It was a white space shrouded in thick fog, like a fairyland shrouded in mystery, hazy.
The space here is boundless, like a lost world.
The fog was so thick that it was difficult for her to see the surrounding scene clearly, and she could only vaguely make out some outlines in the distance.
In the center of this space, there is a clear pond, surrounded by moss and ferns, which looks simple and peaceful.
The water surface of the pond is sparkling, reflecting charming light and shadow.
In the tranquil water, a red and a black goldfish were swimming leisurely.
They flip and jump in the water, sometimes swimming leisurely, sometimes shuttling quickly, with agile and lively postures.
She was unconsciously fascinated, and her eyes followed the figures of the two goldfish.
As time went by, the dense fog gradually dissipated.
In the distance, a transparent door emerged in the air.
The door had no substance, as if it were a mirage that could disappear at any moment.
Sayu subconsciously stared, trying to see clearly, but suddenly woke up from his dream.
——What appears in front of you is the familiar ceiling.
She suddenly sat up from the bed, looking around in panic, and realized that this was her apartment.
The sun shines in from the window, and birds chirp from outside.
"Well……"
There is a dry hum in the mouth, and the throat is extremely dry due to lack of water.
She picked up the water glass on the bedside table and drank the water in it. Only then did she feel that the symptoms of dry mouth and tongue were relieved.
"Is that... a dream?" She muttered to herself incomprehensibly, feeling that the dream was so real.
I put one hand on my chest where I was feeling nervous for no reason, and then I noticed something abnormal about my body.
Before I knew it, the pajamas I was wearing were soaked with cold sweat, making them sticky and uncomfortable.
"Strange, is it too hot..."
Sayu muttered in confusion before getting up and heading to the bathroom to take a bath.
While changing clothes, I was still thinking about the dream in my mind.
‘Is it because of Xiaoling’s influence?’ she thought. She wanted to explain it by thinking about it day by day and dreaming about it at night, but in the next second she remembered what Yamazaki Masato said.
"The symbols and images in dreams represent the patient's inner experiences and emotions, which are often ignored and suppressed by the patient."
"Otherwise... let's just ask."
After much hesitation, she still sent an email to Masato Yamazaki.
Since the other party also said that if you have any questions, you can ask for advice at any time, there is nothing to worry about.
After all, there is nothing wrong with asking your elders when you are in trouble.
…
【Masato Yamazaki:
Good morning, Ogiwara-san. I have read your email. Here are some of my analyzes for your reference.
In your dream, a white space shrouded in thick fog may symbolize uncertainty in your life.
Fog often represents a lack of clarity or direction, which may mean you have some uncertainty or doubt about a particular situation.
The red and black goldfish in the pond represent the duality in your subconscious, and these two colors are often associated with strong opposing emotions.
Red can represent love, passion or anger, while black can represent mystery, unknown, fear, sadness and other negative emotions.
Finally, there is the disembodied transparent door, which may symbolize an opportunity or choice in your life, but this opportunity and choice are not yet obvious and have not yet been fully revealed in front of you.
In addition, the symbol of a door also symbolizes change, transition or the passage to a new beginning.
As for why this door is surrounded by thick fog, it may mean that you currently lack enough information, are confused, or have other factors that hinder your understanding.
You need to explore and understand further, compare the symbols in dreams with real-life situations, and consider how they are related.
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This may help with the situation you are currently facing.】
After taking a shower, Sayu wiped his hair and looked at the reply email. He couldn't help but sigh softly: "Professor of psychology, you are really amazing..."
She replied with a thank you email and then fell into deep thought.
Through Masato Yamazaki's interpretation, she did have a deeper understanding of her dream - but it was meaningless.
Dense fog, pond, goldfish, door.
She still doesn't understand how these symbols relate to her life.
After pondering over it to no avail, I had to put it aside for the time being.
It happened that Serizawa Yu also came to the door at this time and asked her to go next door for breakfast.
In "Room 201", everyone is already waiting there.
