His "rescue" was to answer her question. Even though he knew it would be like this now, he would still save her when he was in Qiu Shan.
Does this mean that even if they are separated in the future, he will not regret it?
Qi Minghe smiled and asked again: "Then if you were willing to risk your life to save me in the first place, why are you giving up on me now?"
She doesn't understand, she really doesn't understand at all...
Now, looking at him with a smile like this, even though they were about to part ways, the past was still beautiful, she thought, and she would never forget it.
Huangfu Hanguang's heart suddenly hurt when he was asked. At this moment, his heart was filled with pain, but his face had no expression.
Looking at the smile on Qi Minghe's face, she saw all the embarrassed expression in her eyes at the moment.
She looks like she's about to give up, right?
However, she was not forced to leave by him, but decided to let go voluntarily.
Because I love him, I let him go.
Huangfu twitched the corner of his mouth with a cold light: "..."
At this moment, it was hard to speak.
"Huh?" Qi Minghe was waiting for a final answer.
Huangfu clenched his fist with a cold light.
At the beginning, recalling the beginning... "Huh."
"It's different." A sentence without any reason.
If he could go back to the beginning, he would be willing to stay under the cliff with her for a longer time. At least, he could still be controlled by him at that time. If he wanted to live or die for her, it was all up to him. There was no need to worry about anything else.
, the entire huge Huangfu Mansion has nothing to do with him. It's different now, he has shouldered the secrets of the entire Huangfu Mansion for hundreds of years, and he is also responsible for the thousands of lives of the entire Huangfu Mansion. He does not care about public or private matters.
Then there is the original Huangfu Hanguang.
He couldn't ignore the bloody storm of Huangfu Mansion for so many years. How many people died in Huangfu Mansion in these years? From the beginning of the great grandfather to Huangfu's clean government, from the beginning of the strategizing to take back the world that originally belonged to Huangfu Mansion.
, until the 20-year-long setup, it is now difficult for the Huangfu Mansion to protect itself. He is carrying the hatred of his father, and the Huangfu Mansion is in shambles. Even Huangfu Yiyu died in these struggles for power.
Even if he wanted to retreat, he couldn't escape at will, let alone do anything for her irresponsibly.
Qi Minghe looked at him like this at this moment, not knowing what he meant by "different".
"Then let me ask you, if we encounter what happened in Qiu Shan again and I still fall off the cliff, will you still be so desperate to save me?"
The corners of Huangfu's cold and charming mouth twitched deeply. At this moment, he only looked at her and did not speak.
Qi Minghe looked at him, his eyes sinking little by little.
She looked at his expression, changing from expectation to silence, to understanding, sadness, and giving up.
Now, there was a heavy shake in his eyes, "I understand."
She took a step back.
Huangfu Hanguang was looking at Qi Minghe like this at this moment, and his hands under his robe were clenched tightly.
Qi Minghe smiled palely, and slowly took another step back. At this moment, he didn't look behind him, and he didn't pay attention... He almost hit the big porcelain vase behind him, and the porcelain vase with bird feathers clinked, and almost fell
Down.
Qi Minghe staggered a step and finally regained his balance.
Huangfu's cold light moved and he almost moved over to protect her, but at this moment he could only stand there and look at her devastated look.
Qi Minghe stood firmly, then raised his head and smiled at him.
Seeing the deep expression on his face, which showed no sign of caring about her, the smile on her face froze and she stood there blankly.
Huangfu's cold light was deep and silent.
In fact, it's not that he doesn't care, it's just that now he can no longer be like before. The so-called difference means that now he can no longer do whatever he wants for her like in the past. If he is soft-hearted now, it will cause even greater harm to Qi Minghe in the future.
harm.
In the past, he could die for Qi Minghe, but he can't do it now. He can no longer do it casually. He has the hatred of Huangfu and Yuxi, even though Yuxi followed him out of the Xiyuan a few days ago and ordered
He no longer cares about worldly affairs, stays behind closed doors, eats fasts, and chants Buddha's name. He is now in a Huangfu Mansion whose family has been destroyed. He wants to revive, so much so that the Holy Emperor has already taken action, and even the Qi Mansion is about to compete with several important families again.
United, targeting the Huangfu Mansion. The road ahead is difficult, tit for tat, a fierce battle is inevitable.
In such a situation, if she is imprisoned and forced to stay by her side, as if nothing has happened, it is better to let her go than to let her face the entanglement of three generations.
"Is it painful?" he asked.
Qi Minghe nodded, "Yeah."
In fact, she didn't know why she was so honest. She could have pretended not to care, and there was no need for him to see such a pitiful self.
The corners of Huangfu's lips that were pulled coldly by the cold light also felt a bit of enchanting pain.
Seeing her like this, his heart sank to the bottom of his heart.
