Chapter V 246: He is my husband and his name is Shang Qingwen
"Tell him to get lost. I don't want to see him again. He is just a bastard. He is not from my Shang family..."
The crazy roar in the ward was transmitted to the empty corridor through the half-open door. The corridor was so quiet that the roaring sound had a shocking echo, and the sound that made the eardrums vibrate spread throughout the room.
Every corner of the corridor is like an expanded sonic deterrent. The words are so shocking that the surrounding radiation area is instantly filled with dust and smoke.
Shu Ran was so shocked that he couldn't even move his feet. The hand that stretched out to grab him seemed to have suddenly encountered a sudden attack of cold air. It was as strong as the cold wind in the northern region in winter, blowing violently.
Her whole body was trembling, from head to toe, she was so cold and stiff that she couldn't move.
She seemed to see something collapsing in the surrounding area a few steps away. The dust thrown up by the sudden collapse blocked her sight, and her vision was covered with a thick layer of clouds and mist.
The stopped back of the man walking away suddenly showed a lonely state, and the mist in his eyes was about to fall heavily.
Shu Ran could no longer understand all the words of the confrontation that took place in the ward, because her whole body was following the figure of the man who had been standing outside the ward for a long time and finally left silently.
There were still uncontrollable sounds coming from the ward in the corridor, but when Shu Ran saw Shang Qingwen's leaving figure, her lead-filled legs found the strength to follow him.
behind.
Guan Yang was also in the corridor. The silence in the corridor was in sharp contrast to the roar in the ward. At this moment, no one in the corridor made a sound.
Without the hustle and bustle, there was only one sound left in her ears. The heavy footsteps in the silent corridor vibrated her eardrums with every step, stepping on her heart step by step. Shu Ran didn't know how to follow.
She didn't know how long the person in front of her had been walking, where she had walked, how many turns she had made, how many corridors she had walked, or who was passing by. Her eyes were following the person in front of her.
That figure, when he was fast, she trotted quickly to follow him, and when he was slow, she also slowed down, following him not far or near, fearing that she would accidentally follow the person in front of him.
It wasn't until she felt the cold, and felt the flowing wind getting into her sleeves and neckline, blowing over her head that there were waves of coldness on her head, that she realized that they had walked out of the hospital and melted into the crowd. She was just
I stopped briefly and looked up at the sky. I was stunned for a moment and then came to my senses again. The figure in front of me was no longer there!
The surroundings suddenly became noisy, with crowds passing by, high-pitched bass music set up to attract customers, noisy car horns in the distance, and the conversations of people passing by. These sounds were mixed together,
The familiar footsteps deep in Shu Ran's heart were diluted.
What about him? Where about him?
Shu Ran stood there, his expression dull, and quickly rushed forward, searching frantically in the crowd!
You always thought that the people around you would always be there no matter where you were, but one day, in the vast sea of people, you suddenly found that the person around you was no longer there. You searched for countless unfamiliar faces, but you couldn't find the person you were looking for.
, only to realize that the world is so big and there is no one except that one person who can bring you a sense of security!
Shu Ran stood in the crowd, and the shadows of people around her were flashing. She was like a lost child, not knowing where to go or where to look. The passing scenery around her was like a phantom, an illusion.
It was unreal. She covered her mouth and raised her eyes to look around. There was confusion and fear in her eyes. Her feet seemed to be no longer her own, becoming stiff and mechanical.
"Hey, how do you walk like this?" A dissatisfied voice floated over. Shu Ran accidentally bumped into someone else. She stumbled and almost fell due to her frivolous steps. She stood firm and kept apologizing to others.
She didn't even look up to see who the other person was, she just lowered her head and kept saying "I'm sorry". She couldn't concentrate on listening to what the other person said, and when she said "I'm sorry", her head was so heavy that she couldn't lift it up.
, she was afraid that when she raised her head and shifted her gaze to the surroundings and still couldn't see him, she would collapse uncontrollably!
As his shoulders warmed, Shu Ran, who kept lowering her head and saying "I'm sorry", was gently pulled over with a moderate force. The familiar breath instantly made Shu Ran feel like she was grasping a life-saving straw, and her hands were tightly wrapped around her.
Holding on to the other person's waist, he pushed his face into the other person's arms and choked out: "His coat is dark black, his shirt is light color, and his tie is dark red striped.
His hair is very short but very hard. His palms are large and spread out so that he can wrap my hands tightly. His voice is very soft and he listens to me sincerely.
Looking into my eyes, he will never be stingy with his kindness to me. His pillow talk will always go into my heart. He will care about others and take care of them. He is my husband, his name is Shang Qingwen, you are
?Are you?"
The man holding Shu Ran stiffened slightly. The woman in his arms buried her face tightly into his chest and hugged his waist with both hands. Her whole body was trembling, like a frightened little animal.
, hiding in his arms in search of a sense of security, he stretched out his hand to caress the raindrops falling from her hair, lowered his head and pressed his forehead and cheek against her face, feeling the wet liquid on her face.
