Chapter V 290: Afraid to wake up and afraid to face! The countdown to the ending
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Si Lan, the only thing I can do for you is this!
The water from the faucet was still flowing gurglingly, and the water had already accumulated and overflowed the edge of the sink. Lin Xuejing's hands were propped on the sink, and her little face, which had been soaked with the slightly cold water, was pale.
Water droplets fell down along with the trembling of eyelashes.
"Ah--" Mother Wei who pushed the door in at some unknown time let out a low cry. She quickly reached over and turned the faucet. She hurriedly pulled Lin Xuejing's hands soaked in the water and took a look.
She was even more frightened, "Why are your fingers soaked like this when you wash your hands? Look at you -"
Those white and tender hands were soaked in water for a long time, and the fingers turned white. The fingernails looked pale and colorless, and the whiteness looked scary.
When Wei's mother was about to ask, Lin Xuejing had already retracted her hand, turned around and walked out of the small bathroom, and walked to her bedroom without looking back, "Mom, I have to go out for something!"
Mother Wei looked at her daughter's back as she strode away and frowned, "It's time to eat. Can't we go out after eating?"
Mother Wei wondered, what happened to her daughter? She has been absent-minded these past few days and her face has never felt better. What happened?
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"She fainted because she was overly nervous! The situation is still stable now, and she is under close observation! If there is any abnormality, please tell us!" Zhen Nuanyang, who was standing next to him, let out a long breath.
After listening to the attending doctor who came to check the ward, she said these words softly, the big stone in her heart fell heavily. She put away the mobile phone in her hand and couldn't help frowning. Lin Xuejing's call came.
I don’t understand, what’s going on with this woman?
Zhen Nuanyang also just received the news that Shu Ran had been admitted to the hospital. Zhen Nuanyang also knew about Shang Qingwen's accident. As for Shu Ran's pregnancy, she didn't know until she came. She couldn't help but think of Shu Ran's previous visit.
It rained on the cemetery, and now I almost lost my child. I still can't help but feel frightened when I think about it.
It was already a miracle that Shu Ran was able to become pregnant again, but this miracle was almost strangled in the cradle. It's scary to think about it!
"Aunt Ya, has she never woke up or -" Zhen Nuanyang looked at Shu Ran with a bad expression. Shu Ran was still sleeping. It seemed that she was asleep, but her brows were not loosened.
The hand that was only placed on the lower abdomen was tightened and loosened. Sometimes it was clenched into a fist, and sometimes it was loosened again. It was as if the person was going through a nightmare. She patted the back of Shu Ran's hand in response to her words.
Yes, Shu Ran clenched her fists tighter, causing a layer of wrinkles to appear on the quilt.
"Of course!" Shu Tongya brought over a glass of warm water and planned to soak her cotton swab to moisten the corners of her lips. Seeing the painful expression on her daughter's face again, she hurriedly walked over and leaned against her ear without stopping.
He whispered her name, "Of course, the child is fine. Don't be afraid. Wake up, wake up!"
Is the child okay?
Mom, are you trying to comfort me on purpose?
I clearly feel that he has left me, but the warm breath between my legs is still there, so little by little life is passing away, that feeling I have had before, and I want to catch it but can't.
I've experienced this before!
Subconsciously, Shu Ran didn't want to wake up and accept this reality, so she chose to sleep and didn't want to open her eyes.
Shu Tongya watched the nervous Shu Ran suddenly become quiet, her hands still clutching the quilt, but she was quiet on the surface, but her tightly closed eyes quietly shed two lines of clear tears in the silence.
"Her mood has never been good, and she can't wake up!" Shu Tongya frowned and sighed. I am afraid that Nie Zhanbo's push had made her despair to the point of fear. Coupled with the shadow of losing her child in an accidental miscarriage before, she
When choosing self-paralysis, I think that as long as I don’t wake up, I won’t face the consequences that I’m afraid of facing.
