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237: The deepest pain

237:The deepest pain

"Haha... I suddenly feel that I have known you for so long, and it seems that I have only now realized that you are actually quite smart and sharp. Is the silly and simple you before just a sugar coating that has not been explored and developed?"

"You can't control it. People will change sooner or later. I'm just a step behind you."

Lan Yu smiled and suddenly came over.

Xia Baoer wanted to take a step back vigilantly, but he grabbed him hard and pinned her to the front of the car.

With their fingers linked to their hearts, he lowered his face with an evil smile.

Xia Baoer tilted his head awkwardly, his lips fell on her ear, and he smiled muffledly, "Since you are going to be black, I will give you the first lesson first! Women in the underworld are men who don't care about pleasure.

Who is it? What everyone wants is excitement and happiness. You won’t shrink back because of this, right?"

"No wonder you are so sentimental, let go!"

"Do you feel dirty?" Lan Yu blew on her angry little face and smiled evilly: "Remember, there are only two types of girls who think we are dirty. One is hypocritical and pretentious, and the other is conservative and conservative at heart.

It's really simple. It's a pity that you can't get involved in either of these two things now. If you want to hang out with He Canglan, I tell you what will happen. You must climb into his bed on the first day! Otherwise, you will wait to be beaten by a group of people.

Shared by a man who has never met a woman.”

Xia Baoer frowned and looked at him coldly.

"Hey, baby, don't look at me like this. I'm just telling you the truth. In addition to betraying yourself to seek He Canglan's asylum, if you are not strong enough, you can only become the object of pleasure of those men inside. So you understand, right?

?”

"Don't worry! I won't be affected by these two things."

Lan Yu smiled evilly, suddenly pinched her chin with his big hand, and put his sexy lips on it.

"boom"--

Unfortunately, Lan Yu was punched to the ground before he could taste her.

Xia Baoer was pulled into a hug.

The familiar scent made Xia Baoer subconsciously protest and want to withdraw, but he held him tightly and could not struggle.

"I'm fine, please let me go."

"Haha, Mr. Nan is so well-informed that he actually found us here. Did you start following us in the morning?" Lan Yu stood up, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, looked at them with a smile and raised his eyebrows sarcastically.

"If you touch her again, I will make you disappear!" He said coldly, and Nan Muli left with Xia Baoer. They walked not far away, and the two of them got in the car and left without hesitation.

Lan Yu touched the cheek hit by the fist and grinned.

This thing seems interesting.

I wonder what Xia Baoer will do after turning black? And does Nan Muli really know nothing or does he still defend himself like this despite knowing about it?

It seems quite ridiculous to say that Nan Muli, the master of black and white, was willing to be hunted, framed and in dire straits because of a woman who trampled on his dignity. He even betrayed He Canglan. But in the end, he wanted to know that he

The choice is wrong!

True love?

Haha, people like him shouldn't fall in love in the first place and don't deserve love, so his behavior has already been repaid!

How pitiful. What would happen if he knew what Xia Baoer was thinking?

He also has Lan Xinrou who is being held hostage by He Canglan and cannot be kicked. It looks like it will be very lively in the future.

When he was about to fade away from that dark world, he suddenly felt that the pleasure was not bad at all. Do you want to go back and play?

Until their car completely disappeared, Lan Yu got in the car and left after making a phone call.

***……

"Would you like to go have a drink?"

It was very quiet inside the car, so quiet that Nan Muli took the initiative to speak.

Although he has tried several times, he rarely takes the initiative. This time, he felt that he would suffocate if he didn't take the initiative.

"It's broad daylight, why are you drinking?" Xia Baoer glanced at him and felt that he was a little uneasy.

I just don’t want to comfort him, maybe I’m really tired.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Nan Muli turned on the gentle music before asking. This should reduce some of the irritability, his and hers.

I don't know what went wrong. They seemed to be very close recently. In fact, they all knew that they were pretending as if nothing had happened. They were afraid of investigating the cause of the embarrassment that came from inside. So over time, there was

A layer of oppressive estrangement was created.

"No, I don't know how to speak." Leaning on the car seat, Xia Baoer had no desire to speak and didn't know what to explain.

Not only her, but also him, they don't know what they should explain.

There is nothing they can do if they become strangers day by day.

Did He Canglan's method really work, forcing them into a desperate situation, and naturally they lost all feeling?

Nan Muli relaxed his lips slightly and smiled, "Actually, I don't know what to say. I just feel that you have changed a lot recently."

"You too, come back later and later and more irregularly. And you hide too many things, I can't ask questions. To be precise, I don't understand your world. And you are integrated into my world.

No, it just keeps increasing day by day."

Her words made Nan Muli silent for several seconds before he spoke: "I always thought that not telling you anything was the best way to protect you, but I didn't know that you cared so much about this matter and secretly hid what I had done.

investigation."

