[Mu Wanqing's dying monologue: I never thought that I would love a man so much, love a man so badly, love without self, love as low as dust, heartbreaking, but still stupid
I don’t want to extricate myself. Everyone says: First love is happy, sweet, and innocent, just like the warm sun in March, filled with fragrance. But my own first love is so painful that I can’t bear to look back. Isn’t it?
Every woman will meet a man who makes you love, hate, rejoice, and suffer. He makes you unavailable, untouchable, and untouchable, but he has the ability to make you die for the rest of your life.
It's all up to him.
I like to sleep and am obsessed with every midnight dream, because in the dream, the man who cannot love me for a minute in reality loves me very much. He will hug me tenderly and be as tender as water.
Kiss me, say the most affectionate and soft love words in my ear, and lend me your shoulders when I am sad.
I was very happy and secretly happy. I would often hide in bed, secretly laughing and having silly fun.
However, I also hate every midnight dream. After a brief period of joy, all that is left is endless desolation, sadness and loneliness, which makes me understand one truth more deeply: that man will never belong to me.
If I were to put a few labels on Yang Mufan, I would not hesitate to write three words: pain, danger, and abyss.
He is the source of pain, the most dangerous existence, the abyss into which one cannot fall.
I have loved him for twelve years, and I have been in pain and tired for twelve years.
But, I don't regret it.
Although I couldn't marry him, stay with him, or wait for him to say "I love you" in my lifetime, he still put the tab on my ring finger in the end.
Therefore, I, Mu Wanqing, will die without regrets in this life...]
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Hospital.
In the quiet corridor, there was suddenly a burst of urgent and chaotic footsteps, and the sound of a hospital bed running across the floor.
When Shen Mengxin woke up with a start, she found herself lying on the hospital bed. The man had long disappeared.
The moment she came to her senses, she jumped out of bed and ran out in panic.
However, as soon as she opened the ward door, she saw the doctors and nurses, all with heavy faces, pushing the hospital bed as fast as they could and running towards the operating room. Yang Mufan followed behind, chasing the hospital bed.
The moment she saw Yang Mufan, Shen Mengxin was overjoyed. Her heart, which had been hanging high, finally fell to the ground.
However, when she saw that he was covered in blood and his face looked ugly, her heart began to lift again.
"Mu Fan, what happened?! Why are you covered in blood?!" When Yang Mu Fan passed by her, she immediately reached out to pull him out, "Are you injured?!"
However, as soon as his little hand grabbed his sleeve, Yang Mufan angrily waved it away: "Go away, don't touch me——"
Shen Mengxin was hit hard against the wall by his powerful swing, her center of gravity was unstable, and she fell to the ground in a panic.
She sat on the ground blankly, seemingly in disbelief. He came to the hospital to see her that morning, spoke to her in an extremely gentle voice, and told her that when she recovered from her injury, he would take her to the Maldives for her honeymoon.
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Tianbao, who parked the car and chased upstairs, happened to see Shen Mengxin fall, and immediately stepped forward to help her up, and asked worriedly: "Second sister-in-law, are you okay?!"
Shen Mengxin's face turned pale and she let Tian Bao hold her up. She was about to ask what happened.
However, I heard clearly that at the moment when the doctor and nurse pushed Mu Wanqing into the operating room, Yang Mufan's voice was trembling, but he said extremely seriously and firmly: "Mu Wanqing, as long as you come out safely, we will have many, many good friends in the future. Child, I will let you give me many, many sons and daughters..."
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