"I'm sorry that I have hurt you indirectly. However, although I did it indirectly and my hands were not stained with blood, I still feel that my hands are very dirty... Hehe, maybe I should tell you that our
Human beings, including Lin Xing, our hands are not very clean. Since I was a child, I have done something wrong. No matter what it is, someone will always solve it for me and clean it up. And this so-called cleaning up is to use
Other people's hands are as dirty as ours that we don't want to touch. Sounds disgusting, right? However, brother Lin Xing has helped me with such things many times. He will always protect me and stand up for me.
, always pampering me and letting me..."
Qiao Xin, who was lost in memories, sat down on a stool nearby, her fingers unconsciously entangled with Xia Yu's black hair, playing with it in her hands, and quietly turned the emotions she had hidden in her heart for many years into words, word for word.
Tell her.
She smiled for a while, was annoyed for a while, and frowned for a while, as if she thought of something unhappy. Then she showed a very playful and proud expression, which was matched with the small movements of her other hand to show her excitement. It can be said that
As she spoke, she looked like she was crying and smiling, showing a strange expression, staring at the quiet man on the hospital bed, in a daze.
That's it, we talked for at least half an hour.
Qiao Xin's expression suddenly changed, and two clusters of fire shot up in her eyes, as if there was rising anger and hatred burning in the deepest part of her soul.
"But your appearance took away all his attention. He gave you all his tenderness and sweetness, and gave you my most cherished heart. Everyone is telling me that love is a thing
Don't force it, tell me you are innocent, I shouldn't be angry with you. But I just can't help it, but I just hate it! So, I want you to disappear, I feel that you have disappeared, the Lin Xing brother I am familiar with
He will come back, but I was wrong, very wrong. He is back, but because of you, he is not the same as before..."
Suddenly standing up, Qiao Xin lowered her eyes and stared at the pale woman on the hospital bed who was on a ventilator. She subconsciously clenched her hands into fists, and the strand of hair was in the palm of her hand, gently stroking her hand.
The soft flesh in her heart reminded her of her existence.
And she was just a thorn in Qiao Xin's heart.
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't swallow the sting!
"What I did was exposed. Instead of exposing me, he came to me alone and said to me: Qiao Xin, you make me sick!"
At that moment, the veins on Qiao Xin's forehead popped out, and the expression on her face suddenly became very distorted. The anger in her eyes seemed to be extinguished at that moment, as calm as two pools of stagnant water, full of despair.
But it doesn't smell dangerous.
She seemed to be trying hard to suppress her emotions, and soon let go of her hand, closed her eyes slightly, and slumped back into the chair.
And a smile slowly appeared on the face that was gradually losing color. It was very shallow and far-fetched.
But Qiao Xin swore that this was the most beautiful smile she could give Xia Yu.
"...I heard that people like you are sleeping because their souls have drifted away and can't find their way back, so they fall asleep. But once a person loses his soul, doesn't he have nothing? Then
How much of what I’m telling you now do you hear?”