95.【95】You are not comparable to her, so I understand
She never knew what month her birthday was, and she never celebrated her birthday.
But he gave himself such a surprise.
It would be a lie to say that I am not impressed.
Two feet in front is a low round table with a huge twenty-two-layer cake on it.
Although the height of each floor is not high, An Xiaonuan still counted twenty-two floors.
"I'm afraid it's too high for us to reach," he explained beside him.
An Xiaonuan turned around and said, "Thank you, Jiaoyang."
Lin Jiaoyang tapped her nose with his finger, "Thank you for anything. You're welcome. Come on, let's put the candles on it."
He handed the candle to her, and together they placed twenty-two.
Then do it one by one.
"Make a wish." Lin Jiaoyang took an umbrella and stood there to block the wind and prevent the candle from extinguishing.
An Xiaonuan quickly closed her eyes and put her hands together.
This was her first birthday in such a long life. Soon, her wish was made, and Lin Jiaoyang could never guess what she wished for.
None of the three wishes were made for myself.
"Come, let's play together."
The two finished blowing out the candles, then each cut a portion, sat on the sofa and started eating.
Just after taking two bites, An Xiaonuan ate a diamond ring out of his mouth.
She took it out of her mouth and looked straight at Lin Jiaoyang.
"Don't give it back to me, just keep it with you first, okay?"
Before she opened her mouth, he said this first.
"It's really just safekeeping."
He nodded and put it on her finger, "If I don't want it, please keep it for me until I want it back again."
If there really is a day when he wants it back, it may be the day when he puts it on her again at the wedding.
An Xiaonuan looked at the dazzling diamond ring and was speechless.
At this time, Lin Jiaoyang said to someone on the other end of the phone: It's time to start.
After a moment, fireworks rang out in the sky not far in front of them.
An Xiaonuan's inner excitement was beyond words.
She looked at these fireworks that were the most beautiful but disappeared in an instant, and she understood a truth instantly.
Some people are destined to be fireworks, just passing by, but they will never be beautiful to the end.
Until the last firework appeared, An Xiaonuan stood up happily.
For no other reason, this last firework turned out to be her portrait. You can tell at a glance, and there are three words next to it: I love you.
The last one is definitely expensive.
An Xiaonuan turned around and met his eyes.
In her mind, she was actually feeling sad for herself at this moment.
If she also loves Lin Jiaoyang, then doesn't it mean that they can live together outside and forget about Lin's mother, and they will still be quite happy, right?
But right now, that's not possible.
"Jiaoyang, thank you for celebrating my first birthday, it's just——"
He stood up and said, "Xiao Nuan!"
An Xiaonuan was stunned by his shout.
"What?"
"Xiao Nuan, you don't have to rush to give me the answer. We are still very young and we still have a long time. I am willing to wait. I am willing to wait for you to have enough fun. I have seen through this society and the warmth and coldness of human relationships. I am willing to give your
Give your hand to me and put it in my palm."
An Xiaonuan's eyes were filled with tears and her nose was a little sore. The impression that Lin Jiaoyang gave her was completely different from the original state.
This kind of Lin Jiaoyang is not like him.
"But, I just realized now, Jiaoyang, I'm not worthy of you at all."
Lin Jiaoyang hugged her gently, "I'm not worthy of you, Xiaonuan, go back."
He took the initiative to end the topic.
An Xiaonuan looked at the grand cake with a feeling of pity, "We only ate two pieces. It would be a pity to throw them away. When I came here, I saw sanitation workers on the street. Can we give these to them?"
Lin Jiaoyang smiled, "This is your cake, whatever you want to do with it."
An Xiaonuan nodded, "Then send someone to give it to them. It would be a pity to eat it, but it would be a pity to throw it away."
He put his arm around her shoulders and walked into the elevator.
When she stood at the gate of Gu's house again, An Xiaonuan took the diamond ring off her finger. It could be seen that this diamond ring was of great significance and had a unique shape.
She held it in her hand and thought for a while before walking in.
The man in black closed the door and said next to her, "Miss An, the young master wants you to go to his room."
"When did you say that?"
"Half an hour ago."
An Xiaonuan whispered, "Okay, I understand."
She went up the stairs, the door ajar.
When I opened the door, there was no one inside, and the sound of running water came from the bathroom.
An Xiaonuan sat beside the bed, waiting quietly for him to come out.
After a while, he came out as expected, wiping his head as he walked.
Seeing her sitting there and not knowing what she was thinking, Gu Changqing was inexplicably angry, "Who did you go out to see in the middle of the night?"
An Xiaonuan said calmly, "A friend."
"Is it Lin Jiaoyang?"
An Xiaonuan did not deny it.
"What did you do?"
An Xiaonuan raised her eyes, "What do you want us to do?"
Gu Changqing choked, "I hope? You think too highly of yourself."
An Xiaonuan didn't respond, and then she finally said.
"Perhaps, you will tell me to get out soon, or ask me to never appear in front of you again, but I still have to say, after such a long time, Gu Changqing, do you really think that I am just your plaything?"
He squinted his eyes and looked hard, "Don't you and I know very well about such a transparent relationship?"
She smiled, then stood up, "Do you want me to accompany you tonight?"
"To take a bath."
An Xiaonuan walked to the bathroom, she walked very slowly, the ripples in her heart were still gradually calming down.
Why did she just want to ask him whether she and Cao Xintian were different in his eyes? How different?
Maybe I've been with him for a long time, and I'll have other emotions when I'm about to leave.
An Xiaonuan washed herself extremely clean, wiped her hair and came out. He was already lying on the bed and closed his eyes.
She stood beside the bed and called, "Chang Qing?"
He opened his eyes slightly, and with his peripheral vision, he stretched out his long arms to hug her to the bed, and rubbed his chin into her neck.
She didn't move, and neither did he.
The two of them were lying like this. Under the light, An Xiaonuan turned his head. His ears were red and transparent, and his eyelashes were long and closed, as if he was asleep.
"Chang Qing?"
"Yeah." He was too lazy to speak and hummed a word in his nasal voice.
"In your mind, are Miss Cao and I different?" She finally asked her first sentence in this quiet night that transcended her identity.
"It's different."
An Xiaonuan also wanted to ask him what he could do differently, but his next words made An Xiaonuan completely sober up during this brief period of time when she lost herself.
"There is no comparison between you and her, do you understand me?" He opened his eyes, with a coldness on the corners of his lips.
ps: Thank you to all the friends who sent red envelopes to An An. It’s the New Year and you sent me red envelopes. I will try my best to update and write better plots for everyone. I wish you all a Happy New Year in advance, success will come soon! Happiness will come soon!