"Don't say such things, Xiaorou, you are very good, but I am useless and can't fight for your life. You don't need to wrong yourself for anyone, okay?"
After saying that, he kissed Shangrou lightly on the forehead. Zongzheng raised the quilt on her and said, "Go to sleep. When you wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine."
The tears in the corners of his eyes were wiped away by the man, and Shang Rou was sobbing quietly. Zong Zhengxi's breathing gradually calmed down, and the charming girl in his arms gently rubbed his side cheek with one hand, and she lost her voice for a while.
, "Axi, what is fate? I didn't accept fate before, but later I accepted it, so I know that people should know how to be content. But now that you are back by my side, I am not willing to accept it anymore. Look, human nature is always like this.
greedy……"
"Axi, how much I want to be healthy and give you a fat and healthy child, but how much I want to, I am not a good woman..."
Zong Zhengxi was half asleep when he heard some noise and suddenly opened his eyes. Only then did he realize that Shang Rou was covering his heart, dripping with cold sweat.
"Xiaorou, Xiaorou..."
After ringing the summons bell on the bedside table, a group of people poured in within a moment. Zong Zhengxi had installed this thing three months ago. He was worried that something might happen to Shang Rou at some point, so he had to make extra preparations.
Here I stayed up all night, while on the other side Jian Su was deep in sleep.
But this dream she had was a bit strange.
In the dream, a white shadow swayed behind the hurried stacks of smoke. Jian Su walked towards the white shadow uncontrollably, only to see the shadow flicker and go somewhere unknown.
"Is your name also Jian Su?"
After chasing for an unknown amount of time, Jian Su stopped to take a breath, and a woman appeared out of nowhere, blinking at her in confusion.
Jian Su began to feel that something was wrong, because the woman in front of her...
Jian Su was frightened, but after a moment she calmed down, and Jian Su asked softly: "Miss Jian?"
The person sitting in front of her was clearly 100% similar to her cash appearance.
Just after Jian Su finished asking, the woman in front of her pursed her lips and nodded, "Yes, you are also Jian Su, and I am also Jian Su, but why are you in my body?"
Jian Su was frightened and didn't know how to answer.
"Oh, yes, I bumped into the flower bed at that time, and then..." Before Jian Su could answer, the other Jian Su was already thinking about it.
"It's strange. At that time, my soul and body suddenly separated. I wanted to go back, but I couldn't. I wanted to talk, but I couldn't. I was scared, and then..." The woman's eyes suddenly deepened, and the woman looked straight at him.
Staring at Jian Su, she felt a chill in her heart.
Suddenly, she wanted to wake up. She was in a dream. She wanted to wake up and...
"Are you nervous?" Hot air touched Jian Su's ears, and Jian Su couldn't help but step back.
"Actually, you don't have to be afraid, because the body is mine. If I want it back, I can get it back sooner or later." At this point, the woman looked at Jian Su with a bit of pity.
Jian Su was suffocated and said nothing in frustration.
"But don't worry, I can't take over this body for the time being, so you can still write about a happy and happy life for a while. But what should you do after this period of time? Being a lonely ghost is actually very lonely.
, just like I am now."
Jian Su felt it was extremely absurd and also extremely real. What she was going through was really, really weird.
"Anyway, you can't wake up now, so why not just listen to my story."
As she spoke, she drifted away from Jian Su, and the woman in white sat opposite her again, returning to her original dazed look.
"At the beginning, I wanted to drive you away. Although I am very tired of my life, why should I let another person ruin my body?"
"I hate you." The woman really didn't leave any room for retreat when she spoke.
Jian Su smiled bitterly and said 'hmm'. Probably, no one would be willing to give up their body to others!
"It's been more than a year, and I gradually don't hate you so much. I've been traveling a lot this year, and I tried to enter my body a few times, but maybe your soul is too powerful.
No, I can only let you occupy the magpie's nest."
The word "dove occupying the magpie's nest" is really aptly used.
"Anyway, I don't have anyone to worry about anymore, so I'll let you take possession of me. My mother passed away when I was very young. My dad loves me very much and I rely on him. Daddy is really a very good person.
The ruler of China, he is also a very, very good father. I think there is no better person in this world than my father. However, my father had an accident four years ago. When I received the news, my God
It collapsed like this.”
Her tone suddenly turned sad and hateful, and Jian Su felt that the face of the woman in front of her had become much more ferocious.
