The sun is scorching hot, and this summer seems to be even hotter than usual. The streets and alleys are busy with people coming and going. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, people wear less and less, and there are groups of people on the roadside.
The team is waiting to see the beautiful woman.
Huo Hai, a young man who should have been just like them, was living in the hot summer, but his heart felt cold.
"Is there anyone as unlucky as me?" Huo Hai said to himself. He no longer cared about everything around him. The ambition he had had since graduation had completely disappeared with the cold words of the employer he was applying for. What was left was,
There is only apathy and exhaustion.
Every night, my heart is always full of confusion. I don’t know where my future path is, and I don’t know what I should do. Every day, every moment, Huo Hai feels like a walking zombie. Such things appear in his life.
God is really unfair to me. Huo Hai is not a blaming person, but he also complained.
As the saying goes, good people don't live long, and evil people live for thousands of years. I remember it was because of this saying that Huo Hai's grandfather gave Huo Hai such a name. It is homophonic with evil, so that he can gain longevity and be known as rich and powerful.
Huo Hai's father and his grandfather had different ideas. He taught Huo Hai since he was a child that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be punished with evil. This sentence has deceived Huo Hai for more than 20 years. How can you be a good person?
It's that easy.
Looking back at the beginning, I simply didn’t pick up rubbish on the road. When I saw an old lady crossing the road, I helped her. When I saw rubbish on the ground, I picked it up. I didn’t have the chance to do big good deeds, and I didn’t know how to do the good deeds and good deeds within my power.
How much? Calculating it this way, I should have accumulated a lot of evil virtues, and my life should be better.
Of course, now, due to some reasons, he no longer dares to help the old lady. However, he still does it all the time, such as offering his seat to the old lady when getting on the bus. No matter who he is, he always praises Huo Hai when he meets her.
A good man.
But where are the good rewards for good people? Is this what happened to me? If it is just that it is difficult to find a job after entering the society, then that’s it. This is nothing. No one can get what others have from the beginning.
appreciation.
I don’t have a job, but I still have psychological comfort. I have been with my girlfriend since high school, and all the money I earned from doing part-time jobs is spent on her. Sometimes I have to take bubbles for several days.
Face. This is already very worthy of her. He can't reach out to ask for money from his family at this time. He is not so thick-skinned.
But what did I gain? Last night, my girlfriend, who I had been with for six years, proposed to break up with me.
Looking back, Huo Hai still feels light and airy all over. "Haha, I am a good person, we are not suitable. Bastard, we are not suitable, how could you and that old guy be suitable?" Huo Hai's heart seemed to be filled with joy.
Like an ice cellar.
Yesterday, his girlfriend proposed breaking up, and Huo Hai thought she was just joking because she was dissatisfied. Today, he took out all the remaining money and bought a ring, intending to give it to her to please her. But he
What did you all see? My girlfriend who just broke up with me yesterday fell into the arms of an old man who could be her grandfather today.
Why, they came here in a sports car. Even if I work hard all my life, I would never be able to drive a sports car like this.
Not to mention the sports car, his own life has not been settled yet. What can he do? Like the protagonists, he also wants to rush out and give the old guy a few hard blows. But can he really do this? He dares
Do this?
Yes, that old guy is definitely no match for the young and strong one, but what about the bodyguard next to him? Besides, what if he gets hit? Can he escape the other party's revenge? Can the lost person come back? Even if he is beaten, what will happen?
When you come back, what can you do to support yourself? What if this old man takes revenge on his parents? What can he do?
The sorrow of the poor, what happened to this world. Huo Hai didn't know, he was like a walking zombie, without even the idea of going forward. He just walked back like a zombie, and returned to the small house he rented.
Looking at the ring in his hand, Huo Hai smiled bitterly: "What about next month's rent?" I bought the ring, can't I return it? After a long time, Huo Hai took out an old book from under the bed and flipped through it.
Looked up.
This is what my grandmother left for me. It seems that my grandmother was once a Miao and had a unique skill in raising poisonous insects and insects. However, with the development of reform and opening up, science has become popular, and my parents are very concerned about these unscientific things.
I don’t believe it at all. I am the only one who was very interested in these magical things when I was a child and studied it with my grandma for a while.
Here, it is recorded the official method of using spiritual energy to feed bugs. Spiritual energy? What is this and is it still available on earth? Using blood, Huo Hai was afraid of pain when he was a child, and I believe all children are the same.