Therefore, she is afraid to wake up and face it!
Shu Tongya's sigh was full of anxiety and uneasiness. Although the doctor said that the child was temporarily saved, with her current mood, if there were another violent fluctuations causing physical abnormalities, the consequences would be real.
Unpredictable!
Zhen Nuanyang also frowned helplessly. The situation has been unclear these days. Apart from some news about Si Lan they could see from newspapers and media, there was nothing else. As for Shang Qingwen, it was
There is no news at all. Five days have passed, and it is as if it has completely disappeared. How can it not make people anxious?
For a pregnant woman to bear such a big change, the feeling of suffering from anxiety minute by minute is exhausting!
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In a quiet study room, sandalwood lingers gently, and the breath it exudes brings a refreshing and peaceful state of mind. The middle-aged man sitting quietly on the chair looked at the person sitting in front of him with calm eyes, and spoke softly
"Zhan Bai, I know what you want to talk to me, but this is a critical moment. What you want to do will disrupt our plan. If the plan goes wrong, we may lose everything. We will lose."
What are the consequences? I believe you should know it without me analyzing it for you! Let me ask you again, do you really want to do this?"
Jian Bingao focused his gaze on Nie Zhanbai, who was sitting across from him. A hint of movement flashed through his calm eyes. He looked at Nie Zhanbai intently, quietly waiting for the other party's answer. This case continues to this day, and finally
Five difficult days have just passed. One of the two people inside insisted that he did it, while the other kept silent from beginning to end. The former had a positive attitude, while the latter was tight-lipped. Shang Qingwen had made up his mind to do nothing.
He was willing to say it, but he didn't say it. The time went on like this day by day. It seemed that he was not in a hurry and was slowly stalling for time. At first, this case could require an absolutely confidential interrogation process due to the special nature of the case, but as time went by
, In the absence of definite evidence, such /detention is illegal. I heard that the Shang family's legal team has already begun to deal with it. I believe that soon the outside world will question this matter, and public /opinion will
They are disadvantaged, they are under pressure.
Jian Bingao sighed lightly. This case is very difficult to deal with. The person he wanted to fish out has not made any move yet, and there is still nothing to do here. Fortunately, it is still within the controllable range, but if he makes a wrong move, then
Not necessarily!
Nie Zhanbai, who was sitting across from him, remained silent. Only the light in Jian Bingao's eyes remained persistent and motionless from the moment he entered the door. He had already made this decision as soon as he could walk through the door.
Jian Bingao looked at the persistent look in his eyes, frowned, and spoke again, "Zhan Bai, I know you are not here for him, you are here for Shu Ran. She is out of danger now, so we still
We can proceed according to our original plan, as long as we persist for two more days, until Si Lan's first trial is held, we'll be done. It's only been two days, can't you wait any longer?"
"Uncle Gao!" Nie Zhanbai's eyes moved slightly, and a strange emotion flashed across his eyes as he narrowed his eyes slightly. When Jian Bingao thought he had changed his mind, he saw him raising his face again and looking at him seriously, "I have decided
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"Zhan Bai, you -" Jian Bingao looked at the man who stood up and slowly bowed to him in disbelief. The little boy he once was had grown up. After five years of vegetative sleep, his body and bones were gradually recovering. He seemed to be still alive.
She is relatively weak, but when she stands straight and bends her body to a standard ninety degrees, she gives a big gift to the benefactor in front of her.
"Uncle Gao, I have time to wait, but I'm afraid some people won't be able to wait!"
Jian Bingao looked at the man bowing in front of him and shook his head with a sigh. Seeing that he still didn't get up, he had to sigh heavily.
"Zhan Bai, I hope you won't regret today's decision in the future!"
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The escalator kept pointing upwards and there were many people. Lin Xuejing took the elevator to the third floor alone. The abortion operating room was on the third floor, right next to the obstetrics and gynecology department. There were many pregnant women with big bellies doing health care here.
