467, I don't want to face the silent coming and going
467, don’t want to face it, come and go silently
When Xie Yunshu woke up again, the sun was shining brightly at noon outside the window, and a few birds flew by freely in the clear sky from time to time. The quiet ward was pure white, with no fluctuations in color, and there was a faint fragrance of flowers in the air.
She rolled her eyes and saw Qiao Ye sitting on the sofa beside the bed, reading documents.
He looked at it seriously, his thick and delicate eyebrows slightly furrowed, one elbow leaning on the armrest of the sofa chair, his fingers supporting his ears, and the other hand lightly holding the folder. He didn't notice her waking up, so she restrained herself
Without moving his stiff body, he quietly closed his eyes and resumed his shallow and long breathing.
I warned myself to keep my originally quiet mind calm. I just groped along my heart and found that it was empty and barren of grass. Isn’t that what it meant to be calm?
If possible, she hoped that she could sleep forever without waking up or facing him. But there is always a lingering thought in her heart, that is, the two babies at home. Now that the truth about the company is revealed, but
Bai Shuang and her children are real and must always be faced.
In less than a month, it will be the first birthday of the two babies. After one year, they will no longer be babbling, they will be able to say a few decent words, they will not need to be held by an adult, and they will be able to let go of their hands.
Take a few steps.
But in their future growth path, will they still have a complete and harmonious family? Will they still have loving parents to accompany them?
Xie Yunshu closed her eyes and thought deeply when she heard the ward door being knocked open, followed by a strange female voice: "Mr. Qiao, madam still hasn't woken up?" The other party did not stop, walked straight into the ward, and stood close to the bed.
forward.
The next sound was Qiao Ye putting down the folder and getting up, and replied to the visitor: "Dr. Lin, she's still not awake." Dr. Lin was the gynecologist who treated Xie Yunshu last night, and was here for rounds at this moment.
Dr. Lin calculated the time for anesthesia and found that the effects of the medicine had passed long ago. Seeing that the person on the bed was still sleeping deeply, he said to Qiao Ye: "You can try calling her, she is always sleeping like this and it makes people uneasy.
I can't understand her physical condition and feelings." Her first feeling was that Xie Yunshu was sleeping too deeply.
Qiao Ye sighed helplessly, turned his gaze to Xie Yunshu, who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, and said hesitantly: "She... is probably too tired, let her sleep a little longer." She must have not even bothered to eat yesterday.
She was tortured by him for a while and lost so much blood. Instead of letting her wake up and feel sad, it would be better to let her sleep a little longer.
Dr. Lin saw with his own eyes that Xie Yunshu's body was covered with bruises after being abused last night. He understood that there must be some embarrassment in it, so he stopped talking and said, "Okay, then I will ask the nurse to come in and inject her with nutrient solution to give her some energy."
"Okay, thank you." Qiao Ye felt helpless. Even if she woke up, how would he, the executioner, face her? It was better now, as he still had the qualifications to look directly at her.
He sat down by the bed, put his hand under the quilt, and gently held her hand. Xie Yunshu, who was lying calmly, felt his heart tremble because of his body temperature and touch.
Dr. Lin exited the ward and came back half a minute later. He stood at the door and said to Qiao Ye, "Mr. Qiao, I just saw your secretary in the corridor. Do you want to go out and have a look."
Qiao Ye hesitated for a moment, saw that Xie Yunshu still showed no sign of waking up, and replied: "He probably came to see me for something. I'll go for a while. You can help me guard her for a while. If he wakes up, call me." Although he had no idea.
Yan saw her, but still wanted to be by her side when she woke up.
"Okay, let's go." Dr. Lin walked into the ward and guarded Qiao Ye.
Qiao Ye left, and Xie Yunshu breathed a sigh of relief. His breath was so close just now, and she could even feel his eyes shining on her face. She was really afraid that she couldn't help but pull her hand away from him.
Dr. Lin stood quietly in the ward for a moment, then approached the bed and said, "Mrs. Qiao, are you awake?"
Xie Yunshu opened his eyes, glanced at the strange middle-aged woman in front of him, and said, "I'm awake, I just don't want him to know." As he spoke, he realized that his voice was hoarse.
The other party picked up her medical records and medications at the foot of the bed, looked through them, and said with a smile: "Sooner or later, we don't have to know. How many more days can you lie there with your eyes closed like this?" You can tell from the young lady's expression how she felt.
Not good. This is natural. Miscarriage caused by mistreatment will definitely be uncomfortable for any woman.
There was a brief silence in the room. Dr. Lin put down the documents in his hand, walked closer to the bed, observed Xie Yunshu's face, and asked, "Your voice is a little hoarse. Do you want me to get you a glass of water?"
Xie Yunshu lay weakly on the bed and said lightly: "No need." At this moment, all she was thinking about was how to escape Qiao Ye, and she didn't want to face him at all.
Dr. Lin saw that she always had an indifferent face and her eyes were clear, as if she was thinking about something, and said: "You had a miscarriage and lost a lot of blood. You have to be hospitalized for a few days for observation before you can go home to rest."
Abortion, such a light word, these doctors must have been used to it for a long time. She replied softly: "Okay." The hand under the quilt quietly touched her lower abdomen, the touch was not clear, there was nothingness and emptiness there, like
Nothing happened.
Seeing that she had no interest in talking, Dr. Lin walked towards the door, turned around and said, "A nurse will come in to take care of you later. Just tell her if you need anything."
Xie Yunshu suddenly stopped her, cast his cold eyes over her, and said lukewarmly: "I want to ask you." He wanted to ask the question, but he held back.
"Huh? Tell me." Dr. Lin turned around on the spot, probably already guessing what she was going to ask.
Xie Yunshu withdrew her gaze and lowered her brows. She felt a sharp pain in her heart as soon as she thought about it, and asked with difficulty: "How old is the aborted child?" In fact, she shouldn't have asked, since they were all gone anyway, and she knew more details, right?
The more I blame myself, the more sad I become.
Dr. Lin understood that this was a question commonly asked by mothers who have had miscarriages. They are always concerned about the lost child. He replied: "About a month. I performed a uterine evacuation surgery on you when you were in a coma, and removed the remaining tissue inside."
They were all taken out and the size is about a month old."
Xie Yunshu's lips were chapped, but her eyes quickly became moist. She suppressed her emotions, closed her eyes and asked, "Is it because of sexual abuse that you had a miscarriage?" She thought she would never forgive Qiao Ye for this matter, even though he
He didn't know the life that was quietly sprouting in her belly, but it was his violence that destroyed that sprout.
Of course, Dr. Lin would not blame everything on Qiao Ye and let the relationship between the two go downhill. He explained: "Not entirely, fatigue, exercise and emotion will also affect it, and the embryo is not fully developed in the first three months.
The bed is unstable, and some pregnant women may suffer miscarriages if they sit in the car for a long time.”
Xie Yunshu looked sad and asked softly: "Will I get pregnant again in the future?"
