Yun Yan's face showed a slight embarrassment, but what she was thinking about was what Mu Jingnan just said, please doctor. She raised her head slightly and looked at the man in front of her. Did he know something?
But there was no extra emotion on the handsome face of the man opposite. A pair of eyes fell on her face calmly, helping her wipe the soup off her face. Could it be that she was overthinking it? Yun Yan lowered her eyelids and tried her best to
Let your emotions stabilize.
"There is no need to call a doctor. I don't feel any discomfort now. I will go back soon. When the imperial edict arrived in the morning, I was not at home. I'm afraid I will be in trouble again if I go back later." Yun Yan smiled calmly.
, said.
After wiping away the last trace of soup from the corner of her mouth, Mu Jingnan felt a little satisfied. He put the handkerchief on the table, his eyes fell on her softly, the corner of his mouth curled up slightly, and he said jokingly: "Could it be that Yan'er has always been afraid?"
Do you want to see a doctor? In this way, my Yan'er is still childlike." Although the words were casual, there was scrutiny in his eyes.
Hearing this, Yun Yan was stunned, and then he said: "How could it be? It's just that I haven't had the habit of seeing a doctor in these years. And I am well versed in medical skills, and ordinary doctors may not be half as capable as me.
That’s why I felt there was no need to call a doctor.”
"Don't refuse, Yan'er, be obedient!" Mu Jingnan frowned slightly, and his smiling face gradually darkened. If it was true as she said, how should he describe what happened that night? At that time, he clearly felt
Her breath was disordered and her heart-wrenching coughing made him feel a little scared when he thought about it. There were also the times before, including her current face, which was pale and bloodless, making the red birthmark on her face even more bewitching.
And the moment he mentioned the doctor, the panic in her eyes fell exactly on his eyes, and he said in a deep voice: "Yan'er, I hope you won't hide anything from me anymore."
Yun Yan opened her mouth slightly and looked at Mu Jingnan's solemn look. She slowly put her hands under the table and clenched them unconsciously. Yes, she seemed to have promised him to tell him about her affairs.
But other things are okay. How to explain this matter? Can she tell him that the person standing in front of him is very likely to die at any time, or even without any signs? If it weren't for the master who conveyed it to her.
Internal strength, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold on today, and now the internal strength in her body was flowing everywhere.
Seeing Mu Jingnan's determined look, Yun Yan felt relieved, nodded and said, "Then let the doctor take a look."
Seeing Yun Yan's promise, Mu Jingnan felt a little relieved. He nodded and said, "The doctor won't be here for a while. Didn't you say that you have a lot of things to tell me? Let's just talk and wait." Although he said it easily,
But there was a trace of solemnity in his eyes.
Yun Yan raised his head slightly and looked at Mu Jingnan. His eyes were focused on him, and her image could be vaguely seen in his deep eyes. Yes, he had always been telling her in the past, and she had never
She had never told him about her past, what she had experienced in the seven years since she left Liangdu. And she had thought about it and told him everything.
Breathing a sigh of relief, Yunyan looked outside the door. She slowly stood up and walked out towards the door. Finally, she stood at the door and looked at the scene of the heavy rain beginning to clear outside. The blue sky and white clouds looked like a picture scroll.
Normally, the air after the rain is particularly refreshing, and countless pictures appear in her mind, including fighting, bloodshed, and despair. It turns out that she has experienced so many things in the past seven years.
Seeing Yunyan standing at the door, Mu Jingnan also stood up. Looking at her back, his heart suddenly twitched. That lonely figure made people feel distressed.
Yun Yan slowly closed his eyes and said quietly: "You probably know what happened before I left the Prime Minister's Mansion, let's start from seven years ago. Seven years ago, I was kicked out of the Prime Minister's Mansion and lived in
The countryside. Maybe a evil star like me is annoying wherever I go. When I first arrived, even the dogs bullied me, chasing me and biting me. Not to mention people, because of the birthmarks on my face.
They all thought I was a evil star, and chasing, beating, and scolding them was all lighthearted." As she spoke, she raised her hand to caress her left cheek, with no expression on her face. "But you would never imagine how they treated a person.
It's like a powerless old woman. An old woman was kind to me and gave me food when I was seriously ill. They said she was an evil star and beat her to death."
Behind him, Mu Jingnan stood up, looking at the thin figure in front of him, his eyes moved slightly, and her loneliness seemed to flow from her body, slowly infecting him.
"It seems that people like me are born unworthy of love, so since there is no love, there can always be hatred. Whether it is the death of my mother or the death of the old woman, they all seem to tell me, Yunyan, you want
Become stronger and kill all those who have wronged you." Yun Yan put down the hand that was caressing her left cheek and clenched it tightly into a fist. Her teeth were slightly cold as she continued, "But revenge is so far away from me.
