"Come on! Gu Si...don't you want to die? If you die, you will be spared all the pain you are experiencing now, and you can enjoy the peace of the paradise world! Come on...if you die, Xiaojun will be abandoned anyway.
It doesn't matter whether he wakes up or not. Even if he wakes up and finds that his mother is gone, he would rather sleep forever."
As he spoke, Chen Bei angrily pulled Gu Si and stepped into the water. In an instant, the seawater soaked the pants of Gu Si and Chen Bei, and there was a refreshing and cold feeling under their feet.
Gu Si shrank, but still let Chen Bei pull.
"People like you may be of no use in the world! When encountering a little difficulty, it's like asking for a short-circuit, regardless of the feelings of the people around you. Look at Bai Ting... look at how he has been tortured by you!
Isn't he the man you love? How can you treat him so cruelly? If Xiaojun has an accident, his pain will be no less than yours, but he still has to work hard to take care of you and watch over you, for fear that you can't think about it.
All the pain and sadness can only be buried deep in my heart. Is this fair to him? Gu Si, please wake up! If you can't face this matter, just die! Death is not good for you.
A kind of relief, go and be free!"
Chen Bei grinned as she spoke, with a blush on her face, wishing she could wake her up instantly.
"Chen Bei..." Bai Ting followed, looking anxiously at the two of them submerged in the water.
"Don't come over! Don't worry about it..." Chen Bei waved his hand to stop Bai Ting from coming over.
At the same time, she pushed Gu Si into the water somewhat cruelly. Gu Si lost her balance and fell into the water. A bone-chilling coldness penetrated her nerves, and her body became even more trembling.
"Gu Si, you are not worthy of being a mother at all! You are even less worthy of being Xiaojun's mother! He was fighting life and death at a young age. We all know that if he falls from such a high building, he should die. But
, the doctor only said that he might be in a vegetative state in the future, but he miraculously survived, he was still breathing, and he might still be able to hear our voices. He just didn’t want to leave us, so he didn’t want to leave. He
You want to hear anything new we tell him every day, and you want to wait and share our lives with us... However, not only did you not do this, you instead had the spine to think about seeking death! Okay! You just
Go to hell! No one can stop you. I will not be reluctant to let you go or indulge you like Bai Ting. I am not as soft-hearted as him. Now, as long as you sink to the bottom of the sea, you can get rid of all the difficulties, go...
…”
Chen Bei boldly pushed her further into the middle of the sea. Bai Ting looked on with fear and looked extremely ugly.
Chen Bei was a woman who didn't do things lightly or seriously. He didn't know if it was right to leave Sisi to her?
Gu Si sat slumped on the ground, the cold water from the sea brushed over her body, and her whole body was completely soaked! Gu Si's tears flowed freely in her eyes like the boiling sea water...
She did not sink into the sea as Chen Bei said. Her low sobs gradually became louder, and finally she cried heartbrokenly, "It's my fault, it's all my fault... If I didn't resist,
If you follow Sam's wishes, Xiaojun won't fall down, you know? It was me...I pushed Xiaojun downstairs. And if I didn't leave and get angry with Bai Ting, Xiaojun wouldn't either
Being taken away by Sam, I single-handedly caused Xiaojun's situation today. He must hate me in his heart!"
As long as she thought of the scene of that day in her mind, Gu Si's head would feel sharp pain, and she wished that this scene could be eliminated from her mind.
"Gu Si, listen to me, this is not your fault! Sam had already planned it, and it was only a matter of time before he attacked Xiaojun. It had nothing to do with you and Bai Ting being angry about leaving! It's not your fault, Xiaojun.
It's Sam's damn bastard who came downstairs! You shouldn't blame yourself for all these things. If you really want to blame yourself, you should be strong and live bravely to make up for Gu Xiaojun. As long as we take good care of him,
We must have confidence that Xiaojun will definitely wake up. If something happens to you, who will take care of Xiaojun? If he can't hear your voice every day, what motivation does he have to live?"
At this moment, Chen Bei could easily feel that Gu Si seemed to have woken up a lot, at least there was no deathly silence under her eyes.
"Beibei... I'm scared, I'm really scared! I'm so worried that Xiaojun won't wake up in this life. What if this happens? What should I do?" She admitted that she has poor endurance and cannot accept this.
Facts, that's why they are evaded over and over again.
"Xiaojun will not wake up. You still have me, Gu Kang, and Bai Ting... together, we can definitely overcome the difficulties. Besides, Bai Ting loves you so much and is worried about you. You are willing to let him continue to do it for you."
