It felt like lemon rain had fallen in her heart, sour and astringent. Then there was a little pain, and then her eyes suddenly became blurry, with moisture swirling under her eyes.
At the moment when his heart throbbed and hurt, Xia Ziluo suddenly understood his feelings a little bit.
Before, she had occasional sweet and shy accidents with him. She felt that they were innate physiological reactions of human beings...blushing, rapid heartbeat, discomfort...all of which were nothing.
However, are sadness and sadness also physiological reactions?
She was attracted to him, she liked him a lot and loved him a little bit.
"It turns out that I already liked him unknowingly...but he already had someone else in his heart." Xia Ziluo murmured, tears rolling in his eyes.
I feel so uncomfortable, my chest is tight and I can't breathe.
With a "pop" sound, the scroll in her hand fell to the ground. Xia Ziluo lowered his head in a daze and looked down from a high position. The person in the painting seemed to be smiling at her.
That smile was so bright that it dazzled her eyes and hurt her heart.
As if escaping, Xia Ziluo backed away repeatedly, turned around and ran away the moment his hand touched the door.
The wind whistled in her ears, and she just wanted to run and escape. When she ran out of strength and could no longer run, she realized that she had run to a relatively remote corner.
It's like the garden of a royal palace. In this season, the garden is in a state of depression.
Xia Ziluo's steps gradually stopped, his chest was rising and falling violently, and he was breathing heavily. His breathing was rapid, and his chest felt even more stuffy, even more congested than before.
Suddenly, a tear rolled down and splashed on her light purple embroidered shoes.
Then, her vision became blurry, but Xia Ziluo suddenly sucked in her breath desperately to prevent herself from crying.
"Girls are not allowed to cry casually. My tears are all golden beans, very valuable..." But the more I comforted myself like this, the more violent my tears became.
Finally, the dike broke.
He was her first love, the first man who made her heart beat.
But why did she realize that she liked him only after she knew that he had someone he liked? If she didn't know that Ye Zixuan existed and that he liked her, could she be selfish and fight for this relationship?
No, it's impossible...
Even without Ye Zixuan, he would not respond to her feelings because her current identity is Princess Xiao and Xia Qingtian's daughter.
Xia Qingtian and Xia Ziyan deliberately planned to kill the king and usurp the throne to seize the Murong family. Princess Xiao also ruined his love with her own hands.
Because Princess Xiao is just an enemy to him!
"What should I do..." Xia Ziluo bit her lip vigorously because of the entanglement in her heart. In a blink of an eye, the skin was broken and blood oozed out.
She thought that even if she told Murong Xitian the truth, she would not be able to get a love response.
She is not the real princess, so she has nothing to do with him in terms of status; she is not Ye Zixuan, so she will not have any interaction with him emotionally.
It’s so hard!
Xia Ziluo could no longer suppress his heartache, so he knelt on the ground, covered his face and cried loudly.
In the afternoon, when Xiuxiu found Xia Ziluo, she was sitting on a stone looking at the sky in a daze.
"What is love, what is like..." Xia Ziluo murmured, looking at the sky.
She has never been liked, and it seems that she has never been liked. She is a home girl. But she thinks that liking should be because she wants that person to be happy, and hopes that person will always have the brightest smile on their face.