When his clenched fists were slowly released, Zhenliang had already prepared what he thought was the appropriate words in his heart.
"Before I met you that day, I happened to be strongly stimulated, which directly caused amnesia. I still can't remember the past. From the maid's mouth, I roughly understood the reason why I was stimulated, but it was because of a heartless man.
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"For that man, I believe that even if one day I can recover my memory, I will no longer have any regrets or thoughts about him. He is just a man who makes me heartbroken. Losing my memory is like being reborn for me.
, I don’t know if I had any intimacy with that man before I lost my memory. I only know that after my rebirth, I lost many of my first times to you, and you were the first man to touch me.”
"Maybe you will ask, is it because you are the first man who has touched me that I am willing to devote my clean body to you? Of course not. Speaking of which, you are not the only one who has touched me.
My man, Lao Lin, who tried to sell me to Jiyuan, touched me, and Brother Ming also touched me, but their superficial touch was nothing compared to you."
"You also said that I am very thick-skinned. Indeed, I have also discovered this problem. To be honest, when you kiss me and touch me, I am not repulsive. I even have some feelings. I have never tried other men.
But I also stubbornly feel that not all men will make me feel good when they touch me. Therefore, I have feelings for you, which is a major reason why I am willing to dedicate my body to you."
"There is another big reason. In fact, it is very simple. I just want a strong supporter. No matter how handsome and charming the emperor is, no matter how powerful he is, no matter how talented he is, he cannot attract my heart. Instead of marrying him and becoming a concubine busy with intrigues,
It's better to marry an ordinary person. The happiest thing is to be together for the rest of your life. Of course, in my eyes, you are no longer an ordinary person. My maid said that before I lost my memory, I admired you very much. It seems that we are still
It’s quite fate.”
"Before eating, I thought a lot and really wanted to take back what I said to you last night. To be fair, I am not willing to dedicate myself to you, even if I have feelings for you again. After all, I just need a strong support.
That's all, I want you to be my support, not necessarily to make you responsible for me, but also to be your friend, or even... brother and sister. Haha, just kidding, I am self-aware and know that you definitely don't bother to be friends with me.
They even became sworn brothers and sisters."
"Okay, the reasons I gave may be a bit long-winded, but this is the style of my explanation. Now it's your turn. I hope your explanation can be as sincere as mine and make me give up completely."
Zhenliang didn't know that every word she said just now fell into San Ye's heart very clearly and profoundly. Some key sentences would never disappear even for a lifetime, as if they had been engraved on his heart.
Sturdy.
Even though the Third Master had more feelings in his heart that he wanted to express than Zhenliang, all he could say was an extremely stingy sentence or two.
"My reason is simpler than yours. No matter how courageous I am, I don't dare to compete with the emperor for a woman." When he said this, the third master did not look at Zhenliang, but deliberately cast his eyes on the dishes.
, seems to be too ashamed, and seems to be hiding or escaping from something.
