On the first day that Gu Zheng came back, Master Yunqing stayed up until night in a special state. He watched the things between him and Yun Jing like a third party, or fell into feeling sorry for Gu Zheng and blaming himself, and
He couldn't see the torment of Gu Zheng. However, now he was watching the past with Yun Jing like a third party. He no longer felt the quiet comfort in his heart like before, but another kind of feeling that he wanted to get rid of but was very difficult to get rid of.
An inescapable ordeal.
In the evening, Jixiang Xiaozhu was doing business, but Gu Zheng was still busy in the kitchen. Today was a really busy day, and there were still a lot of diners.
"Master, do you want to cook food for therapy?"
Xiong San looked at Gu Zheng curiously. His understanding of the way of eating allowed him to tell that the ingredients Gu Zheng was processing should be used for therapeutic cooking.
"Yes, this is a dietary therapy cooked for Yunqing. You will deliver it to him later. You need to use words to guide him." Gu Zheng said.
Xiong San's words made Gu Zheng's eyes light up. When Lingzhu went to see Xiong San, Gu Zheng had told him something, but naturally after that, Gu Zheng never mentioned the matter of Master Yunqing again, and even mentioned the matter of Master Yunqing.
There was no inquiry in response, which made Xiong San and others secretly anxious.
"Okay, Master, tell me how I need guidance from my disciples!" Xiong San said hurriedly.
"Well, I'll tell you later." Gu Zheng smiled slightly.
"Sir, is it complicated to treat Brother Yunqing? I thought I would just wait until Sir comes back and use great magic power to treat Brother Yunqing, or maybe just capture Yun Jing and make him a Taoist companion." Jin Yan
doubted.
Seeing the serious expression on Jin Yan's face when she was confused, Gu Zheng couldn't help but smile. This Jin Yan was very interesting. Gu Zheng had already known from the previous 'Three Talents Fantasy' that in some aspects she was not like a girl, but like a girl.
Boy, just like this, if you capture Yun Jing and come back to be Yun Qing's Taoist companion, if she were an ordinary girl, she wouldn't say it even if she thought about it, but she thinks it's natural, and there's nothing wrong with saying it.
Appropriate.
"Not all injuries can be treated with magic power, especially this kind of heart disease. If it could be easily treated with magic power, I would have used it on Yun Qing last time. Although Yun Qing's heart knot is with Yun Jing, this is not the future.
It can be easily solved by catching Yun Jing back and making him his Taoist companion. If Yun Qing could get over the hurdle in his heart last time, then he could catch Yun Jing and make him his Taoist companion and relieve his knot simply.
It's simple, but he can't get over the hurdle in his heart! Now, this matter cannot be solved by Yun Jing being his Taoist partner, and he and Yun Jing have completely lost the opportunity to become Taoist partners." Gu.
Fight for the road.
"The diet therapy Mr. gave Yun Qing was not just for treating injuries, right? It actually used 'Bitter Vine'!"
Seeing Gu Zheng taking out another ingredient and processing it, Lingzhu couldn't help but speak.
"No, the diet therapy I gave Yun Qing had no effect on healing his injuries. If it healed his injuries, wouldn't he be able to do what he wants to do? Not only would this diet therapy not cure his injuries, but it would
It made his feelings towards Yun Jing and his guilt towards me even more serious! In other words, if this dietary therapy were given to ordinary people, it would be a poison that drives people crazy, but if given to Yun Qing, it would shorten his life.
The painful process is a good way to understand the incident as soon as possible!"
"Food therapy is really magical, and you can do this!"
Gu Zheng's words made Jin Yan's eyes widen.
"Food therapy is only a part of the Tao of diet. There are many magical places in the Tao of diet." Gu Zheng smiled.
The sound of Xiong San going upstairs rescued Master Yunqing from his reverie, and Master Yunqing, who was going crazy, shouted quickly.
"Bear, you're here!"
"Fellow Taoist, don't get excited!"
Looking at Master Yunqing who shed tears when seeing him, Xiong San also felt very sad.
The last time Xiong San saw Master Yunqing was in the morning, and now it was just evening. He had only been gone for such a short time. The changes in Master Yunqing really surprised him. He had never seen a person who was obviously still alive and well.
