Such words were something Lu Zhiyao had never heard even four years ago.
From the day they got married, it seemed that Lu Zhiyao had always been the one causing trouble, while Lin Yinan was always behind her, silently cleaning up her mess.
Lu Zhiyao remembered that Lin Mubai once scolded her. He said that without Lin Yinan, she was nothing and she would have died countless times.
At that time, Lu Zhiyao was also hesitant and afraid. Yes, he never lacked women, even when he was only the eighth prince four years ago and could die at any time, he did not lack.
It was precisely because of Lin Yinan's blind indulgence that when Lu Zhiyao left him four years ago, he realized that without him by his side, she was really nothing. She couldn't even cook the simplest meal.
, no wonder he laughed at her and said that if no one was around to give her food, she would starve to death.
No one can do it except her.
If these words had been spoken four years ago, Lu Zhiyao thought, she would have been so happy that she didn't know what was going on. But it has been four years, so many things have happened in the past four years, and she heard this from him again.
If so, Lu Zhiyao would be at a loss and not know how to face it.
"Lin Yinan."
Lu Zhiyao was silent for a long time before finally taking a deep breath and calling his name.
"Four years ago, you said that you wanted to be alone. At that time, I watched you leave in front of me, and I asked myself, what should I do if you never look back at me again.
"
Lu Zhiyao hadn't been this sad for a long time, and his scarred heart seemed to have been torn open again, and it couldn't heal so quickly.
"But four years have passed. Without you, my life is as good as four years ago. In my opinion, you are hundreds of times better than Lin Yinan at that time. People will always grow up, no matter how I feel
It is something irreplaceable, and one day you will find a replacement. In my eyes, you are the same."
Lin Yinan's hand trembled, and Lu Zhiyao felt it clearly. She raised her eyes and glanced at him, looking at his frown, thinking of Qing Mo.
Qing Mo was like this every time she was bullied by Qing Han. She wanted to cry but tried not to cry, which always made her feel extremely distressed.
"No one can do it except me."
Lu Zhiyao tried again to take his hand back. This time Lin Yinan didn't hold it so tightly, but just as her hand was about to be withdrawn from his, he held it tightly again.
"When you said this, did you ever think about it, even if I am your enemy, is this still the case? The enemy you have worked so hard to find is right in front of you. Does it really matter if you say this to me?
?I want to kill Lin Yixiang so much. I want to kill the Nangong family because they killed my mother. You don’t have the intention to kill me, right? You let me go home, but I ask you
,where is my home?”
After all, the tears couldn't help but fall. Lu Zhiyao smiled mockingly, raised his free hand and wiped away the tears hard.
"Xia Yao's home was destroyed long ago, and Lu Zhiyao's home no longer belongs to her four years ago."
"Tell me what to do so that you can return to the Lu Zhiyao you were four years ago?"
Lin Yinan never dared to let go of Lu Zhiyao's hand. It was because he let go four years ago that he lost her. Every word she said hit his heart hard. She said she had
Okay, are those scars on her body the good ones?
"I can't go back, I really can't go back." Lu Zhiyao shook his head, and tears rolled down his cheeks. "All I think about is that my mother killed your mother. What do you want me to do?"
Maybe you can go back? Can you return the children to me? I can't live without them. You return them to me and I promise you won't show up again. I'll leave here and go somewhere else, okay?"
"I have worked so hard for four years just for you to never show up again?!"
Lin Yinan was angered by Lu Zhiyao's words and pushed her hard against the tree trunk.
"I just ask you if you are willing to come back to me. If you say no... I will be the one who won't show up in the future."
Lu Zhiyao leaned against the tree trunk and looked up at Lin Yinan's face close at hand. Gritting his teeth, Lu Zhiyao closed his eyes tightly, slowly opened his mouth and gave him an answer.
"No……"
After sealing it with a kiss, Lu Zhiyao's voice disappeared into the air. She looked at him with wide eyes, almost forgetting that this was his most accustomed rogue move!
Lu Zhiyao pushed him hard, and the strength in his body was drained bit by bit. Tears fell down, and Lu Zhiyao felt extremely uncomfortable.
He tortured himself and tortured her, for what reason!
After finally pushing Lin Yinan away, Lu Zhiyao cried and asked him loudly: "It's okay if you don't want to, you are unreasonable! Then tell me what should I do? He will kill you, and he will not let you go.
Yes, what should I do if you really die!"
She doesn't need him to be by her side all the time. She is content as long as she knows that he is still alive. He is alive and has children. This is the reason that supports her persistence. Liao Wuhen said that if she leaves, he will never let her go.
No one can cure Liao Wuhen's poison. Why doesn't he understand?!
