Shu Ran woke up from her dream. When she woke up, her eyes were blank due to the soft light above her head. She forgot the discomfort when her eyes suddenly opened, but she did not forget the immersive scene in her mind just a second ago.
!
The dream just now seemed to have drained all the strength from her body, so that now, she felt that her body was empty, especially the area around her chest, which was empty and empty like never before!
Her eyes were motionless, and she looked at the lamp above her head with a dull expression. She couldn't tell what her mood was at this time, but she suddenly felt as if she was no longer herself!
There was a slight vibration on the side of his body, and Shu Ran, who woke up from his thoughts later, realized that the place where the back of his neck was resting moved.
"Did I wake you up?" In her ears, hot air blew towards her face. The scent of mint mixed with a touch of alcohol made Shu Ran feel a little uncomfortable, but she did not turn her face away directly, but followed the smell.
His voice raised his eyes to look at the man lying next to him.
I want to confirm that the person next to me is real and that this is not a dream.
The man's clothes have not been changed yet. After taking off his suit jacket, he is only wearing a light-colored shirt. The tie at the collar of the shirt has been loosened, and several buttons have been undone. His smooth Adam's apple slowly followed his voice.
The ground was rolling up and down, and the knife-like curve of the jaw was gracefully drawn in her sight. Wasn't the face outlined the same face she had just seen in her dream?
Shang Qingwen's cheeks were slightly red, a light pink color floating on the edge of her cheeks. When she spoke, her breathing was a little heavy, and her nasal voice was a little thick. He lay half sideways and put a hand on her casually.
waist, and her breath just hit her cheek.
He is back!
After Shang Qingwen said those words, he paused briefly and closed his eyes for a while with some exhaustion. When he opened them again, he saw that the person in his arms was still looking at him with his eyes open. His eyes could be described as calm as water.
, his hand reached into her hair, and he slowly combed her long curly hair with his fingers.
"Mom said you didn't eat anything at night. Are you hungry?"
The warm fingertips delicately passed through her hair, and the moment they lingered on her scalp, it was as if they were filled with soothing warmth. Those little pets suddenly sounded in Shu Ran. When their master was like this,
She became extremely docile under his caress, but she suddenly felt a trace of rejection in her heart, turned her face away and sat up from the bed.
She felt comfortable getting up a little too quickly, and her body hadn't fully adapted yet. When she suddenly sat up like this, her head felt dizzy. The man lying next to her quickly reached out and hugged her back. He put his head on her shoulder and spoke in a low voice.
He said lowly, "I'll get you whatever you want to eat!"
"No need!" Even though there was a humidifier in the room, Shu Ran still felt some discomfort in her throat. Regarding Shang Qingwen's proposal, her first reaction was to refuse directly. She couldn't explain why, she didn't want him to touch it.
!
Watching the figure disappearing at the door of the bedroom, his footsteps disappearing piecemeal in the corridor, Shang Qingwen, who was lying on the big bed, moved his eyes slightly and stretched out his hands to rub his temples.
Shu Ran did not eat anything at night. She had no appetite. In order not to worry Mother Mo, she went to the hospital and looked at Ran Qidong through the glass of the ward before returning. It was already late when she came back.
Mo's mother breathed a sigh of relief after seeing that she was safe and sound. She was about to bring out dinner and supervise her to eat it, but Shu Ran had already gone up to the second floor, washed up, lay down, and went to sleep!
All the fatigue was summarized into one sentence, she was a little tired!
The moment she opened the refrigerator, Shu Ran was cautious. She didn't check what time it was. The consequence of not eating at night was that she woke up from a dream and was very hungry. She was not someone who would starve because of her emotions.
In her opinion, it is a stupid thing for people who punish their own bodies, but tonight, she was so disturbed by that video that she didn't even eat!
Afraid of waking Mo's mother who was sleeping, Shu Ran had to move lightly. There were many edible things in the large double-open refrigerator, including the soup that Mo's mother would cook every day. One soup a day, she would
There was a special small pot for Shu Ran to eat. She was dazzled by the things in the refrigerator, so she reached out and casually took out a small piece of toast from the toast bag and planned to stuff it into her mouth. In her opinion, the simplest way
The only way to eat it is to eat a few slices of bread and drink some yogurt to fill your stomach. As a result, the toast bread moved before it was put into your mouth.
A long arm stretched out to take the bread in her hand, and there was a warm breath coming from her back, which was in sharp contrast to the coldness coming out of the refrigerator.
Suddenly there was a faint pressure due to the size of her body. He stood behind her. Because the door of the double-open refrigerator was half open, her whole body was trapped in his chest. Before Shu Ran could turn around to look at him
By that time, he had skillfully reached into the refrigerator, reached out and took out four eggs, then pulled Shu Ran aside who was standing still, and closed the refrigerator.
