A weak voice escaped from the corner of Shu Ran's mouth, trembling with difficulty. She looked at the man holding her hand with her eyes wide open. She really didn't know how her heart was changing, or she just wanted to make herself more desperate.
Some people raised such sensitive words at this time.
The hand holding her was obviously stiff, and the fingers with clear joints could not help but increase their strength at this time. The gazes that were focused together were also briefly stagnant, and Shu Ran's eyes looked motionless.
Looking at him, not wanting to miss any of the subtle expressions on his face, catching the slight ridge on his brow, her hand held by him couldn't help but tremble.
Such a sensitive topic, but she damn wanted to know at this time!
Seeing his face fixed with her gaze hesitantly, there were too many emotions mixed together in his eyes at the same time. She had never seen such a complex and difficult expression of emotions in his eyes, and deep down in her heart she felt
Looking at each other every second became unbearable.
Shang Qingwen looked at her pale little face, stretched out his hand to stroke the tears that fell from the corners of her eyes, and wiped her clean slowly and meticulously with his fingertips. His movements were so gentle that he even breathed carefully.
He stared at her expectant and persevering eyes that made him feel heartbroken, held her little face in the palm of his hand, moved her lips slightly, and said in a low voice, "Su Mo, she is my ex-girlfriend!"
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The little face held in his hand shook slightly. If it were a piece of crystal, then the person holding the crystal would cast his most transparent shadow because of the transparency of the crystal. He would be in the mirror.
Following his words, his shadow seemed to see himself in the mirror, which exploded to pieces.
It’s not that I don’t want to think of past events that have been suppressed for too long. After so many years, it still hurts deep in my heart to bring them up again at this time.
Yes, Su Mo said, they were so in love!
Through his eyes, Shu Ran suddenly felt that she didn't want to know anymore. She reached out to take away his hand that was holding her tightly, because she felt that she would not be able to bear the past. She didn't want to know or hear it anymore.
!
The hand holding her face did not let go. Shang Qingwen's voice returned to normal after a brief pause. Looking at her evasive eyes, he did not let go. He held her face tighter and his voice was
Like a torn bellows, a low sound penetrated Shu Ran's eardrums.
"We were together for four years!" He stared at her eyes, a trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes, and the corners of his lips were trembling. Finally, he spoke slowly under Shu Ran's unbelievable gaze, "There was that time.
a child!"
Four years and a kid!
Is this the truth?
Some people say that time is a measure of true love, because with the passage of time, your running-in has tended to assimilate. Four years, not four months, not four days, and there is one reason why it can last so long.
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That is, they really loved deeply!!
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When Si Lan, who was standing outside the ward, saw Shang Qingwen coming out of the ward, the emotion on his face became a little difficult to understand. Just looking at the expression on Shang Qingwen's face, he whispered, "
Are you mentally prepared to tell her this at this time?"
When you lost your child unexpectedly and got the truth, Qingwen, are you mentally prepared?
Faced with his friend's concern, the man with a haggard face took a long time to say hoarsely, "I'm just afraid of myself, it's too late!"
Si Lan looked at the painful expression on his face. For a moment, he seemed not to recognize the man in front of him. When his first child left five years ago, he had never seen him with such fear and panic.
.
The emotion he caught from Shang Qingwen's eyes was fear from the bottom of his heart.
The truest expression of fear of loss!
Is this still him?
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Shu Ran lay in bed for three days. Lin Xuejing came almost every day and stayed from morning to night. Of course, she felt that she was actually redundant because Shang Qingwen, who was by Shu Ran's side, never left for a moment.
It’s just today, hey, why haven’t I seen anyone?
"Girl, did you get out of bed and move around today?" Lin Xuejing came in, smiled and put the flowers she brought over into the vase. She only bought two fresh lilies. Putting too many would make Shu Ran feel stuffy in the room.
Two sticks are enough, the smell is fragrant, light and comfortable.
