The first thing Yang Mufan saw was the items placed on the table. He walked slowly over to check: a bottle of milk powder box that had been consumed long ago, a bag of sour plum candy that cost 50 cents a bag, and a bag of instant noodles divided into three portions. , a thick stack of free restaurant coupons, a cup, a toothbrush, and nothing else.
Yang Mufan looked at these foods that should be kept away from pregnant women, but they were all Mu Wanqing ate every day. Even a pack of instant noodles had to be divided into three portions, and he felt his heart aching and bleeding.
He gritted his teeth hard, and after enduring the pain that was worse than Ling Chi's, he slowly walked towards the narrow and small bed.
The moment he lay down, the only two feelings he felt were: hardness and wetness.
Yang Mufan buried his face on the pillow and sniffed deeply.
But apart from the musty smell, there was no smell left on her body.
Yang Mufan huddled up in discomfort.
He just wanted to smell her scent again to prove that she once existed.
However, what was once within reach has now become a luxury.
Just as he had expected, she completely disappeared without leaving any trace.
Inadvertently, he glanced at the side of the small bed, where a suitcase was quietly placed.
After hesitating for a moment, Yang Mufan finally sat up and moved over to open it.
The moment he opened it, he was almost dumbfounded.
All his clothes were neatly stacked inside, and next to it, there was a small baby clothes.
For a moment, Yang Mufan felt as if there was an invisible and intangible sharp knife, fiercely cutting his internal organs.
Even taking a breath was in excruciating pain.
Raising his trembling hands, he wanted to flip through it to see what else there was, when Yang Mufan touched a small notebook.
The moment he opened it, his beautiful handwriting jumped into his sight.
[Today, Mu Fan's shirt smells much lighter...]
[From now on, I don’t dare to sleep with his clothes in my arms anymore. Although I will dream about him after I fall asleep, when I wake up the next day, there is no smell of him at all. I want to keep it for the rest of my life, which is still so long. Smell it a little bit a day, you will cherish it for a lifetime, recall it for a lifetime, remember it for a lifetime...]
[Today, I went to participate in the Big Eater Competition. Although my stomach was about to burst and I felt so uncomfortable that I felt like I was going to die, I was still very happy because I won a thousand yuan bonus and bought two pieces for my baby. Cute little clothes, so that it will not be naked and without clothes when it is born.】
[Today, I decided to put a small piece of the baby's clothes in his father's clothes. I want to save the clothes permanently. In this way, when the baby grows up and asks me who his father is, I can give the clothes to him. It smells it and tells it: This is the smell of daddy.】
[Tonight, my stomach hurts a lot. I guess the baby is naughty again and is protesting not having enough food...]
【Today, the baby is six months and eighteen days old.】
[Baby, after much thought, Mommy still wants your last name to be 'Yangmu', and follow your father's last name, even though he doesn't want us anymore...]
[Baby, your sister’s name is Yang Muni. What should you call Yang Mu? Mommy has to think about it carefully...]
[Baby, Mommy is really worried and anxious. When I passed the kindergarten today, I saw many children bullying a child without a father. Baby, if you are born and you are bullied, what should you do...]
[Baby, Mommy had another beautiful dream. In the dream, your father loved us very much...]
【Baby……】
【Baby……】
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After Yang Mufan read Mu Wanqing's feelings recorded in the diary, his chest rose and fell violently. He gasped for air. His heart beat faster and faster. The pain became more and more intense. He couldn't control himself at all. He cried out in pain. He used the diary to
Ben covered his face, then fantasized and guessed what kind of mood Mu Wanqing was in, and under what circumstances, she wrote down such a mood...
He casually took out Mu Wanqing's ID card from his pocket, lowered his head to kiss the photo on it, and then shouted hoarsely from his throat: "Wanqing, I really can't see you again in this life.
Is it?! I’m sorry, Wanqing...can you give me another chance to love you again, okay...Wanqing..."
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