An Qin's words stabbed An Yayu's fragile heart like needles. The inferiority complex that was deliberately hidden deep in her heart was attacked without reservation. The hands hanging down on her sides could not help but clenched. As for An Qin
An Yayu no longer paid attention to when she left.
Walking blankly on the street, An Yayu's heart no longer had the anxiety and tenacity she had when she first came, leaving only that trace of embarrassing vulnerability. Her eyes turned red at some point, and An Yayu walked in the direction of going home, no matter what
However, one thing had not changed. She was glad that she could meet Ran Haoqian.
"Yayu?" A gentle exclamation sounded behind An Yayu, with a little surprise. I just felt that the voice was a bit familiar. When I turned around, I saw Li Xinru standing by the roadside. A white gauze skirt made her look even better.
As gentle as jade, she was looking at herself worriedly.
Seeing it was Li Xinru, An Yayu breathed a sigh of relief for no reason. Although she didn't know why, she was willing to get close to such a girl who was just like her imagination. She walked up to her and Li Xinru saw her approaching.
, showing a clear smile, "It's really you, I thought I had the wrong person. I saw that you seemed worried just now, is there something on your mind?"
Perhaps it was because she felt too tired to hold it in her heart alone. An Yayu also had the idea of telling it to others, but it was obviously not suitable for the roadside. The two entered a nearby small park and sat on a stone bench in the park. An Yayu
Looking at the lush greenery in front of me, I felt slightly relieved, "Did you know? In fact, I am not my parents' biological daughter at all, I am just an orphan adopted by them."
Hearing that An Yayu dropped such a big bomb as soon as she sat down, even Li Xinru was slightly stunned. The smile on her lips froze for a moment, but was hidden in the blink of an eye, "So? I think you should have been since childhood.
Just so you know, the reason why you look like this today is probably not because of this thing you already know."
Being seen through by Li Xinru, An Yayu didn't feel uncomfortable. There was a wry smile at the corner of her mouth. Did she show it so obviously? "My parents haven't hidden it from me since I was a child, so this is not a secret. It's just a matter of occupying the magpie's nest. Always
One day you will be beaten back to your original shape."
"That girl is back?" Li Xinru looked at An Yayu in front of her. When she heard the sentence "Jiu Occupy the Magpie's Nest", she clearly felt the bitterness in her words. Looking at An Yayu slightly helplessly, Li Xinru's eyes also felt a little...
Pity, it's just that the lake in my heart doesn't make any waves.
An Yayu hummed softly in response, but her eyes did not look at Li Xinru. Perhaps it was a kind of inner escape, "Because she is back, I also realize why I am alive now, and I can see more clearly.
But although I am very grateful to my parents for giving me a superior living environment, I still feel that I do not agree with her words."
Li Xinru didn't speak, just listened quietly to An Yayu talking about things with her family, about An Qin's return, and then about the meeting today. Every word was very clear, but it also carried the trace of An Yayu
Sad.
Finally, An Yayu said she was tired and just sat quietly next to Li Xinru. It was very similar to the situation that afternoon, but it had changed a lot. The mood was different, the environment was different, and the people had become different.
Thinking of what she was doing at home, it was a lot of hardships. But compared with herself, An Yayu in front of her was lucky. At some point, her nails had dug into her flesh, but she didn't notice it.
, it wasn’t until she suddenly woke up that she suddenly woke up. Li Xinru’s eyes contained anger and embarrassment, but there was no usual gentleness, but she quickly calmed down her mood, "You are you, she is her, since she
It won't affect you, so you can choose to ignore her."
Li Xinru's voice had a hint of hoarseness, like a voice made after forbearance, but An Yayu looked at it and still looked the same as usual. Maybe she hadn't spoken for too long. Ignore it? Maybe... "Don't worry, I just want to
Find someone to complain to. As for An Qin, we won't have much interaction." At least after this time, she won't go to her again.
Maybe telling it is really useful. Seeing An Yayu looking much more relaxed, Li Xinru couldn't help but want to reveal some things buried deep in her heart, "Speaking of which, we are a bit alike. You are the adopted daughter, and I am.
Concubine. I am just an illegitimate daughter, but I have been labeled as the daughter of the Chiba Consortium. Although I know that all this is just for mutual benefit, I still let them control me."
Illegitimate daughter? An Yayu did not expect this. Illegitimate daughters usually exist in the dark, but the chairman of the Qianye Consortium actually brought his illegitimate daughter into the family so simply. And if she remembered correctly
If so, Qingwu and the others seemed to have said that Li Xinru should have been in the Li family when she was a child.
"It's surprising. In fact, if others hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known that I was just an illegitimate daughter. And the purpose of my existence was just to increase my family's status in City A. But even though I knew, I didn't
Choose to leave." Yes, never, she has never thought about leaving, even if it means marrying someone she doesn't love.
An Yayu didn't speak. Every word Li Xinru said had a flavor that had been silent for many years, as if it was a secret once it was revealed. Of course, An Yayu also knew that Li Xinru would complain and complain, but would not let the secret go.
in front of yourself.
She completely changed her stance with An Yayu. Li Xinru looked at the serious look on An Yayu's face and couldn't help but reveal a sincere smile, "You are actually a happy person. I once liked someone, but he has always been in my heart."
There is someone else. Because of him, I tried hard to make myself more outstanding, but in the end I found that I could not see myself more and more clearly. I no longer know which one is the real me, it is just the changed me.
, just to win the smile he showed when he saw her through me."
She wanted to say that Ran Mulin was a good man, and wanted to let her and Ran Mulin have a good life, but An Yayu didn't know why. Looking into Li Xinru's eyes, she just couldn't go on. Forget it, let it be, "Everyone has it."
The happiness that belongs to her, my happiness has been found, and your happiness is already on the way, I hope you can catch it in time."
"Ah, I will!" She said softly, and Li Xinru showed a gentle smile, as if she had seen her beloved. Having someone you want to love is the greatest satisfaction in a person's life.
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