In this life, I long to be collected by others, placed properly, and carefully preserved to prevent me from being surprised, to prevent me from suffering, to prevent me from wandering around, and to prevent me from having no branches to rely on. But that person, I know, I have always known, he will never
Come!————Shu Ran
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City G, the sky is hazy. The good weather that has been shining for a week suddenly changed. The weather forecast said that City G will spend the next week in rain, which brings new difficulties to the excavation work. Cultural Relics Protection Bureau
A temporary protective shed was built on the site in advance, and the area around the ancient tomb was expanded to twice the size according to precise measurements to prevent rain from soaking the soil and damaging the site.
Construction workers are still working intensively. The rapeseed fields around the site have been leveled, and large areas of golden cauliflower have been trampled to pieces.
From the afternoon till now, the on-site construction work has only seen one-third of the shed built. It seems that the construction will continue tonight. Shu Ran is one of the few people who is willing to stay. She does not want to waste the extra time on bumpy roads.
She had to come here tomorrow anyway. During her break, she set up her sleeping tent under the shed to prevent it from getting wet from the rain at night.
Liang Peining followed Shu Ran around all day long. Although he would sit aside and play her games when Shu Ran was busy, this guy was multitasking. It was obvious that he was playing games in full swing, but Shu Ran didn't
When he said he needed something, he threw the computer away and handed it to Shu Ran directly without Shu Ran repeating what he wanted. Shu Ran suspected that this guy was looking at the computer, but his ears were straightened up to listen to the news from all directions.
Liang Peining, a man, put in a lot of effort when setting up the tent, and even set up his own tent next to Shu Ran, saying that he hadn't lived in the wild for a long time and it would be good to try it tonight.
Because they had to cooperate with the construction of the greenhouse, these excavators also left in advance. Those who did not leave would make their own arrangements. Of course, dinner would be delivered by someone, so they did not have to worry about eating.
Shu Ran packed up the sleeping bags and other things for the night, and then heard the sound of thin and broken sounds pouring in endlessly. The wind blowing from all directions brought waves of moisture in, and the raindrops came in.
It was scattered in the surrounding hectares of rapeseed fields. It sounded so delicate and soft. The tide in the wind made her shiver uncontrollably. When she raised her face, she looked at the vastness in the distance.
of rapeseed fields.
A big umbrella above his head blocked the raindrops that came in. Shu Ran was stunned for a moment, and then heard Liang Peining laughing, "The rain came so fast. Look, only half of the shed has been erected!"
The sound of ping-ping-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-ponging-pong-pong-ponging-pong-pong-ponging-pong-pong-ponging-pong-pong-ponging-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong-pong.
Liang Peining held the umbrella in his hand, "I'll go for a walk over there!"
Liang Peining said "Hey", no emotion could be heard, but after Shu Ran took the umbrella and left, he quickly returned to his tent, took out a piece of clothing from his bag, and quickly followed her footsteps.
The noisy sounds behind him were getting farther and farther away. Shu Ran's plastic-covered shoes stepped on the increasingly wet road. The road was a little bumpy, and the overthrown rapeseed stems made him slip under his feet. There were waves of fine hair above his head.
The sound of rustling was sometimes louder and sometimes softer. Shu Ran held an umbrella in one hand and walked forward slowly.
There was a gray cloud between the sky and the earth. Such weather always makes sensitive people feel depressed. After standing at a place, Shu Ran stopped moving forward. The road ahead became narrower and narrower, leaving only a thin strip.
The thin ridges of the fields were interspersed between two rapeseed fields, and the darkness extended to the fuzzy innermost part.
Shu Ran is not a sentimental person, because in her opinion, sentimentality only increases sadness and adds another layer of sadness to her heart. Actual actions are always more useful than sentimentality, but today, the world is filled with the sound of rain.
Meanwhile, holding an umbrella, she felt extremely lonely and helpless.
