You really shouldn't leave Beijing, leave her. You clearly know that you can't leave her.
He liked Lin Shen Shen so much that he had waited for her in Beijing for six years without any regrets. But why did he break his promise to Lin Shen Shen?
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Jinyang sat in the car from morning to afternoon. He always maintained the same posture and did not move at all.
The phone rang countless times on the way, but he was in no mood to answer it. He didn't even want to take a look at who was calling.
He didn't know how to describe his mood at this time. Outside the car window, the winter city of Beijing was extremely sunny and beautiful. It looked beautiful and warm, but he felt that his whole body was chilled to the bone.
He didn't even dare to think about what Lin Shen's state of mind was like when she was holding a mobile phone and looking for him on that cold night yesterday.
As soon as he thought about it, tears couldn't help but burst out.
It wasn't until the sun moved to the west that Jin Yang touched his face, started the car, and drove away from the entrance of the mobile business hall. He didn't know where he was going. In fact, he wanted to go to the hospital to see Lin Shen Shen, but he didn't.
I found that I didn’t have the courage to go at all.
Or rather, face it without words.
He didn't know what kind of face he should use to face the woman who desperately needed him but couldn't find him.
The promises he made to her once were all from the bottom of his heart, but now, he felt that the touching love words he said in those late nights were like sharp jokes, mocking him.
Can't do it.
Deep in Lin Shen's heart, she hates him now... In fact, he also hates himself... He knows that this fate is too ridiculous, and it is not all his responsibility. However, a man,
When faced with such a matter, one must always take responsibility. No matter who was more at fault or less wrong, whether he or she was in the past, it is actually his fault alone that such a life-threatening ending has occurred.
Jin Yang sighed, touched his pocket, and found that he had finished smoking all the cigarettes he had brought with him. He wanted to stop on the roadside to buy a pack of cigarettes, but he found that his legs seemed to be filled with lead and he could not move at all.
He didn't feel hungry at all after not eating for a day. He drove his car around Beijing aimlessly until night fell and the whole city became brightly lit again. His car,
He also slowly drove to the hospital where Lin Shen was staying.
He looked at the road leading to the hospital in front of him, but he didn't have the courage to drive in. He just set the speed to the slowest. The cars driving behind him in a hurry made their horns sound extremely harsh, but he turned a deaf ear and hesitated for a long time before slowly driving.
I turned the steering wheel and turned in.
He parked the car on the road opposite the main entrance of the hospital. In a blink of an eye, he could see the high-rise emergency building. No matter what time of day the hospital was, there were so many people coming and going, but there was no face he was familiar with.
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It wasn't until he was more exposed and only two or three people finally appeared at the hospital door that Jin Yang opened the car door, got out of the car, locked the car, stood beside the car, looked at the hospital door for a while, and walked over.
It was already eleven o'clock at night. Jinyang followed the hospital's sign
