A man stared blankly at the lake, and then his name was called.
"Chen Xiaofeng..."
I looked left and right, and then I saw Qiong's figure suddenly appeared under a streetlight about a few meters away.
"you……"
It soon became clear that Qiong had lost his sketchbook, so he planned to look for it again.
He stood up instinctively, but Qiong quickly turned around.
Chen Xiaofeng felt a sting in his chest.
"this……"
He handed over the sketchbook in his hand.
"Huh..." Qiong let out a small exclamation, and then looked at Chen Xiaofeng.
"Can I come over?"
"Um……"
Qiong replied almost in a soliloquy voice.
Chen Xiaofeng slowly approached Qiong steadily, as if confirming Qiong's reaction with every step he took.
"Misaka found this and she gave it to me."
"Well, we must give her a good rest."
"Well, it is indeed."
silence.
After both parties have finished what they need to do, normal dialogue will no longer be possible.
"That...Xiao Qiong..."
"What's up?"
"Um...actually, I think Xiao Qiong's outfit is very cute, but I can't say that word. Even if your makeup makes my heart beat faster, I can't say it."
Chen Xiaofeng said:
"I can't hold hands with you either..."
"Well, I know..."
You could feel Qiong's sadness, and she slowly lowered her gaze.
"...Can I think about it? So, before that, I can't say it, I can't do it."
Chen Xiaofeng expressed his thoughts.
Because the "person" he spoke of - was not a person.
"Chen Xiaofeng..."
"What's wrong?"
As if responding to Chen Xiaofeng's confession, Qiong also secretly made up his mind. What he had never said out loud must be said now, at this moment.
"I think, I want to be with Chen Xiaofeng."
Chen Xiaofeng listened silently.
"But...it's painful when I'm with you."
Qiong's hands were clasped on his chest.
"Qiong..."
"Today... I was supposed to be with Chen Xiaofeng... I made a lot of preparations, thought a lot, and wanted to leave a lot of memories, but in fact, I couldn't do anything..."
"Well, I'm sorry..."
"I'm scared."
"sorry……"
"I'm afraid of ending up here..."
If the study trip ends, it will be impossible to get along with each other as before after so many things have happened.
"I hope Chen Xiaofeng that you can make a decision...but I'm afraid that you will make a decision...because even if it's me who stays by Chen Xiaofeng's side, it's not good, right?"
"this……"
"Because in that case, what will Xiaoyu and the others do?"
Chen Xiaofeng became unable to answer this question.
The way to make everyone happy cannot exist in the first place.
"Then, I will definitely hate, hate myself like that... This is different from what I think in my heart!" Qiong's heartfelt words came at Chen Xiaofeng, and each of these words made Chen Xiaofeng feel extremely heartbroken.
"I thought everyone could be the same as before... I thought it would be a happier time!"
"Qiong..."
"It turns out that loving someone like this is such a painful thing."
Chen Xiaofeng bit his lower lip and endured it hard, because if he didn't do this, Chen Xiaofeng might cry. If he didn't do this, the feelings he had been suppressing would burst out, and he would hug him tightly.
Live in the dome.
"Will Xiaoyou and the others feel this way now?"
There is no reason for Chen Xiaofeng to answer.
…
It was the fourth day of the school trip. After what happened the day before yesterday, Chen Xiaofeng shut himself in his room for a whole day yesterday to think about what he should do.
If it weren't for changing hotels today, Chen Xiaofeng probably wouldn't have gone out.
The school trip is coming to an end.
There is an atmosphere of frustration among students who have been using computers for a long time.
Sitting on the bus to Hakodate, it takes about half an hour to arrive.
But having said that, Hokkaido is really big and scary.
In the first hour, there was still a noisy atmosphere in the car, but now it became depressed. As it got closer to noon, everyone fell asleep one after another.
Many students stay up all night and feel like a dead battery these days, even if they fall asleep.
The window seat next to Chen Xiaofeng...sitting there is his sister, Minato.
"Brother, you haven't changed at all."
"What?"
"Indecisive character."
Chen Xiaofeng's affair with Qiong was causing quite a stir earlier, and Misaka must have said something to Minato, right?
"So... what should I do better?"
"Well..." Minato showed a sly smile, "The reason why brother is indecisive is mainly because he thinks too much. I know that brother must be thinking of another way to get the best of both worlds, but things like feelings cannot exist like that.
method."
"Indeed, indeed..."
"So...at this time..." Minato put his hand on his chest, "If you ask this place, you will know the answer you want."
Ask yourself what your heart is thinking?
What a cunning answer.
Chen Xiaofeng smiled bitterly, and then leaned firmly on his seat.
【Chen Xiaofeng?】
Across the narrow passage, Yu handed over a note.
"how?"
【I heard that the night view of Hakodate is very good.】
"yes……"
【I feel like you are not of high quality.】
"Yeah?"
Yu suddenly stopped handing over the note.
"excellent?"
【Nothing...just...】
Yu is not good at showing his expressions, so once he decides not to say anything, he will never be asked.
Chen Xiaofeng doesn't like to see Yu like this.
“I’m really looking forward to the night view of Hakodate.”
【Yeah?】
"If you have time, Xiaoyou, let's watch it together."
You suddenly looked into Chen Xiaofeng's eyes.
【is this okay?】
"Wha, what?"
【...Forget it, didn't you make an appointment with Qiong? 】
Although Chen Xiaofeng returned to the hotel with Qiong the day before yesterday, it was impossible to make an agreement in the atmosphere at that time. Now the relationship between Chen Xiaofeng and Qiong has become even more difficult to handle.
[I heard that you had a big fight in the hotel lobby the day before yesterday.]
"Since I heard it, then two-thirds of it is true and the rest is false, right?"
【What is the real part?】
“Hotel and lobby.”
【There was no quarrel?】
Chen Xiaofeng shook his head. Was that just a unilateral way to vent his uneasiness?
"Minato also said that it's my fault for being indecisive."
After hearing what Chen Xiaofeng said, You felt embarrassed to continue asking. It was precisely because of knowing this that Chen Xiaofeng said this.