptoes and kissed him before he came back to his senses. I also thought I was crazy... Integrity was so good to me, but I was indifferent. I wanted him like crazy...
… There was blood on the honest lips, the blood from my bite, but I smiled and said, 'You deserve it...', I cried and expressed my feelings."
She didn't know how things developed back then, and how unbearable they were in the end... She only knew that she was pestering Lian Jie, from the time he didn't love her until he fell in love with her. Knowing that he was resisting, she could never go beyond etiquette.
She simply ran to Bi Lian's former residence alone in the darkness of the night, and climbed into his bed while the night was dark. She forced him to have sex with her, and she did such an extremely passionate thing, but he still refused.
At that time, it was she who... cried and scolded him for being useless, then forcibly took off his robe and sat on him.
At that moment, the pain between her brows and eyes made him tremble, but she shed tears.
"Yes, I let Lian Zheng accept me willfully. Lian Zheng was in pain between me and Lian Zheng, but I felt that it was the best time in my life. After the first time, there will be a second time.
The third time... Then Lian Zheng returned home from an outing, and I was pregnant... Lian Zheng was so hurt by me that he couldn't say a word, and even the jade pendant he originally carved for me fell to the ground.
. Just looking at me like this... I knelt down and begged him to help me and Lian Jie, but Lian Jie knelt down and said that he knew he couldn't do it, but he did it anyway."
"On that occasion, Lian Zheng left the government, and Bi Lian's former residence was permanently vacant. When he left... he must have blamed me. He never liked me before, and he always liked me... all because of Lian Zheng.
I know that my eldest brother loves me so much. If he rejects me a little more, will one day I fall in love with an honest government? Live the life of a couple of gods and gods? But there is no turning back. There is never a way back in life. Integrity governs people.
He sent me to live in a small courtyard in Bieshan, suppressing the fact that I was extremely pregnant. I was pregnant in the small courtyard for ten months and gave birth to the child... I am very grateful that he did not force me to have a baby... In that way,
Mingxuan, you will never be born again!"
"One month after giving birth to you, I thought of it and sent you back to Lian Jie, because I also hated... I was pregnant with him for ten months, but he never came to see me... Until now, he still hasn't
Come and see me... I thought that if he regretted sending you back so much, he would let you die on your own. After so many years without any news from you, I almost thought you were dead. For many nights, I did
I have nightmares... Haha... What's funny is that when I just gave birth to you, Lian Zheng was still willing to come see me. Night after night, he sighed and touched my hair with distress, and said, if I regret it
I can go back and he will forgive me."
"This is the reason why I am still the wife of Huangfu Mansion. I am just relying on him to like me. I am selfish...I have no regrets. Although I agreed to go back, I am just reluctant to let go. Integrity's pampering
I was touched that such a cheerful, unrestrained and arrogant person actually made every possible concession to me. After I returned to Huangfu Mansion, everyone just thought that I was just recovering from illness. Then, Lian Zheng completely gave up on my obsession with me and left.
He really turned around and left, no longer protecting me... When he brought Yuxi into his house, I watched him smile at Yuxi, and when I saw Yuxi standing on tiptoes and fidgeting with the hairpin on his head,
I feel so uncomfortable... What's wrong with me? I'm standing in the bushes and my face is so angry that I'm turning pale."
"When I saw Lian Zheng's gentle smile towards Yuxi, it was so dazzling... Lian Zheng and Yuxi... Lian Zheng loves Yuxi. Since when did Lian Zheng love Yuxi? Even Lian Zheng is not mine anymore? So I don't hate Yuxi? I really
Don’t you hate it... It was Yuxi who ruined my life! Yuxi took away my integrity. From then on, there were two wives in the Huangfu Mansion. Gradually, Yuxi also became pregnant. The funny thing is... Yuxi gave birth to twins.
Son, but luckily...one died on the day he was born, and the other was Huangfu Yiyu who later became blind."
"You see, God really has eyes for retribution... I don't have a son, and they can't have one either. It's a pity that Lian Zheng's love for Yuxi has not diminished, and he loves the remaining child... By the way, my mother did not marry me.
You said it, Huangfu Yiyu was not blind when he was born. It was me... I was the one who made him blind with poison. They didn't even know... Lian Zheng almost killed me that time, but I don't admit it. What can he do to me?
?He just said to me coldly, 'Liu Zhi, all the tolerance I have for you now is because of my integrity.' You see...I am still doing well."
"You all know what happened next. After the death of Lian Zheng, Yuxi, Huangfu Yiyu and I took over the Huangfu Mansion. During the liquidation of the Huangfu Mansion once in many years, you entered the mansion as a concubine son of the Huangfu Mansion who had returned from traveling.
When we met, you grew up to be the glorious young man you are today."