Are you worried and sad? Go and look at the back of his hand. You bit it so much that it has become inhuman shape. If I were a man, how could I accept your crazy biting? He is sincere to you. There is such a man in your difficulties.
When you are here, I stay by your side silently and pay for you silently. You are a very happy person. In life, everyone will have unsatisfactory things. The key is to see how we face and overcome."
Chen Bei held her hand tightly, as if giving her strength.
Gu Si's tears were still flowing unbridled on her cheeks. She was actually conscious. It wasn't that she didn't remember Bai Ting's crazy biting, but she just couldn't control the frantic restlessness and uneasiness in her heart. She seemed to have suddenly fallen into
In an abyss, in a pitch-black cave, I was searching around for an exit in the dark, baring my teeth and claws indiscriminately...
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I made you worry." Gu Si apologized and felt guilty for her childish behavior. She was no longer young and was already the mother of a child, but she was still so childlike, willful and stubborn.
Hearing Gu Si's apology, Chen Bei finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"Damn you! You shouldn't apologize to me, you should apologize to Bai Ting! Because of you, his little heart is about to break in the past few days! If he is anxious to death because of you, what should you do?
"
Chen Bei's tone finally returned to her inherent speaking style, which was a bit rude, loud and straightforward.
Gu Si bit her lip slightly, her chest was aching, and she sat in the water, letting the cold water numb her body. When she was silent, her desolate mood was so strong, did she actually want to die?
?She didn’t want to, not at all, she just couldn’t face the fact.
However, now that things have happened, the only thing she can do now is to believe that Xiaojun will definitely wake up, and she will always be by his side to encourage him and support him...
From a distance, Bai Ting watched Gu Si finally calm down, and Chen Bei did not push her into the water recklessly. It seemed that Chen Bei's risk was the right one!
"Ya-Ya, I'm so cold!"
It's really hard to cover yourself in cold water this winter! Chen Bei was muttering, and waved to Bai Ting on the shore, "Come and take your woman back!"
Now it is his business, and she has finally retired!
What's going on with Gu Si's family? They seem to be unhappy if they don't cause any trouble for a day! Fortunately, Bai Ting is a pretty good person...
Gu Si's body shrank in the water. When she heard Chen Bei calling Bai Ting, her body couldn't help but tremble. She was actually ashamed of him. Because of her willfulness, and also because she was sure that Bai Ting, no matter how willful and unbridled she was, he would
He would tolerate her, so in front of him, she unknowingly became unscrupulous...
His rapid pace showed his care and concern for Gu Si, and every time he took a step closer, Gu Si's heart became tighter. Until he was completely close to her, Gu Si swallowed with difficulty.
Chen Bei also had the sense to leave them some space at this time...
She still doesn't look at things she shouldn't, even if she really wants to!
Bai Ting stepped forward and held her in his arms, "Chen Bei, what on earth is this woman doing? She came to take a cold bath in such a cold weather."
Although Chen Bei is already considered a great hero, she really doesn't have much sense of propriety in doing things!
"I can leave by myself...let me down!" Gu Si struggled. She was a little afraid to look at Bai Ting's eyes now. However, her eyes had nowhere to put them. Her eyes fell on the back of Bai Ting's hand, which was engraved with purple marks.
The various marks and rows of shocking tooth marks made her heart tense.
Bai Ting seemed to notice that her eyes were on his hands. He deliberately put them away and changed the subject, "Sisi, promise me, no matter what, you will never do anything stupid again in the future. Let's talk about anything together."
Yes, Xiaojun... he will not be willing to leave us, and we will not allow him to leave. The only thing I am begging for now is that you can be strong. My Gu Si has always been strong and cannot be defeated."
His Gu Si... Yes, she belonged to him from the beginning, but she resisted all the way and struggled to get another kind of happiness. In the end, she found that she had lost more and more.
Hearing this, Gu Si's chest felt swollen. She liked to be called such a name, with a strong sense of domineering and caring that never changed.
Waves of cool wind blew, and Gu Si, who was soaked all over, instinctively entered Bai Ting's chest. She had made him worry, so now his whole body was filled with worry and anxiety factors.
Gu Si nodded, "I'm sorry...I'm really in a bad mood..." When she said this, her eyes were filled with tears, and there were countless chokes hidden in her voice.
"Fool, I just want you to be safe." Bai Ting caressed her head lovingly, his love clearly revealed.
There was no blame, just his expectations for her, hoping that she would not commit suicide...