, and the corridor over there is also full of people coming for abortion/abortion surgery.
Life and death are only a few steps away!
Lin Xuejing held the examination form in her hand, and while queuing up in the corridor to register, her eyes stopped on the bellies of the women who entered the obstetrics clinic office, and she couldn't help but reveal a look of envy in her eyes.
There are also many pictures of the baby's development process posted on the corridor next to it. She had seen a lot of these when she was growing up, because her mother was the head nurse of the obstetrics and gynecology department, and the desk calendars issued every year were all
Printed with these sweet photos of babies, she didn't feel anything when looking at them before, but now just looking at them makes her inexplicably in a daze for a long time.
Only when you have truly reached this point can you truly appreciate the greatness of a little life sprouting in your belly.
"Lin Xuejing? Who is Lin Xuejing?" The doctor who was doing the registration glanced out the window and woke up Lin Xuejing who looked not quite right.
"It's me, I'm Lin Xuejing!" Lin Xuejing came back to her senses and stood over.
"Didn't you have breakfast? Didn't you drink water?" The doctor turned over her medical records and asked. Lin Xuejing shook her head mechanically. The doctor who was turning over the medical records for registration looked at the color ultrasound image and raised his face with some hesitation.
He opened his mouth and asked, "Have you thought clearly? This is not the same person?"
The people in their operating room are the executioners, harvesting little lives. There are many abortions every day. Doctors and nurses are lamenting why those who want children can never get pregnant. Many people are struggling on the road to seeking children.
You can even only have a baby through in vitro fertilization, but these pregnant women don't want it. Alas, they regard the things that others want for themselves as a burden. It's such an injustice. It's pitiful that these people haven't had time to see the light of day.
Little ones in Japan, they remember that their instructor would say silently every time after an operation, be good, you will be reincarnated in the next life!
There are only a few, very few, twins who have sex!
Lin Xuejing's hands were tightly grasped together, she was biting her lip and her face turned pale. Yesterday at the outpatient department, the doctor also talked to her about this issue for a long time. Don't abort these two children easily. Twins are hard-won.
It was a fate that she really wanted to cherish, but the fate between mother and son could only last so far.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, babies, I, I really have no better way. If, if your life can help your father get a little help, your death will be worth it! Right?
The receipt sheet in Lin Xuejing's hand was crumpled into a ball, and she nodded hurriedly with a wide range of movements, for fear that she would regret it the next second and run out of the hospital.
The doctor who was doing the registration saw her nodding, with a look of regret on his face, and carefully entered the numbers on the medical record, "Please sit at the door and wait. A doctor will call you later. By the way, you
Are you accompanied by family members or friends? The operation is performed under general anesthesia, and your body will be very weak after you wake up, so you need someone to accompany you!"
Lin Xuejing was stunned and nodded hurriedly, "Yes, I have a friend on the way. He will be here soon!"
After she finished speaking, she walked to the seat designated by the doctor for temporary rest and waited. The seat was placed at the door of the operating room, facing it. She sat on the chair and looked around at the people who came to do the surgery. There were people accompanying them.
Many of them are men accompanying women. As soon as the operating door opens, a man will quickly come out of the operating room and reach out to support her, asking in a low voice, "How are you? How is your body feeling?"
The tone was anxious and tender, and it could be heard that it was full of concern. The man and woman hugged each other and walked away. The woman leaned on the man's shoulder. Although her face was pale, it made Lin Xuejing, who was sitting, have her eyes red with envy.
Outside the operating room, she was sitting alone, with the central air conditioner blowing loudly. Her eyes felt uncomfortable, so she got up and walked towards the bathroom next to her. When she entered, she almost bumped into someone who was coming out with a spittoon.
A small ball of blood in the spittoon irritated her eyeballs. Before the other party could say "I'm sorry", she covered her mouth and rushed into the bathroom to vomit.
