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Chapter V 195: I can't afford to love you anymore

The sound echoed in the empty corridor, and the echo was lonely and sad. I didn't know which window the wind was blowing from, and Shu Ran who was standing at the door felt a little chill.

The waiting process was so long that she felt like she was talking to the air without getting any response.

How did they get to this point?

Shu Ran slowly turned around. Some people are right. Falling in love requires the approval of both parties, but breaking up is decided by one party. The voluntary withdrawal of either party means the disintegration of the relationship. Why should she take it here?

Humiliatingly asking about the result and the reason?

Shu Ran turned her back, but the door behind her suddenly opened, and a chill spread across Shu Ran's back. She did not turn around, but could not help but put her hands on the corners of her clothes. Just now

Those words used up all her courage, and now she didn't even dare to turn around, not knowing what kind of expression she should use to face him.

The voice behind him sounded slightly tired, low and hoarse, and sounded slowly, and Shu Ran's ears seemed to be affected by his voice, and she listened to his voice intently.

"Of course, can you tell me who you went out to meet today? Can you tell me where the ring on your finger went? Can you explain to me - why you need to take abortion pills?"

His voice was very soft, as usual, but these three consecutive questions struck her head directly like three thunderbolts. Each question mark was a bomb that shocked her.

My mind was dazed for a while, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

Shu Ran turned around in surprise, with an incredible expression on her face, and as she locked onto this expression, her face suddenly turned pale.

It turns out he knows all this!

She even knew who she had met when she went out just now!

Shu Ran looked at Shang Qingwen who was sitting on the chair. He was wearing light-colored pajamas. His face was calm while sitting on the chair, but his eyes were so sharp that she didn't dare to look directly. Shu Ran accepted his scrutiny.

With his gaze, I felt that my whole body was within the scanning range of his gaze, that I had nowhere to hide, and that I had nothing to say in front of him.

At this time, she was looked at and scrutinized by his eyes like a piece of merchandise, with strange and cold eyes.

Is this why he treated me so coldly?

It turns out that her fear has actually been noticed by him a long time ago, right?

What had her half month of caring for the fetus become in his eyes?

Shu Ran felt that the invisible thing deep in her heart was torn apart, and the membrane of trust was torn apart. She raised her face and looked at him with her swollen and red eyes.

"I can explain! But before I explain, I want to ask you, do you really believe what I say? Do you?" Shu Ran looked at him quietly.

Shang Qingwen raised his eyes, looked at her reddish eyes, moved his eyes slightly, and lowered his gaze.

Shu Ran felt sour at his look, sniffed and whispered hurriedly: "I didn't take the abortion pills on my own initiative, and I'm not sure if I ever did, because I really don't know. As for the ring,

I accidentally dropped it when we were in Guizhou!"

After Shu Ran finished speaking, she looked at him, her eyes full of expectation. Shang Qingwen lowered his gaze and said in a very soft voice, "Did it really fall?"

Shu Ran nodded and dropped it. She searched for it for a long time but couldn't get it back.

"Then what is this?"

Shu Ran was startled, her eyes focused on the brocade box he held in his hand. The box opened with a bang, and inside was her ring. Shu Ran looked at the ring in disbelief, no, it's impossible, how could it be possible?

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Shu Ran's mind was instantly confused.

"This ring has been in your bag from beginning to end!" Shang Qingwen said, closing the box, his face remained calm, but Shu Ran's face turned pale. She didn't understand what happened to this ring.

Will it be in her bag?

"Shu Ran, in fact, if you don't want to wear this ring, you can tell me clearly! So you don't have to hide anything from me! You can open a house with him openly and go out together openly. This ring

The ring on your finger will only hinder you, it would be wise to take it off!"

Shu Ran was speechless, all her grievances and helplessness turned into a weak choked sob, "I didn't!"

She didn't check into a room with Nie Zhanyun, and she didn't take the initiative to take off the ring. Although she didn't know why she was in the same room with Nie Zhanyun, her clothes were not touched when she was awake. How could she have an affair with Nie Zhanyun?

Right?

"Shu Ran, it's not your turn to ask me if you love me, but it's my turn to ask you, do you love me?" Shang Qingwen put the ring in his hand and looked at the woman with a pale face but stubborn eyes.

, "I know it was me who broke you two up, and I used shameful means. Do you hate me, right? That's why this ring was abandoned and neglected by you for so long. Do you still care about him, right? That's why you

So you don't want to be pregnant with my child, Shu Ran, are you wronged by being with me? Is it really uncomfortable to marry a man you don't love? "

"That's enough!" Shu Ran turned away, her eyes already red and swollen with tears, and murmured in a pleading tone, "That's enough, that's enough, don't say any more!"

"You have already given me the result I want, Shang Qingwen, I understand, you actually have never thought of trusting me! I admit that I hated you before, hated you for being unscrupulous, and hated you for being too ups and downs, but

After going through so many things, I fell in love with you so unswervingly. I never surrendered to Su Mo's many provocations because I firmly believed in you, but your words today made me understand,

You can't trust me, but why did you pretend to trust me in everything before? Since you can't do it, you shouldn't make a promise! Shang Qingwen, I'm not blaming you for coming to this point.

