Lin Shen Shen paused, raised his hand, wiped his tears, and after a while, he continued: "Later, I realized that in fact, those big things that made me cry so much when I was young are really not that big.
When I think about it now, I feel that it was a blessing to be able to cry like that at that time."
"Did you know? Beijing is so big and there are people everywhere. Every day in this city, someone is born and someone dies. Some people live a life that makes others envious on the edge of wealth. There are also people who spend a cold and cold day under the overpass.
One summer, some people went from being rich to living under an overpass and becoming beggars overnight. Some people went from being beggars under an overpass to becoming millionaires looking down on all living beings overnight. There is no city in the world like Beijing.
The city is like this, so dramatic and legendary."
"There is light everywhere in Beijing. No matter it is day or night, there are lights on everywhere. Even in the dark night, when you stand on a high place and look at it, there are so many flowers. Therefore, everyone
Everyone is eager to survive in this metropolis and think about how to live their own glory, but I am different... For me, Beijing is my hometown. I only think about living in my hometown.
Here, I want a light, a light that lights up for me...I don't expect all the lights in thousands of houses to light up for me, I just want one...I just want this
A bit of extravagant hope, but you know what? It’s been a long, long time and there hasn’t been a single light that has been shining for me.”
"My world is so dark, but I have no choice but to fight against this darkness with all my strength..."
"I always thought that as long as I gritted my teeth, I would be strong enough. I felt that I had survived all these years, and there was nothing else I could not survive... I felt that I was not afraid of anything. I could do it.
Becoming the invulnerable Lin Shen Shen, it doesn't matter even if my world is dark. As long as I can be worthy of my dead parents, as long as my brother Lin Yuanai lives well, it doesn't matter whether my life is good or bad.
.....So, I keep telling me that I am not afraid, I am not afraid of anything..."
"But, I am still so scared... I am really scared... Without light, the fear in my heart will come out and engulf me, even if the light is not given to me but to others, even if I am just
If I look at it from a distance, I will not be so scared..."
Lin Shen Shen cried so hard that her shoulders kept twitching. After a long time, she choked and continued: "I was raised by my parents as a princess when I was a child. However, later on, I had to take responsibility.
From everything..."
When Lin Shen Shen said this, his tone became a little excited: "But, do you know, I am not born to take on everything. My dream is not to be a queen in charge, but I have no choice...
…”
"Do you know how happy those willful and innocent women are in my eyes?"
"Because behind them, there is always someone protecting their innocence and willfulness."
"There is no woman in this world who is born sophisticated and sensible. They are all forced by life."