Of course, Lin Xuejing was smart enough not to ask Shang Qingwen where she had gone. Based on her observations over the past two days and Aunt Ya's attitude, she clearly felt that there was something strange between the two couples. It was not good for her to ask at this time.
What happened to Shu Ran? Just looking at it made me feel a little anxious.
Lin Xuejing also put down the thermos bucket she brought over. When Wei's mother heard about Shu Ran, she was so sad that she had no motivation to go to work. When she came over last night, she looked at Shu Ran lying on the bed and talked and laughed in the ward.
He was smiling. As soon as he left the ward, tears rolled down his face. In the past two days, he tried his best to nourish Shu Ran and told Lin Xuejing to watch Shu Ran finish drinking before going home!
Shu Ran had been taking a nap and opened her eyes when she heard Lin Xuejing's voice. Although she had regained some strength in the past two days, she was still unable to get out of bed alone because of her physical weakness. She just lay like this and sometimes felt stomachache when she turned over.
It’s really uncomfortable to lie like this for a long time!
"Have you had breakfast?" Lin Xuejing asked with concern, reaching out to tidy up the hair in front of Shu Ran's forehead. She had lost a lot of weight after lying down for three days. She didn't have much flesh at first, but now she looks like
It has become even thinner.
"Eat!" Shu Ran replied softly. Now she felt that it was a waste of energy to even say another word. She stretched out her hand towards Lin Xuejing. Lin Xuejing was stunned for a moment, and then realized that she wanted to go to the bathroom.
Lin Xuejing hurriedly stretched out her hand to support her, and said with some worry: "Of course, why don't I carry you?" She almost asked Shang Qingwen to carry her, but luckily she held back.
Shu Ran shook her head. Lin Xuejing supported her with one hand and moved her exposed legs to the bed. Shu Ran sat on the bed. She felt exhausted and was sweating. After resting for a while, she slowly stood up.
When she felt a wave of warm liquid gushing out between her legs, her lower abdomen contracted again. She couldn't help but tighten her grip on Lin Xuejing's hand, biting the word 'pain' tightly between her lips and teeth.
He overflowed with tears, but a thin layer of cold sweat formed on his forehead.
"Of course, do you feel uncomfortable?" Lin Xuejing felt something abnormal in her body and asked nervously. Shu Ran thought that the pain in her abdomen was just bursts, and that she would feel better after the pain, but it was obviously
The pain at this time was like a spasm/constriction, making her unable to help but raise her waist. She felt so uncomfortable that she just wanted to squat down and curl up into a ball.
Lin Xuejing was anxious. When she saw Shu Ran's increasingly pale face, she was about to cry. She wanted to ring the bedside bell, but couldn't leave Shu Ran alone. In a rush, she caught a glimpse of Shu Ran's illness.
The white vertical striped pants were stained with a large amount of blood. She said "ah" and was frightened.
When the door was pushed open, a gust of wind blew up behind Lin Xuejing, pushing Lin Xuejing staggering. An anxious voice burst out from Shang Qingwen's throat, and he shouted in an urgent voice, "Call the doctor quickly.
come over!"
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"This is the sequelae caused by the abortion drug. The amount of injection exceeded the endurance of her body. We have used medicine to stop the bleeding, but her body is too weak now and needs to be recuperated slowly over a long period of time! This paragraph
Please pay attention to her physical condition, and if there is any abnormality, please tell us in time!"
The doctor whispered to Shang Qingwen at the door of the ward before leaving the ward. Shang Qingwen nodded, but Lin Xuejing caught the sensitive word, abortion pill!!!
She never knew why Shu Ran lost her child, and it was hard for her to ask Shu Ran what happened at this time. However, these words she overheard made her eyes widen in shock.
It was impossible for Shu Ran to take abortion pills. She cherished the child in her belly so much, so how could she be willing to take abortion pills?
