415. Chapter 413 Overestimating myself and underestimating love 14
Jinyang kept laughing, as if it was really funny. He laughed so much that tears came out in the end. They slid down his cheeks and landed on his neck, tickling him. He raised his hand and couldn't help but touch it.
He felt the wet touch, and then he suddenly froze, and his laughter stopped.
So sad...really sad...
He was thousands, tens of thousands of times sadder than when he saw Lin Shenshen's pregnancy photos.
In fact, when he and her reunited after their first separation, he took her without saying a word. He knew it wasn't her first time...
After she left that day, he stood dully in the office all night, smoked cigarettes all night, and struggled with his thoughts all night. The final result was that he still wanted to be with her.
In fact, it doesn't really matter if she doesn't love herself. It doesn't matter if her first time is not hers. Even if she really loves herself deeply and gives birth to a child for someone else, it doesn't matter much...
..
Really, it doesn't matter much.
At most, he would be sad for a while, and then slowly let go.
Who told him to love her?
However, he really couldn't accept...that his deep feelings were a joke to others.
Lin Shenshen has someone she loves deeply, and she has already conceived a child for that person. Why do you think she came to provoke him?
What he feared most finally became a reality. The person he was six years ago was really just a game played by Lin Shenshen's whim...
It turns out that this love, which he walked and walked until the end, was always just his wishful thinking...
He has always felt that he is extremely powerful. He can easily conquer things in the shopping mall. He can double the wages of tens of thousands of employees. He dominates the happy lives of so many people. He is thinking that love is only between two people.
Why can't he control the matter?
But now...he realized that he had always overestimated himself and underestimated love.
Although he now maintains his self-esteem and pride, he knows that he has already failed completely.
Jin Yang was still driving the car accelerating. His thoughts were just floating in his mind. He didn't hear his cell phone at all, which kept vibrating next to him.
…
Lin Shenshen came down from the box on the sixth floor with Mrs. Lin.
Lin Zhenting and Lu Tingfang have not left yet, waiting in the lobby on the first floor of the Beijing Hotel.
When Lin Zhenting and Lu Tingfang saw Mrs. Lin, they immediately went up to meet her and shouted with smiles on their faces: "Mom."
Old Mrs. Lin's face was cold. She didn't even look at Lin Zhenting and Lu Tingfang. She just said to the assistant who was following her: "Xiao Wang, take me home."
Then he walked out of the Beijing Hotel without looking back and got straight into his car. After sitting firmly, he faced Lin Shen Shen who was standing outside the car and said in a kind voice: "Shen Shen, I'll go first.
Already."
"Grandma, goodbye." Lin bent her lips deeply and smiled at Old Mrs. Lin.
"Mom, goodbye..." Lu Tingfang also said hello to Mrs. Lin, but before she could finish her words, Mrs. Lin directly raised the car window, and then the car slowly started and drove away.
Lu Tingfang's last words were swallowed back in her stomach in embarrassment. She turned her head and looked at Lin Shen Shen angrily, -