Chapter V 214: Please let me watch you go this time
"Ran Ran!" Lin Xuejing chased her a long way away and grabbed Shu Ran on the ground floor of the hospital. She held on to her arm and didn't let go. She found that her whole body was shaking violently, so she reached out and hugged her tightly.
Shu Ran, who was lying in her arms, hugged her tightly.
How to comfort her? She doesn't want to hear anything right now. What should she say to calm her down? No, Lin Xuejing doesn't know either!
Lin Xuejing's mind was also a little confused. If she had to give a reason, she could only say that the world around her was changing too fast, so fast that even they couldn't react, accept, or bear it for a while!
After coming out of the hospital, the bright red Cruze parked on a relatively secluded roadside. Shu Ran, who was sitting in the car, said nothing. He leaned his head on the back of the seat and looked up from the car window to look at the branches overhead.
The eyes of the leafy leaves seemed to be fixed, motionless. I don’t know how long it took. Lin Xuejing heard the sound of the car door. Shu Ran was about to get out of the car. She sat up hurriedly, but she heard Shu Ran whispering.
He said, "I want to go out for a walk, so don't follow me!"
After Shu Ran finished speaking, she got out of the car. When the car door closed, Lin Xuejing looked at Shu Ran who got out of the car and walked forward. She picked up her mobile phone and dialed an overseas number. When she spoke, she stretched out her hand to cover her nose, with a look on her face.
There was a hint of forbearance, but in the end her hoarse and choked voice betrayed her. As soon as the person on the other end of the phone received the call, she shouted, "Lin Xuejing, are you broken in love or have you lost your virginity?"
There was a sound of typing on the keyboard. It looked like they were playing games!
Lin Xuejing no longer had the energy to talk nonsense with the other party. She took a deep breath, looked up at the figure that had walked far away, and said sadly, "Nuan Yangyang, come back, Shu Ran is going crazy!"
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"What's going on?" As soon as Zhang Chenchu went to the living room on the second floor, he felt something was not right in the atmosphere. Yeah, no, today should be a happy day. The first trial of Nie Zhanyun's case was completed and it was published in the newspapers. Nie Zhanyun gave up.
Appeal, just wait for death!
But why does it feel like something is not right!
Zhang Chenchu looked at Lang Run, who was sitting aside playing cards by himself. Lang Run's mood could be said to have reached a violent level these past two days. If anyone offends him, he will fall out with you. You don't know what's going on. He always feels like this.
Langrun has been dissatisfied with everyone for two days. Are the legendary days coming soon?
"If you really don't like it, just clean it up!" Si Lan looked at the second young man of the Lang family who was playing cards alone. He almost tore up the pair of cards and his face looked like a poker face. He couldn't help but feel
Shaking his head and sighing, he added, "Do you want us to help?"
Si Lan's words caught the attention of Shang Qingwen, who was sitting over there and flipping through documents. He raised his face and glanced at Lang Run, then said faintly, "Why, you can't do it?"
Langrun took the cards in his hand, threw them away, stood up and walked towards the door, saying, "It's not that I can't do it, and I'm by no means a good person with a soft heart. I'm just afraid that she will be sad because of this!"
"
After Langrun finished speaking, he was already standing at the door, glanced at Shang Qingwen who was sitting there, and said, "Qingwen, when you made your decision, did you ever think that she might be sad?"
Langrun's voice fell softly, and Shang Qing's hand while flipping through the documents had stopped. In her mind, she remembered the scene where they met at the door of the court today. They were obviously a few steps away, but he was in her eyes.
What I saw was like thousands of mountains and rivers, with a chasm that was bottomless.
Her eyes were indifferent. In fact, what she feared most was not an angry quarrel, but an indifferent passing. And what he saw today was such an indifferent Shu Ran.
Shang Qingwen was not in the mood to read any more, so he closed the folder and put it aside. Si Lan and Zhang Chenchu, who were still sitting and standing in the living room, looked at each other. Lang Run was attracted by what happened to the Lang family yesterday.
Distraught, as for Shang Qingwen——
Si Lan heard something from Shao Zhaomo.
"Would you like to drink?" Zhang Chenchu suggested. Si Lan narrowed his eyes, "Drink? Accompany Shang Qingwen? Can the two of us drink better than him?"
As soon as Zhang Chenchu finished speaking, Lang Run, who had just walked out of the door, had already come in, holding two bottles of wine that had been taken out from Zhang Chenchu's wine cellar. Zhang Chenchu's eyes widened when he saw it, "Your sister, you, Mr. Lang, are really...