"I know you're hungry, don't eat that, wait a moment and I'll get it for you!"
Shang Qingwen said softly, lifted up the sleeves of his shirt and began to skillfully turn on the natural gas switch. Behind him, Shu Ran stood aside, watching him skillfully operate the clothes before he changed out of clothes.
It's like a trance from another world.
Soon, Shang Qingwen's bowl of poached eggs came out of the pot, sprinkled with some sugar. When it was served on the table, he asked Shu Ran to come over to eat. Shu Ran looked at the full bowl of eggs and didn't wait long.
, I didn’t like eating this food before, but now I really want to eat it, and my stomach is growling.
Things I wanted to eat before I no longer have any appetite for. Things I didn’t like before suddenly want to eat them now!
This is a normal physiological reaction of pregnant women. Shu Ran read about it in a book, so she was not too surprised by her reaction at this time.
I ate one egg. It was an authentic soft-boiled egg. The outside was round and smooth, and the inside was surrounded by a lighter yellowish yolk. Inside the circle was a light red egg center. It was soft to bite.
, not only can’t smell the eggy smell that she hates, but it also tastes sticky and fragrant.
The man sitting opposite quietly watched the woman in front of him eating silently. After she finished eating one piece, the corners of his lips could not help but curl up slightly, and his gaze stayed motionless on her slightly lowered lips.
On her face, Shu Ran, who was wearing light-colored pajamas, had her hair naturally messy. She looked like she was lazy when she woke up with a sleepy look. Her fair face without makeup had a pure natural skin luster, like a clear jelly.
, watery.
Shu Ran's stomach was already full after the second meal. She scooped out the hot food in the bowl and looked at the remaining two eggs. Did she really think she could eat so much? After eating four eggs, she still couldn't sleep at night.
?
She put the spoon down.
"Don't want to eat?" Shang Qing asked. Shu Ran also had the opportunity to raise her face to look at him. At this time, he was leaning lazily on the seat and looking at her with interest. Shu Ran had just started
She knew he was looking at her just because she was too hungry, so why did she care about being looked at?
Shu Ran nodded. Although she was hungry easily now, she really couldn't eat so much in one meal!
Seeing her nodding, Shang Qingwen stretched out his hand to pick up the bowl in front of her when she was about to stand up and put the bowl aside. He buried his head in the spoon she used and began to eat. His move made him feel comfortable.
Ran was stunned for a moment.
Didn't he eat anything at night?
As if he heard her inner question, Shang Qingwen raised his head and said, "I really didn't eat anything at night, but I drank a lot of wine!" As he said that, he buried his head and drank the soup in the bowl.
"Really? You should gain a lot, right?" Shu Ran, who was standing, suddenly said something lightly, which made Shang Qingwen, who had just finished eating, look stunned for a moment. When he raised his face to look at her, Shu Ran had already turned around and stepped forward.
He walked towards the kitchen door.
Damn it, she couldn't help but say something like that!
As Shu Ran went upstairs, she felt that every step she took was to vent her inner depression. She thought that what she was angry about was not that he danced with so and so, but that she was actually depressed all night over this matter, and it was
I was so angry that I didn’t even eat dinner!
To her, this was simply impossible, but now it happened.
There is a kind of venting anger that makes you feel better if you find an outlet to vent your anger. However, Shu Ran found that it was precisely because she said those words that she became even more irritable.
With such an irritable mood, she didn't know when she fell asleep. He was taking a shower in the bathroom while sleeping. She didn't even remember when he came out. She only knew that she was hugged tightly behind her in a daze.
, she seemed to hear a low sigh, and something else. She was so confused that she didn't hear clearly what he said in her ear!
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"I see that your complexion is much better today than a few days ago. What day is it today?" Lin Xuejing brought the durian fruit specially prepared by Wei's mother from home. The mild fruit is edible. She prepared the kernels.
He handed it to Shu Ran. Seeing Shu Ran's expression, he began to preach, "Have you ever heard that children who eat durian during pregnancy have extremely white skin? My mother said it!"
"I won't eat this!" Shu Ran frowned. She couldn't sit still for allowing Lin Xuejing to peel the nuts here. She couldn't get used to the smell, and she never ate durian, even if Lin Xuejing blew it.
She won't force herself to eat things she doesn't want to eat despite all the hype!
"You don't know how to enjoy good things!" Lin Xuejing muttered, snapping her fingers and asking the waiter to bring things over. She needed knives, forks and plates now.