But it made him feel like he was going to die soon.
"Come, I'll take this diet for you," Xiong San said.
"I don't want to eat, I want to see my ancestor!"
In the torture of this day, Master Yunqing was about to collapse. He felt that Gu Zheng could not forgive him, and even he himself could not forgive himself. He just wanted to see Gu Zheng as soon as possible and then die to apologize. And for a
For people who are ready to die, it is okay not to take dietary therapy that can heal their injuries.
"This dietary therapy is made for you by Master."
When Xiong San said that the dietary therapy was done by Gu Zheng, Master Yunqing was stunned for a moment, and then burst into tears.
"It's hard to live a better life than before, but Yun Jing has ruined everything for fellow Taoist. If you don't understand that fellow Taoist doesn't want her to die, do you think she can survive?"
"Even if Master heals fellow Taoist, the trauma suffered by fellow daoist and the lowered cultivation level are things that cannot be changed. Are fellow daoist really willing to accept all these?"
"Master is so kind to fellow Taoist, but fellow Taoist has repeatedly let him down. Don't you feel uncomfortable in your heart?"
"What is all this for? Are the hurdles in my heart really that sad? Sometimes I really don't understand!"
According to Gu Zheng's request, Xiong San said everything he needed to say. Then he sighed and said to Master Yunqing, who had gradually stopped crying when he heard these words: "Eat, take the diet first."
Well, let’s talk about it after you meet Master!”
Like a wooden man, he allowed Xiong San to feed him some food and then left with a sigh. He was still immersed in his inner world.
It is undeniable that what the good Taoist friend said at this time had a great impact on Master Yunqing's heart, and also induced Master Yunqing to think about some issues again, even though he had thought about these issues countless times.
Master Yunqing understood that it was really Yun Jing who ruined everything for him. If Yun Jing had not appeared for the second time, this matter would have passed.
Master Yunqing is indeed unwilling to give in. Even though as a member of Jixiang Xiaozhu, his cultivation progresses faster than others, there is nothing easy about cultivation. It is all achieved through hard work, but now his cultivation has been downgraded.
Master Yunqing naturally knows how good Gu Zheng is to Master Yunqing. If it were for other things, he would not dare to disobey Gu Zheng. But regarding Yun Jing's safety, it is really a hurdle in his heart that he cannot overcome. If Yun Jing because of
If he died because of his affairs, he would never be happy for the rest of his life! It was precisely because he understood his thoughts that Gu Zheng never forced him on this matter. This also made Master Yunqing feel even more self-blame and guilty.
He himself is the mud that cannot hold up the wall.
Master Yunqing felt that he was going crazy and wanted to shout. All kinds of negative emotions were intertwined in his heart, and his consciousness became more and more blurred.
"Sir, brother Yunqing is asleep."
In Master Yunqing's room, although Jin Yan was speaking to Gu Zheng beside her, her eyes always fell on Master Yunqing, with a hint of distress in her eyes. He also felt like Xiong San,
Although Master Yunqing is still alive, he really looks like he is about to die.
"Wake him up, talk to him like I told you, and ask him if he hates Yun Jing. If his hatred for Yun Jing has reached the level I said, then take him to see me.
If his hatred for Yun Jing has not reached the level I mentioned, then feed him some dietary therapy and let him go back to sleep!" Gu Zheng said.
"Brother Yunqing finally slept for half a day. We really need to wake him up now!"
Jin Yan looked at Master Yunqing with deep unbearability in her eyes.
"If you want Yun Qing to never wake up, then let him sleep for a while longer."
After Gu Zheng finished speaking, he left Master Yunqing's room. Jin Yan, who was so scared, quickly shook Master Yunqing.
"Brother Yunqing, brother Yunqing!"
Jin Yan's call made Master Yun Qing wake up.
"Ugh!"
After waking up, Master Yunqing groaned. He had a dream. It was a long dream, and there were all kinds of things in it, but it was nothing more than the things about Yun Jing and Jixiang Xiaozhu. This dream was simply...
Another reappearance of reality! But the difference is that if he is awake, he can really yell and vent in this way, but in that dream, he can't do anything.