He knows how to choose. This wine has been collected by his grandfather for many years. His grandfather would skin him if he drank it!
Zhang Chenchu was about to pounce/go over and hug the wine bottle, but Si Lan, who cooperated very well with Lang Run, had already used a corkscrew to open the lid of the red wine. Zhang Chenchu screamed in anger, and went crazy for a while, not like this
Yes, you all stayed far away when grandpa was skinning him!
Four cups, four people, one on each side of the sofa. When Butler Zhang brought the wine, they looked like they were not going to sleep tonight, because Zhang Chenchu had someone bring a few bottles of foreign wine. He thought he wanted to drink red wine.
If you feel distressed, you shouldn’t drink red wine.
Among the four, Zhang Chenchu was the worst drinker, so within three rounds, he showed his true colors. He hugged the sofa pillow, lost one of his shoes, and threw it directly at the door. The hand holding the wine glass was a little dangling.
, when it was brought to the mouth, it was even put into the nose. After being poured in through the nose, he choked and rolled on the sofa. If Si Lan and Lang Run hadn't grabbed his feet and pulled his arms, Zhang Chenchu would have rolled on the floor.
.
"We were young once. Think about it, in order to follow the trend, when we graduated from high school, didn't the four of us go together and sleep on that main street? Well, there is a maintenance station right in that square.
The place where Lars’s sculpture was—”
"It's you and Qing Wen who graduated. Lang Run and I were just freshmen in high school, and you pulled us over to drink water like we were drowning ourselves. I was so drunk that my head hurt for a week!" Si Lan tugged on Zhang Chenchu's trousers, and Zhang Chenchu
Like a conditioned reflex, he pulled on his waistband and shouted: "If you dare to touch my pants, you will risk your life!"
As soon as Lang Run threw away his hand, Zhang Chenchu lost his balance and was pulled by Si Lan's trouser leg and rolled to the ground. Lang Run stretched out his legs in time to block his face that almost hit the edge of the coffee table. With his eyes closed, he was like
He raised his foot as if kicking a shuttlecock and said: "You should change it to, if you dare to touch my pants, bring me the chrysanthemum/flower!"
Don't look at Zhang Chenchu's bad behavior now, but you must know that he and Si Lan, who were upright and upright in high school, were often deceived, deceived and abducted by this guy. He and Si Lan were almost sold out in every possible way!
Zhang Chenchu drank a little too much and rubbed his face on his long trouser legs. He lay on the coffee table and fooled around with the two of them for a while. Looking at Shang Qingwen who was sitting there drinking quietly by himself, he leaned his head on the coffee table.
On the top, one hand shook like the raised paw of a Lucky Cat, "Qing Wen, Nie Zhanyun is dead this time, and your major worries are gone. This is a very happy thing. Come on, cheers, cheers
!”
After Zhang Chenchu finished speaking, he burped, looked at the wine glass in front of him with blurred eyes, and muttered word by word, "He wants to kill you, so you just drop him. He's not as good as others, and he deserves it!"
People should be killed!”
Zhang Chenchu wanted to say something else, but he was so dizzy that his head drooped, his face was completely lying on the coffee table, and his body was leaning crookedly on the sofa, unable to move.
Shang Qingwen, who was sitting and drinking on the sofa, did not move. The three people drinking were all lying down or lying on their stomachs in casual postures. He was the only one sitting like this. After three rounds of drinking, the wine in the glass was all gone.
He drank and refilled, and the other three were all drunk, but he became more and more sober as he drank.
Zhang Chenchu was drunk. Langrun and Si Lan were sleeping on the couch. Although they were holding wine glasses in their hands, they were already asleep. Si Lan, who passed out from drunkenness, was still humming, "Get married, get married."
!But Langrun was holding a sofa pillow in his hand. He didn't talk about drinking, but his brows were frowned tightly. It seemed that everyone had a reason to be unhappy, and these reasons were because of Zhang Chenchu's words "drink"
, the four of them just did it without saying anything as before, just holding the wine glass. It is not easy to have someone to drink with. Just like the four of them, after so many years, no matter what happened to anyone, they have never
Have been absent.
Butler Zhang glanced at the door and saw that the young master at home was lying on the coffee table as if he was drunk. He wanted to come over and help him, but Shang Qingwen, who was sitting over there, glanced at him and told him not to worry.
Just leave it to him here.
