Chapter V 157: Love is so afraid of losing love that you can't extricate yourself
High-end restaurants not only make people feel the exquisiteness of every dish, but also make people feel warm and warm, with more humanized things. For example, the waiter politely brings a free exquisite pastry.
, spoke gently and loudly, saying that this was a dessert specially made by the chef today and given to every guest who came to the store to taste.
The air was filled with live saxophone-style music, with a deep and mellow tone and a loose and leisurely atmosphere.
The plate was moved as soon as it was put down. The hand stretched out from the opposite side unceremoniously moved the plate of pastries in front of him. The silver spoon hit the plate with a crisp sound, "You'd better not eat this.
, you can’t eat cold things!”
As she spoke, Lin Xuejing picked up a piece with a knife and fork and put it into her mouth, licking the corners of her lips and nodding her head, "Well, as expected of a pastry expert, it's delicious!" After saying that, she sat opposite and watched herself eating and then continued.
Shu Ran, who couldn't help but frown, shook the fork and smiled, "Do you know what I hated you most before? You don't gain weight when you eat meat. Every time I see you eating meat and sweets, you are still in such good shape. I
Just thinking about it, from that day on you looked at me eating and going crazy!"
Shu Ran's mouth twitched, but he looked up at her calmly, "I absolutely believe you have found that pleasure now, because your clothes seem to have become smaller again!"
Lin Xuejing said "Uh" and lowered her head to look at her little shawl. Shu Ran's reminder made her go crazy. Your sister, she was really right!
Shu Ran quietly ate the food in front of her. They were all mild and nutritious. They were not spicy, greasy, or raw or cold. This was for a person who likes Sichuan food and hot pot and has never had any taboos.
For someone with a soft mouth, this is simply uncomfortable. No wonder Shang Qingwen had a long face as soon as he heard that she was coming out, fearing that she wouldn't be able to stand the temptation of food. Fortunately, she was practicing for a month.
She is used to such a diet. If she is suddenly allowed to eat spicy food again, her stomach may not be able to bear it.
"How is your body recovering?" Lin Xuejing pushed the plate of cake aside. Even though she wanted to eat it too much, when she touched the bulging fat around her waist, she wanted to sew her mouth shut.
stand up.
Early this morning, she went to Shu Ran's house to pick her up, but the process seemed like she had gone through a lot of hardships. Her husband wouldn't let her go, and the two of them agreed to go out for a walk after the full moon. Shu Ran...
She stayed at home for a month. Except for the case of Ran Qidong half a month ago, she came out once. The rest of the time she was ordered to train at home. She was just like a small pet in captivity. She had no freedom in life and of course no need to relax.
Ran said, Lin Xuejing could tell. The door of the study room was locked, and all the books in the bedroom were put away. Except for the telephone landline and water heater, poor Shu Ran either ate or slept every day, and her whole body was exhausted.
It has degraded to the living conditions of decades ago.
Lin Xuejing told Mother Wei this, and sighed that Shu Ran was so pitiful. As a result, she received a serious lecture from Mother Wei. What a pity, it was all for her own good. Don’t believe what the older generation said, it’s not a bad thing to be more cultivated.
, not to mention that Shu Ran is still so young, it is impossible not to raise children in the future, and he will be the one who suffers if he does not have a good physical foundation!
Lin Xuejing couldn't believe it, because Mother Wei was her authority!
Shu Ran put down the spoon in her hand and replied softly: "Much better!" Yesterday, the family doctor gave her a systematic examination and told her that her body was recovering well, but as for the right method, the doctor did not tell her.
, just ask her to pay attention not to be too tired at ordinary times, and it is best not to eat spicy things and cold food.
Shu Ran thought about the fact that yesterday, even though the doctor told her that she was recovering well, she still said something else to Shang Qingwen alone. She didn't know what they said. She also paid special attention to observing Shang Qingwen's condition.
His expression changed, and he didn't find anything wrong, but he still felt a little uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know why!
"Of course, it's okay. Now we should pay attention to strengthen physical exercise and increase the body's resistance. Only in this way can we recover faster!" Lin Xuejing said, pushing the food that she thought was very nutritious in front of Shu Ran,
Seeing that the expression on Shu Ran's face was a bit gloomy, she asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"
Shu Ran shook her head gently, "I just feel a little strange. I have been having that nightmare for the past two days. I don't know if it is real. It feels like I have experienced it myself, but it also seems like a hallucination!"
"What dream?" Lin Xuejing was curious and saw that Shu Ran's face was not very good, and it was obvious that she had not rested well.
Shu Ran thought for a while and sighed slightly, "I dreamed that I was pressed on the bed and couldn't move my hands and feet. Then I had a stomachache and woke up from the pain!" But the dream was so real that it made me feel uncomfortable.
Every time she woke up, she struggled until she was covered in sweat. Several times she woke up Shang Qingwen, who was sleeping next to her, and was woken up by his anxious calls.