"Today is the twelfth day!" Shu Ran stretched out her hand to touch her nose, and answered her friend's words belatedly. Yes, she was so restless that she stayed at home so leisurely for a long time.
Twelve days.
"How are the results of the examination? They should be good, right? I see that your face is much rosier than before. It must be said that it is all thanks to Shang Qingwen's great care!" Lin Xuejing took the plate and knife handed over by the waiter.
Fork, cut up the durian piece by piece with a knife and fork and put it in your mouth.
Shu Ran didn't answer her friend's question, but after telling her about twelve days, her face couldn't help but turn to anxiety, and her brows frowned.
Lin Xuejing put down her fork, her expression became uneasy, but her tone contained a certain comfort, "Of course, Uncle Ran will wake up, and everything will be fine!"
Shu Ran knew that the advantage of thinking like this was that she could wait day by day with this kind of hope. However, as time passed day by day, her anxiety became more serious every time she was delayed. She remembered the last time she went there.
When she was in the hospital, she saw her grandma and grandpa walking in the corridor. Seeing their anxious looks, she couldn't find peace of mind.
The diagnosis given by the family health doctor was good, so she also had the opportunity to come out for air. Although Mo's mother still looked worried and sad every time she saw her go out, she thought that Shu Ran always left with Lin Xuejing every time.
Having someone by your side naturally makes you feel more at ease.
"Let's go!" Shu Ran no longer had the interest to sit down and eat. She was thinking about the people in the hospital, so she urged Lin Xuejing to hurry up. Lin Xuejing stuffed the last piece of durian into her mouth like a gulp.
, picked up the bag on the seat, stood up and followed Shu Ran.
The road to the hospital is not crowded, and today is not the weekend. For Lin Xuejing, who is taking leave from school and has been booked out of work, the most indispensable thing is time.
"I find that I have become lazy recently. If I live a leisurely life for half a month, I will almost become moldy!" Lin Xuejing, who was driving for me, kept talking about her life as a rice insect during these years, and sighed at the end.
, "This is not what we young people should do!"
Shu Ran didn't comment on this, because she had become lazy recently, and what followed was a day of confusion, not knowing what she was going to do.
Time is really a ruthless knife. The chaotic days can polish a person's edges until they are smooth. She has never deeply understood what "emptiness" is, but during this time, she has deeply realized it.
"Of course, now that the child is stable, will you stop going to work? Become a housewife?" Lin Xuejing asked.
Shu Ran was thinking about other issues when she was suddenly brought back by her topic, housewife?
Shu Ran's interpretation of this role is imaginable. Home, children, husband, three points and one line, the center of gravity will not shift. All your life will revolve around these three centers of gravity like the earth revolves around the sun.
Keep going, endlessly, never stop!
This role was so unfamiliar to Shu Ran that she had not even thought about it at all.
Accepting something new requires a process, just like the days after she found out she was pregnant, she thought about getting a divorce, but in the end she was completely defeated by the fragility in her belly, and faced two almost unexpected accidents.
After a miscarriage, she finally failed to convince herself to give up the little thing in her belly. After all, she was reluctant to let go and could not abandon him so cruelly!
"No!" Shu Ran's answer was very affirmative. It didn't take much or thinking. The unambiguous answer made Lin Xuejing stunned for a moment. Would Shang Qingwen agree to this?
Judging from Shang Qingwen's cautious attitude during this period, will he allow Shu Ran to go back to school after she gets better?
Lin Xuejing felt that the possibility of this was almost zero.
The car arrived at the gate of the hospital smoothly. After it stopped, Lin Xuejing let Shu Ran get out of the car. She quickly walked to Shu Ran with her bag and held her hand. During this period of time when she was traveling, she would not let Shu Ran.
Ran out of sight, of course, all thanks to that man's entrustment!
The one-month rental fee for the aquarium is not that easy to get!
Finding the ward was a familiar process. The two of them walked to the door of the ward where Ran Qidong was. They caught a glimpse of Shu Tongya sitting on the sofa inside, who seemed to be taking a nap with her eyes closed. Fortunately for her during this time, Shu Ran looked through the glass on the door.
Glancing at Ran Qidong who was sleeping on the hospital bed, she stood outside the ward door and lost the courage to open the door for a moment, and the expression on her face became a little hesitant. Inside, Shu Tong was resting with his eyes closed.
But Ya slowly woke up and felt someone outside the door. She got up and walked out. As soon as she opened the door, she couldn't help complaining.
"Didn't I tell you not to come here? Why are you here again?" Shu Tongya obviously didn't want her daughter to come to a place like the hospital. I heard that her body reaction was still very strong. Just the smell of the disinfectant in the hospital made her feel uncomfortable.