Therefore, Huo Hai has not cultivated anything for so many years, and finally everything in this book has been clearly recorded by Huo Hai. In addition, some acupuncture points and meridians related to the movement of Qi have also been firmly recorded.
inside the brain.
"Hey, what's the use of these?" Huo Hai shook his head helplessly, and the bitterness on his face became more serious. Can you afford to pay the rent by raising bugs? Not to mention that you can't raise them, even if you really raise them, you can raise them.
, so what. Based on the previous understanding of Gu insects, apart from being used to harm people, what other uses does this thing have?
In modern society, killing people is not as effective as a knife or a gun. After reading it again, Huo Hai put the book on the table.
Shaking his teeth, he went outside to buy a beer and some side dishes, and started eating by himself. "|Tomorrow, I will go home and never come to this place again." Huo Hai ate the dishes.
, but all I swallowed were tears.
I don't know how long it took, but Huo Hai felt dizzy and fell asleep on the table.
The next day, the sun shone through the window and fell on Huo Hai's face. Huo Hai, who had been hungover all night, slowly opened his eyes. "It's dawn. Hey, the past is gone. There's nothing left that I can't let go of."
"Go home, go home, even if you go home to farm, you won't come to this place." Huo Hai's face relaxed for a while, but the pain was all in his heart.
Leaving a big city is easy to say. No one who comes to a big city wants to leave. Don’t look at those rich and powerful people who are running down all day. But no one who needs to support their family can give up the big city.
income from the city.
Huo Hai felt that he was out of tune with his part-time job in the big city. Of course, what mattered more was his girlfriend's betrayal. In the face of money, anything can be betrayed. Not wanting to see her sad again, Huo Hai decided to leave this place.
After packing his things, there was actually nothing to pack. Huo Hai took his luggage and left the house he temporarily rented. There was no need to go to the landlord. The landlord would have come to collect the rent a long time ago, and he would wait until he found out.
If he leaves, he will naturally rent it to someone else. Huo Hai doesn't want to look at the landlord's disgusting face.
It only cost me a few days of rent at most, and I can still afford the loss. From a distance, Huo Hai saw an old man sweating profusely while loading goods on a tricycle. With an instinctive tremor in his heart, Huo Hai wanted to step forward to help.
But the leg that he just stepped out unconsciously took it back. "Haha, I can't even help myself, so I still help others. Is there any benefit? After being a good person for so many years, in the end I get a good person card.
Card."
Huo Hai laughed at himself, resisted the thought of helping, and turned around to leave. In essence, Huo Hai was still a good young man who was not polluted. But good young people, such creatures cannot survive in this society.
.
Huo Hai felt very uncomfortable because he didn't help others when they needed help. After all, it was different from the education he had received since childhood. His outlook on life was shattered by his own hands. No matter who he was, he would feel very uncomfortable. Huo Hai, who was in a daze, did not feel at all.
I found that the green light in front had turned red. I was still walking forward with a dazed look on my face.
"Squeak..." The sharp sound of brakes suddenly sounded in his ears, and Huo Hai raised his head in confusion. Suddenly, his body hurt, and his whole body seemed to be flying in the clouds. Huo Hai, who was in a daze, finally reacted.
"I, I was knocked away." The words of the car accident appeared in Huo Hai's heart. When he was dying, Huo Hai did not think of anything else, but thought of everything he had done before.
Good deeds. No matter how big or small, the good deeds I have done in the past flash across my mind. Unexpectedly, these are the ones I remember the most.
Because of his kindness, he has a girlfriend that others envy, and because of his kindness, he gives up all opportunities to others. Until now, he still has trouble finding a job. This is what happened in the end.
I wonder if his parents will die of grief if they find out. In Huo Hai's heart, the faces of his parents flashed across his mind. Then his grandma, then his grandpa. "Xiaohai, you must live a good life forever like your name."
Grandpa's kind face flashed in front of him. "Yes, that's right, my name is Huo Hai. I, Huo Hai, swear to God that if there is an afterlife, I will be worthy of my name. Good people don't live long."
, the disaster will live for thousands of years. I swear, I will never be a good person again." With anger, Huo Hai turned his last breath into his own oath.
After that, it felt like my body had hit something, my vision went dark, and I didn't know anything anymore.