Too many questions were mixed together, and Lin Xuejing felt confused. She watched the man who came in quietly closed the curtain and began to change Shu Ran's dirty clothes. She walked over and watched him skillfully change Shu Ran's clothes.
She took off her clothes and was careful not to touch the indwelling needle on her arm when changing her clothes. Because Shu Ran was afraid of pain, the doctor placed the indwelling needle on her after several days of infusion.
In fact, Shu Ran was awake, but she was exhausted. The pain just now made her lose all her strength. She lay down softly and couldn't move. In addition, she was carried to bed by Shang Qingwen, and she heard the curtains being closed.
Knowing that he was going to change her clothes, she didn't dare to open her eyes, but the buttons on her body were being unbuttoned one by one. She shrank and went to pull her collar, Shang Qingwen's
He paused with his hand.
Lin Xuejing said quickly, "Just now, Ranran said she wanted to go to the bathroom!"
Shu Ran's heart skipped a beat as she pinched her collar, but the man beside her had already reached out and carefully picked her up. He was tall and strong, so holding her was a piece of cake. However, Shu Ran wanted to stop impatiently.
Although Shang Qingwen has been by his side these days, Shu Tongya is also with her a lot of the time. When she wants to go to the bathroom, Shu Tongya accompanies her. With him holding her like this, she doesn't dare to move too much.
, fearing that her stomach would hurt again, she was lifted up lightly by him. She wanted to shout to stop but was muffled by his deep voice.
"Please put some hot water for me, and then pour in the medicine given by the nurse according to the measured amount!"
Shang Qingwen was talking to Lin Xuejing. Lin Xuejing hurried to the bathroom. Wei's mother was a nurse. Lin Xuejing was originally trained as a nurse since she was a child. She didn't want to do this when she grew up, but she still knew some basic nursing common sense.
, after listening to Shang Qingwen's words, she went to the bathroom to fill the water.
"No!" Shu Ran resisted a little. Shu Tongya had been helping with the cleaning in the past few days. Today, she had just washed it once when Shu Tongya came in the morning, but she didn't expect that it would get on her pants again.
It's all sticky. I think the nursing mat on the bed is also stained. Then if he holds her like this, will it also stain his body?
Not to mention, does he want to clean her?
don't want!
Naturally, Shu Ran's little resistance would not be allowed by Shang Qingwen. He hugged her and weighed her with his arms. He frowned deeply and felt lighter! He hugged the person in his arms.
It was tight, but he did not ignore her slight resistance. He just held her and gently rubbed his chin on her little face, "It will be fine soon!"
Shu Ran really wished she had the strength to break away from his arms. Feeling the movement of space, her heart beat faster. She opened her eyes anxiously and opened her mouth to scream when she saw Lin Xuejing coming out of the bathroom.
Lin Xuejing was trying to stop her, but Lin Xuejing was talking hahahaha as if she heard someone knocking on the door. After saying that, she strode out of the bathroom. Shu Ran was immediately illuminated by the dazzling light in the bathroom and narrowed her eyes. Her body also followed him.
With both feet on the ground, she reflexively reached out and hooked his neck, fearing that she would accidentally fall down. Shang Qingwen was slightly startled by the hook around his neck, and then leaned over to use her hands.
Holding her in his arms, his movements were a little urgent, mixed with uncertainty and surprise.
For him, it was a great blessing that Shu Ran suddenly relied on him so much.
At this moment, Shu Ran couldn't even imagine that one of her inadvertent actions would cause such a big change in Shang Qingwen's heart. She felt that he suddenly hugged her tightly, her chest was still shaking slightly, and she smelled the familiar perfume on his shirt.
Breath, she thought belatedly, this must be the most intimate hug since the last conversation between the two.
Feeling the other person's body temperature through her clothes, Shu Ran listened to his pounding heartbeat, and she also trembled. His arms were so strong, and her whole body was held in his arms. She had already
You knew how broad his arms were, but this time they embraced her completely, as if they were trying to embed her into his arms.