Only then did I realize how big the gap between us is. You are too deep for me to see clearly or understand. To you, I am just a young girl. You are looking for excitement and a sense of conquest in me. You

Watching me fall into your gentle trap step by step, relying on you and obeying you in every possible way, watching me being tortured by your indifference like a pitiful little thing, is this very fulfilling, right? You win, you win

--"

After Shu Ran finished speaking, she took steps, but she felt heartbroken every step she took. This was not the result she wanted, but what else could she do now besides accepting this result?

She also has self-esteem, she also has pride, the Shu Ran of the past and the Shu Ran of now. She hates the way she is now, with her mood being influenced by others and her emotions being controlled by others. It's not that she refuses to admit defeat, but she just has to surrender to reality. In his heart,

She is already a woman who hangs out with her ex-boyfriend to the point of renting a house. She is a bastard woman who is still having sex with other men when his life or death is uncertain. Can she get rid of all the charges with her mouth? No!

When she heard the word 'open a room' coming out of his mouth, she realized that in his heart, she was already such a woman!

Her husband defines her as such a woman from the bottom of his heart!

Shang Qingwen, you win, you win, I don’t dare to love you anymore, I can’t afford to love you anymore!

The red Cruze drove out with the Zhang family's butler showing a surprised and shocked expression. The three people sitting in a small room watching the video looked at each other in confusion. Zhang Chenchu ​​was still biting a lollipop in his mouth, listening to the butler's report.

, stretched out his hand and made a gesture, Si Lan looked at the man in the camera who was still sitting at the door, holding the ring in his hand.

Maybe, they didn't expect such a result!

They had said in private before that maybe Shu Ran would shed a few tears and he would soften. After all, he was always reluctant to let go, but Shu Ran's temper was obviously not that soft, but in this situation, soft temper and self-esteem

In comparison, she chose the latter.

This is what is called love with dignity, and love with dignity!

"Since you can't bear to let go, why do you want to hurt each other like this? Some things are over after they are gone. Wouldn't it be better to buy a pair of rings and replace them with a new pair if the rings are gone? You can still have children after they are gone. As for Shu Ran

Didn’t a lot of people talk about what happened with Nie Zhanyun in the hotel? If you’re married, you have to turn a blind eye. Why be so serious when you’re so confused?”

Zhang Chenchu ​​muttered while chewing a lollipop.

Langrun glanced at him, "That's not what you said a week ago!"

Zhang Chenchu ​​frowned at Lang Run. That was because he was so angry that he could not calm down. Humans are not gods. How can they be perfect in everything, always control their emotions, and be free to relax???

"You say it easily. If you really care about someone, you will want to investigate everything about her in detail. Because you care, you can't tolerate a grain of sand in your eyes. You must know that it will hurt if sand gets rolled into your eyes.

!”

"I won't, I absolutely won't!" Zhang Chenchu ​​said.

Si Lan raised his eyebrows, "No, that's because you haven't really loved me!"

Just ask the person sitting in the room who is not moving, and you will know!

The three of them looked at each other, and someone started to sigh again. Is it really over?

To be honest, they don't hate Shu Ran that much, at least Lang Run has always been supportive of her.

"I believe what she said!" The second young master of the Lang family spoke up. When the other two looked puzzled, he said, "I believe what she said. She did not take the initiative to take abortion pills. This sentence means that she

If she did not take the initiative to eat, but she did, then there is only one possibility. Someone gave her food, but who this person was, she did not say, but I think only the closest person who is worthy of her trust can have the opportunity to give it to her.

eat!"

Si Lan raised his eyebrows and touched his nose, "Does the person you are closest to include Shang Qingwen?"

Langrun's eyes moved, "I can't rule it out. I wonder why Shu Ran didn't say who gave it to her just now. Maybe she also had doubts in this regard!"

"Nonsense!" Zhang Chenchu ​​sat up, "How could he give her abortion pills?"

"So Qing Wen is impossible, then who else is most likely?"

Zhang Chenchu ​​was depressed, "There are only a few people who can come into contact with Shu Ran's diet during her pregnancy!" As soon as he finished speaking, the three people's eyes met. Could it be that person?

-------Gorgeous dividing line---------

It was almost eleven o'clock after the Cruze sedan drove out of Zhangjia Manor. There were not many cars on the road, and the Cruze's speed exceeded 120.

The speed passed by in a flash, but after speeding for a while, it suddenly stopped on the side of the road. The driver's door was opened, and the body leaning out from the seat began to vomit. What she vomited was all water.

, after vomiting, he didn’t even close the car door, he just lay on the steering wheel and cried loudly.

----------Gorgeous dividing line-----------

At this time, the Zhang family was on the second floor. When Lang Run entered, the lights in the room were turned off. The shadows on the balcony looked lonely and cold in the night wind. There was a faint smell of tobacco lingering in the darkness.

Langrun said in a low voice: "Why do you need to stimulate her? You can't bear to let her go!"

The little stars in the darkness stopped in mid-air, flickering.

Shang Qingwen's voice was hoarse.

"Only she can get close to him!"

Langrun was slightly shocked, what did he mean?

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