Chapter V 172: Why can't she give him his happiness?
Lin Xuejing looked at the man standing at the door dumbfounded. She thought she had seen it wrong for the first time, but when Shang Qingwen reached out and hugged Shu Ran, she suddenly came back to her senses and looked at Shang unscrupulously.
Qing Wen looked at Qing Wen from top to bottom, from bottom to top. After reading it, his mind was still in a vacuum, but when he raised his eyes, he found that Young Master Shang, who had greeted him with a gentle smile just now, was holding Shang Ran comfortably.
The eldest young master's eyes were very heavy, but they flickered so quickly that she thought she had seen it wrong.
But looking at Shu Ran's performance, Lin Xuejing just breathed a sigh of relief in her heart. Finally, she was sent back safely!
Shu Ran lay on his chest and couldn't help but hug him tightly, feeling the sense of security he brought to her. She was extremely greedy for this feeling. She took a deep breath and then let go of him, urging her to
She asked him to go in quickly, leaving Lin Xuejing standing outside the door.
Shang Qingwen smiled, and when he let go of her, he stretched out his hand to tuck the broken hair on her forehead behind her ears. He glanced at her evasive eyes calmly, said nothing more, and leaned over to put her hair away.
The plastic bag placed at Lin Xuejing's feet was carried in.
During lunch, the two people in the kitchen were discussing how to prepare a dish of pickled fish, but in the end it was Shang Qingwen who had the final say. Shu Ran followed the instructions and even took a tablet in his hand to find out how to make pickled fish.
Regarding the steps, Shang Qingwen said that she was just talking on paper and had no actual operation. Shu Ran felt depressed, but she had to be convinced. Who said she was not good at cooking? And even though she made this dish according to the steps on the Internet,
The taste was not satisfactory either, so it just followed him like a little tail.
Shang Qingwen wore a light pink apron. This feminine color did not dampen his masculinity at all, but added a bit of softness to his coldness. Shu Ran always disliked him wearing a shirt.
That shirt collar made him look too dull and cold, so she asked him to change clothes first every time he came home. Over time, Shang Qingwen got used to it, and liked to wear home clothes at home, modifying the cold edges and looking comfortable.
A lot.
"Mrs. Shang, is there something on my face?" Shang Qingwen, who was stirring the fish fillets, glanced sideways at Shu Ran, who was standing beside him, and smiled.
There are many kinds of Shang Qingwen's smiles. Shu Ran now knows that she can actually distinguish his smiles so clearly. He rarely cheats, but it is the most obvious and most obvious moment when he just wakes up.
It was rare that he was too lazy to hold her and refused to let go. He would first open his eyes to look at her, and then he would close his eyes and start to laugh. His lip lines would rise in a very large arc, very public, and the whole lip line would be tight and tight.
He is straight, with deep dimples, and is secretly enjoying himself like a child who has stolen candy. But most of the time, his smile is shallow, with a distant and polite smile.
When Shu Ran saw that he suddenly turned to look at her, she felt embarrassed as if she had been caught. She turned her eyes back and took the basin to get the water. She would not admit that she was stunned just now when she looked at him.
No matter in life or work, serious men are so attractive, Shu Ran realized it deeply!
But thinking about her previous grief, she began to feel dazed again. She felt that she could no longer give up this kind of warmth. She wanted to rush towards it like a moth to the flame, but -
The hand stretched out and pressed the faucet gently, and his soft voice sounded above his head, "The water is full!"
Shu Ran let out an "ah" sound. Because of his sudden approach, she became nervous and let go of her hand. Shang Qingwen caught her loosened edge of the basin just in time to prevent the water from splashing down. Shu Ran's expression was a little nervous.
Her mood was very unstable today, and she was usually good at hiding it, but today she repeatedly showed flaws.
Shu Ran was upset in her heart, her head was a little dizzy.
"What are you thinking about?" Shang Qingwen brought the basin over, walked over and stood beside her, stretched out his hand to hold her face, and shook his head happily, "I, I was just thinking, in the living room -
-"
If Shu Ran heard it right just now, she seemed to have heard an argument. An argument? Last time at the Mid-Levels Villa, she noticed that Lin Xuejing and Si Lan seemed to have a problem, but she didn't dare to think too much. A few days ago, Lin Xuejing hugged her and cried.
It was also for Si Lan that she had never been optimistic about Si Lan. The scene she encountered during that trip strengthened her understanding. Looking at the situation now, there is really a problem!