Shu Ran wanted to laugh at herself now, look, how hypocritical!
It's just that when I laugh, I feel a bit of bitterness unconsciously, and I comfort myself, well, if you're being pretentious, just show it to yourself! It's not a big deal!
The footsteps behind her were a little sporadic, and then they got closer and closer. The last piece of clothing was draped directly on her body, "Why do I seem to hear you sighing?"
Liang Peining ran over in the rain, put a cloak on her, turned to her, and quickly tied a knot in her neckline with his fingers. He tried very hard to tie the bow, but it was obvious that his skills were unfamiliar, and it looked different.
He himself looked quite satisfied!
Shu Ran, who was standing motionless beside him, spoke softly.
"In this life, I long to be collected by others, placed properly, and carefully preserved to prevent me from being surprised, to prevent me from suffering, to prevent me from wandering around, and to prevent me from having no branches to rely on. But that person, I know, I have always known, he will never
will come!"
Liang Peining paused with her fingers tying the bow. She was about to laugh, but when she looked down at her confused eyes, her eyes were looking into the distance, but there was no focus at all. Her voice was softer than the wind blowing away and blowing in.
What I heard in my ears were words that made people feel a little more sad.
Liang Peining had seen Shu Ran's toughness, but he had never seen her with such a side, so he didn't know how to deal with it for a while. He pulled the two ropes and didn't know how to tie them, and then he heard her suddenly laughing again.
He smiled and said, "This is really desolate to say!"
She snatched the rope from Liang Peining's hand and tied a knot quickly with one hand. She said lightly, "Sometimes people tend to expect what others can bring to them. In fact, it's just the opposite. They
You should think about what you can bring to yourself!"
Shu Ran's quick movements and words stunned Liang Peining. Seeing that her mood returned to her natural state, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart. What a powerful self-healing ability!
At this time, Shu Ran's cell phone was ringing in her bag. She handed the umbrella to Liang Peining and took out her cell phone from her bag. She saw that the signal was only two bars. The signal here was not very good and it was raining.
, the signal became even weaker. She looked at the phone number that was called. She was startled for a moment and her expression moved slightly, but she still pressed the answer button.
The call was from Nie Zhanyun, asking if she was used to being here. Shu Ran briefly talked about her work situation. Nie Zhanyun over there heard her voice and sighed quietly, "Do you have a cold?"
Shu Ran sniffed and said "Hmm". Indeed, she had a cold. She sneezed several times during the day. At first, she thought she was suffering from some pollen allergy symptoms like Liang Peining, but in the afternoon she felt dizzy.
She knew she was infected with cold.
"Field work is really hard, pay attention to your health!" Nie Zhanyun didn't say much, knowing that Shu Ran wouldn't talk to him about anything else. Listening to the sound of rain on the phone, he whispered: "Early summer is the thunderstorm season, if
Okay, don’t live outside!”
Shu Ran's tone paused slightly. She heard the concern in Nie Zhanyun's words. She sniffed and cleared her throat and asked in a low voice about Nie Zhanbai's condition and Aunt Cui's condition. Nie Zhanyun smiled lightly and said it was okay, they were fine.
There were very few words spoken during the phone call, and both of them spoke very calmly. Perhaps they both knew in their hearts that they had already passed that age and that period of time, so they could talk about other things calmly now. When the call ended, a bolt of lightning lit up the gray sky.
It split open, and the rumbling sound shocked Shu Ran, who was holding the phone, and his face turned pale. It was really thundering.
Liang Peining, who was standing next to him, had been looking at Shu Ran with a scrutinizing gaze. Because he was holding an umbrella for Shu Ran, he could clearly hear what Shu Ran said when he answered the phone. He kept staring after Shu Ran hung up the phone.
She looked.
"Husband? Boyfriend?" Liang Peining frowned and asked.