Slightly cold, he croaked and kept nodding, "I am, I am!"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Shang Qingwen held Shu Ran tightly in his arms. How long had she been following him? He didn't expect that he would leave her behind. When he stopped and turned around, he could no longer see her.
Only when he saw her did he realize what a bastard he was!
Shu Ran hugged him tightly, and her little face buried in his arms was wet. She knew that he was feeling very uncomfortable now, very uncomfortable, because his discomfort also made her feel distressed. She didn't know how to relieve it.
His discomfort was just to tell him that it didn't matter who he was, she only knew that he was her husband, and that was fine.
On the way back, Shang Qingwen carried Shu Ran for a long distance on his back. It was raining lightly. Shang Qingwen took off his suit to protect her from the rain. Shu Ran lay on his broad shoulders and stretched out his hand to hold his.
The suit jacket also covered his head, and she pressed her face against his neck. Although the two people carried their backs like this on the road attracted a lot of strange looks, they didn't take it seriously at all.
Among the colorful umbrella flowers, their image does look a bit strange.
Obviously the clothes are valuable at first glance, but he was walking in the rain without even an umbrella.
In fact, it's not that they don't want to hold an umbrella, but that they don't have any cash on them. All Shang Qingwen's bags, including his mobile phone, are in Guanyang, and Shu Ran also put his bags in the car when he got off the car.
She took an umbrella, but it was lost somewhere when she was chasing Shang Qingwen.
Shu Ran stretched out the clothes that were holding her coat forward, trying to protect him from the rain as much as possible. She touched his slightly wet cheeks and reached out her hand to cover him. Shang Qingwen refused to avoid it.
She touched the stickers with her hands, and then asked her with a chuckle if she thought he was ugly, so she covered his face to prevent others from seeing him?
When Shu Ran heard this, she gently pinched his face with her fingers on his cheek. Hearing that his tone improved, she felt relieved, and then she nodded nervously, expressing her approval of what he just said.
The words, in fact, are muttering in my heart, just the opposite!
Shang Qingwen did not return along the road. Instead, he chose a tree-lined path with Shu Ran on his back and walked as if walking. There were lush trees above his head. The rain was getting lighter and lighter. Shu Ran wrapped the suit jacket in
The two of them asked him if he was tired? Aren't he tired after carrying her so far?
Shang Qingwen shook his head, not tired!
His pace gradually slowed down, as if he was taking a walk, walking slowly with Shu Ran on his back. The moisture in the air was heavy, and the occasional raindrops falling from the leaves above his head made Shu Ran feel sad.
Shrinking her neck, most of the two people were very quiet along the way. Shu Ran didn't ask Shang Qingwen where he was taking her until Shang Qingwen's footsteps slowed down and his voice sounded softly.
"He gave me my name!" Shang Qingwen spoke softly, as if he was immersed in deep memories. Shu Ran, who was playing with the short hair on his neck with her fingers, was stunned. She didn't react to him for a while.
Who does the 'him' in the words refer to.
Shang Qingwen's clear voice followed slowly, "He said that my father was a demon king who always caused trouble for him since he was a child. He said that boys should be quieter, so I have a name in my name.
The word '文'! This name also made Si Lan and the three of them laugh for a long time, saying that my name is too girly! He also taught me my calligraphy. I have been practicing it since I was a child, and he was always there to encourage me.
, the most written word is "quiet". He said that a person must be quiet to think clearly about the problem! So you must be serious every time you write, just like every step you will take in the future, be serious.
Be practical!”
Shu Ran's hands froze, he was talking about his grandfather!
"My mother has never been in good health. After giving birth to Yayang, her body became even weaker and she did not have more energy to take care of me. I was raised by Mom Mo and my grandma. My first education was provided by my father.
From the local religion, he took me to a banquet for the first time. I was only five years old at the time. He led me and pointed at the people at the banquet and told me, Qing Wen, following good people will make you better. You are
The eldest son of Shang, in the future you will support the Shang family with your shoulders. While you enjoy the honor, you will also have to endure many unknown setbacks and failures, so you must work hard to make yourself excellent! I started when I was five years old
I have always been with him. When he went to the company, I also went. When he attended various activities, I never left him behind. He is the person I have determined to become since I was a child. He is the benchmark for my life. Any of his
I feel that the decision is right. I admire him and respect him! I am where I am today because of him! Because I don’t want to disappoint him and don’t want to see him disappointed because of me!”
"It wasn't until he was imprisoned five years ago and his mother passed away that everything seemed to have changed from that day on!" When Shang Qingwen said this sentence, his voice became as low as if there was a heavy object suppressing it.
It is so heavy that one can hardly breathe, and it is suffocating and depressing.
Shu Ran, who was lying on his shoulder, was also startled. She suddenly remembered what Mo's mother told her before she died: Shang Qingwen's mother committed suicide by cutting her wrists!
Could it be that he committed suicide because of his father's imprisonment, or for other reasons?
But Shu Ran had a vague feeling that all this was not that simple! Shang Zuoming said that he was not a child of the Shang family, and that he was a bastard, so why did he still love him so much before? For Shang Qingwen to be so grateful until now,
Apart from the cold chill, the words in the words still retain the initial respect. So Shang Zuoming was also very good to him before, and the 'him' in the second paragraph should refer to his father.