Serizawa Yu and Shinjo Chiaki were busy putting the food on the table, while Shinjo Kaori and Asami were sitting and waiting.
By the way, all the girls' food has been delivered in advance.
While everyone was enjoying breakfast, they chatted about today's arrangements.
Today is the last week of July, and it is also the day when the "OSY" Association goes out for the second time this month.
After discussion, the five people were finally divided into two groups.
Sayu, Asami, and Shinjoka were responsible for going out on field trips, while Serizawa Yui and Shinjo Chiaki stayed behind to look after the association.
After breakfast, the Santo Group and eight volunteers arrived one after another.
Then, Mr. Lin also drove the bus and arrived on time.
In this way, members of the field team took a bus to the streets of Shinjuku and began to arrange the scene as usual.
With Asami's regular updates on Youtube, many people are now aware of their deeds.
Many young people came here to take photos together, making it look like a famous YouTuber’s event.
In addition, more and more girls are coming to seek help.
We carefully screened the origins of these girls and provided assistance based on each person's specific situation.
Here, Sayu and the others met a girl who claimed to be in need of help.
The other party is wearing a pink shirt and a black lace dress. The skirt is no longer than the knee and has a black belt with rivets around the waist, which outlines the slender figure.
On her feet were a pair of black platform shoes from Kuromi. The soles were very thick and obviously made her taller.
A pair of pure black masks covered her mouth and nose, echoing the black collar around her neck, creating a unique and rebellious look.
She has neat bangs, and the twin tails on both sides of her head are tied up with hair ties. Her black hair is mixed with a lock of pink highlights, and her curly hair tips have a bit of playful charm, and follow her movements.
And swaying lightly.
The girl is carrying a coffee-colored MCM backpack. She exudes a sweet and decadent temperament. The distinctive image and strong color combination are very impactful and attract people's attention.
The girl put her hands in front of her shoulders with a "pop~" and said in a cute voice:
"Anyway, can you provide Yuai with a place to live? She just broke up with her boyfriend and has no place to live now, so help me~?"
Asami looked at her exquisite makeup and dress, and felt that this was another person who wanted to make fun of them, and she felt subconsciously unhappy in her heart.
She scratched her hair irritably and said, "Let me tell you, we also have requirements for aid recipients. They must be those who are really in difficulty."
Yuai nodded gently to express understanding, and said as if it was natural:
"I know, you are helping girls who are in compensated dating, right? I have subscribed to your Youtube channel, and I meet your requirements. The boyfriend I just mentioned is a partner in compensated dating."
The sudden and explosive remarks left people stunned.
As if she was worried that this was not enough to win people's trust, Youai said, "There's more~" she opened her MCM bag and took out several medicine bottles from it.
"By the way, I'm still dependent on drugs. This is for bipolar disorder, this is for insomnia, and this is cough syrup."
Seeing Yuai saying this like a treasure, Asami took out her phone and searched on Google, and couldn't help but exclaimed.
"No, wait, these are basically prescription drugs, right? Are you taking these drugs because you are sick? Or are there other reasons?"
"Hmm~ I guess it's both.
Because I am bipolar, I need to take sodium acetate tablets, and I may have to take them for the rest of my life.
Rather, I feel like I was born for this medicine."
“What about the others??”
"The main thing is to help me maintain mental stability? Although I am already addicted to drugs."
"Idiot! Doesn't that turn into taking drugs!?"
"Well, that's right. I have taken the Wechsler Adult Intelligence Test three to four times, and the results show that I do have a developmental disability, and my verbal IQ is much lower than the average person.
Having said that, I don’t feel too uncomfortable~~
Although many people on Twitter feel hopeless about life because they have developmental disabilities, I don’t feel that way at all.
On the contrary, I am very happy to be able to use this disease in activities or work at Girl's Bar.
By the way, there are quite a few customers who like me, so it’s no problem at all.”
Youai's face was filled with a proud smile, but her explosive speeches came one after another, leaving everyone present stunned and falling into a collective state of silence.