"I -" Shu Ran frowned. Before he could say the word 'uncomfortable', his mellow voice rang in his ears, "I'll do it!" As he spoke, he slowly held Shu Ran's hand.
Shu Ran was dumbfounded as he slid down, pushing his chest with her hand, "No, I'll do it myself!"
Even though the two of them had done intimate things, Shu Ran still couldn't help but blush at this moment, especially since his hands had already unzipped the rope of her pants. The hospital gowns and pants were not elasticated.
Instead, there was only a rope around her loose waist, and she only needed to tie it. When Shu Ran said "no", Shang Qingwen's fingers had already easily opened the rope for her, and his hand had gently given her a hand.
Pulling it down, Shu Ran was so anxious that she wanted to jump, but she couldn't break away, and she was afraid that her stomach would hurt again from the exertion, and her legs felt cool. She looked down and saw that her pants were big enough to hold her four legs.
As it slipped from her waist to the ankles of her legs, her long legs suddenly couldn't help shaking, and her face instantly turned red like a big red cloth.
Fortunately, Shang Qingwen was hugging her at this time, and her face was pressed against his chest, with her head lowered and never raised, so Shang Qingwen didn't see that Shu Ran's face was already as red as a ripe one.
shrimp.
"Come on, sit down slowly!" Shang Qingwen patiently helped Shu Ran sit on the toilet. He seemed to feel her embarrassment. She kept her head lowered. He lowered his eyes and caught a glimpse of her two faces.
The roots of both ears were so red that they were about to burn. I couldn't help but feel dumbfounded. This girl was shy!
"Can you -" She went out for a moment. With her head lowered, Shu Ran looked at the pants that were on her ankles. The blood stains on them had not yet solidified. Looking at the bright red color, she felt uncomfortable again.
It’s been three days?
Has the baby been away from her for three days?
No matter how hard she tried not to think about it, her body's reaction told her in different ways every day that it was impossible not to think about it. The child's departure was already a fact!
There was a pinching pain in her heart, and her eyes began to swell uncomfortably, but because the legs standing in front of her still did not move, she stretched out her hand to push, lowered her head, "You get out first!"
Although three days had passed, Shu Ran still knew clearly that no matter how strong she was, she would not be able to accept this fact calmly for a while.
The person standing in front of her did not leave. Shang Qingwen was already half-crouching in front of her. When he squatted down, the angle of her lowered face was exactly opposite to his raised face, and the hair slipped from her face.
Tears fell directly onto his cheeks.
His unexpected move shocked Shu Ran so much that she didn't know how to face him for a moment. She hurriedly tried to avoid her face, but he reached out to hold her face, and his face just came close to hers.
She gently rubbed her face that was soaked with tears, and sucked away the tears on her cheeks one by one with gentle and warm kisses.
Maybe a kiss that was too warm would make people instantly weak. Shu Ran was kissed by him, and his lips rolled away on her cheeks until she felt tears from his cheeks sticking to the corners of her lips, bitter.
The taste was like an eruption after a long period of fermentation. He told her in the most direct way that he would be sad when she was sad.
So sad, so sad!
My heart suddenly felt like it was blocked tightly by a large stone, but the difference was that even so, the weight deep in my heart was slowly balancing out with the tears and kisses between the two.
If one person is too tired, if two people share it, it won’t be so hard!
The warmth in the bathroom became even warmer with the scorching heat of the lamp, and in the ward outside the bathroom, Lin Xuejing looked at the woman who appeared at the door, and the woman's sixth sense instantly became sharper.
The first time she met Su Mo was in that earring brand store. At that time, she thought Shu Ran knew her, but obviously, Shu Ran didn't know her! The second time was in that video, she and Shang Qingwen
Dance!
