"Mei'er, I, Su Ruyan, have never thought about how to deceive you or hurt you! I, Su Ruyan, am also a human being, and I also have a heart. How can I not know how you treat me? I am not cold-blooded and cold-hearted.
I have flesh and blood, and I will feel pain! Meier, I know that you were willing to take me with you in the first place, just because you were attracted by my outstanding appearance. Oh, how can a useless person deserve a woman like you?
Love…!"
How can I deserve the love of a woman like you...
How can I deserve it...
How can I deserve it...
That sentence seemed to have an echo, lingering and swirling in Yu Mei's ears. The voice sounded so painful, self-blaming, and even inferior. Yu Mei's original anger, all the anger, was absorbed by him.
Those words disappeared without a trace, and the only thing left in my heart at this moment was regret.
Yu Mei took a deep breath and was about to speak when she heard Su Ruyan's bitter voice again.
"Mei'er, don't you want to know what I did just now? Yes, I left the palace. That's because I feel that we have known each other for so long. I, Su Ruyan, have always been taken care of by you, Yumei, but...
I have never expressed anything to you, so while you were sleeping, I secretly left the palace in order to give this to you..."
Su Ruyan took out a hairpin with fine workmanship from his arms. It was a hairpin engraved with a phoenix. He slowly put it on the table, keeping his fingertips on the dancing phoenix.
Frosting, there was a tender light in his eyes, but there was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, and he spoke again...
"Mei'er, I know you've never worn anything like this before, but I've seen that it's well-made, especially this phoenix, which has a worrying temperament. I know, Mei'er, you might not care about such a cheap thing at all, but,
I am Su Ruyan, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that my Meier will one day be like this phoenix, proud of the world..."
"Of course, if I can, I hope that I can always be by your side. Even if it's just such a small position, I don't care. As long as I can always be with you, as long as I can always be by your side, I, Su Ruyan, will have nothing to do with you.
Complaining, but I know that I have become like this now. I am neither a human nor a ghost. Being around you is not only a burden, but also makes you laugh at others..."
"Mei'er, don't say anything. I, Su Ruyan, swear to God that I have never done anything to regret you, Yu Mei, and I have never thought of deceiving you. But now that you have begun not to believe me,
, I know that the road you are going to take is very difficult. If there is even the slightest mistake, Meier, you will lose miserably. I don’t want you to lose, and I don’t want you to lose to anyone, so
, I will go, I will go..."
"Mei'er, I'll go... I just hope you can be happy!" Su Ruyan shook her head with a wry smile, sniffed, took a deep look at Yu Mei, turned around, and walked out of the back hall without hesitation.
Yumei looked at his retreating figure, but forgot to catch up for a moment, until his figure really disappeared without a trace...
Yumei lowered her eyes slightly and picked up the hairpin placed on the table. Indeed, this phoenix was really carved vividly and was an impeccable handicraft. If it were placed in modern times, then this hairpin must be of great value.
Liancheng.
"Ruyan, was I wrong? Did I blame you wrongly?" Yumei murmured in a low voice, with tears flashing in her eyes. For the first time, she doubted whether her intuition was really wrong. If,
Ruyan was really wronged, so how uncomfortable must he feel at this moment...