Shang Qingwen got up and cleaned up one by one as before. He first helped Zhang Chenchu up from the ground and laid him down on the sofa. Then he put the pillow held by Lang Run on his chest. Despite his usual cold expression,
It looks like, in fact, he likes to sleep with warm things in his arms. Then he took the wine glass away from Si Lan’s hand and listened to Si Lan’s drunken talk. I didn’t want to, and I didn’t want to either-
Shang Qingwen put the wine glass back on the coffee table. Listening to Si Lan's "I don't want to", his face showed a trace of bitterness. They would all express their helplessness after getting drunk, and they just wanted to find an opportunity to vent.
That's all, but he can't even get drunk!
The only time he got drunk in his life was just an act!
Still pretending in front of her!
Shang Qingwen stood up, took the bottle of wine with more than half of it left in his hand, and walked towards the window. The night was as cold as water, and the three drunk people snored, while he leaned against the window.
, holding a wine bottle in one hand and a cigarette taken out of Si Lan's bag in the other, he lit it and started smoking. The cool moonlight shined through the window and dispersed the rising smoke in the night wind. His face
The outline of his head appeared blurred in his white eyes, and his slightly smoked eyes glowed with a cool light.
The pure moonlight outside the window was cold and cold, but after staring for a long time, he thought of her eyes, which occasionally smiled like crescent moons. People who don't like to smile often have a smile that will captivate the whole city. Her smile is the best.
portrayal.
Looking at the moonlight outside the window, Shang Qingwen's eyes became blurry, and his mind was no longer as clear-headed as before. It seemed that he was really drunk!
Unconsciously, more than half of the cigarette between his fingers had burned out. The wind blowing in from the window made the stars flicker and burn faster. He only realized it when the cigarette burned between his fingers and hurt.
He walked out of the living room, but not to his bedroom, but to the guest room where Shu Ran once lived in Zhang's house. He didn't turn on the light when he entered, but he walked to the bedside in a familiar way, lay down gently, and closed his eyes.
He murmured in a low hoarse voice.
"Ran Ran!"
In the quiet night, this gentle call was like a hot coal stuck in my throat, choking until it stopped abruptly!
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On the river bank of Binjiang Road in City D, the night was so cold that it made people's bones ache. Lin Xuejing took out the pillow and quilt from the car, pulled it off and put it on Shu Ran who was sitting on the steps blowing the cold wind without any explanation.
Putting the thin quilt on her collar with her hands, she tightened it tightly. Listening to the sound of Shu Ran drinking beer, Lin Xuejing wiped the long hair in front of her face that was messed up by the night wind with her hands.
He sat down next to her, picked up a can of beer from the side, and opened it with a 'pop' sound. The beer can made a sound, followed by the sound of gurgling down the throat.
The lights on the riverside are lingering, and the lights thrown into the river are broken up layer by layer in the swaying water, broken like stars, and sparkle when refracted, which is the most eye-catching light in the darkness.
Several empty cans had been thrown down at Shu Ran's feet. The two of them were sitting side by side, each with a thin quilt wrapped around their body. They were sitting by the river in silence, with the night wind blowing in their ears.
There was the sound of water splashing on the shore, and the empty can in Shu Ran's hand fell to the ground. Her voice was low and passed through the wind in the dark night, and she spoke slowly with a hint of bitterness.
"I always thought that I could separate emotion and reason very well, and that my emotions would not influence my thinking when analyzing things, but--!" Shu Ran reached out and held her head,
The fingers of both hands were inserted into her long hair, and she pulled hard. With her head lowered, she said in a painful tone, "But, I have to admit, I am a sentimental person, no matter how I pretend to be calm.
Reasonable, but I can’t help but be soft-hearted!”
Lin Xuejing looked at her friend's painful expression, sat over and leaned against her, "If you are not soft-hearted, you will not be Shu Ran!" Not to mention how cruel Nie Zhanyun was in killing Tong Yuanyuan, even the reasons given were so absurd.
Because he doesn't love her and won't marry her, so he kills her!
In fact, Lin Xuejing wanted to call Nie Zhanyun a pig in front of him. So what if you married her? Why did you kill her and risk your own life? You are a pig!
Such a smart man made such an unwise choice in this matter!
"Of course, we can't say why we don't forgive. Everyone is a moral judge. Some people value emotions, and some people are more rational. If we are not sympathetic, then I am no different from a cold-blooded animal, but at most we can
We can only have sympathy and regret, because everyone must pay a certain price for what they have done, which is fair to everyone!"
Shu Ran smiled sadly, "No, it's actually unfair. There is no fairness in this society!" She unscrewed the ring of a can and took a few sips.