Shu Ran, however, was already pale from the shock of the thunder, and her heart was beating hard. She couldn't help but protect her arm with her hand, and rubbed it back and forth. Ignoring Liang Peining's words, she turned around and headed towards the resting place.
After leaving, Liang Peining followed closely, "Why don't we go back to the county town? It's really going to be a thunderstorm tonight. It would be bad luck if we get hit by accident!"
What surprised Liang Peining was that Shu Ran ran back to his tent and got in without saying a word. As soon as he closed the zipper, there was no movement at all.
Liang Peining felt that Shu Ran was a little weird. He saw people building a shed in the rain. Lightning kept coming and thunder rolled in. There were quite a few people guarding here. Seeing Liang Peining still standing here, someone came over and asked them.
Do you need a car to leave? After all, the archaeologists have all left, and those who are left behind are all sent by the Cultural Affairs Bureau to guard the site. These archaeologists are guests invited by the Cultural Affairs Bureau at a large price, and they cannot be wronged.
Liang Peining thanked him with a smile and said that he had already called a car so it wouldn't be too much trouble. After saying that, he walked to Shu Ran's tent, squatted down and reached out to unzip the outer zipper. Looking at the dark inside, he always felt that it was dark inside.
strange.
Shu Ran was squatting alone inside. The rumbling thunder outside was louder than at home. A thunder sounded like it exploded above her head. In the darkness, she reached out and hugged her head, biting
She held her breath with her lips crossed. She had been afraid of the dark since she was a child, and would always turn on the lights in the room where she slept. However, she did not expect that there would be thunder. The thunder was rolling, louder in the wild than indoors, which made the usually calm person
She couldn't help but become scared.
"Hey, the car is here, let's go!" Liang Peining wanted to put his head in to see what happened to Shu Ran inside. It's okay to be afraid of thunder. There are few girls he knows who are not afraid of thunder, and Shu Ran is better than him
Still a few months younger!
But the child seemed to be stubborn. His face turned pale with fright, but he gritted his teeth and ran to hide in the tent without screaming.
Liang Peining called out but got no response from the person inside. He quickly opened the zipper on the inner layer and saw Shu Ran squatting inside with his hands on his knees and his head buried in his arms. He was obviously shocked when he heard the sound of the zipper being opened.
After a moment, the little face he raised was so pale that even Liang Peining was startled.
I thought she had no weaknesses, but it turned out that her weaknesses were just well concealed.
Liang Peining, who was sitting in the car, looked at Shu Ran who shrank back amidst the thunder and lightning. Although she did not scream or cry out fear, and pretended to be calm and sat motionless, he noticed how hard she was biting her lip.
It was a bit big, especially when there was lightning outside the car window. Before the thunder came, her body could not help shaking.
It was only half an hour's journey from the excavation site to the county town. A Land Rover off-road vehicle came to pick them up. The vehicle finally parked in a relatively secluded garden, a separate garden of a small independent house. Shu Ran
She vaguely felt someone calling her, and she felt it was noisy. She closed her eyes and frowned, not wanting to answer. She also felt dizzy, and even her ears became blurry to hear the noise outside. Although she knew
Noisy, when someone picked her up, she tried to struggle, but she was so weak that she finally gave up the struggle.
Sleepy!
Tired and unbearable!
"Let the doctor come and take a look, it seems like you have a fever!" Liang Peining looked worried. He was the one who carried Shu Ran out of the car. His whole body was so hot that he heard her sneezing continuously in the afternoon. At this time
Cold and sometimes hot, I have a serious cold!
"Master Liang, your phone number!" The man at the door said softly. Liang Peining turned his face, listened to the rumbling thunder outside, and nodded with satisfaction. Fortunately, the sound insulation effect of this house is very good!
Liang Peining walked out of the room and told those who came in to watch carefully. He walked to the stairwell and picked up the phone and took a look. The call was from City D. Liang Peining answered the call with a few words, "Severe cold, physical fatigue."
I can’t stand it, I fainted!”
