There is no right or wrong in the world of feelings. I only blame myself for being too stupid. I made a mistake the first time, but there is still a second time.
——Simple
In the days leading up to the New Year, the country was full of joy. At this time, in the not-so-empty bedroom, Jian Su quietly listened to Zong Zhengxi's arguments and slowly lost even the feeling of sadness.
If you can't get it, it doesn't matter. Hasn't she already understood this truth?
But knowing is one thing, but truly understanding it is so difficult.
"Susu, I am not a good man and I am not worthy of you. If I had guessed that this day would come, I would..."
"You are very childish." Before Zong Zhengxi could finish his words, Jian Su moved her lips towards him.
Zong Zhengxi wanted to reach out to touch her pink cheek, but Jian Su dodged it, "Sir, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me. As for what you wanted to say, in my opinion
That’s not something you have to remember, is it?”
Even without her voice, the words she spoke were hurtful enough.
Zong Zhengxi felt pain in his eyes.
"Your Excellency, I will not object to your choice. You have your true love, and I also have my own future. I don't know how good the person you love is. I only know that since you like her, then you should be good to her.
Be with her."
Shangrou? No matter how good she is, what does it have to do with herself? Just the fact that Shangrou occupies this man's heart has completely defeated her. Fortunately, she is not so dependent on this man.
?
"Susu, I don't want this, but I have to make a choice."
The pain in his words was not inaudible. Look, men are all the same, and their bad nature cannot be cured.
But seeing as how he had protected her for so long, she should just assume that... their friendship had never crossed the line!
She is not a lucky person, so how can she expect that God can give her a perfect love?
My heart is already riddled with wounds, and I am no longer afraid of one or two more wounds. Anyway, if you feel pain, you will become numb, so what is there to be sad about?
The coldness and indifference on Jian Su's face made Zong Zhengxi freeze in place and unable to move.
"Susu, in your heart, there is really no difference between me and other people...?"
Look, how ridiculous he is. He is obviously planning to give up on her, but he still can't see that she doesn't care about him like this? She can still laugh because he has never entered her heart?
Susu, you really... don't care about anything!
"How could there be no difference?" Well, since he wanted to find a reason in himself that would allow him to love others without grudges, she made it happen.
She, fulfill him...
"Not everyone will be so tolerant of Susu, so I am really grateful to you for protecting me and caring for me when I was most helpless. Without your protection, how could Susu stand here so safely...
...If possible, Susu really hopes that you can be happy. Now that the person you love is back, you can stay together well, okay?"
What about you? The words came to his lips, but they were so bitter that he couldn't even ask them.
If he is not by her side, what should she do?
If one day, she really falls in love with another man, how should he deal with it?
Jian Su walked to her desk and packed up the several drawings spread out in front of her. Compared to the initial stage, her style of designing the drawings has become more mature now. People always grow up, right?
?
After putting the manuscript into his backpack, Jian Suzai turned his head and looked at Zong Zhengxi, "Sir, are you okay?"
"Don't you have anything else to say to me? Susu, as long as you say it, I will definitely listen, okay?"
A crazy idea suddenly came to his mind, Zongzheng Xi. At this moment, he felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff. It was very difficult to move forward or backward. This was probably the worst and selfish time in his life.
Let her say anything, and give him a chance to make a new choice... He has always been decisive and decisive, and will never change the things he has decided. Who would have thought that he would be in such a mess?
Even though he knew how sorry he was for Shang Rou, he still couldn't control his heart...
Since when did everything change? Even if he didn't admit it, he couldn't deny it. His heartbeat told him that he cared about the situation in front of him.
Little girl, I care so much... I can't help myself, I can't help myself.
Jian Su feels that this man is really going too far. She has already fulfilled him like this, so why should he bother... to embarrass her any more? Do you want to listen to anything she says? If she accidentally says something to ask him to give up Shang Rou
Come on, is he going to be angry to death?
Time passed by minute by second, Zong Zhengxi seemed to be waiting for trial. While taking care of the already meticulous bedroom, Jian Su avoided the man's gaze, not wanting him to see the randomness in her eyes.
A struggle.
"Susu..."
"Axi, are you here?"
Two voices, a man's and a woman's, sounded almost at the same time. Jian Su raised her eyes and looked at the door of the bedroom, and saw a beautiful woman in red clothes flying into Zong Zhengxi's arms.
Zong Zhengxi stretched out his hand to catch Shang Rou, feeling unbearable pain in his heart.