After hearing what she said, Lin Xuejing raised her eyebrows slightly, remembering the words she heard at the door of the hospital ward in the afternoon. Yes, fairness is a special word for powerful people. Who can not do it to people who can climb to high positions?
Use some small means? Or maybe the powerful people just use their little fingers, but ordinary people like them can't even save their lives.
F***ing fair!
Lin Xuejing drank half of the can in her hand but couldn't drink anymore. She raised her hand and threw the can into the river. She laughed so much that her shoulders moved. She put one hand on Shu Ran's shoulder and said with a smile.
He said: "Of course, let me tell you, I, Lin Xuejing, have never thought that a virgin's vagina after losing love for one night could be so valuable. Do you know how much that vagina is worth?"
Lin Xuejing raised a finger towards Shu Ran, but her eyes were so red that they were instantly filled with tears, and her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat, "One million, one million!"
"My monthly salary is 4,000 yuan, which is more than 3,000 yuan after tax. I have to work for more than 30 years without food or water to earn that one million, but that film is worth so much! You tell me, I
Did you make a profit, huh?"
Shu Ran looked at her red and swollen eyes, and held her in his arms distressedly. Lin Xuejing lay on her chest and said with a smile, "Shu Ran, you don't know, he put a million
When he gave me the check, he said, "One million a night, no loss to you!"
Should I be grateful to him?"
Shu Ran hugged Lin Xuejing, who was clearly smiling but crying like a tearful person. Her eyes felt so painful for a moment, bastard, bastard!
"Nuan Yangyang is right. When you reincarnate in the next life, you must keep your eyes open. You don't have to be rich to have power. If you have power and money, I can strangle him to death with just one finger!"
"Some people obviously don't love them, but they still prefer them!" Shu Ran said softly, looking at the river in the distance, her eyes filled with the ripples of the river, and her heart ached.
It hurts precisely because of love!
At this time, the two people by the river were so drunk that they ended up sleeping directly on the stairs. When they woke up in the morning, they were woken up by the old people doing morning exercises. After waking up, Shu Ran opened his eyes and looked at the unfamiliar faces, talking anxiously.
Should she call an ambulance? What should she do if she hasn't woken up yet? When she felt the pain on her lips being pinched by nails, she opened her eyes and sat up. Only then did she see clearly that the people around her were a group of people wearing white morning exercise clothes.
old lady and old man.
"Girl, girl!" An old lady helped Shu Ran. Shu Ran's whole body hurt, especially her head. Her body seemed to be unable to connect together, and her upper and lower limbs seemed completely disconnected.
She lost all consciousness and felt some itching on the soles of her feet. Then she saw an old lady wrapping her feet with a towel. There was a lot of chatter around her.
"Wipe your feet clean. I don't know how long you have been soaked in the rising river water. Look, your feet have turned white. If you don't pay attention at this young age, you will easily get rheumatism when you get older!
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"Fortunately, the water hasn't risen much. This girl has a lot of luck and courage. She slept here after drinking too much. I'm lucky she didn't get washed away by the water!"
"..."
Shu Ran was startled, and immediately opened her eyes wide, looked around, and shouted, "Xue Jing, Xue Jing--" She called twice but did not hear a response. Her throat was so dry that it hurt, and Shu Ran was worried.
He grabbed an old lady next to him and asked, "Where is my friend?"
Shu Ran just put together what everyone said just now in her mind, and her face turned pale with fright, and she shouted Lin Xuejing's name anxiously.
The old lady was also startled. She looked at Shu Ran who was all wet and sighed, "I'm lying over there. I haven't woken up yet. You two girls should find the right place to drink. Do you know?"
You were almost washed away by the river. If the water had been stronger last night, you wouldn't even know where you were washed away now!"
Only then did Shu Ran's reaction nerves fully wake up. She felt that her whole body was wet, and the sound of the surging river could be heard in her ears. She was so frightened that her heart trembled, and she almost drowned in the water!
Shu Ran stood up with everyone's help. She had been lying here and fell asleep last night. When she stood up, she looked at where she was standing on a slope. She heard from the grandparents next to her that she had discovered them.
By this time, most of their bodies were soaked in water. Shu Ran was so frightened by this realization that her whole body became cold. When she got in the car, Lin Xuejing also woke up, and belatedly realized that she was also wet and shivered with fear.
I screamed, but found that my throat was so hoarse that I couldn't speak at all.
Oh my god, I took a nap, but I walked away from the gate of hell!
Last night, I dreamed that my whole body was cold. It was extremely cold. It turned out that I was soaked in water!