After speaking, he expected to hear something, but the call was immediately hung up, leaving Liang Peining, who had prepared a series of speeches, looking at his phone in a daze. What kind of rhythm is this?
Shu Ran fell into a drowsy sleep. She also clearly felt that her physical strength was not as good as before. Especially after her miscarriage, her body immunity became worse and worse, and she felt dizzy at every turn. In addition, this
She hadn't had a good night's sleep for a while, often forcing herself to sleep, but she would wake up naturally at one or two in the morning, and then she would have nerve pain that made it impossible for her to fall asleep, and her mind would be inexplicably thinking about the past and the past.
Past, think about the present -
Her mental strength was getting weaker and weaker. At the moment she fainted, she was even thinking, OK, now I'm finally fine and can have a good sleep!
But this sleep turned out to be so restless!
Dreams are still going on. Those suppressed fragments in my heart that I don’t want to think about include those that make my heart warm all of a sudden, and those that are suddenly picked up and crushed alive. They are also accompanied by the baby’s cry and sobbing.
I can't tell where it came from, but there was blood like splashing ink, which was smudged out in the thick night, and there was also the pursuit in the heavy rain, and the pain of falling when it was soaked.
It was so depressing, so uncomfortable! There was a feeling that she was like swimming in the sea, and those memories were like floating objects on the water. The things she wanted to grab were too small and fragmentary, and they were life-saving driftwood.
But it was so heavy that she didn't dare to stretch out her hand.
She wanted to scream and float in the water to vent, but found that if she didn't catch anything, her final end would be to sink directly!
She plunged into the water suddenly and sank, making it difficult to breathe. Just when she thought she was about to die, a hand pulled her out of the water. She was so shocked that she was dripping with sweat, but she still couldn't.
Unable to open her eyes, she only heard someone whispering her name in her ears.
He shouted, Ranran, Ranran -
The familiar voice and familiar tone instantly made her burst into tears!
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In City D, the rainy season in early summer has arrived early. Butler Zhang received the first guest from the Zhang family today. However, as soon as the other party got out of the car, he heard a slightly unhappy voice, "Where are the others?"
Butler Zhang smiled coquettishly, feeling that the second young master of the Lang family had really sharp eyes and a sharp nose. He knew that the eldest young master Shang was not here even before he entered the room.
"It's like this, the second young master and the eldest young master had originally arranged to go to the United States, and everyone was ready, but because he had something to do and had to go out first, the ticket has been changed to tomorrow. He said he was very
Come back soon!"
Langrun walked into the living room slowly and said quietly: "How long did he say soon? How many hours, how many minutes?"
You really know how to pick out the key points!
Listening to his tone, Butler Zhang secretly guessed that the second son of the Lang family seemed to be in a bad mood today, so he quickly replied: "Maybe he won't be back until tomorrow!" After all, it was almost evening now.
"No one told him not to wander around?" Lang Run turned to look at Butler Zhang, who was shaken by his sharp eyes. Well, his young master is usually easy to deal with, but the other three are not.
I have a headache, especially this one, the second young master of the Lang family whose eyes are colder than a scalpel!
Butler Zhang was helpless. They could only remind them, but they could not influence the young masters' thoughts. How could they stop Young Master Shang from leaving?
Butler Zhang had no choice but to remain silent. When he heard the dull footsteps disappearing in his ears, he was accompanied by a chilling sentence, "It's best to die outside and never come back!"
Butler Zhang took a deep breath, these words were so poisonous!
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Shu Ran opened her eyes when she woke up. She was stunned for a long time at first, as if recalling whether she had really fallen asleep. In her sleep, it seemed that someone was holding her and coaxing her to sleep with soft words.
His fingers gently rubbed her temples, which had been in constant pain. She fell asleep in a daze, but kept leaning over there. She didn't know what she was hugging, and she hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
Is this a dream or what?
She would actually dream about Shang Qingwen, dreaming about him being by her side, holding her and coaxing her!