Those are people who come to the hospital to undergo medical abortion under the supervision of doctors.
She had thought about it before, but the doctor reminded her that there were two of them. If one was lost and the other was still there, the only thing that would be lost would be another evacuation, which would be even more harmful to the body.
Lin Xuejing lay on the sink vomiting wildly, retching but unable to spit anything out. She finally calmed down, then picked up her cell phone, walked into a single room, locked the door, and dialed Nuan Yangyang's number.
As soon as the call was connected, the warm voice was a little unusual, "Lin Xuejing, why did you turn off your phone if you have nothing to do?"
Lin Xuejing heard the discomfort in her tone and didn't know what happened. Nuan Yangyang always spoke concisely and would not be too wordy on the phone. He always asked her directly what was wrong. She said that she wanted to ask her for help and came to pick her up.
Give her a look.
"Place?"
"Chengdong Hospital!"
"Hospital? Lin Xuejing, what happened to you?"
"I, I didn't, it's okay, it's just——"
"Just stay there and I'll be right back!"
The phone was hung up in a hurry. The moment the phone was hung up, Lin Xuejing heard the clear and crisp sound of Zhen Nuanyang's high heels. She put away the phone and smiled bitterly. She only called her now because of Zhen Nuanyang.
It takes more than an hour to get here from Nuanyang's workplace. Her operation has been completed. She can't disturb Shu Ran. Shu Ran's recent situation is also very bad. Sometimes she feels that they are connected by fate.
, the only difference is that the child in Shu Ran's belly is so highly anticipated, and the baby in her belly can only choose this way to leave this world.
Lin Xuejing put the phone away and heard someone trotting in from the bathroom. Soon she heard someone shouting, "Who is Lin Xuejing? Is Lin Xuejing here?"
Lin Xuejing hurriedly opened the door and walked out, "I'm here, it's me!"
The nurse handed her the medical record in her hand and urged: "Hurry in, it's your turn!"
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At the gate of the police station, a person who got out of a black Mercedes-Benz squinted his eyes and looked at the heavily guarded door. He pointed his hand at the door like a pistol. He moved, then let go, and cursed softly.
, "Sooner or later, I will destroy your door one day!"
The assistant who got out of the Buick-looking car next to him couldn't help but trembled at the corner of his mouth. He felt that such swear words coming from the mouth of their handsome, elegant and rigorous boss were simply breathtaking.
Shao Zhaomo's face has never looked better. He has been constipated these past few days. No one in the office dared to do anything during this period that might trigger a tsunami for this big shot.
When he finally saw someone coming out of it and saw the familiar figure, he strode over, stood still in front of him, gritted his teeth, "Qing Wen, just wait, I won't kill him."
It’s not Shao!”
The suit jacket on Shang Qingwen's wrist was taken into the hands of Guan Yang who strode over. He looked up at the sun above his head and felt a little dizzy. He knew that it was caused by staying in a small space these days.
Feeling unwell, he looked at Guan Yang who looked worried and Shao Zhaomo who looked at him with concern in a calm tone, "I'm just assisting in the investigation, it's not as serious as you think!"
After Shang Qingwen finished speaking, he saw that Shao Zhaomo was hesitant to speak. Guan Yang seemed to have something to say. He stopped in front of the car and cast his long eyes at Guan Yang, "Guan Yang, how is Ran Ran?"
During this period of time, he had almost cut off all contact with the outside world. He didn't know how she was doing now? He was originally going to accompany her to the hospital for a checkup that day, but she was taken away without any warning, and her mobile phone and other communication tools were all gone.
It was confiscated and he didn't have time to tell her personally. What he thought about most these days was whether she would be too worried and whether she would be sad because of it?
Guan Yang bit his lip and met Shang Qingwen's gaze, "Young Master, the Young Madam is in the hospital!"
"What happened?" Shang Qingwen's eyes suddenly became burning and sharp.
"Young Madam, she, she, almost had a miscarriage!"
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