Yun Yan was slightly stunned, did he mean Mu Jingnan? What would he leave her?
"But, he seems to have misunderstood something?" Feng Lingxuan suddenly said while handing over the things.
Misunderstanding? Listening to this word, Yunyan frowned. If it was a misunderstanding, that would be fine, so she no longer had to worry about how to face him.
Looking at the box and piece of paper handed over by Feng Lingxuan, she felt suspicious, took it, and unfolded the paper directly. No, this was not a piece of paper, to be precise, it was a picture scroll with a drawing on it.
A woman looks so familiar! Look again, and clearly visible on the left side of the woman's face is a red birthmark. Isn't this her?
Yun Yan was slightly surprised. What did he mean by giving her this scroll? However, she suddenly thought of something. Didn't Yan Lingxiao say that he left her portrait in Zuihong Mansion? The person who went to investigate Zuihong Mansion at that time was Li Gongye.
And Li Gongye was clearly Mu Jingnan's man, so in the end, Li Gongye gave the portrait to Mu Jingnan, and he brought it directly to her!
Haha, Yun Yan suddenly smiled and bit her lip. Did he come here today just to talk to her about this? Why is her portrait in Zuihong Mansion, and Zuihong Mansion is the place where Yan Lingxiao once appeared?
Even if it's not related to Yan Lingxiao, then what's going on with this portrait? He must have a lot of things to ask in his heart, and she seems to have no intention of telling the truth to him from the beginning.
These are hurtful words.
"I have seen the contents of this box. The reason why I opened it is because I smelled the fragrance coming from inside." Feng Lingxuan glanced at Yun Yan and suddenly said.
After hearing this, Yun Yan came back to his senses, put the scroll in his hand aside, and directly called the long box. A purple flower inside suddenly jumped into his eyes. The flower was about the size of a fist, with petals on it.
There are many, tightly clustered together, and a faint fragrance gradually spreads in the air.
Smelling this fragrance, Yun Yan's eyebrows froze, and he looked at Feng Lingxuan in surprise, and exclaimed: "This is... ice lotus!"
Nodding, Feng Lingxuan took the box containing the ice lotus from Yun Yan, frowned deeply, and said in a deep voice: "If I hadn't seen this, I wouldn't have believed it. This is indeed the ice lotus. Ice lotus.
Although it is not as precious as cardamom, it is still unique in this world. It is a holy medicine for detoxification and healing. Back then, I also thought about finding it to treat your illness, but for a while I had no clue. Later, I found out
When it has no effect on your disease, you will give up looking for it. However, I don't want to see it here today!" As he said that, he looked at Yun Yan and sighed, "It can make a person willing to unconditionally treat it.
The person who sends you wonderful flowers in this world shows how much this person holds in his heart."
Opening her mouth slightly, Yunyan closed the box directly. She turned her face away, with a look of forbearance on her face. She whispered: "Stop talking, you know, I can't, I can't!" How could it be possible?
?If you accept it, what will happen next?
"No? There is never anything impossible in this world. It just depends on whether you are willing to do it." Feng Lingxuan said calmly, with his hands behind his back and a trace of regret flashing in his eyes. Yes, that's why he can live until now.
.
"How come you look like a lobbyist today! But, even if you do it, so what? There will be no results? You know better than anyone else that I still have less than a year, no, it's already May
, I will be gone by this time next year." Yun Yan bit her lip and whispered, her originally pale face getting paler. She won't live that long, maybe, at some point this year, she will
Dying suddenly somewhere, without warning, without anyone noticing, just like today, suddenly fainting and never waking up again.
"So what?" Feng Lingxuan asked directly, his cold eyes falling lightly on the woman on the bed, but his eyes were slightly distracted.
Yun Yan shook her head, raised her hand unconsciously, and touched her chest. She whispered: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I will be greedy for the days of living and the time with him, because I will eventually escape.
Without the fact that I am about to die, if this is the case, I would rather die like this without ever having love, and I don't even want to, because he will not suffer because of me in the future."
"If you are like this, won't he suffer? People are going to die after all. Even if you don't have this disease, there will eventually be someone between you and him who has to go and leave first. Birth, old age, illness and death are just the cycle of heaven." Feng Lingxuan.
After coming back to his senses, he said calmly, his eyes clear and his mood still calm.
Is that so? Yun Yan was slightly stunned and looked at Feng Lingxuan in surprise. This was the first time she heard him say these words to her, but looking at his eyes, it seemed that there was something else mixed in them.
of.
"If it is what your heart desires, you should have no fear or regret. Who knows what it will be like when you wake up tomorrow? You can't survive the situation in front of you. If you have so many worries, aren't you bothering yourself? Have you ever asked him?