Shang Qingwen glanced outside the kitchen and said, "They are all adults and have their own way of dealing with it. Don't worry!"
Shu Ran muttered disapprovingly, "Xue Jing is only twenty-five years old. Women in love are prone to confusion!"
Shang Qingwen chuckled and looked at her sideways, "Are you confused?"
Shu Ran didn't expect that he would use her words to defeat her, so she couldn't help but frown, "I won't tell you anymore!"
Hearing the chuckle behind him, Shu Ran turned his back and couldn't help but said silently in his heart, I did it too, because I fell in love with you!
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At this time, in the living room and on the balcony, Lin Xuejing was blocked in a corner. With her breath unsteady, she stared at the man standing in front of her. On his seemingly calm face, her eyes were slightly squinted.
Looking into Lin Xuejing's eyes with such scrutiny, it was the humiliation of nakedness!
"What are you going to do?" Lin Xuejing's heart was beating fast, but she didn't dare to speak too loudly for fear of attracting the attention of the two people in the kitchen.
Si Lan looked at her indifferently, his voice was slightly cold, and he asked quietly, "What did Shu Ran do?" From what he knew about Shu Ran, she was acting a little strange today!
Lin Xuejing's heart sank slightly. He stopped her because he wanted to ask this. She put away the broken mood in her heart and raised her face, "Didn't Mayor Si see it? We went shopping and bought things! Didn't we even do these things?
Do you also want to take care of things?"
"Lie!" Si Lan raised his eyes and glanced at her rudely.
Lin Xuejing's eyelids twitched, knowing that this man was very determined, and what officials know best is to watch people's emotions. She thought she was no match for him, but her unwillingness to admit defeat still made her raise her face stubbornly, "Xin
I don’t believe you!”
Lin Xuejing turned sideways and walked past him. Si Lan raised her eyebrows slightly. Did this woman really think she could hide it from Shang Qingwen? They couldn't even hide it from his eyes, let alone that cunning fox.
!
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Mr. Shang, the members of the temporary department responsible for cooperating with the investigation were all on edge. Although they were fully prepared mentally, the investigation was cumbersome. Those involved in the important departments had investigated them individually, and some
Not just once, but repeated questions and investigations. In the past two days, the whole Shang Gang has been in panic.
"I heard that the other two supply manufacturers have also been investigated, but they are in the minority after all, not as many as us. We are regarded as the key suspects!"
"The newspapers in the past two days have been full of unfavorable comments about Shang Gang. If this continues, alas, the situation will not be good -"
"For the first time, two major companies were implicated in City D, and the Chengdi Group also suffered a disaster. Many people with a hatred of the rich jumped out to complain, saying that unscrupulous merchants were being annihilated, and they would not be happy with the retribution!"
"But our Shang Gang is innocent. Maybe the construction safety at Chengdi's side is not in place? What does this have to do with us? We only care about the supply of materials, but also about the safety of his construction? Then you said you sell vegetables?
If someone sells spicy hotpot, it is unhygienic, and if you have diarrhea after eating it, you can still blame someone else who sells vegetables? What kind of fallacy is that?"
"Wait, wait, wait, just get through it, it'll be fine -"
...
"The relevant departments have produced relevant documents. There are some important questions that require the top leaders of our company to answer. Mr. Shang, we -"
The representative of Shang's legal team said softly in the conference room.
Shang Yayang turned to look at Shang Zuoming. Shang Zuoming's eyes were deep. After a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "Yayang, call him back!"
Shang Yayang's eyes moved slightly, but he still held back, "Grandpa, I don't understand!" There were too many things he didn't understand. Grandpa Mingming had just said that day that the investment in Brazil had been suppressed and not disclosed to the media.
, but the news was reported on the day he took office. There were senior officials in the company who did not support his appointment. Because of the news, many people chose to remain silent.
Shang Zuoming narrowed his eyes, "Do we still need to clean up the mess he left?"
Shang Yayang's face changed slightly, "Grandpa, what does grandpa mean?"
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Under the setting sun, the afterglow was very good on the rocking chair on the balcony. Shang Qingwen looked at Shu Ran who was sleeping in his arms. The book that had not been closed was also placed on his chest. The rocking chair swayed gently.
The two figures nestled together were cast on the wall. He stretched out his hand and made a bird with spread wings in mid-air, and cast it on the wall. The bird's wings landed on top of her head. She didn't
He woke up, and he seemed to be having fun. His hands kept changing various positions, including camel and peacock. Finally, a heart-shaped shape was highlighted on the wall. His joints were a little stiff, so the heart-shaped shape was smooth.