"You should know that that's my brother, and I won't let the murderer go unpunished. Even if I said give up first, it was because I didn't want us to be forced into a desperate situation."

"I know now that my protection for you is actually a kind of psychological constraint for you, right?" Turning to look at her, Nan Muli asked lightly.

She nodded slowly but firmly.

"I'm sorry, I always knew you wanted to protect me, but I felt that was not the result I wanted. Maybe I had been greedy and relied too much on you, which led to me finally feeling trapped and unable to break free, and then I finally woke up and continued like this.

I can't go on, I will go crazy one day. Because I am really grateful to you, I don't want to make you sad by being honest like that."

He didn't speak, just looked at her sideways and smiled slightly.

Xia Baoer adjusted his mood and continued: "I know I'm wrong, but we can't escape from our current life. You and I, we are both trapped in the spider arranged by He Canglan. You are dragged down by me and implicated in his life.

Amidst the pressure and threats, I couldn't be myself and suppressed myself. And I, to be honest, I have never been in such pain and depression. People around me left me one by one, and everyone I trusted chose to betray me to find a better place.

A freer sky. What I care about has no time or space to catch. What I want to retain, my mind and body are bound and cannot be pursued, so I want to..."

Nan Muli was very quiet, looking at her seriously without interrupting.

"I think it is the best choice for us to separate. We need to get out of the life now controlled by He Canglan. Otherwise, if we remain depressed, sooner or later we will explode, and it will also affect the few friends or family around us.

I miss my simple, happy little days. I yearn for the me before I met you. Although I can’t go back, we both know that we have to get out of this vicious cycle. I’m sorry, it’s not that I don’t love you.

It's you, but the heavy overload that is piled up and weighed down on this love, let's separate for a while first."

Nan Muli raised his chin slightly and looked at her intently.

He didn't speak or answer, but his hands on the steering wheel tightened again and again, and there was a light red under his eyes.

"You've already decided, right? Before you asked Lan Yu to take you to see He Canglan, you had already thought about the ending, right?"

"Yes, I have thought about it for a long time, but I just couldn't find the chance to tell you. It's just that I'm not sure, but now I have made my decision."

"You know, as long as it's what you say, I won't keep you."

"I know."

Nan Muli's hand holding the steering wheel trembled, the smile at the corner of his mouth was sad and hollow, and his eyes were filled with glistening light.

"good."

His breathing was very light, and the corners of his open mouth were heavy, just because the word "good" seemed to be tied with a thousand pounds of shackles.

"It's not that you're bad, it's that we have to make a choice. Without the air to breathe freely, love is just a bubble. It's me who let down your love and caused you trouble for so long and made you so embarrassed."

"If I could, even if I had to do it again, I would do it."

"Thank you!"ilyou》

A voice with a hint of lyricism and sadness swirled around the car.

The artistic conception, singing, melody, and their respective moods overlap, and they are so suitable for the situation..you.just.made.it.better

I like to have you by my side, accompany me through the ups and downs

i.don’t.wanna.run.away.,just.wanna.make.yohe.world.is.on.your.shou..wanna.make.us.work

I won't make it worse, I just hope we can be together

baby,tell.me,i.will.do.whatever

Baby, tell me, I will do anything for you

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No one touches me like you do

baby,nobody,,nobody……

Baby, no one, no one...

until..addicte.you.need,yeah

If you haven't had it, you won't know how to lose it...

i.don’t.wanna.run.away,just.wanna.make.yhe.world.is.on.your.sho..wanna.make.us.work

I won't make it worse, I just hope we can be together

baby,tellmei,willdowhatever

Baby, tell me, I'll do anything for you

***……

Because there wasn't much when they moved in, and he prepared everything for them, so when they left, there wasn't much luggage that could be loaded in the car.

After spending a day communicating with her parents, they said they wanted to go back to her hometown to live with her aunt and uncle for a while, but she didn't agree to go with them.

"Girl..." Xia's mother beside the car had red eyes, holding her daughter in her arms and choking with sobs.

"Didn't you say you always wanted to leave here?" The corner of her mouth trembled slightly, and she pretended to be nonchalant to comfort her mother.

Mother Xia secretly wiped her tears and held her daughter's slender hand, "Girl, please leave with us."

"I still have things to do." She glanced at the palace-like villa from the corner of her eyes. She saw a tall, silent man standing by the door not far away. She felt pain in her heart and turned away.

Mother Xia sighed quietly, knowing that talking more would be useless.

Father Xia was saying goodbye to Nan Muli.

"Thank you!" Without too many words, Xia's father held his hand.

"This is what I should do." Nodding, Nan Muli responded calmly.

Father Xia opened his mouth, looked at his daughter, and at the man, but finally said nothing.

When Father Xia was three meters away from him, he suddenly turned around and looked at the man sighing slightly.

Nan Muli smiled slightly, looked at the woman not far away, and shook his head.

A note to readers:

I recommend everyone to listen to "until, you"


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