The door closed quickly. Jinyang stood in the corridor, looking at Lin Shenshen's closed door. He suddenly felt that the short-lived warmth and happiness on the way back to Beijing from the suburbs was like a dream.
, very illusory.
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After returning home, Lin took a deep bath, climbed into bed, and rested.
Jin Yang, on the other hand, was walking around in his apartment, unable to sleep. He held Lin Shen Shen's house key in his hand, but he didn't have a good excuse to pass by, and he became increasingly depressed.
Jin Yang, who had been tossing until one o'clock in the morning and had never had a good rest during this period, returned to his bedroom unbearably, fell on the bed, and struggled to fall asleep amid the mixture of boredom and heat.
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On the first day after being discharged from the hospital, Lin Shen Shen actually lived a good life. At least she no longer faced the cold, pale ward, and did not need the ward to constantly remind her that she had lost a child not long ago.
She went to the suburbs, and although her mood did not completely improve, she did no longer feel so pale on this day.
Therefore, she went to bed very early and slept very deeply.
But just because you don’t think about some things during the day doesn’t mean they won’t appear in your dreams in the dark night.
Ever since she lost her child and was hospitalized every night, Jin Yang had been with her, so she rarely had nightmares. But just one night after returning home, she was alone, and she had nightmares.
That nightmare was more like a cliché. It was still her parents, and her first child also had a bloody little meat bun. In the dream, she kept trying to catch the four of them, but she
I tried my best, but couldn't catch it. I could only watch them getting further and further away from me...
Even that little meat bun was still there, crying and scolding her: You are not worthy of being my mother, you actually let me die, you are a bad mother...
Bad Mom.......
These three words were like a sharp knife, piercing deeply into Lin Shen's heart, causing her to wake up from her nightmare in an instant.
Her whole body was covered in cold sweat and she was panting heavily.
It was dark in the bedroom. She coughed, but the voice-activated light did not turn on. What Lin Shen Shen feared most was the darkness. She hurriedly took out her mobile phone from under her pillow, and then turned on the flashlight.
I went to turn on the main light in the bedroom, but it still didn't come on.
Lin Shenshen realized belatedly that there was a power outage.
She curled up on the bed and adjusted the light of her mobile phone's flashlight to the brightest, but she couldn't fall asleep. As long as she closed her eyes slightly, all she saw were little meat buns.
She was so scared that her whole body was trembling. She wrapped herself in a quilt and hugged her whole body tightly. She waited silently in her heart for when the call would come.
However, it was still dark until her cell phone issued a low battery warning.
The phone was almost out of battery...even the only light was gone...Lin picked up the phone with deep fear, climbed out of bed, and looked for a flashlight, but this was from Beijing.
In high-end residential areas, there was never any power outage. She didn't even remember whether she had prepared a flashlight.
Lin Shenshen first rummaged through the bedside table next to the bed, then to the closet, and then to the wardrobe.