The curvature was not good, but he seemed very satisfied, and finally let the projection fall on the position where the two of them were close to each other.
She was very quiet when she fell asleep, nestling in his arms obediently. Shang Qingwen held her in his arms and closed his eyes. The expression on his face was so contented.
Until the quiet time was broken by a burst of phone ringing, Shang Qingwen opened his eyes and carefully stood up to answer the phone. He leaned a soft pillow next to Shu Ran's head. There was nothing around him. Shu Ran, who was sleeping soundly, was a little uncomfortable. When he opened his eyes, he found that he was beside Shu Ran.
When the person disappeared, she sat up and saw him answering the phone in the living room.
It was dusk. Shu Ran got up. They had agreed to go to the hospital to see Mo's mother in the evening. There were some things that she wanted to confirm with Mo's mother herself. She walked to the living room without disturbing him and looked at his long body.
Immediately sitting on the sofa to answer the phone, she thought about going back to the bedroom to prepare, but accidentally noticed that he frowned when he answered the phone. It was just a very slight movement, but it made her heart twitch.
Maybe she was too sensitive during this period, and her mood was also very subtle. She felt like something was going to happen at the slightest hint of trouble. Shu Ran hoped that she was overthinking it, but Shang Qingwen hung up the phone after a few words.
Seeing that Shu Ran had gotten up, he put down his phone and came over to give her a hug. His whole body was filled with the warm smell of sunshine. Being hugged by him made his whole body feel warm.
It was rare for the two of them to spend such time together quietly, and it was also a benefit that he could only have after he had some free time during this time! Shu Ran, who was just in his arms, felt that his back was a little stiff, and even the arm holding her
They are all a bit clumsy.
"I'm sorry, but tomorrow, I have to go out of town, and it may take some time to come back!" Shang Qingwen put his forehead on top of her head, rubbing it, her heart skipped a beat, and she raised her face, "Where are you going?
,how long?"
After asking, Shu Ran felt that she was taking too much care. Based on the theory that love is like grabbing sand, she should ask less questions, but she couldn't help it.
Shang Qingwen didn't seem to expect her to have such a reaction. He lowered his head and looked at her nervous little face, with a hint of distress in his eyes, "I'm going to Guizhou, and it may take a while. I'll be back as soon as I'm done!
"
Shu Ran immediately calculated the distance between City D and Guizhou in her mind. She didn't know what Shang Qingwen was going there for, but she was always uneasy in her heart, but she didn't dare to show it, "Then I'll pack your luggage for you!
"
Because Shang Qingwen was going to Guizhou, he had to postpone his visit to the hospital to see Mo's mother in the evening. Mo's mother was not out of danger yet. Shu Ran was in a conflicting mood that day. She was worried about Mo's mother's safety.
, but she was always thinking about the two boxes of abortion pills. She couldn't associate an old man who once cared about her with these two boxes of pills for a while. Her digestion ability was not so strong.
Shang Qingwen arranged for Guan Yang to keep an eye on the hospital. Shu Ran checked the weather forecast for the coming week in Guizhou, picked out a few sets of clothes, and folded all the pajamas that needed to be changed neatly.
Her understanding of Shang Qingwen and his mild mysophobia probably dictated that he would only wear his own pajamas and slippers even when he went out to stay in a star-rated hotel, so none of these were essential.
She picked through the dressing room and matched each set of clothes. It was the first time she packed his luggage so carefully. When she packed it for herself before, she grabbed everything. I remember that it was ten o'clock in the evening.
Heading to the southwest region, she didn't have time to pack her luggage and stuffed all her clothes into the back of the car. When going to school, she had to sit in the car and change clothes by the light of the street lights. Unfortunately, she was killed by him.
Saw!
Shu Ran remembered that day, it was a rainy night. She was changing clothes in the small space in the car. Her legs were too long and she inadvertently lifted them up when she was wearing stockings. But that night, she was unlucky to be killed by him.
It looked cheap.
Thinking about those things, Shu Ran was a little depressed and a little funny. Shang Qingwen frankly admitted that he saw it that time, and he even smiled, but he smiled openly, as if it was natural for him to see it, and he couldn't see it.
That’s why I thought it was strange!
Robbery theory!
