Since Jin Xi rescued me and came back, he has also lived in Zui Xian's house, but what is incomprehensible to me is that he has hidden his identity. There are so many secrets in him, and the mystery makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
Comfortable.
"Xueluo, it's time to drink the medicine." The familiar dialogue, but now the protagonist has changed. Now the decoction, delivery and dressing are all taken over by Jin Xi.
I drank the medicine obediently, and he helped me change the gauze, then brought a comb and straightened my messy hair. His gestures were familiar, as if he had done it thousands of times.
I enjoyed letting him control me. This was the first time someone had arranged my hair like this. The smile at the corner of my mouth spread across my face: "Jin Xi."
"Huh?" The hand that was combing my messy hair stopped.
"Why are you so nice to me?" I'm pretty sure I've never met him, but why does he always give me a familiar feeling?
My words seemed to overwhelm him. His hands climbed up to my face at some point, and then moved around my face. His fingertips touched my lips. His warm fingertips made me want to take a bite.
After going down, he said after a long time: "Because I want to be nice to you."
"That's it?" I don't know why I feel a sense of loss in my heart. Am I expecting something?
"There's something I want to ask you." The topic changed really quickly.
"Well, you say."
"Don't you hate me?" he asked cautiously.
The smile on my face condensed, and the pain in my heart was poked again. I felt myself being hugged into his arms. I suppressed the pain in my heart and hugged him tightly. I needed him so much at this moment.
His support was there.
"I'm sorry." The words of self-blame came to my ears, but it sounded a bit harsh at the moment. They replaced my hands, my feet, my ears, my nose, and finally my eyes without permission.
Have you ever asked me about my wishes? Why should they exchange things that belong to me? Why? There was not even a word of apology in the end, but now I heard it from him, an unrelated person.
"Actually, I haven't lost much. Look, I still have hands, feet, ears, and a nose. Zuixian said that my eyes will be able to see things in the near future," a cheerful smile hung on
It had already touched the corner of my mouth, and I looked away, but... I couldn't help but sigh: "It's a bit nondescript at most."
He hugged me tighter, as if he was making a promise, and as if he was healing the pain in my heart: "No one can hurt you in the future. I want all living beings who have hurt you to regret it."
One by one one by one
Jin Xi went out again.
I have become accustomed to his company. Whenever he is not around, I feel empty in my heart.
"Xueluo, why are you standing at the door?" It was Zui Xian's voice. He came back from patrolling the mountains, and he helped me return to the house.
"Jin Xi, he's been away from home lately."
"He has something to do outside." He answered vaguely.
"Zui Xian, you are his friend. You should know his affairs very well, right?" There are too many secrets hidden in him. I don't know why, but I really want to know.
"I, I don't know."
From his hesitant voice, I was even more sure that he must know. I grabbed his arm and said eagerly, "Tell me, I really want to know."
