He was obviously smiling, but the liquid in his eyes fell again.
His ridiculous face was already a mess.
"When I'm shy or anxious, my words will be incoherent... Moreover, I made an agreement with Xiaoqiong that he would calm my anxiety and really support me all the time. Even if he knew that I was not a human being... maybe this feeling would still be there.
It's really mutual. It's not just an agreement. It seems that I can feel Qiong supporting me behind my back... I have always cared about my words and deeds in front of me... Even though it is like this, it was still there the day before yesterday.
He complained to me in front of me, it looks really amazing... However, Qiong looks really girly like this... Well, in short..."
As he talked, Chen Xiaofeng felt that his feelings were overflowing. These feelings could not be expressed in words because they were real feelings.
However, because the longing for the two of them is real, they must end it today. Tomorrow, only one of them can be with Chen Xiaofeng.
Because in this world, there is no magic that can give everyone a happy ending, not even Pluto can do it.
Moreover, Chen Xiaofeng currently does not have that kind of power. Although he is an esper, if you think about it, he is just one of the countless espers in Academy City. Being able to do what he can do is very important.
When you are exhausted, there is no room left to firmly hold the hand of others and give happiness.
Once you admit this, it means that you have become mature.
What was left to Luojia at the beginning was not just ability.
Therefore, there is no turning back now, and we can no longer immerse ourselves in that innocent and illusory happy thought.
I have understood that every happy day I have lived in the past exists to welcome today's moment and to move towards tomorrow... The heart-breaking pain tonight made Chen Xiaofeng understand this.
Therefore, at this moment, Chen Xiaofeng will no longer lament or be reluctant to give up. Thinking of Qiong Heyou who has taken a huge step for them, all he can do now is shed tears.
"Luojia..."
"Chen Xiaofeng...is such a sad face."
"...It turns out that tears can also make people feel warm..."
After speaking out the words in my heart quickly, all that is left are thoughts.
Chen Xiaofeng always thought that tears were cold, but in fact, they were indeed so soft and gentle.
"Chen Xiaofeng..."
"What's up?"
"...I have to thank...the two people who taught you this..."
Chen Xiaofeng could no longer answer. What he wanted to say was stuck in the back of his throat and was released. Therefore, Chen Xiaofeng nodded many times in front of Luo Jia while imagining what Qiong and You looked like.
"Really... what are I talking about... they are obviously love rivals... there are some of these, I..."
With that said, Luo Jia turned his back to Chen Xiaofeng and seemed to be wiping the corners of his eyes, but this was probably an illusion.
"What else am I going to do...ah."
…
When Chen Xiaofeng returned to the room, the time displayed on his phone was two-thirty in the morning.
He lay down on the bed gently and slowly breathed a sigh of relief.
He turned his head and looked at Hinata's sleeping body.
"Hey, Hinata."
In the darkness, Yang Ping did not answer.
"Did you fall asleep?"
"Well, I fell asleep."
"Hey, aren't you still awake?"
"...What's the matter?"
"me……"
A smile appeared on his face, and he slowly closed his eyes. What appeared in Chen Xiaofeng's mind was the figure of a girl.
"I have decided……"
"..."
"I have decided...decided..."
Powerful words dissipated in the silent night.
"Really?"
It's the same boring answer as before, but for Chen Xiaofeng now, it's really something that makes people feel more excited than anything else.
This is something that is always changing, but it still exists and will not change - Chen Xiaofeng lives in this.
"I made a decision……"
After that, neither Chen Xiaofeng nor Yang Ping spoke.
but……
"Really...why should I worry about such extravagant worries like yours!"
Then, we really didn’t speak anymore.
…
I woke up very comfortable the next morning.
Opening his eyes, Chen Xiaofeng found that he was sleeping in a front-on position.
The end of the sight that can be touched is some sunlight shining on the ceiling through the gaps in the curtains.
Chen Xiaofeng felt a little nervous in his body. It wasn't anxiety, restlessness or regret, but to be precise, it was a kind of excitement of anticipation.
"Hey, Hinata, it's morning!"
"It's all my fault, Chen Xiaofeng, you extravagant bastard, I still didn't sleep well last night!"
Hinata turned over and buried his face in the fluffy cup.
"Don't blame me! Who asked you to stay up all night playing games a few days ago?"
“All-night gaming is truly the evolution of school trips!”
"This is different from what you said before you came here!"
"You need to take care of it! Extravagant bastard!"
"Okay... then you can go to sleep slowly."
After getting out of bed, Chen Xiaofeng went to the bathroom to wash up and then left the room, preparing to have breakfast.
Breakfast is in the Western restaurant on the second floor of the hotel.
The students who had been on the plane for a long time were enjoying the buffet-style breakfast.
Chen Xiaofeng didn't speak to anyone, and took porridge and some salad, as well as salmon and some fruits on the tray.
Then, without talking to anyone, he sat on the couch by the window and ate alone in silence.
Chen Xiaofeng put the last remaining fruit into his mouth.
Only then did I realize that these fruits taste very good and are very sweet. If his mood allows it, Chen Xiaofeng will probably get some more.
But for now, these are enough.
After finishing eating, Chen Xiaofeng glanced at the students who were waiting at the airport to get their food and then left the restaurant.
I went back to the room, changed my clothes, and stuffed my suitcase with what seemed like more clothes for five days and four nights than when I arrived.
I looked at my hand and saw that it was half past nine. No, it was nine thirty-one.
Looking back at Yang Ping who was still sleeping, Chen Xiaofeng left the room.
In the lobby of the hotel, there were scattered students standing there who were planning to go shopping before it was time to go back.
A girl smiled and said "too slow" to a boy who seemed to be late. Although she was scolding her, she went out together in a very warm manner.
The two people's reactions were so innocent. They probably became a couple during the school trip.
After those two people, Chen Xiaofeng walked out of the hotel.
The resulting air is refreshing and very comfortable.