"?" Feng Lingxuan said with a sigh.
Listening to these words, Yun Yan was stunned, was she living in front of her eyes? Was she really thinking too much? Suddenly, it flashed into her mind that when she rejected him that night, even though he said yes, his brows kept frowning.
She didn't relax, and her face was always stiff. Her rejection must have hurt him! Her heart had never been at peace since that day. She seemed to have always done what she wanted and never asked him.
!
"Actually, he came to see me once." Feng Lingxuan suddenly said.
Hearing this, Yun Yan was slightly surprised and said, "He is looking for you? Why?"
"You want to know my truth, probably out of concern for you. I once told him at that time, if I wanted to know about you, why didn't I come and ask you, but his answer was, if you are willing to tell, you will eventually
I will explain it to him one day. When I heard this, I knew that this person was treating you with all his heart." At this point, Feng Lingxuan looked at Yun Yan and whispered, "Explain it to him clearly.
Well, your illness is not incurable." After speaking, the thoughts in his eyes became more and more serious.
After being slightly stunned, Yun Yan suddenly chuckled. Did he mean it? It seems so. Every time, he would appear when she needed him, without any warning, and never ask for anything. He clearly
He could be the frightened Ye Mei in the world. Why did he become Mu Jingnan? Being Mu Jingnan meant that he was destined to be affectionate and in love. He treated her like this and how could she repay it? She looked ahead in concentration and held her hands tightly.
Come on, she was really wrong!
However, after saying this to him, it seemed that he suddenly became enlightened. Yunyan raised his head and looked at the man next to him in plain clothes and white snow. Among them all, he looked the best in white, because he was probably the one who looked the best.
His heart is pure, but the melancholy in his eyes seems to be indelible. Over the years, she has also wanted to ask, but after all, it was difficult to speak.
As if he didn't notice Yun Yan's gaze, Feng Lingxuan sighed to himself and said: "In so many years, this is the first time I have seen such a man here. He is deep and reserved. When I see him, I always feel
Reminds me of a lot of past events.”
Past events? Hearing this, Yun Yan was stunned. He actually took the initiative to tell her this. She lowered her voice and said, "What past events?"
"You look like a different person." A soft smile appeared on Feng Lingxuan's face. He suddenly stood up, looked outside, and sighed, "And he looks like another person! When I saw you, many things in the past
It all came to my mind all of a sudden. In fact, I am the one who really can’t let it go over the years.”
Seeing such sentimental Feng Lingxuan, Yun Yan didn't know what to say for a while. In fact, she had always known that she looked like the same person, like the person in his memory. It was probably because of this that he saved her back then.
But in those years, she felt a little awkward for some reason. She probably felt that the only person in the world who could give her warmth was not the one she was thinking about. Now, for some reason, she felt relieved.
"Thank you... Master!" Yun Yan bit her lip and said suddenly. When she said the last two words, her heart suddenly felt much lighter. Maybe it was herself that she really couldn't let go of in these years.
Hearing this voice, Feng Lingxuan was stunned for a moment, and his body visibly paused. However, he quickly recovered. He turned around, looked at Yun Yan, and said with a smile: "I can hear your voice, Master, I am my master."
I feel relieved."
"By the way, Yan Lingxiao also came here tonight, and I'm afraid he has returned to Nanyao now. Master, you have to be careful, he has been looking for you all these years!" Yun Yan suddenly thought of something and said in a deep voice.
Shaking his head slightly, Feng Lingxuan said calmly: "Don't worry, he won't do anything to me!"
Yes, there is no one in this world who can do anything to him. The only person who can really hurt him is probably himself. Thinking of this, "Master, can you promise me something?" Yun Yan suddenly looked at Feng solemnly.
Ling Xuan said.
Feng Lingxuan said casually: "What's the matter?"
"Stay alive, okay?" Yun Yan pursed her lips lightly and said, "Although living is painful, only by living can you experience beautiful things. This is what you told me."
Survive? Feng Lingxuan glanced at Yun Yan, her expression was extremely sincere, and she looked very much like her! He suddenly smiled and walked outside. Many past events seemed to come to mind in his mind. At that time
, isn’t she like this? To live, she also said that his loneliness always made people worried. She said that she hoped that he could be truly happy one day and truly be alone.
"Okay!" A voice echoed in the room for a long time, quiet and firm.
Seeing Feng Lingxuan walking out, Yunyan lay on the bed again, looking at the box in her hand, tears welled up in her eyes unconsciously, that fool! He was clearly spoiling her like this, if she didn't say anything
, doesn’t he know how to ask?! If he really asks, will she not say it? Maybe, maybe not, but this time, she won’t let go!
