Chapter 700: Difficult to distinguish between love and family affection
Chapter 700: Difficult to distinguish between love and family affection
On the way back east, it was better than taking a leisurely stroll. Thinking that there would never be such leisurely and comfortable days in the future, Zhihao and Rouyu naturally cherished them. After dinner, Zhihao took Rouyu to wander around the small town. They thought they should be here.
Take a trip.
Now, the two of them were lying on the bunk, not sleepy, talking.
This kind of environment and this room seemed very familiar, which made Zhihao filled with emotions. While feeling emotional, he asked Rouyu a sentimental question. Zhihao knew that Rouyu's answer would definitely be quite different from what he expected.
.
really.
"No, no, not at all, absolutely not." Rouyu denied very firmly.
Zhihao chuckled and said, "I know that's how Yu'er answered."
"It's unnecessary to ask if you know it."
It was really unnecessary, and Zhihao still continued the unnecessary topic. Zhihao said softly, "Yu'er, at that time, I really had the urge to hold you in my arms, but I couldn't."
Rouyu smiled and asked, "Why?"
"You think, at that time I was just Yu'er's bodyguard, and I recognized her as my sister, and that was also after that day." Zhihao said very easily, and the sweet aftertaste was naturally relaxed, like a breeze caressing his face, "What a lovely sister, I recognized you as my sister."
Sister, you can’t have such thoughts, no matter how cute Yu’er is.”
"It's a bit like a gentleman's style." Rou Yu smiled and thought for a moment, "There is another more important reason, which has nothing to do with whether Yu'er is cute or not."
"Yu'er, tell me." Rouyu's words aroused Zhihao's interest.
"At that time, Yu'er knew that you only had Sister Ting in your heart." Rouyu said quietly.
Sister Ting, Yu Ting, Meng Yuting.
In Zhihao's mind, that gentle and calm figure quickly appeared, caring in every possible way and full of tenderness. Zhihao was speechless and stared blankly at the roof for a long time.
It seems like once upon a time, that figure has definitely not faded out of Zhihao's memory. During this period, the chance of appearing in Zhihao's dreams has become less and less. This may be related to the fact that he prefers the new and dislikes the old. Zhihao secretly blames himself for indulging in harmonious love.
, Sister Ting, who had decided to protect her with her own body, was indifferent for a moment, almost numb. Zhihao looked at the roof, silently, hugging Rouyu's arm, not knowing how tight or how loose it was.
Maybe, after experiencing so much ups and downs, Zhihao has strengthened his ability to bear the separation of life and death. Maybe the man should have suppressed the sadness and melancholy in his heart. Maybe Zhihao is unwilling to cause Rouyu to be more sad. He has a big responsibility on his shoulders, so he doesn’t have to.
Looking forward and backward, hesitating.
But when Rouyu suddenly mentioned Sister Ting, Zhihao's heart felt like needles pricking his heart, and his heart was bleeding silently.
After a long time, Rouyu pressed her face in front of Zhihao and whispered, "I'm sorry, Yu'er shouldn't have mentioned Sister Ting."
Zhihao nodded silently, "Nothing."
They were still silent for a long time, hugging each other, but there was no romance as it should have been. There was an incandescent lamp on the roof, and the warm color was not necessarily very warm. Zhihao just hugged Rouyu quietly, his hands not touching Rouyu.
Jade's aimless wandering should be called ### caressing. No, it's just holding her in my arms quietly, just like I once held my sister, sacred and solemn.
Rouyu whispered, "Go to sleep, we will be on our way tomorrow."
Zhihao nodded and turned off the light.
In the middle of the night, Zhihao heard the whistling of the wind. The wind had picked up, and Rouyu slept soundly in his arms.
Zhihao woke up early and saw Rouyu sleeping quietly beside him, looking at the roof in a daze. Zhihao clearly saw the crystal tears hanging from the corners of Rouyu's eyes.
Zhihao gently wiped away his tears and hugged Rouyu tightly.
"Yu'er shouldn't have brought up the topic of Sister Ting." Rouyu whispered, "But Yu'er is just as sad."
Zhihao nodded, "I know."
After a while, Zhihao whispered, "What's gone is gone, we should cherish it better."
Rouyu nodded silently.
"Okay, let's get up." Zhihao said softly and wanted to hug Rouyu.
Rouyu suddenly hugged Zhihao tightly and said, "Kiss me."
Zhihao kissed his forehead gently.
Rou Yu's furry eyes looked at Zhihao for several seconds without blinking, and then she sighed quietly, "Yu'er is not afraid of you being sad, nor is she afraid of your disgust. I hope you won't be sad.
After a little hesitation, Zhihao nodded.
"Is it because Sister Ting has not left, you will never regard Yu'er as your woman?" Rouyu asked in a low voice.