After a while, the woman calmed down a little, but her eyes looked red.
Jian Su had no intention of investigating how a soul could still use so many expressions. She just acted calmly like a well-behaved primary school student and stopped moving.
"I have been lonely since I was a child. I don't like to be in contact with others. I only like my housekeeper Yin Na and my father. After I went to school, I met a lot of people, but they didn't like me, and I didn't like them either. I was a little older.
Sometimes, daddy would find kids of the same age to play with me, but I didn’t like it. I just wanted to be with daddy and Yin Na. At that time, daddy was not the president, but the president before daddy was me.
My grandfather, so I often go to the Ever Palace to play."
Recalling when she was a child, the woman's face looked cold and nostalgic.
Jian Su Mu Ran, her childhood and this Jian Su, in fact... the difference is not very big, they are the same, lonely.
"After daddy passed away, I once wanted to find out who hurt him. Daddy, my daddy is obviously such a good person. When he was in power, he was dedicated to the interests of the people, but why would someone still want to hurt him?
Where is he? I went alone to the place where my father was killed, trying to find some clues, but there was nothing, nothing. At that time, I was discouraged, and I thought several times that I might as well die, my mother was not here.
Even my father left me..."
Jian Su suddenly felt that the little girl in front of her was very pitiful, or should be said to be in the same boat. Her mother, when her only relative passed away, wasn't she so heartbroken and wanted to be with her mother? But because of her mother
She wanted her to live well, no matter how painful it was, she finally persevered.
"Are you okay?" As she spoke, Jian Su heard her own voice hoarse.
"Okay?" The woman glanced at Jian Su, still not knowing why, "I don't know if it's okay. I went to the south back then and was kidnapped by someone on the way back. I only remember that someone gave me
I injected some medicine every two hours for two days in a row, and after that, I probably went crazy."
Jian Su's eyes were fixed, and she began to focus on the story of the woman in front of her.
"I don't even know what I did when I was crazy. I still remember some things, but most of my impressions are very vague. I only found out from the servants that I had been crazy for three years. That day
It happened to be the day when I accidentally got better, but..."
The woman suddenly stared at Jian Su from all directions again, "Now that I think about it, I would be happy if I could continue to be crazy. The day I woke up, I ran to the garden because I couldn't bear the blow, but I accidentally fell and injured my brain. That's how I started.
From that time on, your and I's lives began to misalign. People who have been in chaos for three years finally had a chance to wake up again, but it's a pity that you and I fought against each other."
Jian Su was apologetic, but if she were to give her body back... if you really think about it, she had already earned it by living so long.
"It's useless for you to apologize. Unless you die or get seriously ill and leave my body, I won't be able to accept it even if you want to give it back to me. When things have developed to this point, I can only regard it as life."
Life, life again, Jian Su is disappointed.
"By the way, that Lou Yichen was very kind to me in the past, although...that's our past, there is no need to ask you to bear it. When you were seriously injured and about to die, I originally wanted to take the opportunity to get your body back. In that case
I'm afraid you are already dead, but I don't know why for a moment. I feel you are very pitiful and you are not necessarily better than me, so I hesitated and thought I would forget it until next time, just next time."
Jian Su's heart skipped a beat, and she had no idea that she was so close to permanent death at that time.
"The second time there was a fire. It was clear that someone wanted to kill you. When you were lying in the hospital, I thought about replacing you several times. Anyway, I know very clearly the stupid things you have done.
, it wouldn’t make people suspicious. But I saw that they care about you so much, and when I think about it if something happens to you, how many people you care about and who care about you will be sad, so I stopped. Do you think I am very sad?
Silly, it’s obviously your own body, but you keep giving it to others?”
Zhuang Ruo smiled, and the woman was still in the mood to discuss something with Jian Su.
Jian Su shook her head gently and choked for a long time, "You are a kind girl, I can't compare to you."
"No, I'm not kind at all, I just don't have any reason to live." She smiled helplessly, and the woman finished her words: "People say things only last three seconds, and if you are half-dead next time, I will do it."
I unceremoniously took my body back. Although there is not much difference between life and death to me, I will always avenge my father. If I find out who killed my father, I will
Even if you are a ghost, you will never let that person go!"
The white shadow dispersed, and the hazy smoke lingered around. Jian Su walked for a while, and soon heard a soft female voice saying: "That minister is really good to you. In fact, you can consider it."
For a while, being alone all the time, what’s the good thing?”