!
Shu Ran was shocked because she heard from her grandma that Shang Qingwen's father was imprisoned five years ago.
Shang Qingwen didn't continue talking, because he had already arrived at the place he wanted to go. Shu Ran didn't know why he brought her here. This was a nursing home in the city, and it was still far away from the hospital, but Shang Qing
Wen walked over with her on his back.
"Mr. Shang!" The person who received Shang Qingwen was an attending doctor. Shu Ran followed him, holding the suit jacket for him in her hand. Shang Qingwen reached out and pulled her to let her pass side by side with him, and then
I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to keep up, so I slowed down.
"His condition is still very stable now. He has just been expressionless all day, and he is sitting on the balcony to rest!" The attending physician said, leading Shang Qingwen and the two of them to stop at the door of a ward, and pointed to the balcony of the ward.
At the side, Shu Ran looked in the direction pointed by the doctor, and what caught his eye was a man in a striped hospital gown sitting in a wheelchair, with his back to the door, his head lowered, and he didn't know what he was doing.
Something that looks very quiet.
Shang Qing thanked him and took Shu Ran into the ward.
There was the smell of disinfectant in the ward. The nurses and caregivers on the balcony saw someone coming in and opened the door, "Mr. Shang, you are here!"
"He is in good condition today. He has also taken medicine! He is also eating well!" The nurse said and left temporarily with the caregiver. Shang Qingwen let go of Shu Ran's hand, walked over slowly, squatted and sat there.
In front of the person in the wheelchair, Shu Ran also found that the person in the wheelchair was playing with something in his hand with his head down. When he walked in and took a closer look, he saw that what he was playing with was a square Rubik's cube!
The cubes of the Rubik's Cube were completely messed up. He held them in his hand and clicked them aimlessly. His fingers didn't move fast. Sometimes he would click on a block repeatedly, not knowing what he was trying to do.
Shang Qingwen squatted in front of him, his eyes resting on the Rubik's Cube in his hand. Seeing his fingers moving awkwardly, he stretched out his hands and put them on his hands. He picked up one piece of the Rubik's Cube with his fingers and whispered softly.
He said, "It will be great if you break this piece over!"
When the man in the wheelchair heard his voice, he first looked up and looked straight at Shang Qingwen's face, then slowly lowered his head and continued to play by himself.
Shu Ran was very surprised by the other person's expression and demeanor. It was as if he didn't know Shang Qingwen at all, but Shang Qingwen was squatting next to him and playing with him like a child. Although he didn't speak, at first he was
When he didn't look up at Shang Qingwen, he was still a little repelled. He also pushed him and put the Rubik's Cube in his arms to prevent him from touching the Rubik's Cube in his hand. However, Shu Ran found that he lowered his head again.
When Shang Qingwen went to play with his head, he had already put down his guard. Although he did not do what Shang Qingwen said and taught, he did not reach out to push him again.
"Very good, turn this over, yes!"
"You can also try this, look, your favorite red and orange, put them together, yes, very good!"
...
There is always only one voice among the people on the balcony, and that is Shang Qingwen's voice. His tone is very soft, as if he is playing a game with a child, proceeding step by step. Although the middle-aged man in a wheelchair
He lowered his head, but his hands were twisting the colored cubes one by one under Shang Qingwen's slow teaching. Shu Ran's eyes were focused on the four hands holding a small Rubik's Cube. Shang Qingwen was
She held her hands up with her palms to let him play. Shu Ran didn't know why she felt so light and happy listening to his words, but when she looked at his slightly raised eyes staring at him, she felt so...
A sour!!
Especially when she heard him calling out "Dad" in a low voice, Shu Ran couldn't help but turn her face away.
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Shang Zuoming on G was pushed to the operating room again. As soon as the footsteps faded away, a nervous and anxious voice sounded from the corner of the corridor, "Mrs. He, are you okay? Call the doctor quickly, quickly -
"
The old lady standing at the corner of the corridor was shaking violently. The nurse accompanying her turned pale with fright. Oh my God, she just wanted the old lady to come out for a walk. The doctor also said that staying in an air-conditioned room for a long time is not good for her.
She is not in good health. I just reminded the caregivers to be careful. The old lady has a heart disease and cannot bear stimulation.
But I don’t know what happened. It was fine when I came out. The old lady said she wanted to drink water and asked her to go back to get it. As soon as she got it back, the old lady turned pale.
The nurse was anxious to call the doctor over. If something happened to the old lady, she would be in trouble. Just as the nurse was about to call someone, the old lady, who was shaking all over, grabbed her wrist. The hand that was holding the wrist was shaking violently.
The old lady's pale face was so full of emotions that she couldn't control it. She gasped and squeezed the nurse's hand, trembling and saying, "Call the master, call him!"
－－－－－－－Ah, that’s all for today. Um, my thoughts are a little stuck. I haven’t written many words but I’ve been writing for several hours. Um, I’ll write again tomorrow, right?————————