Zhihao was speechless for a long time before he nodded, and then shook his head, "Well... I don't know. In fact, I have always been very conflicted in my heart."
"Yu'er understands." Rouyu nodded, sticking close to Zhihao, "You... value love and righteousness, Yu'er... like you."
Zhihao looked out the window and seemed to be talking to himself, "I never wanted to feel sorry for Sister Ting, nor did I want to feel sorry for you, but now, when I think about it occasionally, I feel like I have felt sorry for everyone."
"Don't think so much, you can be worthy of anyone, even if we are both your women." Rouyu murmured, making Zhihao slightly surprised.
Rouyu's next words surprised Zhihao even more.
"In a sense, Sister Ting's departure has created opportunities for Yu'er. It is precisely because of the absence of Sister Ting that you can regard Yu'er as your woman wholeheartedly. Yu'er is happy, but Yu'er is also in pain.
Yes, if I could get Sister Ting's existence back, Yu'er would rather not be your woman."
While surprised, Zhihao silently sighed, Rouyu, a woman who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, is also a kind-hearted woman.
"Okay, everything is over." Zhihao kissed Rou Yu's forehead, "Now my heart is full, but..., Yu'er."
"Then you...kiss me."
Zhihao kissed her, still feeling like a sister.
"Like the woman who kissed you, passionately."
Zhihao kissed Rouyu's lips, but Rouyu pushed it away gently, "It's still not passionate enough. In your mind, do you still regard Yu'er as your sister?"
"It's hard to tell clearly." Zhihao said in a low voice.
"Then you...want Yu'er now."
Is it a sign of enthusiasm and tolerance? Is it also a kind of verification? Zhihao kissed Yu with passion and listened to Rouyu's low voice in his ear, "Yu'er wants to know how much you love Yu'er and how much you care for Yu'er."
Zhihao really doesn't know what the difference is between acceptance and care, love and family affection, and how many subtle distinctions there are.
The movements were gentle and not too intense from beginning to end. Rouyu's ### was slightly softer than ever before...
The wind still did not stop, blowing stronger and stronger, Zhihao still took Rouyu and set off, as if a kind of tragic and high-spirited, tragic and passionate like fire, that is, a longing for a better future, without struggle,
There is no more beautiful vision.
The strong wind blew up the dust, which was gray and yellow, and the visibility was very low. Zhihao had to reduce his speed. There were more cars on the road, and soon the highway was closed because many accidents had occurred along the way.
We can only wait in the long queue until the wind stops and the traffic is reopened one by one.
Zhihao put down the seat and let Rouyu lie down to rest. Rouyu just lay down for a while, then pushed up the seat and gently took Zhihao's hand without saying a word. The wind was still blowing, but luckily the window was closed.
Fortunately, otherwise the two of them would have become just like idiots.
The traffic jam on the highway was a spectacular sight, but Zhihao and Rouyu did not enjoy such spectacular leisurely relaxation. Fortunately, they had the mentality of traveling. Otherwise, they would have been bored to death waiting here for hours in vain.
Zhihao regretted not buying Rouyu a big bag of delicious food. It was already past noon, Zhihao asked, "Yu'er, are you hungry?"
"Not hungry." Rouyu shook her head, "You should be hungry."
"I'm not hungry." Zhihao saw someone selling things through the car window, wearing a headscarf, and quietly asked Rou Yu, "Yu'er, can I buy you something to eat?"
Just as Zhihao was about to open the door, Rouyu held him back and said with a smile, "Go down and drink from the northwest wind. As soon as the door is opened, the car will be filled with dirt."
Zhihao smiled, "Then just wait and starve. It would be my dereliction of duty to just starve Yu'er."
"Drink water, we can drink water." Rouyu handed Zhihao a bottle of water and took out a piece of chocolate from the bag like magic, "Fortunately, there is still food left."
Rouyu broke off a large piece and stuffed it into Zhihao's mouth. It was bitter and sweet, and Zhihao chewed it slowly.
The wind finally stopped and the gray weather slowly cleared up.
It was a sunny day, but the wind and sand were blowing, like gray clouds hanging low. When the sand and dust slowly fell, Zhihao pressed the car window and took a breath. The air was still filled with a strong smell of sand and dust. Zhihao again
Pressed up the car window.
The traffic slowly started to flow. Zhihao and Rouyu got off the expressway. When they arrived at a county town, the sun was already heading west.
It was already the junction time between lunch and dinner. They had a sumptuous lunch, but they didn't gobble it up as much as they expected. Maybe they missed the meal time and were too hungry.
After the meal, Rouyu asked Zhihao quietly, "Should we stay here or continue on our way?"
"Let's go on our way," Zhihao said, "I've seen the map. If we walk for another four hours, we can reach a larger city where we can live..."