"Is Miss Shu here?" Su Mo stood at the door. Assistant Xiaowen held a bouquet of flowers and handed it over politely. Lin Xuejing took it, glanced at Su Mo's face, and said lightly.
: "It's not convenient for her to see you now!" She said and glanced towards the bathroom.
Su Mo stood at the door, but her eyes turned to the ward and landed on the clothes rack, where a man's suit jacket hung.
She followed Lin Xuejing's gaze and looked toward the bathroom. She heard slight movement and the sound of water there. She quickly withdrew her gaze and felt that Lin Xuejing was looking at her. She raised her face and showed an official smile.
"Then I'll just wait here! I have business to see Chairman Shang!"
Lin Xuejing originally wanted to close the door, but when she heard what the other party said, she couldn't push him out even though she had thousands of reluctances in her heart, so she could only say lightly, "Then just wait!"
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Shu Ran's face could not be redder. In fact, the bathroom space is not small, but because both of them are taller, the bathroom space seems a bit narrow. In such a space, there is the sound of gurgling water.
The liquid mixed with special medicine exuded a faint smell of traditional Chinese medicine. Shu Ran felt that his ears were about to burn, and she couldn't help but tighten her hand.
As the liquid between her legs washed down, her legs couldn't help but tremble, and she didn't dare to raise her face. She just stared at the water in the basin, wishing that time could fly faster.
"Would this be more comfortable?" the man holding a dry towel asked softly. Shu Ran sat on a special chair, like the special seat for pregnant women to go to the toilet. The middle is empty. If you clean it, just use warm water.
Just wash it from below.
Shang Qingwen lifted up the sleeves of his shirt. He was extremely serious and cautious in his work. He even tested the water temperature with a thermometer. After squatting and wiping it clean, he started to change her pants. She lowered her head comfortably. Was she okay just now?
If you are willing to let him wash it, God, no matter how close you are, you can't do it without being embarrassed, so during the whole process, Shu Ran was so embarrassed that she wanted to crawl into the ground.
She was surprised when she heard the sound of the plastic film being torn apart around her. She looked up and saw Shang Qingwen soaking the sanitary napkin for her. The black cotton panties were still in his hand. She saw that he was very skilled at tearing off the packaging.
, Shu Ran, who was about to be shocked, saw him suddenly stop, frowned, holding the torn sanitary napkin in one hand, and the inner bag in the other, and finally couldn't help but squat down after a while.
When he came down, his eyes were a little helpless and confused, "Of course, this, how is this attached!"
In fact, Shang Qingwen thought that this should be similar to a baby diaper. After all, he had done a series of homework before and knew how to change a child's diaper, but this, this thing -
Shu Ran's face was almost bleeding. She hurriedly reached out to grab it from his hand, lowered her head and put it on her own. Feeling Shang Qingwen's pursuing eyes, she raised her face and glared at him angrily. Shang Qingwen was
She suddenly stared and didn't come back to her senses for a long time. He just wanted to take a good look. Practice will make perfect next time!
In Shu Ran's opinion, a grown man does these things, especially a man like Shang Qingwen!
Oh my god, the world is in a mess!
He saw her putting on her underwear and glaring at him from time to time. Her face was so red that her eyes were quite playful and cute. When it comes to glaring at people, her eyes were only endearing.
Shang Qingwen changed her clothes. He was afraid that she would catch a cold. The doctor said not to catch a cold. When he hugged her, he reached out and touched her feet. He was relieved when she felt that she was not cold.
Holding her soft body and looking at the shy woman leaning in his arms, he lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead. How could such a well-behaved woman not make people feel loved?
Shang Qingwen opened the bathroom door and strode out. He wanted to ask Shu Ran what light food he wanted to eat for lunch, but he heard footsteps at the door of the ward.
"Qingwen!"
Shang Qingwen's footsteps stopped, and Shu Ran's thoughts in his arms seemed to be suddenly stuck.
It's Su Mo!
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