Shu Ran buried her head and smiled in her heart, but her smile was soon washed away by the sadness of parting. She had never been like this before, and suddenly felt very reluctant to leave. When she looked down at the box, she actually thought of something.
Crazy idea, can I also fit myself into this box?
Shu Ran felt that she must be crazy!
"What are you thinking about?" Behind her, Shang Qingwen hugged her. The man who had just taken a bath exuded a faint fragrance. The smell of perfume emitted with the heat of his body. Shu Ran was frightened by her crazy idea.
Jump, he suddenly and quietly approached, which really startled her.
"Are you done?" Just now when Shu Ran came in to sort out her clothes, Shang Qingwen was talking on the phone in the living room. She seemed to hear him asking about the specific schedule for tomorrow, but she didn't expect that he would be done so quickly.
"Yeah!" Shang Qingwen, who was nestled on her shoulder, said softly, took a deep breath, smelled her collarbone and started kissing her, his soft lips pressed against the skin of her neck,
It was like an electric shock that made her tremble. She was itching uncomfortably. Shu Ran pushed him and said, "I haven't packed up yet, please go out first!"
"Then can I pack you up and take you away?" Shang Qingwen, who was holding her and refusing to let go, laughed in a low voice. Shu Ran also started to laugh. That was what she was thinking just now, "Then you are going to tear me apart."
Bones?" She laughed. The two of them had been getting along for a long time in the past two days, and the atmosphere was getting better and better. Maybe it was time to part ways, and only such a relaxed atmosphere could make people temporarily forget the faint sadness of parting!
As soon as Shu Ran finished speaking, she was picked up by Shang Qingwen. One of her slippers fell off. Before the safety buckle of the box was fastened, she was hanging in the air. She let out a low voice and hugged her Shang.
Qing Wen had already turned around. In his arms, she spun around in an instant. As soon as her eyes were dazzled, her sight shifted to another space. The soft light in the bedroom poured in, the automatic crystal curtain slid open, and her back
His back fell on the soft big bed, which was tightly blocked by Shang Qingwen who was leaning down. The evil voice above his head sounded with a hint of teasing, "Well, I'm going to dismantle the bones now!"
sky!
Shu Ran was dumbfounded by his words, but was moved by his smiling face that had doubled in size. Her hands involuntarily stretched out to wrap around his neck. She embraced him so actively,
Shang Qingwen's eyes seemed to have melted into a ball of honey, melting away softly.
The two of them kissed passionately on the big bed, tired and lingering. The strong strength of the man and the tenderness of the woman were well blended together. They were like a pair born in heaven. Their well-matched bodies were firmly attached to each other, and they felt comfortable.
Holding his back tightly, she could be stimulated by this man's skillful skills every time to arouse the most primitive desires in her body. He said that love is the communication between the soul and the body. When he caressed her over and over again,
He hugged her body, panting heavily and calling her name in her ear. The surging waves in his body became more and more intense, allowing the other party to use his body to interpret it heartily.
Shu Ran was covered in sweat, as if she had been fished out of the water. She sat slumped on his waist and was forced to twist her body. This sudden role reversal made her uncomfortable at first.
Because he was the one who dominated everything in the past, teaching her how to make her body feel the most extreme pleasure. When he turned over and hugged her up like this, her whole body was completely naked. At first she was too shy to move, but under his guidance
Slowly let go and become bolder. Making love with the person you love is so wonderful, so why can't she let go?
The big hand under her buttocks squeezed, and the man lying on the big bed sat up and hugged Shu Ran into his arms. The two hugged each other. Shu Ran was so tight that she felt uncomfortable, but she heard something in her ears.
In a low voice, "Baby, can it go deeper?"
Shu Ran leaned her sweat-soaked face against his shoulder. Just as she was about to say, "No, no," the arms dragging her body into his arms pulled her into his arms. Her words were shattered in the gasp of surprise.
"It won't hurt later! Cater to me and kiss me!" Shang Qingwen hugged her tightly and held her face. There was a hint of strength in his words. Shu Ran, who was confused and infatuated, kissed him.
Shu Ran's lips were sealed by him in a reciprocal manner. Shu Ran's body was a little stiff due to the forceful collision just now. After that, it was shaking precariously in the violent vibrations like a little duck shaking in the wind.
The feeling was stronger than ever before, and Shu Ran finally twitched and fell into his arms. I heard before that the reason why a woman can't live without a certain man must have external conditions, but there are also some.