I can't bear it, but she still comes here often. It seems that she needs to have a good talk with Shang Qingwen.
"I was just passing by!" Shu Ran responded to Shu Tongya's complaint in such a light tone. Shu Tongya glanced at her and said nothing more.
Shu Ran didn't stay in the hospital for long, and Shu Tongya didn't allow her to stay there any longer. Not far out of the ward, Lin Xuejing pulled Shu Ran's arm slightly tight, and pulled Shu Ran to stop her.
After coming down, Shu Ran was still immersed in the look of his father's pale, thin and sickly face. He was pulled and pulled by his friend and had to stop.
What's wrong?
Before Shu Ran could say this, she felt a gaze directed at her from the other side of the corridor. She raised her eyes and looked over, just in line with the other person's gaze.
"Long time no see!" A faint smile appeared on the other party's face. It seemed peaceful and quiet, but it made Lin Xuejing next to Shu Ran feel a kind of aggression.
Shu Ran didn't expect to meet Nie Zhanyun here. Nie Zhanyun handed the information in his hand to the assistant behind him and whispered something. The assistant looked up at Shu Ran who was standing here and nodded.
Leave quickly.
Shu Ran stood silent, because Nie Zhanyun had already strode towards her. It would be a bit strange for her to turn around and leave at this time. What was she hiding from?
"We haven't seen each other for so long. Don't you know what to say when we meet?" Nie Zhanyun smiled and walked in front of Shu Ran. Lin Xuejing couldn't help but become nervous. She pulled Shu Ran's arm tighter. We hadn't seen each other for a long time, but it was only half of the time.
Months!
Shu Ran's face was calm, "I really don't know what to say to you!"
However, Nie Zhanyun didn't feel anything unusual about Shu Ran's words. He seemed to have been accustomed to her way of speaking. He looked at the woman standing in front of him. She was wearing a large Korean-style coat and flat shoes.
Wearing soft flat boots and no makeup, her plain face had a touch of calm and softness. She was not as sharp and cold as before, nor did she have that aggressive and indifferent temperament. She seemed to have changed, becoming graceful and gentle.
Be gentle!
In her body, Nie Zhanyun felt a strange kind of tranquility, the kind of tranquility far away from the hustle and bustle.
And these are all things that the man made her like!
A strange emotion flashed in Nie Zhanyun's eyes, but he quickly passed it away. He curled his lips and smiled lightly, "I came to the hospital to see a friend, sugar. I'm very sorry about Uncle Ran!"
When Nie Zhanyun mentioned Ran Qidong, Shu Ran's mood had some ups and downs. Nie Zhanyun looked at her expression and whispered, "Don't worry, things will always turn around!"
Shu Ran's face moved slightly. Although she didn't like Nie Zhanyun very much, his sudden words of comfort still made her feel grateful. She nodded lightly and heard Nie Zhanyun say calmly, "I've been busy recently.
Regarding the cooperation with Wanmei, I came back from the United States some time ago and heard the news about your poor health, but I never had the chance to see you. Sugar, if you need anything, you can come to me!"
Regarding Nie Zhanyun's frank remarks, Lin Xuejing, who was standing on the side, was so entangled that she wanted to pull her hair out. Is it okay for this person to say that she has a husband? Well, it seems that she is frank and has a clear conscience, but the devil knows what you are thinking in your heart.
What's your plan?
Shu Ran wanted to say thank you casually, but suddenly raised her head, "Are you also cooperating with Wanmei?"
Nie Zhanyun nodded, "Yes, Puhua Waterhouse is among the companies selected by Wanmei this time. Of course, Shang Gang should also be on the list! I heard that Shang Steel's chances will be greater!"
Lin Xuejing was confused for a moment. Why is Wanmei so familiar? She seemed to have heard it somewhere, but she just couldn't remember it for a moment.
But judging from Shu Ran's expression, Lin Xuejing sensitively discovered that something was not right about Shu Ran's expression.
"Of course, what Nie Zhanyun said is beautiful, have I heard it somewhere?" Lin Xuejing muttered after getting in the car. Shu Ran, who was sitting in the passenger seat, remained silent. When she closed her eyes, that thought came to her mind again.
The strolling dance of embracing each other, and the gleaming diamond earrings, this scene seems to have been stored in the heart for too long, and after being immersed in it for too long, it has become a little bit different after the fermentation of time.
She would not tell Lin Xuejing that the pair of missing earrings fell on the ears of the so-called Wanmei manager, nor would she tell her that Shang Qingwen had not given her a reasonable explanation until now!
She didn't ask, and he didn't tell either!
The sour smell of fermented and changed things came out of her heart unconsciously.
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