Shang Rou hugged him and playfully teased him, then turned to look at Jian Su.
Jian Su put down the glass lucky cat on the table, her face expressionless, as if she was a stranger who had become a monk halfway.
In fact, she is indeed a stranger. Although she has heard a lot about this woman, this is the first time Jian Su has seen this woman.
Looking closer, one can realize the infinite charm of this woman. No wonder even a man with such a vision as Zong Zhengxi is attracted by her.
But these... really have nothing to do with her.
Everything in the past was really just a dream, right? In the dream, she saw this proud and outstanding man opening the door and allowing her to enter his world. After waking up, she realized that she really
They had touched the edge of his world, but it was destined that they could only pass by.
Shang Rou quickly greeted Jian Su warmly, and Jian Su found that she was a very enthusiastic person, but no one stipulated that if someone is enthusiastic about her, she must return the same emotion, right?
"Your Excellency, Miss Shang, I want to leave. Do you still want to stay here?"
There was nothing left to pack, and staying any longer would only increase the embarrassment. Jian Su suddenly felt that it would be better if she did not agree to come back in the morning.
Maybe after today, she can move out temporarily. This palace is already so cold.
"Xiaorou, please go out and wait for me. I have something else to tell Miss Jian."
At a certain moment, he stopped and Zong Zhengxi gave this instruction to the person in his arms.
Shang Rou was stunned for a moment, then smiled in relief. She narrowed her eyes and said, "Okay, Ned, hurry up."
Jian Su said before Zong Zhengxi's so-called explanation: "Don't say it, let me say it."
"Your Excellency, I have just thought clearly about what I want to say to you. In order not to cause unavoidable trouble, from this moment on, please completely disappear from my world."
Raising her little head, Jian Su was too serious to tell any jokes, "I will also leave your world and never come closer. This is good for everyone, right?"
After finishing her words, Jian Su walked out, unwilling to listen to another word from this man.
Just like this, disappear from my world and take away all the heat you have left. Don’t let me feel that you will appear by my side at any time, bring me surprises at any time, and accompany me at any time.
Laugh at me, comfort me, tell me stories.
All the beautiful and precious affection in the world will have a time limit when it comes to me, and at this moment, the warmth you gave me has also come to an end.
How short, how fragile.
The most splendid thing is fireworks, and the most distant thing is separation.
From now on, your world will be yours, and my journey will be yours.
The moment she walked out, Jian Su had a smile on her face, but then she walked past Shang Rou. The cool and moist liquid in her eyes blurred her entire vision.
"I knew nothing good would come of shouting so hastily. Tell me, who was bullied?"
When Qi Wei called Shi Qiuyang over to see what was going on, he unexpectedly saw a stupid girl walking on the snow and crying. It was such a cold winter to go out wearing these two clothes. This girl was too unhappy with her fate.
As I grow older, I still wish my life would be shorter. It’s really...
Jian Su threw herself into Shi Qiuyang's arms and started sobbing. She looked so aggrieved.
Shi Qiuyang watched her wiping her nose and tears on herself, and it was like... the veins on her forehead were bulging.
But, forget it... who told him to be a good brother?
"Nizi, if you are like this, people will think that I have touched you? What grievances do you have? Tell your brother, can you help me stand up for you?"
Patting Jian Su's back, Shi Qiuyang said again: "How about you step aside first and I can give you something to wear?"
Jian Su arched her head on his chest, shaking and shaking, like an unweaned milk animal with a bad temper.
Zong Zhengxi and Shang Rou came out holding hands. They saw Jian Su in green clothes fluttering in the wind from a distance. Zong Zhengxi couldn't help but smile.
Shi Qiuyang, damn it, why is that man here!
For a moment, flames burst out from his eyes, and Zong Zhengxi just wanted to rush forward and pull that hateful man away.
Shi Qiuyang smiled helplessly, "Forget it, come with me. If you stay here, you will be angry. You might as well go to Shi's house with me!"
Jian Su didn't express her position, so Shi Qiuyang took her hand and said, "Let's go, brother will take you to find sister Shi Qianqian."
Shi Qiuyang's strange tone made Jian Su laugh. After a while, she stretched out her hand and wiped her eyes hard. She squatted down maliciously and grabbed a handful of snow.
When Shi Qiuyang noticed her little move, he didn't think much about it until Jian Su stuffed the snow sand into the back of his neck. He suddenly felt cold and his whole body trembled, "You damn little trouble
Jing, if I only give you two steps, you’ll have to push your limits further. I’m asking for a beating!”