If you can't do it, you can only witness it from the perspective of a bystander. Even the screams can't be heard. It's so suppressed that it feels like suffocation.
Just when Master Yunqing felt that he could no longer hold it in, Rourou's call rescued him from the dream demon. It felt like he was about to suffocate to death, but suddenly he could breathe smoothly again.
Master Yunqing opened his eyes and gasped for air, looking at Jin Yan with a trace of gratitude in his eyes.
After Master Yunqing was out of breath, Jin Yan said, "Brother Yunqing, are you okay?"
Looking at Master Yunqing's miserable state, Jin Yan really didn't know how to start the show.
"Okay? Very good!" Master Yunqing smiled miserably.
Jin Yan didn't know how to speak at first, but when she saw Master Yunqing still pretending to be relaxed, she was immediately furious.
"It's very good. I think it's very good too. You're a wooden lump here, half-dead, and we're all on tenterhooks. We don't know that you're relaxed and at ease with your thoughts." Jin Yan gritted her teeth.
"Don't mention her!"
Master Yunqing frowned and put his hand on his chest.
"Don't mention her? Can you do it without mentioning her? What you are now are all thanks to that bitch!"
Seeing Jin Yan's angry look, Master Yunqing could only smile bitterly.
"Stop talking? Do you still like her, you idiot? If you still like her, we all are blind!" Jin Yan was really angry.
"Jin Yan, I'm sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for my ancestor. I don't want you to mention her, not because I like her, but because if I can control it, I definitely don't want to mention her again. I would rather never mention her."
I have known her! If life is a dream, then entering Jixiang Xiaozhu is a sweet dream, but meeting Yun Jing is a nightmare!" said Master Yun Qing.
"Since Yun Jing is already Brother Yunqing's nightmare, does Brother Yunqing hate her?" Jin Yan asked.
"Hate! She ruined everything for Pindao, how could Pindao not hate her!" Master Yun Qing said.
"If the hatred is 10%, then how much does brother Yunqing hate Yunjing?" Jin Yan asked again.
"Jin Yan, I'm sorry, I beg you. I really don't want to mention her again." Master Yunqing begged.
"As long as Brother Yunqing answers Jin Yan's question honestly, then Jin Yan promises not to bother Brother Yunqing today, but Brother Yunqing's answer must be sincere!" Jin Yan said.
"Five points!"
Master Yunqing gave the answer without hesitation. Although the time he was hurt by Yun Jing was short, he did think a lot about Yun Jing, whether in reality or in a dream.
, this is the real answer in his heart.
Five points is neither high nor low, and is even a bit ambiguous, but for Jin Yan, Master Yunqing’s answer has already reached the standard of ancient explanations. Five points, a mixture of love and hate!
"Brother Yunqing, do you want to see sir?"
Master Yunqing, who had closed his eyes and didn't want to say anything more to Jin Yan, immediately opened his eyes after hearing Jin Yan's words, and his whole body was refreshed!
"think!"
Master Yunqing answered without hesitation.
"Then I'll take brother Yunqing to see the husband now!" Jin Yan said.
"You take me to see the ancestor, aren't you afraid that the ancestor will blame you?" Master Yunqing said.
According to the normal steps, Master Yunqing has reached the standard to meet Gu Zheng, so when he asks, Jin Yan should tell him the truth that Gu Zheng already wants to see him. However, no matter whether he wants to
Whether she wanted Master Yunqing to be grateful, or she just wanted to have fun, Jin Yan answered in her own way.
"Don't be afraid!"
"You are not afraid, but if you are punished by the ancestor for this, then forget it!" Master Yunqing said unbearably.
"It doesn't matter, sir, you won't blame me." Jin Yan said with a smile.
"Jinyan, thank you!"
Master Yunqing was filled with gratitude.
Before Master Yunqing could get out of bed, Jin Yan helped him to the door of Gu Zheng's room.
"Bang, bang, bang!" Jin Yan knocked on the door.
"Come in!"
Gu Zheng's voice fell to the ground, the door opened automatically, and Master Yunqing saw Gu Zheng sitting cross-legged outside.
Gu Zheng did not have a straight face, he had a smile on his face. This smile made Master Yunqing's nose sore to the extreme.
