Chapter 1154 My heart's sorrow and the end of this testimonial!
Chapter 1154 The Sorrow in My Heart and Final Thoughts!
A little over a year later, another book is finished.
First of all, I have to say that at the beginning of "Blood Song of the Three Realms", I was very energetic and worked hard to write a wonderful book. Looking back, it was not satisfactory.
Zhutou never makes any excuses for the things he does wrong. If he doesn't do it well, he doesn't do it well. If he does something wrong, he does it wrong. But this time, a clear explanation must be given to everyone.
The Sorrow in My Heart, for the first time in thirty-six years, Zhutou suffered an irresistible spiritual blow. The destructive force lasted for more than a year, and it was only recently that he barely recovered. In this more than a year, it was "The Blood Song of the Three Realms"
Not long after the beginning of the chapter until now, Zhu Tou has been in an unusually dazed state, forcing himself to pretend that nothing happened.
In a word, Daddy Pig Head left last year.
That night, when Zhu Tou was still in his small study room in Shanghai, drinking wine and reading a book, thinking about the next day's plot, near early in the morning, the sister's cry came from the phone, and Zhu Tou's heart was broken.
Chaos, complete chaos.
Then there was Zhutou’s vague request for leave, his vague words and no updates for a few days, and his long journey. The memory of what happened next is now blurry.
I don’t want to describe my mood in this year too much. In short, it is depression and negativity.
Especially in the first few months, you may not be able to imagine that Zhutou couldn't sleep at all. His heartbeat was pounding every day. Sometimes he would barely fall asleep, only to wake up in a cold sweat.
Then came the long period of insomnia and the groggy mental state every day.
As a result, I reduced my contact with outside friends, sealed myself in a relatively small space, and silently licked the persistent wounds caused by the severe pain in my soul.
So you can also see that Zhu Tou, who used to be very reluctant to participate in public activities, has been participating in various activities since last year. He just wants to have more contact with people through public activities, smooth out some things, and add some things.
Then fix something.
I'm sorry to everyone, but in this kind of mood, the feeling of writing becomes very bad. This is why Zhutou never explains anything, but this time he must come out and give everyone a clear answer.
This is a very regretful and unwilling self-summary of "The Blood Song of the Three Realms".
Then, regarding the new book, Shang Er and a few old buddies all knew that it was a book that Zhu Tou had been planning for several years, and it was a small series with a solid foundation.
After more than a year of self-adjustment and self-recovery, Zhutou's energy and spirit have now become complete and complete. After letting Zhutou rest for a period of time, Zhutou's new book will meet everyone with a brand new look.