There was a melancholy expression on Yao Xiaoya's face, and she continued: "Do you know why I hung up the phone before? Because before I called you, I called your team. They said they didn't notify you to go to work at all.
You didn’t go to the brigade at all.”
At this point, she stared straight at Zhang Yang and looked deeply into his eyes: "Why are you lying to me?"
"I...I'm sorry, Xiaoya." Zhang Yang expressed deep regret.
Yao Xiaoya shook her head gently: "What I want to hear is actually not your apology, and what I want is not your white lie. Even if you go to see Chu Ling, you must at least tell me, right? I always thought that as long as I
If you work hard, you can slowly put me in your heart, but today I understand that in fact, there are some things that no matter how hard you try, it won't help."
The more Yao Xiaoya spoke, the sadder her voice became. Hearing Zhang Yang's heart made him feel uncomfortable. He couldn't help but want to explain: "Actually, I didn't want to leave you to see her, but something happened suddenly -"
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Yao Xiaoya. She smiled lightly, but tears welled up in her eyes, "Actually, it's not just because of this incident, but your heart has never been close to me.
.I have been dreaming, but today, because of this incident, I finally woke up from my dream. After I saw the entertainment news this afternoon, I understood that it was time to wake up from my dream!
"
"Xiaoya!" Zhang Yang couldn't help but call her again and reached out to touch her face, where tears were already falling freely.
Yao Xiaoya turned her head slightly to avoid his hand, and said quietly: "I know, you are determined to marry me not only to forget Chu Ling, but mainly because of what happened that night."
She chuckled, with endless self-mockery in her laughter: "Today I want to tell you that we are actually even. You lied to me once, and I also lied to you. In fact, that night, we
Nothing happened between the two of us that shouldn't have happened at all. Although you were drunk and once mistook me for Chu Ling and almost crossed the line, you finally controlled it."
She looked up at him, with deep reluctance in her eyes, "What a gentleman you are. Even if it's Chu Ling, you love her so much, you won't take her at will! Maybe from that night on, I
I love you even more, so much that I can’t help myself..."
Yao Xiaoya said so much in one breath, then lowered her head and said nothing again. This was the last meal. This should be the last meal for her and Zhang Yang. She was very reluctant to leave, and her heart ached.
.
She gently wiped away her tears and forced a smile: "Tonight, you can have the last meal with me, so that I can leave a good memory, okay?"
Zhang Yang nodded lightly. He could have held onto Yao Xiaoya tightly when she said these words, but he couldn't do that because he knew that marrying her without loving her would be the greatest torture to her.
He stretched out his hand and held her hand, but not to grab her. "We can still have dinner together in the future, and we can still be good friends." His words made her heart sink suddenly, but a little spark arose again.
of warmth.
He rarely speaks sweet words, but she knows that after tonight, she can still come to him for dinner and rely on him when she is in trouble. He is such a good man, and Yao Xiaoya doesn't understand why Chu Ling would let him go!