Qi Minghe smiled: "Then, have you finished writing Xiu's book?"
The implication is that once you have written it, give it to her. She will take it and leave.
Huangfu's cold eyes flickered, but he didn't move.
It was really difficult for Qi Minghe to show him a bright smile.
Pretending to be relaxed: "Do you need me to sign it, draw a deposit or something... I've never seen this thing before, and I don't know what to do. Let's make peace..."
"Haha, it's pretty good. I won't be laughed at if I go out now. It's a matter of your own free will."
"Minghe."
"Stop calling me Minghe, just call me Qi Minghe. I'm afraid... I won't be able to bear it."
She raised her head and smiled lightly: "If I can't help it anymore, I won't be so easy to talk to. I'm afraid I won't be able to leave."
Huangfu's cold eyes were like knives, and his current silence was not gouging out her heart, but his own.
Qi Minghe saw that he was silent and didn't know what he meant.
"If you don't answer, then I will take away the divorce papers myself." He continued to pretend to be relaxed.
After taking a breath now, I finally plucked up the courage and walked towards him again.
Just looking at him like this, he walked to the table.
The divorce letter had indeed been written and placed on the table. Even the ink had dried completely when the two people were talking.
Qi Minghe just looked at this divorce letter severing the relationship and let out a big sigh. This will be the case from now on... The two of them have no relationship. She is no longer his Minghe, nor is she the young lady of Huangfu Mansion.
, the two people just became strangers, and there was no entanglement... I'm afraid they will forget each other soon, right?
Qi Minghe felt his breathing slowing down: "I... took it away."
He didn't move and just let her take the divorce letter.
Qi Minghe no longer delayed his actions and just picked up the divorce letter as he wished. He had never felt that the black and white words on the paper were so dazzling. It was not annoying, but he felt heartbroken.
This kind of pain is not like an awl pricking my heart. There is no blood dripping from the wound. It is just like hundreds of needles pricking my heart, breaking my heart bit by bit. The pain is slowly coming, but this kind of pain will not stay.
lower wound.
Now, apart from a forced smile, there's nothing serious.
This wound in the heart is not like a wound on the body. It will not be fatal. At most, it will make people confused and unable to think clearly about what they want, what they want to say, and what they can do...
Qi Minghe's breathing was slow, causing his whole voice to become choked with sobs.
"Can I hug you?"
Huangfu Hanguang remained silent.
When he didn't answer, she took it as if he agreed.
Qi Minghe just hugged him. The moment he hugged him, he could clearly feel Huangfu Hanguang's straight back stiffening.
Qi Minghe hugged him with a smile, pressed her face against his chest, and listened quietly to his heavy heartbeat, one after another, and his current warm temperature...hot, scorching, and strong.
His chest exuded a good smell, a light fragrance. She always felt that the fragrance on his body lacked the evil smell. Maybe he was just like him, he looked strong and domineering, but in fact, only she knew that he
It also has its own joys and sorrows and tenderness.
It is not like what outsiders say, Xiao Hanguang is bloodthirsty and ruthless, ruthless and does not follow the rules.
There is only one him in her heart, he may be ruthless, and sometimes he is like the Huangfu Yiyu seen by outsiders, gentle, playful, and evil, but after all, he is just him, the unique him in her heart.
Maybe he won't say any love words or do anything heart-warming, but he will protect her perfectly and let her be by his side with peace of mind. He will choose her in the face of life and death.
I will also choose to take care of her and accompany her when I am in pain.
Did he think...she didn't know what happened a few days ago? Even though he was reading at the desk, his brows were furrowed, and he could keep his eyes closed to her, but he still stayed by her side, just for the sake of
Consider her mood.
I would rather watch her deliberately playing bad tricks, or still see through it without revealing it and accompany her to make trouble.
At this moment, being held motionless by her, this was him.
He covered the sky with one hand but was helpless, he just wanted to protect her in his own way.
"Is there one last thing I can ask you to do?"
"What's up."
His charming voice was now a little hoarse.
Qi Minghe had never felt that he was so gentle before, and it seemed that even his embrace had become much warmer.
Surprisingly...it was at this time of parting.
"I want to walk more clearly."
"What's the meaning."
"Tell me, why do you do this to me? Even if you let me go, let me leave you, and pretend that we don't know each other from now on, it doesn't matter. Tell me... why do you have to do this?"
He remained silent.
"Hanguang, believe me...it's okay with me. Instead of letting me leave you without knowing anything and then knowing the answer from others, it's better for you to tell me in person. Maybe that's what I want, isn't it?
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"Let me... just hold you like this and listen to you for the last time."
"If you want me to leave, I will leave, and I will pretend that we have never loved each other."
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ps: Second update~~Thank you all for your support throughout the month, thank you!