"Ancestor!"
Master Yunqing burst into tears in an instant. He was so weak that he unexpectedly raised his immortal power. After breaking away from Jin Yan's support, he staggered forward for a few steps and knelt down towards Gu Zheng.
While crying, I kept kowtowing, my heart filled with guilt for Gu Zheng.
He didn't lift up the kneeling Master Yunqing with his immortal power like he did last time, nor did he use the 'Soothing Art' to calm his emotions like last time. Gu Zheng's voice seemed a little ethereal in the ears of Master Yunqing, as if
It came from the sky.
"Yunqing, do you want to die or live?"
"Ancestor, I don't have the face to face you. I can't get over the hurdle in my heart. Once I beg to die, I just hope that Ancestor can let Yun Jing and the others go and let this matter pass. Then I can rest in peace even if I die.
Please help me, Ancestor!" Master Yunqing cried.
"Yun Qing, Jin Yan was right when she called you a wooden lump! First of all, if you die, I will definitely destroy Yun Jing and his family, so you can't die, you have to live well. Secondly, what do you think of Yun Jing?
Is she worthy of the things you did for him? Is she worthy?" Gu Zheng asked.
"Ancestor, I know she is not worthy, but I just can't get over the hurdle in my heart!" Master Yunqing cried loudly.
"You can't get over the hurdle in your heart, because Yun Jing's once beautiful shadow is still there. Even though you hate Yun Jing now because of your sadness, that beautiful shadow is still soft in your heart.
Place, whenever you think of this beautiful shadow, it always makes you feel heartbroken! Is that so?" Gu Zheng asked again.
"Ancestor, did you read my memory when I was asleep?" Master Yunqing asked in tears.
"You already call me ancestor, what will happen if I read your memory?"
Gu Zheng glared at Master Yunqing, and then said: "You don't want people to read your memory. This is a kind of self-protection of your subconscious mind. You put the once beautiful things in the softest place in your heart. This is also
One of the key reasons why you have such a serious heart knot with Yun Jing is that in fact, everyone hides precious things in the soft places in their hearts, and they don’t want to be seen by the second person, but what you hide is a disease, which needs to be cured
ah!"
Gu Zheng's words made Master Yunqing burst into tears. He didn't know it was a disease, but he couldn't do it! He couldn't do it, not because he didn't want to do it, but because he was split into two people on this issue.
Generally, the rational person wants to drive Yun Jing's figure out of the softest place in his heart, while the emotional person holds an objection and persuades the rational person to protect it together.
"Yun Qing, the disease must be cured! If Yun Jing does not appear again, although it is more complicated to use illusion therapy, you will eventually get better one day. The ancestor is also willing to help you and leave some memories in your heart.
, leaving a shadow of Yun Jing’s beauty. However, Yun Jing is not beautiful. In order to achieve her goal, she still clings to you even when she knows that you have been backlashed, so that you become what you are now.
Look, do you think she is beautiful?"
Gu Zheng sighed, Master Yunqing didn't speak, he was just crying.
"I know you don't dare to argue with me. In fact, there is a voice in your heart shouting that Yun Jing has a purpose, but she also wants to help you, but you just can't get over the hurdle in your heart to accept her, right?" Gu Zheng said again.
ask.
"Ancestor is right, I have no choice!"
Master Yunqing cried until he was out of breath.
"Yunqing, how about we make an agreement?" Gu Zheng changed the topic.
"Ancestor, I will show you something later. If your mind will not change after reading these things, then I can do whatever you like, and I will forgive you, Yun Jing! But, if you
After reading these things, if your mind changes, then you must remember to hate Yun Jing, because he is really a woman worth hating!"
When Gu Zheng spoke, he used the "Soothing Technique", and his voice carried a magical power that made Master Yunqing's expression appear blurry. He who was originally crying no longer shed tears, and he felt as if he was a different person.
From a certain level, Master Yunqing was indeed a different person at this time. Gu Zheng used the 'Shen Shen Technique' to directly call out the emotional him, the one who wanted to protect Yun Jing, and he also
It can be said that it is Yunqingkan, Yunqing's inner demon, and the root cause of Yunqing's illness!