Because I was too weak to survive. At that time, people in the village felt that I would eventually harm them, so they decided to get rid of me. That night, I was still ill, and I didn’t know that I
Where did I get the strength? I actually ran out of that small hut. I kept running, and kept running. I didn’t know where the road ahead would lead, but I just wanted to run, because if I ran forward, I would survive.
With the hope of revenge, there is the possibility of revenge. How could I be willing to die like this? Those who harmed me and my mother can live well. But I finally lost the strength, and those people behind me finally caught up.
I hate those people, and I hate myself even more for not living up to expectations!" After speaking, her voice suddenly became sharp, and her eyes opened instantly, like sharp sharp blades.
"Yan'er..." Mu Jingnan's heart trembled and he murmured. He frowned, looked at the woman in front of him, and whispered, "Stop talking..." If her confession would remind her of these unpleasant things,
A happy past that he would rather never know.
Looking back, a trace of sadness appeared on Yunyan's face. She forced herself to smile and said: "I have never told anyone about these things. People who know about it don't need to tell them, and people who don't know about them don't have to tell me either."
It needs to be said, but I want to tell you." As she said that, she turned her head and looked outside again, with longing in her eyes, "At the time of life and death, he came, he was like an immortal descending from the nine heavens,
Shengxue in white clothes shook those people away with just a flick of his sleeves. At that time, he only asked me one thing, that is, what is my name."
The shock in Mu Jingnan's heart became even more severe. Because it was him, did she want to tell him? He didn't know how much such a thin body had carried before, so he couldn't ask, but this time everything about her was gone.
He would carry it up. Listening to Yun Yan's description, he frowned slightly and whispered: "That man is your master?!" He had also seen that man, dressed in plain clothes and white snow, and his eyes seemed to have no energy at all.
, if he had not really come into contact with such a person, he would not even feel that he was a living person, as if the blood was cold.
"I told him my name was Yun Yan. When he heard my name, he was stunned. I only vaguely heard him say, it turned out to be Yun Yan. I thought he would hate me like those people, but
But he took me away. He taught me martial arts, medical skills, music, and poetry. With his help, my martial arts improved by leaps and bounds, but I never gave up revenge for a moment. I learned martial arts for the first time.
In the second year, I joined a killer organization. I knew that I would become stronger only after experiencing life and death. However, I was young at that time and made several mistakes. I don’t know if God had mercy on me, but every time I failed
I crawled out of the pile of corpses. Master said that my murderous intention was too strong, and living like this would only make me fall into the mud and fall into the devil's path. But even if I was doomed, I would still drag on those enemies. He never persuaded me again.
He just said something to me. Although life is painful, only by living can you experience beautiful things. But how can a person like me, who is carrying a blood feud, continue to live? I can only imagine.
The most beautiful thing is to kill all those enemies." Yun Yan smiled bitterly, yes, living is indeed a beautiful thing, but life seems to be no longer as long as it used to be. There are some things in this world that are always within your reach.
Sometimes you don’t know how to cherish it, but when you are about to lose it, you feel extremely reluctant to let it go.
"Afterwards, I practiced martial arts and business, met Leng Xue, Chun Qiao and the others, established Linglong Pavilion, and became the Seventh Young Master. These were my preparations for revenge. I know how powerful my enemy is. No matter how difficult the road ahead is,
I'm not even afraid. I've almost forgotten how many wounds I have on my body. Old and new wounds are not important. At least I'm still alive. I can't die before I have revenge. The purpose of my return to Liangdu this time is to let
Yun Mo's career and reputation have been ruined. I want him to have nothing. I will never forget the suffering my mother suffered because of him. Even if I kill him, it will be difficult to relieve the hatred in my heart. During the Prime Minister's birthday banquet, I was deliberately extravagant and wasteful.
, just to make him jealous of Yun Mocheng. When I made the deal with you, Ye Mei, I actually had selfish motives. I knew that if I suddenly married Mu Qingyuan, it would also be a kind of evil to him, Yun Mocheng.
It doesn't matter whether it's a blow, a rumor, or the emperor's scolding. As long as he is angry, as long as he is hurt, I feel happy. Later, including what happened to Liu Molin and her daughter now, it is all because of me. I will never forget how they treated my mother.
You are so cruel, I will retaliate in kind." At this point, Yunyan suddenly stopped and raised the corners of her mouth slightly. She turned around and looked at the man behind her, with a sad smile on her face, "You said that I am like this
Are you too cruel? I blame you for deceiving me, but why am I not the same? Mu Jingnan, do you regret it? But I will never regret it!"
