Lu Yan remained silent and raised his wrist slightly to signal her to continue speaking.
"I told her that if the father of the child comes to her door, I will kill him!"
There was a hint of self-mockery in Lu Yan's eyes, but there was a bit of pity in Lu Yan's eyes.
Bo Jinghan didn't pause much. She touched the diamond on the ring out of habit and continued:
"Actually, I have always believed that the existence of Tangtang and Jingjing was a gift from God. Because...five years ago, after that ridiculous night, I took the after-effects medicine. Within a few days, I followed my grandpa,
I went to France. After changing my identity, my grandpa sent me to Wellesley to study. But three months later, I found out that I was pregnant. I checked the remaining pill and found out that it had expired."
The smile at the corner of his mouth rose slightly.
Bao Jinghan's eyes were as calm as water and as dark as ink, making them unpredictable.
"At that time, I was only seventeen years old. I didn't understand the responsibilities of a mother. I just wanted to avenge my mother who left without knowing why. And their existence made me have to suspend school and postpone all plans...
…So, I didn’t want them, and I once wanted to make up my mind to get rid of them.”
"But you didn't do that."
Lu Yan stared at her, his eyes were so gentle that it was difficult to examine himself.
"Well...I couldn't bear to part with it! When I checked, I could already hear their heartbeats. I realized that they were living people, not egg cells and strange tadpoles. I have no right to deprive them of their lives. If
If I do that, I won’t be qualified to avenge my mother..."
Bo Jinghan, who was caught in memories, had a hazy mist in his eyes.
It's cool, but also warm.
"Moreover, someone, at that time, said something very similar to what you just said. He told me - give birth to them, I will be your guardian, protect you, protect the child..."
"That person... must be Bo Junchen!"
For the first time, Lu Yan opened up the issue and spoke out.
Bo Jinghan was not surprised, and looked at him deeply and calmly.
Then he nodded slightly.
"Well, it's him."
"You want to tell me that you don't need me, right?"
In fact, Lu Yan knew very early on that Bo Jinghan's feelings for Bo Junchen were definitely not as simple as family love.
It's not because of those scandals that were obviously intentionally spread and fabricated.
But from the interaction between Bo Jinghan and Bo Junchen, the eyes, movements, language... these small details, I can detect the slightest subtlety.
But he never made it so clear.
"No. What I want to say is... his heart is too big to protect what he wants to protect, and I don't believe in the protection of men."
With that said, Bo Jinghan raised his eyes and smiled at him.
The moment he smiled, the lingering stars in his eyes flickered slightly.
The eyes seem light, but they are like a pool of autumn water, bottomless when you look at it, and cold to the touch.
It's heartbreaking.
"Jinghan..."
"Lu Yan, do you love me?"
"..."
He was silent, and Bo Jinghan smiled even more charmingly.
"Look, you can't answer it. And you know my answer in your heart. So...whether it's for the sake of the children or anything else, give each other some time and let us think about it, okay?"