Sayu gently tugged on Shinjoka's clothes and asked in a low voice: "Xiaoxiang, where is Girl's Bar?"
Shinjoka narrowed her eyes slightly and answered softly: "It is a bar only for men. Its characteristic is that it provides escort services, and some stores also have menus."
"Uh, menu?"
"It's dad's job."
"That's right~ You understand it very well!" Yuai, who has sensitive ears, nodded excitedly and inserted the topic.
"Although the hourly wage there is as low as only 1,500 yen, the girls there can make money just by looking good. It's really interesting, but they all have marks of self-mutilation on their hands."
Feeling that the topic was a little off track, Asami hurriedly got back on track.
"With all due respect, Miss Youai. It is true that our association helps God treat young girls, but you don't seem to have any financial problems, right?"
"I do. I also said before that I have severe bipolar disorder.
When I'm high, I'm very high, but when I'm depressed, I become taciturn, so I can't do my part-time job well. After all, I can't receive customers while I'm sick.
Also, most of the money I earn is used to buy medicine. Speaking of which, I haven’t eaten in two days, can you give me something to eat first?”
Yua spoke quickly with a rap-like speed, obviously in the state of her high side.
As if to confirm the authenticity of her statement, her stomach suddenly growled.
So Sayu immediately brought her a lunch box and drinks.
Youai thanked her repeatedly with bright eyes, and then started to eat hungrily.
Since they couldn't watch others eating all the time, Sayu and the other three temporarily left the bus.
A girl who obviously wears exquisite makeup, cosmetics and perfume is now impoverished due to drug addiction...
In response to Youai's special situation, they naturally discussed how to deal with it later.
After Yuai finished her lunch, the three of them got back on the bus.
At this time, Youai had taken off her mask and was leaning on her seat contentedly.
I have to say, she looks really cute with makeup on. Although her earth-shattering look makes people stay away from her, there are still many men who like her.
Contrary to her cute appearance, the amount of medicine she poured into the palm of her hand was simply frowning, and what she even took out of her mouth was cough drops!
Asami couldn't help but look in shock, "Wait a minute, you ate too much at one time, right?"
According to her previous Google search results, those drugs should never be taken in such a fatal way, and this also proves the seriousness of the problem of love in disguise.
Yuai herself didn't react at all. She swallowed everything including the cough drops and then waved her hand as usual.
"It's okay. This kind of thing is a common occurrence for me. I once had the experience of being sent to the hospital for gastric lavage because I drank too much.
That time I took a fatal dose of phenobarbital tablets, which is said to be the most powerful sleeping pill in Asia. It is said that Ryunosuke Akutagawa also died from the same type of drug."
Asami was horrified and suddenly understood the weight behind the word "different from ordinary people".
Since the establishment of the "OSY" association, she has participated in rescuing a double-digit number of people, but someone as exaggerated as Youai is still unique!
She asked with a solemn expression: "Miss Youai, how long have you been behaving like this?"
"Hmm~ It's been almost three years."
"How old are you now?"
"21 years old~ But the information I published online is that I am 18 years old, so please keep it secret for me."
When Shinjoka heard this, she bumped Sayu with her elbow without leaving any trace, and then shook her head slightly, which meant that she did not agree with taking Yuai into custody.
She rarely expressed her attitude on this matter. This rare behavior surprised Sayu secretly, and she also realized how difficult this girl was.
Sayu hesitated for a while, his eyes flickering between Yuai and Shinjoka. Finally, he took a deep breath and asked word by word:
"Miss Youai, if we are willing to provide you with assistance and be responsible for the medicines you take, would you be willing to cooperate with our work?"
As soon as she said this, all eyes focused on her.
Youai tilted her head curiously, "Can I ask, what does cooperating with your work mean? Is it filming for Youtube or something like that? Sure~!"
"No, we can bear the cost of the medicines you need, but the dosage you take must strictly follow the doctor's instructions.
In other words, Miss Youai, you must accept our control. Is that okay?"
Youai couldn't help but be stunned when she heard this, and then agreed very readily.