Lu Zhiyao cried so aggrieved that the strong coat he had been wearing was shattered all over the floor. He kept wiping his tears, but he couldn't wipe them away. Lu Zhiyao stared at Lin Yinan angrily and asked: "
What are you looking at? I don’t want to, please leave quickly!”
Lin Yinan watched her childish behavior quietly, and then smiled slowly. His slender fingers wiped away the tears on her face. Lin Yinan took her hand again and asked in a low voice: "You don't want me to die, then?
Why don't you come back to protect me?"
When Lu Zhiyao heard what he said, he cried even harder. His mind was already blank, so he spoke the answer in his heart without thinking. "I can't beat him!"
Lin Yinan was amused by Lu Zhiyao, and the gloom in his heart was swept away. Just when Lin Yinan was about to say something to her, an arrow suddenly shot from a distance, and the two of them had to dodge in a hurry.
"Let her go!"
In the distance, Shen Xing was holding his weapon and looking at Lin Yinan coldly. He and Lu Zhiyao had known each other for so long, but he had never seen Lu Zhiyao cry before, even if he was beaten badly by his master.
"Did he kill Lin Yichen?" Lin Yinan ignored Shen Xing's warning and turned to look at Lu Zhiyao and asked.
Lu Zhiyao was careless for a moment and had no idea when Shen Xing came. His face turned red and he quickly wanted to wipe away his tears, but who knew that Lin Yinan just held her hand and refused to let go, no matter how hard she glared at him
Just won't let go.
"Lin Yinan!" Lu Zhiyao growled through gritted teeth.
"Well, listen." Lin Yinan replied with a smile. He glanced at the murderous Shen Xing over there with his peripheral vision and asked, "Who is he?"
It turns out that there are other people living here, from Liao Wuhen?
"Shen Xing, you go back to the house first." Lu Zhiyao had no choice but to say: "I'm fine, I'll go back in a while."
"Zhiyao..." Shen Xing looked worriedly at Lu Zhiyao's eyes that were red from crying, then looked at the hands they were holding together, and asked in confusion: "Who is he?"
"How come this kid, who is neither old nor young, actually called you by your name?" Lin Yinan was a little unhappy. He didn't dare to call her that directly now.
"Be obedient and go back to the house."
The appearance of Shen Xing made Lu Zhiyao regain his composure. Shen Xing turned around and left unwillingly. Lu Zhiyao waited for him to enter the room before returning his attention to Lin Yinan.
"You should leave too, there is no one in Xuanyuan Haotian's room tonight."
"I'm not leaving." Lin Yinan pulled Lu Zhiyao and walked straight forward. It's so hard to come here and leave so easily? He will return to Beijing in a few days. The next time he sees her, he will have to wait for at least a month, and Then he might even be watched secretly by Liao Wuhen, so today he said nothing and would not leave.
"Lin Yinan..." Lu Zhiyao didn't understand that he was so mischievous now, "Xuanyuan Haotian can send people to find him here at any time. You can't stay here."
"It's not too late to run away if you really come." Besides, without Liao Wuhen, what would he be afraid of?
When the two passed by the thatched cottage, Li Luo opened the door and ran out. Ignoring Shen Xing's obstruction, she ran directly to Lu Zhiyao, hugged her leg and asked, "Mom, why are you crying?"
"Mother...?" Lin Yinan was dumbfounded when he heard this. Could it be that the children Su Shi and the others stole back were not his children? But that's not right...
Lu Zhiyao knew what Lin Yinan was thinking as soon as he saw Lin Yinan's expression. The corner of his mouth twitched. Taking advantage of Lin Yinan's daze, Lu Zhiyao quickly shook off his hand, knelt down and hugged Li Luo, and said softly: "Be good, go back to the house and sleep with your brother first. Mom is fine."
Li Luo leaned in Lu Zhiyao's arms and looked at Lin Yinan with a wary face. Lu Zhiyao carried her into the room and told Shen Xing to keep an eye on her. Then he walked out of the room and looked at Lin Yinan standing there. Said: "You have seen it, you should not be here today."
"Why didn't I know that I have such an old son and daughter?" Lin Yinan looked at the door in confusion, and then looked at Lu Zhiyao's belly thoughtfully, making Lu Zhiyao's whole body stiff. .
Lu Zhiyao turned around to go back to the house, but Lin Yinan quickly caught her with quick hands and eyes.
"Do you want the two children to see something they shouldn't see? Or hear something they shouldn't hear?" Lin Yinan asked her in a low voice.
"What shouldn't be seen or heard!" He asked ambiguously, and Lu Zhiyao's heartbeat accelerated when he heard it.
Lin Yinan smiled silently and dragged her towards the attic over there. The large group of wolves had been following him since he appeared, staring at him eerily, making him feel uncomfortable all over.
Lu Zhiyao lowered her head and followed him, but she couldn't drive him away. He tried his best to say good things, but it didn't work, leaving her with nothing to do.