Shu Ran sat up from the bed and reached out to wipe her messy hair. She felt her face was a little tight and the corners of her eyes were dry and uncomfortable. She was about to get up and found something under the quilt. She opened the quilt and
Only then did she see that there were many thermal insulation bags at her feet, placed around her body. No wonder she felt hot, very hot.
But this scene reminded her instantly of last winter, when she woke up from a bad cold and found such thermal bags all over her body.
There was a daze in her mind for a moment, and then she got off the bed. She didn't bother to arrange her clothes and put on her slippers, so she walked out the door. She opened two doors before finding the way out. Following the sound from downstairs,
She found the stairwell and walked downstairs. She heard a sound in the room at a corner downstairs. It was the crisp sound of bowls and spoons hitting each other. The door was ajar. Shu Ran stood there.
At the door, my heart suddenly felt a little sour, very complicated, I was looking forward to it, but I was also afraid.
She stood at the door for a long time, not daring to push the door, but she couldn't control the sudden longing in her heart. Just take a look, take a look!
The kitchen door was pushed open, and the figure in light-colored pajamas fell in front of Shu Ran's eyes. It was a light-colored geometric pattern that she was familiar with. The figure from the back looked a little busy, holding a spoon in one hand and slowly stirring it in the pot.
As he stood, the rising mist was sucked in by the range hood, and the sound of bowls and spoons could be heard in the kitchen. He was very focused on what he was doing, lowering his head as if he was studying whether it was done.
There were too many scenes like this in Shu Ran's memory. She was walking around the kitchen leisurely in her pajamas, telling her to stand outside the kitchen and not come in. When he was done, he asked her to come and eat. She still
For this reason, he laughed at him because a grown man cooking really hurt his gentlemanly temperament, but he retorted with a smile, cooking for his woman is actually a kind of enjoyment, and only he knows the enjoyment. She asked what kind of enjoyment it was,
Pretending to be mysterious, he pinched her nose with his hands dipped in flour and told her that it was the joy of happiness!
Happy and fun?
Shu Ran didn't expect that one day she would be completely defeated by a figure from behind. She felt uncomfortable with hot flashes in her eyes, and her throat was so choked that she couldn't breathe. The original so-called 'forgetting' and the so-called 'staying away' were just...
It gave herself an excuse to escape, and also gave a little more weight to the concern in her heart. Not only did she not forget it, but she remembered it more clearly.
The man who was only a dozen steps away from her was embedded deeply in her mind unknowingly. She wanted to pull it out, but she couldn't!
Unknowingly, Shu Ran's eyes were covered by a burst of mist. She stood at the door and looked at the figure. She thought of the scenes of the two getting along in the past. He put vegetables in her bowl and told her no.
Eating green vegetables is not a good habit. She would be restless while sleeping and would always grab his quilt. When she woke up the next morning, she found that he had nothing on him and his nose was buzzing. It sounded like he had rhinitis. She said, why don't you do this?
He knew how to rob, so he frowned and said, "What kind of man is he if he robs a woman?"
A grown man sometimes has the temper of a child. He would be embarrassed because she forgot to answer her phone call. He would also be serious about the two hundred dollars she gave him. He taught her an unforgettable practical lesson.
She didn't know why all she could think of in an instant was his goodness!
She didn't say anything at this time. Instead, she took a step after her feet were almost stiff. She walked closer to him step by step. When she stretched out her hands, she felt that her hands were shaking, but she couldn't control them.
The residence came closer and hugged him directly from his hand.
The voice became trembling, and the syllables were as weak as fallen leaves in the wind, trembling gently.
"Don't talk, okay? Let me hold you for a while, just for a while!"
The person being hugged stiffened slightly, and really, he didn’t move!
----The update is completed today. Alas, it has been reviewed recently. It has to be reviewed every day. The update yesterday was only reviewed today. Alas, these days are sad---