Ichijo, she can't live without this man's body, like a drug that can't be quit, she is deeply obsessed with it. Shu Ran would not believe it before, but after meeting him, the previous entanglement made her think that she was obsessed with him.
She was ashamed of her body, but her body was always being pulled by him. She was afraid that her body would stick to him earlier than her mind.
She used to think that this was a pathology. Did she subconsciously long for men? As for women of this age, it is impossible not to have that fantasy, just like a young man without physical sprouting, there must be something wrong, but every time she
When I lose my mind randomly, all I think about is him as a man!
Shu Ran finally analyzed that she was not longing for a man, she was just longing for him!
She is not a person who dares not face up to problems, so she admits that she longs for her!
Shu Ran, who was curled up in his arms, found a comfortable position and closed her eyes. After the lingering, even the air in the room became ambiguous, but Shang Qingwen did not sleep, but quietly stared at her face.
The little woman in Wan's arms had a good night's sleep, but the man next to her had a sleepless night!
I don’t know what time it was in the morning, but there was a slight noise in the room. The sound was very soft, as if I was afraid of disturbing the person on the bed. A warm kiss was pressed on my forehead, and the footsteps followed the sound of the bedroom door closing gently.
, Shu Ran on the bed had already opened her eyes, both doors were closed, and the room suddenly felt eerily empty.
Shu Ran sat up from the bed, put on her pajamas haphazardly, walked on the carpet to the window, stood behind the curtain, and soon saw a car driving out of the underground garage. She watched the car leave in the direction
, my heart suddenly became a little empty.
It's like something has been taken away from the heart, what is care? This is care!
Shu Ran staggered back to the bed. His warmth was still there on this big bed that had been shaken by the clouds and rain last night. She lay on the bedside and suddenly thought of something. She reached for the trash can beside the bed and opened it.
When I looked at it, I found that the bag in the trash can was a new one. Shu Ran sat up and started to look through the small cabinet beside the bed. She also found a box of contraceptive condoms in the bottom box. The box was opened and she looked through it.
I came out and saw that four were used.
Shu Ran was very unfamiliar with this thing, because Shang Qingwen said before that he didn't like to have any barriers with her, even if it was such a thin layer, so he never used contraceptive pills even though he knew she was allergic to them.
condom.
Now that she suddenly used this thing, she felt a little weird. Although she knew that he was doing it for her own good, but--
There was a possibility that she would never be able to get pregnant again, did he know?
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"I see that you are not in good spirits, what's wrong?" Shu Tongya looked at her haggard-looking daughter and reached out to hold her arm in distress.
Shu Ran felt that her brain was a little bloated, and she thought it might be because she didn't sleep well last night, or it might be that she thought too much, which made her brain a little tired.
She didn't want to talk to Shu Tongya about Shang Qingwen, so she asked Shu Tongya if she wanted to go to Ran Qidong's house for dinner today because her grandparents were coming over. Shang Qingwen just called her and said that he had arrived safely.
, told her not to worry, and she was relieved, because Shang Qingwen said that he might not be able to come back in the next few days, and Shu Ran wouldn't be so lonely that her grandparents came over, so she thought about letting Shu Tongya too.
I used to join in the fun, and suddenly I felt like I was alone. I had never had this thought before, but today this thought was particularly strong. I always thought that more people would dilute the depression in my heart, and I wanted to cover myself up in this way.
Be fragile inside.
"I'm not going! You go!" Shu Tongya said lightly. Her answer made Shu Ran stunned for a moment. In fact, Ran Qidong reminded Shu Ran to come here. She thought her father also hoped that Shu Tongya could go there.
, but Shu Tongya’s attitude made her don’t know what to say.
"I have always thought that you should be a person who can let go!" Shu Ran said quietly, looking at her mother seriously, but Shu Tongya looked at the photo wall at the top of the wall, which was all about her and
In every one of Uncle Qin's photos, she smiles brightly.
"So Shu Ran!" Shu Tongya suddenly turned around and looked at Shu Ran seriously, "If one day I ask you to put down Shang Qingwen, can you do it?"
Let go of the person who has wormed his way into your heart. It is so heavy that you need to empty it out. Can you do it?
It can't be done, it can't be done!
She said that for the sake of the other person's happiness, she should relax and let him be happy. She said that after letting go, she should say "blessings" with tears in her eyes. No, she couldn't do it. She Shu Ran would not be so generous as to give up the person who is close to her heart.
Give it up!
Why can't she give him his happiness?
Since she can give it, how can she let it go?
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