The two of them sat in the car for a long time without regaining consciousness. They sat in a daze. After a long time, Lin Xuejing finally said, "Do you feel that after dying once, you are not afraid of anything? However, do you feel this way?"
I'm not afraid it's a lie. Although she has touched so many dead people's bones, Shu Ran has never thought about letting others touch her bones now. She is scared just thinking about it!
But I don't know if they were frightened and their nerves were all frightened. The two looked at each other's wet bodies and pale faces, and burst into laughter as they looked at each other.
"It seems that I have to take time to offer three sticks of incense to the Bodhisattva. God bless me, I almost died, my God!" Lin Xuejing kept chanting in her dumb voice along the way.
Give her a place and let her kneel on the ground and worship.
"On weekends, the monks of Lingyin Temple have to do morning prayers. They have to go up from the gate at the foot of the mountain and bow three steps at a time. To show your sincerity, you can go and pray this week, and by the way, help me pray together!" Shu Ran stretched out his hand.
He rubbed his sore temples.
"Ah, Lingyin Temple, it's so high. If you take three steps and bow, you will make me die!" Lin Xuejing's voice was shocked. If you don't say this, just be sincere in your heart, and bow to you!
After returning from the riverside and returning to Lin Xuejing's home, Lin Xuejing learned in advance that her parents had gone to work. The two wet people went into the house to take a shower and change clothes. After cleaning up, Lin Xuejing sneezed constantly, and Shu Ran also felt a headache. Lin Xuejing
He said he wanted to go to the hospital for a check-up, but soaking in cold water for a night must be serious. His body has not fully shown it yet, and he may not even be able to have sex after a while.
Shu Ran drank a glass of boiling water and said she was going to the detention center. Lin Xuejing was speechless, "I'll go with you!" She believed that Shu Ran was also conflicted now, because she knew that Shu Ran probably didn't know how to tell Aunt Cui this.
Problem, but paper can never cover the fire!
After Lin Xuejing finished speaking, she took some cold medicine from the medicine box at home. Each of them took two pills first. Before setting off, Qian Shuran called Shu Tongya first. As soon as Shu Tongya received her call, she
He breathed a sigh of relief and agreed to wait there.
No one in Ran's family slept well that night. When Shu Tongya came over, she saw Shu Ran's bloodshot eyes with a worried look on her face. Last night, Shu Ran's phone was turned off and could not be reached, which made the whole family anxious.
Son, but they have to take care of Nie's mother. The results of the first trial of Nie Zhanyun's case have come out. They don't know how to tell Nie's mother, and everyone is cautious.
After seeking the consent of the people inside, Nie Zhanyun proposed to see Shu Ran.
"You don't look too good!" The first words he said when they met were indeed spoken by Nie Zhanyun. Shu Ran sat opposite him, looking at Nie Zhanyun sitting there with a faint smile in his eyes, peaceful and quiet.
Shu Ran looked at him quietly. When she entered the door, she heard the sound of the shackles on his hands and feet. She lowered her eyes and said softly after a while, "Why did you give up the appeal?"
Giving up the appeal is equivalent to waiting for death!
Nie Zhanyun looked at her, his eyes moving slightly, "In my opinion, they are all the same!"
He had given up on himself. Shu Ran looked up at him, trying to find a familiar shadow on his face.
"Sugar!" Nie Zhanyun called her softly, looked at her suddenly red eyes, and smiled, "I'm not a crybaby, why are you crying! Wipe your tears before you talk!"
Shu Ran suddenly smiled, looked to one side, and then looked back at him steadily, "I'm not crying!"
I just feel uncomfortable, regretful and helpless!
The smile on Nie Zhanyun's face faintly faded, his eyes were fixed on her face, and he smiled lightly and talked like an old friend. He never thought that there would be such a day, wearing shackles and shackles, but the mood when he spoke was
So relaxed and natural, when the meeting time passed little by little and came to an end, Nie Zhanyun sat on the chair and looked at her with a slight smile on his lips, "Sugar, this time, please let me watch you go first, okay?"
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Five years ago, he left without saying goodbye. He didn't even have the means to leave her a trace of his back. Today, he didn't want to leave her a trace of his back. Even if he had to leave, he hoped that he would stand where she was first.
leave!
Shu Ran watched him stand up, and when they looked at each other, his eyes were always smiling, but she turned around uncontrollably. When she turned her back, her shoulders began to shake uncontrollably. Every time she took a step
, the people behind were all whispering the same words.
sorry!
sorry----
Shu Ran, who had already turned around, was already in tears!!
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