Lin Xuejing looked suspicious, and after a while she stared at Shu Ran's face and asked uncertainly: "Of course, you, don't you have any memory of the situation in the hospital where you went that day?"
Shu Ran's face was startled. She really had no memory. It seemed that all the memories were very vague, either true or false. Even how she lost the child in her belly was deeply puzzling. At first, she thought it was...
She walked such a long way willfully, which eventually led to abdominal pain and miscarriage, but the pain at that time was still fresh in her memory, and the scene she often dreamed about made her lose it because she had dreamed it so many times.
I have no standard for judgment. Is it a dream or reality?
But the only thing she remembered was that it was Nie Zhanyun who took her to the hospital!
This doubt in her heart made her more and more uneasy, always feeling that she might have really overlooked something. Lin Xuejing, who was sitting opposite, saw that she was struggling, so she reached out and grabbed her head, interrupting her thoughts, "Don't.
Think about it, but of course, things have already happened, and if you continue to pursue it, it will only increase your sorrow!" Lin Xuejing was about to ring the bell on the table and wanted to pay, when Shu Ran, who was sitting opposite, suddenly said softly:
"Xue Jing, Si Lan is getting engaged this month!"
The hand that was about to press the bell froze in mid-air. After hesitating for a long time, Lin Xuejing's hand slapped directly on the button, which was harder than she expected.
"I know, I saw the news in the newspaper!" Lin Xuejing smiled pretending to be relaxed, lowered her head and took out her makeup mirror from her bag and applied lip gloss in the mirror, smiling like a flower, "The Ye family has the right to
He has money, is a good match for the Si family, and with the support of the Ye family, he is even more powerful!"
Lin Xuejing's voice was normal, but Shu Ran could hear the sourness in her heart. In fact, she didn't know what happened during this period. After all, she had been recuperating at home, but Si Lan came to see Shang Qingwen a few days ago.
At that time, Lin Xuejing was also there. When Shi Qingwen went to the third floor to find something Si Lan wanted, when she walked out of the bedroom, she accidentally heard the muffled argument downstairs. The content of the argument was already halfway through, and finally Lin Xuejing said, "You
let me go'.
Mo's mother has been on vacation for half a month, and the servants at home have also gone home that day. There is no one else downstairs except the two of them!
Shu Ran clearly remembered that Lin Xuejing's eyes were a little red after Si Lan left.
She knew that Lin Xuejing had been secretly in love with Si Lan for many years. Since her freshman year, she had been madly in love with Si Lan, who was three years ahead of them. Such a crush made Shu Ran feel incredible. Is love at first sight really possible in this world? At first she
I don't believe it. Even the other people in the dormitory think that Lin Xuejing is just a kid who is just playing around. After all, her hobbies are three days of fishing and two days of sunbathing. There are so many different hobbies that change every day.
, but this one preference has actually been maintained for so many years. It’s incredible to think about it!
There was a moment of silence between the two people who got into the car. Lin Xuejing was now doing the driving work, but Lin Xuejing was obviously no longer in a good state at this time. After almost being rear-ended one after another, she pulled the car to the right of the intersection and stopped.
He put his hands on the steering wheel, then held his face with both hands, whimpering and choking, "You tell me, am I crazy? I know that there is no way we can have a result, but I--"
"You're not crazy!" Shu Ran, who was sitting next to her, said softly. How should she persuade her? If she could have persuaded her, she would have killed her idea a few years ago. It's just about feelings, and many people don't.
They say we should let nature take its course, but this is the result of letting nature take its course, isn't it?
Let nature take its course, from the initial temptation to the present sadness, let nature take its course and be hurt!
Many love experts are talking about the beauty of love, but they also ignore that beautiful love also comes with harm.
"However, you don't know. In fact, I envy you. I really envy you. No matter what happens, Shang Qingwen will always be by your side. You are not alone. There will always be someone by your side to accompany you.
But I, but I-" Lin Xuejing went from choking at the beginning to throwing herself into Shu Ran's arms and crying loudly, her whole body shaking violently.
Really? Do you envy me?
Lin Xuejing's words made Shu Ran's heart feel as if a five-flavor bottle had been overturned. The sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, and salty all came out in one head. Listening to Lin Xuejing's cry, her heart became bitter and unbearable. She had nothing to envy, in fact, it was true!
"From the initial bloody encounter to the current life together, I have tried hard to change and integrate into his life as quickly as possible. However, the more this happens, the more scared I am!"
Lin Xuejing was stunned in her arms. Shu Ran had never said these words in front of her. However, the expression on Shu Ran's face at this time was so lonely. She was telling the truth because she valued each other too much and was afraid of losing her.
Will worry about gains and losses.
Shu Ran, who was holding Lin Xuejing, buried his face in her chest, "Xuejing, do you know? I'm afraid that I have fallen in love with him, so much that I can't help myself, so much that I'm afraid of losing him, and so much love that I've lost myself!"
------- This is the first update, the second update is in the afternoon, ah, at noon, I went to cook, I will write after eating, okay----