Zhenliang left the inn easily and without any hindrance, but her heart did not relax because of this. Instead, it sank uncomfortably.
There seemed to be no tail behind her, but Zhenliang knew that there must be someone secretly following her where she couldn't see her. No matter where she went, Third Master could find her accurately.
When the third master said that he did not dare to steal a woman from the emperor, although her heart was full of disappointment and loss, she did not give up hope or lose confidence in the future of running away. She just gave up all hope for the third master.
However, when the third master said that he had promised General Yuchi to send her home, her heart began to be filled with real despair.
She understood that in this desperate escape, she lost, she lost to her parents.
Although she said harsh words to Third Master and told him to take away her body, in fact, she would not give up her life because of temporary despair.
She traveled to this era and gained life for the second time. Maybe she would never be reborn again after she died. Maybe, because of the edamame, she couldn't die even if she stabbed her chest with a knife.
She didn't cherish her first life, so she beat her head hard and lost her life. This time, she vowed that no matter what kind of danger she encountered, she would not commit suicide.
First of all, once a promise is made, it is hard to keep it. She must work hard to fulfill the promise she made to Maodou, and regard finding Xiangjun as her biggest mission!
Secondly, she wants to have a complete life!
At this moment, she was walking aimlessly on the street, not expecting to escape from the third master's eyes. She just wanted to go to a place where she could not see the third master, take a good breath, and resolve all the complicated emotions about him.
When she feels that she can face the Third Master calmly and without causing any ripples to any of his actions, she can silently follow him back to Beijing.
Ai County is indeed rich in beauties. Among the crowds of people on the street, six or seven out of ten young women are beauties. If Zhenliang had not met Lao Lin or the third master, perhaps he would be admiring them with great interest now.
Ichiban.
But now, her heart is filled with the haze of despair, where is the heart to appreciate beauty?
As she walked, Zhenliang naturally forgot the way she came, and she didn't care whether she could find the way back. She knew that when the third master felt that the time was almost up, he would definitely send someone to capture her.
The weather was sunny two days ago, but today it is cloudy. Weather without sunshine can easily make people feel depressed. What's more, Zhenliang has a sadness in his heart that cannot be easily resolved?
It was just afternoon time, and the already dull sky was getting darker and darker, with dark clouds all over the sky, and it looked like it was going to rain.
"The weather is going to change, go home quickly!"
"It's going to rain, close the stalls, close the stalls!"
"I'm starving, go home and eat!"
People passing by Zhenliang all had something to say. Whether they were going forward or backward, whether they were facing west or east, they were all walking in a hurry, rushing to go home to avoid being caught by the coming heavy rain.
After being showered with rain, only Zhenliang was still walking slowly, regardless of how the wind and clouds changed.
When there were only a few pedestrians left on the street, when the shops on the street closed their doors to prevent the rain from getting inside, and when the sky suddenly turned dark like night, Zhenliang raised his head and looked up at the hazy sky, with a smile on his face.
With a bitter smile, two lines of crystal tears flowed from his eyes.
Her two lines of tears were like the caller of heavy rain. Before her second tear could flow out, the fierce heavy rain poured down.
Zhenliang’s face raised to the sky was showered with pleasure!
There were many pedestrians rushing home who got soaked by the heavy rain, but no one stopped like Zhenliang and allowed the heavy rain to rage.
Thick raindrops hit her face with thunderbolts. The more times and over time, the more pain she would feel. But Zhenliang didn't care. The gauze on her face stuck firmly to her face, and her eyes continued to tremble.
The ground was soaked with falling rain, so she couldn't see much else.
Everyone who returned home was eager, and no one cared about a woman standing in the rain abusing herself.
"Haha..." Zhenliang began to laugh out loud in the heavy rain, and even turned around in circles with his eyes closed, dancing randomly, making himself look like a fool or a madman.
She found that venting like this was really effective. Although not all the unhappiness and haze in her heart would disappear, it could release a lot of it.
However, when she vaguely recognized a pair of men's feet in her blurred vision, the smile on her face was instantly frozen by the rain, and the unhappiness she had just released hit her heart again.
This is the feeling of having all your efforts wasted.
